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You're bleeding
through your bandage.
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Good morning.
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Don't we need to get you
to a doctor?
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I am a doctor.
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That didn't come up
last night?
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We didn't do
a lot of talking.
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I'm good.
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You never told me
what caused your accident.
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I was stabbed
by a patient.
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That'll teach me
to overbill.
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If she likes
crippled guys,
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I'm free for
the next six minutes.
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What do you want?
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45-year-old
truck driver,
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recurrent seizures.
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No metabolic
or structural--
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does this look
like a good time?
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Sort of.
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At least as good
as the other 12 times
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that I've called and paged you
in the last three weeks.
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Those times I just didn't
feel like talking to you.
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Kinda like now.
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I'd apologize again,
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but I'm still waiting for you
to accept the first one.
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You do work for me.
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I am entitled to ask
when you're coming back.
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I don't know
when I'm coming back.
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I don't know
if I'm coming back.
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Got a problem
with that,
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fire me.
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Nice.
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It's good to see you
in the hospital,
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as a patient
if not as a doctor.
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Believe me,
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I'd rather be the guy
with the clipboard.
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How you doing?
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Arrhythmias are gone.
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Fine motor control
is improving.
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Not what I meant.
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If you need to talk
to someone,
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a professional...
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I'm fine.
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Fine enough
to get back to work?
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You don't have
to work for House,
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but you do owe me
20 clinic hours.
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What, getting knifed doesn't
buy me an extension?
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Buys you whatever you need.
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But I know you.
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If all you do
is physical therapy
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and your nighttime
version of it,
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you'll lose your mind
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faster than you regain
those fine motor skills.
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I, uh, have
this terrible pain
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in my left shoulder.
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It came out of nowhere.
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And nothing
seems to help.
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Any other symptoms?
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Chest pain?
Lightheadedness?
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No. None at all.
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What were you doing
when the pain came on?
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Just sitting
and praying.
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She'd been helping to make
the altar breads that morning,
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but no hard physical work
or repetitive motion.
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A couple of possibilities.
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You have enlarged
lymph nodes,
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so I'd like to start
by ruling out breast cancer.
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And I do mean "rule out."
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It's probably nothing.
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I'm gonna do
a quick breast exam.
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Do you mind stepping out
for a moment?
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Not at all.
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That was so I could ask
about the second possibility.
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Left-sided pain means
it could be angina,
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which is made worse
by stress.
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Might not be a coincidence
that the pain started
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on the verge
of a major life change.
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How did you know?
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Blue veil means
you're a postulant,
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haven't taken
your vows yet.
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Brown vestments means
you're carmelites,
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cloistered nuns,
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which explains the chaperone.
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You're about to withdraw
from the world for good.
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I was a seminarian.
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Who obviously didn't
take his vows.
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Cassock made
my ass look fat.
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Do you mind
unbuttoning your shirt
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and lying down for me?
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Okay.
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I have had second thoughts.
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I'm kind of a wreck.
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A life of perpetual
enclosure
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and almost complete silence?
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If you weren't
wrestling with this,
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I'd say there's something
really wrong with you.
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I'm going to admit you.
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There's a little mass here,
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and I'd like
to get it checked out.
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It's just a benign
fat deposit.
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Her imaging's clean.
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Stress test too.
It's not angina.
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So why the shoulder pain?
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Is it possible
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that she hurt
her shoulder?
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Thanks a lot.
I didn't tell him.
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You were cagey
about where you were going.
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And Chase being cagey
in general.
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Good chance I'd find the two
of you in the same cage.
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So I had park follow you.
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How you feeling?
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Better.
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Heard your arm's
healing nicely.
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Good to see you
on your feet.
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Patient's a nun?
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You turning back to your
long-abandoned faith
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in time of trouble?
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She was next up
in the clinic.
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And I don't want
your help.
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You got stabbed.
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You blame me.
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But what did
you learn about me
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that you hadn't known
for years?
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Maybe I was an idiot before
and I'm not one now.
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Or maybe
the reverse is true.
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Thanks for all your help.
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Your soul sister
is having a fungal infection
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from the unprocessed wheat
in the altar breads.
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Explains the shoulder pain
and the jumbo lymph nodes.
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Thanks for all my help.
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I'm--I'm sorry
I led House to you.
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It's part of the job.
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Maybe we could get
a meal after work tonight,
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if you want
some companionship.
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You asking me out
on a date?
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No.
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I just--
I guess that sounded--
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must be scary to be back.
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All those knives
and needles.
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Infected blood and tissue
everywhere you look.
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Just thought you might need
someone to talk to about it.
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Just knowing you're there
for me is enough.
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Thanks.
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Ever surf Kirra Point?
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Obviously you're Australian.
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I've surfed all over
the Gold Coast.
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Don't tell me you have.
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The closest I got
was Waimea Bay.
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I grew up on Maui.
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If you don't mind me asking,
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why are you becoming a nun?
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You asking
'cause I surf?
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Well, I know that Jesus
walked on water but...
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Plus the average postulant
is a lot younger than you.
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What were you doing
before this?
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Not much of anything.
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Worked as a nanny.
Moved around a lot.
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Bunch of failed
relationships.
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And then what?
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God spoke to you?
You heard the calling?
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Something like that.
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Does there have to be
some dramatic moment
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where the skies part?
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Usually, yeah.
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Is that what happened to you
when you entered the seminary?
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Mom drank, dad worked.
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They stuck me
in catholic school.
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Priests and nuns were
the closest I had to family.
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Turned out that wasn't much of
a reason to join the priesthood.
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Is that why you left?
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Something like that.
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I think I may throw up.
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What's wrong with me?
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Not a fungal infection.
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You're probably wondering,
why the soda balloons?
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I'm not.
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Well, I'll tell you.
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You're not the only one
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whose life spiraled
out of control
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when you got knifed
in the ventricle.
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Taub has decided--
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I need help
with my patient.
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She's vomiting.
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That's not from
a fungal infection.
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What are you
planning to do
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now that you're
not working for me?
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I have no idea.
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Almost dying's
been clarifying.
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I can do anything.
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You can do anything.
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So you come back
to the same building
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you've worked in
for years.
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Guess you can cross that
off your bucket list.
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Can we get to my patient
sometime soon?
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As soon as you admit that
you're a confused mess, sure.
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You'll help me.
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'Cause even though you don't
find my case interesting,
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you find my interest in it
interesting.
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Well, when you
put it that way...
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Ascending colangitis.
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Missed me.
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Can't be,
bilirubin's normal.
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Clinical signs
can show up days
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before lab signs.
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Ha ha ha!
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This is great.
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00:11:06,990 --> 00:11:08,492
We should make this
a regular thing.
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She can't feel
her foot at all.
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What does this mean?
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00:11:20,223 --> 00:11:22,023
It means I've got
to spend more time
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consulting
with a colleague.
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He tried to tongue-kiss Park
when you were closer.
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You think his sexuality
is normal?
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I need more help.
My patient has a new symptom.
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Ischemic foot.
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00:11:41,043 --> 00:11:43,044
Get the lecture
out of your system
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so we can talk
about my case.
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Let me start
with an allegory.
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Ah.
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Okay, I'm curious.
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Your overreaction
to your stabbing
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is to blame me even as
you are drawn to me.
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Taub's is to take
moronic self-defense classes
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that won't defend him
against anything.
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Krav maga.
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00:12:12,975 --> 00:12:14,474
Which helped me
block your shot
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and will continue
to help me
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defend myself in a building
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full of drugged-up strangers.
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Taub has to accept
that by instinct and genetics
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he is a coward,
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who's better off
running and hiding
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at the first sign
of danger.
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I've already fended off six
of your blitzkriegs in a row.
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And the seventh?
And the eighth?
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And the nth?
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If you get him,
what's that gonna prove?
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That unexpected things happen.
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By definition, no class can
teach you to expect them.
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Which is why Taub
is idiotic to study them,
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and you're idiotic to attach
any significance to them.
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Blood clot.
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Her D-Dimer's normal.
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On the other hand--
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Yah!
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00:12:55,970 --> 00:12:57,702
What if he's right
about the blockage
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but wrong
about the cause?
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Vasospasm.
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00:13:01,069 --> 00:13:03,802
That explains everything
but the lymph nodes.
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00:13:03,802 --> 00:13:05,502
And any minor infection
could have caused those.
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00:13:05,502 --> 00:13:08,201
Calcium channel blocker
to treat.
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00:13:18,901 --> 00:13:20,699
Are you okay?
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I almost got you killed
by bringing a scalpel
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into that room.
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00:13:23,732 --> 00:13:24,866
I could feel better
about that.
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You saved my life too.
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00:13:26,999 --> 00:13:30,265
I think the ledger's clear.
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00:13:30,265 --> 00:13:32,765
But how can you not
be traumatized?
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Can't change
what happened.
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Can only make better
choices from here.
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00:13:37,865 --> 00:13:39,498
So you're Zen about it
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but won't let go
of your anger toward House?
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I'm seeing
a trauma counselor.
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I think you should too.
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I'm okay.
265
00:13:50,697 --> 00:13:52,663
Just knowing you're there
for me is enough.
266
00:14:01,498 --> 00:14:03,030
Convent lets you
have this?
267
00:14:03,030 --> 00:14:06,397
I borrowed it from
one of the nurses.
268
00:14:06,397 --> 00:14:08,364
I'm still on temporary vows.
269
00:14:08,364 --> 00:14:11,330
It may be the last time
I hear Eminem for a while.
270
00:14:11,330 --> 00:14:13,797
You're using an iPod.
271
00:14:13,797 --> 00:14:15,929
But I've never seen you
use rosary beads.
272
00:14:20,862 --> 00:14:23,361
What day did Jesus die?
273
00:14:23,361 --> 00:14:25,628
I know,
one gospel says passover,
274
00:14:25,628 --> 00:14:27,995
another says
the day before.
275
00:14:27,995 --> 00:14:29,127
How many times
did the cock crow
276
00:14:29,127 --> 00:14:31,194
before Peter's
third denial?
277
00:14:31,194 --> 00:14:32,494
Once or twice?
278
00:14:32,494 --> 00:14:35,126
You can't argue away
my faith.
279
00:14:35,126 --> 00:14:36,361
Why?
280
00:14:36,361 --> 00:14:37,760
Because it's so strong
281
00:14:37,760 --> 00:14:39,226
even plain contradictions--
282
00:14:39,226 --> 00:14:42,126
because it's not
that strong.
283
00:14:42,126 --> 00:14:44,426
I'm not saying
I don't have faith.
284
00:14:44,426 --> 00:14:48,692
I just haven't felt
the calling yet.
285
00:14:48,692 --> 00:14:51,691
No one joins the clergy
without having that epiphany.
286
00:14:51,691 --> 00:14:54,490
That God's love
is speaking to you directly.
287
00:14:54,490 --> 00:14:58,423
It's the silence,
the contemplation,
288
00:14:58,423 --> 00:15:00,689
the order.
289
00:15:00,689 --> 00:15:02,122
I need them.
290
00:15:04,789 --> 00:15:07,521
Hoping everything else
will come later.
291
00:15:07,521 --> 00:15:09,854
That's not an answer.
292
00:15:09,854 --> 00:15:12,221
If you want silence,
you can get ear plugs.
293
00:15:12,221 --> 00:15:14,488
I tried the outside world.
294
00:15:14,488 --> 00:15:16,521
It wasn't enough.
295
00:15:16,521 --> 00:15:17,688
Have you been married?
296
00:15:17,688 --> 00:15:18,437
No.
297
00:15:19,122 --> 00:15:21,122
No kids.
You never found a career.
298
00:15:21,122 --> 00:15:23,556
Doesn't sound like the outside
world got much of a try.
299
00:15:25,656 --> 00:15:28,787
What you're
headed towards now,
300
00:15:28,787 --> 00:15:31,521
14 hours a day
in silent prayer,
301
00:15:31,521 --> 00:15:33,954
never having a family,
302
00:15:33,954 --> 00:15:36,454
never touching
another human being.
303
00:15:36,454 --> 00:15:38,486
Just because that's
what you'd miss the most.
304
00:15:40,453 --> 00:15:42,752
The nurses talk.
305
00:15:46,421 --> 00:15:48,119
Nothing's wrong
with having fun.
306
00:15:48,119 --> 00:15:51,385
They said you were almost
killed three weeks ago.
307
00:15:51,385 --> 00:15:53,751
You go right back to fun?
308
00:15:53,751 --> 00:15:56,749
Is that why
you wanna be a nun?
309
00:15:56,749 --> 00:15:58,316
Someone broke your heart.
310
00:15:58,316 --> 00:15:59,065
No.
311
00:16:02,915 --> 00:16:06,281
I'm just looking
for something more.
312
00:16:08,682 --> 00:16:10,147
So am I.
313
00:16:20,814 --> 00:16:22,880
I'm late for work
in the clinic.
314
00:16:41,346 --> 00:16:42,778
Really?
315
00:16:42,778 --> 00:16:44,445
George Washingbaum?
316
00:16:44,445 --> 00:16:46,877
He was a character
in the Flintsteins.
317
00:16:46,877 --> 00:16:50,577
Just hiding out till House
leaves the cafeteria.
318
00:16:54,811 --> 00:16:56,443
The self-defense classes,
319
00:16:56,443 --> 00:16:58,777
you think they're making
any kind of difference?
320
00:16:58,777 --> 00:17:01,709
Not as much
as House's surprise attacks.
321
00:17:01,709 --> 00:17:03,943
He thinks three steps ahead,
so I do too.
322
00:17:05,810 --> 00:17:07,409
Which is why you should
accept his apology
323
00:17:07,409 --> 00:17:08,842
and come back on the team.
324
00:17:08,842 --> 00:17:11,208
He's annoying,
he's maddening.
325
00:17:11,208 --> 00:17:13,542
But he makes us
all better.
326
00:17:16,109 --> 00:17:18,242
Note to self.
327
00:17:21,408 --> 00:17:23,007
Foot color's good.
328
00:17:23,007 --> 00:17:26,440
Arterial pulse is good.
329
00:17:26,440 --> 00:17:28,174
Capillary refill's good.
330
00:17:28,174 --> 00:17:29,773
And her shoulder pain
is all gone.
331
00:17:29,773 --> 00:17:32,972
Looks like you're ready
to go home.
332
00:17:32,972 --> 00:17:35,472
I'll get the car
and meet you out front.
333
00:17:38,706 --> 00:17:41,439
I'd say I'm in the book,
334
00:17:41,439 --> 00:17:43,873
but not the one you'll be
reading from now on.
335
00:17:51,639 --> 00:17:56,071
Six years ago,
I was a nanny in Honolulu
336
00:17:56,071 --> 00:17:58,704
for this beautiful
two-year-old boy.
337
00:17:58,704 --> 00:18:00,937
I loved him.
338
00:18:00,937 --> 00:18:02,871
Probably spent
more time with him
339
00:18:02,871 --> 00:18:05,037
than his own parents.
340
00:18:06,870 --> 00:18:11,601
One day I was in the park
talking with another nanny.
341
00:18:11,601 --> 00:18:16,001
He wandered out of the sandbox
into the street,
342
00:18:16,001 --> 00:18:19,267
into the path
of a moving car.
343
00:18:21,700 --> 00:18:23,333
That could have happened
to anyone.
344
00:18:23,333 --> 00:18:26,098
I don't think so.
345
00:18:26,098 --> 00:18:28,633
And even if it did,
they'd blame themselves
346
00:18:28,633 --> 00:18:30,898
for the rest
of their lives too.
347
00:18:30,898 --> 00:18:34,799
You shouldn't.
348
00:18:34,799 --> 00:18:37,964
You shouldn't run from what
can still be a good life.
349
00:18:37,964 --> 00:18:40,498
I'm running to God.
350
00:18:40,498 --> 00:18:42,297
After what happened to you,
351
00:18:42,297 --> 00:18:44,531
don't you wanna
remake your life?
352
00:18:44,531 --> 00:18:47,698
Not by hiding myself away.
353
00:18:50,032 --> 00:18:52,463
I hope it works out
for you.
354
00:18:56,498 --> 00:18:59,897
It is gonna be hard.
355
00:18:59,897 --> 00:19:02,130
Not touching anyone.
356
00:19:46,343 --> 00:19:50,441
Who knew mother inferior
was a smoking hottie.
357
00:19:50,441 --> 00:19:52,463
No wonder you're playing
handsies with her.
358
00:19:52,463 --> 00:19:54,496
You think I'm hitting
on a nun?
359
00:19:54,496 --> 00:19:57,328
Angry at God or I just
need a challenge?
360
00:19:57,328 --> 00:19:59,661
Or you're terrified
of intimacy,
361
00:19:59,661 --> 00:20:01,661
which is why
you're a serial slut.
362
00:20:01,661 --> 00:20:05,293
But right now you're grasping
at an emotional life raft.
363
00:20:05,293 --> 00:20:08,926
Ideally someone for whom
intimacy's not an option.
364
00:20:08,926 --> 00:20:10,859
That actually makes sense,
which I can't say
365
00:20:10,859 --> 00:20:12,091
about anything else
you've been doing.
366
00:20:12,091 --> 00:20:13,990
I'm not emotionally
involved with her.
367
00:20:13,990 --> 00:20:16,324
And much as I'd love
to hear you contradict me,
368
00:20:16,324 --> 00:20:19,058
I have a 7:30 appointment
to explore my intimacy issues
369
00:20:19,058 --> 00:20:21,457
at La Scala.
370
00:20:23,592 --> 00:20:25,057
I'm talking to this agent.
He's a bit of a sleaze.
371
00:20:25,057 --> 00:20:27,624
But he's really excited
about representing me.
372
00:20:27,624 --> 00:20:29,623
Although he can't take on
any new clients right now,
373
00:20:29,623 --> 00:20:30,957
he's trying to get me
an audition
374
00:20:30,957 --> 00:20:32,624
for one of those
online soaps.
375
00:20:32,624 --> 00:20:33,858
Have you ever watched
one of those?
376
00:20:37,492 --> 00:20:38,691
Am I boring you?
377
00:20:43,291 --> 00:20:45,557
Unfortunately, yeah.
378
00:20:45,557 --> 00:20:47,056
Sorry.
379
00:20:59,290 --> 00:21:00,040
Hi.
380
00:21:03,023 --> 00:21:06,056
You're not supposed
to be here.
381
00:21:06,056 --> 00:21:07,221
Or anywhere.
382
00:21:07,221 --> 00:21:09,288
Yeah.
383
00:21:11,589 --> 00:21:13,620
You were right.
384
00:21:13,620 --> 00:21:15,553
I was running away.
385
00:21:58,482 --> 00:22:00,681
Oh, now you're shy.
386
00:22:03,149 --> 00:22:06,080
It's brighter
in the morning.
387
00:22:11,981 --> 00:22:14,580
So are we gonna spend
the rest of eternity
388
00:22:14,580 --> 00:22:17,312
in a lake of fire
while pointy-tailed demons
389
00:22:17,312 --> 00:22:19,646
poke at us with sticks?
390
00:22:23,813 --> 00:22:25,779
This is a little scary
for me.
391
00:22:25,779 --> 00:22:28,178
I had a whole life planned.
392
00:22:28,178 --> 00:22:31,745
Not that I wasn't
struggling with it.
393
00:22:31,745 --> 00:22:33,478
And then I met you.
394
00:22:33,478 --> 00:22:37,911
Don't worry, I know you're
not the relationship type.
395
00:22:37,911 --> 00:22:39,945
I'm not
not the relationship type.
396
00:22:39,945 --> 00:22:41,545
I was married once.
397
00:22:41,545 --> 00:22:43,378
Relax.
398
00:22:43,378 --> 00:22:44,878
You're fine.
399
00:22:47,246 --> 00:22:48,680
So what's next for you?
400
00:22:51,747 --> 00:22:54,579
I have to find
a place to live.
401
00:22:54,579 --> 00:22:57,345
Get my old job back.
402
00:22:57,345 --> 00:23:00,712
Sure, I'll feel guilty,
start doubting.
403
00:23:00,712 --> 00:23:02,511
As long as you keep dealing
with your doubts
404
00:23:02,511 --> 00:23:04,411
in the same way then...
405
00:23:06,680 --> 00:23:07,398
Moira?
406
00:23:08,945 --> 00:23:11,178
I'm sorry,
did you say something?
407
00:23:13,212 --> 00:23:15,011
Your neck.
408
00:23:15,011 --> 00:23:16,510
What?
409
00:23:16,510 --> 00:23:18,110
Are your ears ringing?
410
00:23:18,110 --> 00:23:21,842
Yeah.
What does that mean?
411
00:23:23,910 --> 00:23:28,208
We've got to get you back
to the hospital right away.
412
00:23:28,208 --> 00:23:29,442
The artery that's bringing
blood to your brain,
413
00:23:29,442 --> 00:23:30,674
it's coming apart.
414
00:23:30,674 --> 00:23:32,173
Means you could stroke.
415
00:23:32,173 --> 00:23:33,773
I've paged a team
of our best doctors.
416
00:23:33,773 --> 00:23:35,573
I don't have
to cough as much.
417
00:23:35,573 --> 00:23:37,840
It's clotted up.
418
00:23:37,840 --> 00:23:39,407
Is that bad?
419
00:23:39,407 --> 00:23:42,206
We're almost there.
420
00:23:43,607 --> 00:23:46,939
Get me her o-two level.
421
00:23:46,939 --> 00:23:48,305
What are you doing?
422
00:23:48,305 --> 00:23:50,071
I want to make sure I can
position her wrist properly.
423
00:23:50,071 --> 00:23:51,672
For what?
A.B.G.
424
00:23:51,672 --> 00:23:54,738
I don't need an A.B.G.
Just get a pulse ox.
425
00:23:54,738 --> 00:23:56,638
I'll do it.
Grab a consent form.
426
00:23:56,638 --> 00:23:57,388
Go!
427
00:23:59,172 --> 00:24:00,771
We need to operate
right now, okay?
428
00:24:00,771 --> 00:24:02,204
Good to operate.
429
00:24:04,372 --> 00:24:07,138
Repeat this, no ifs, ands,
or buts about it.
430
00:24:07,138 --> 00:24:10,171
No about it and no ifs.
431
00:24:10,171 --> 00:24:11,671
Get her into O.R. 11.
432
00:24:17,927 --> 00:24:19,058
Carotid dissection,
433
00:24:19,058 --> 00:24:20,958
four-inch pulsatile
mass in her neck,
434
00:24:20,958 --> 00:24:22,425
and some broca's aphasia.
435
00:24:22,425 --> 00:24:23,557
It's got to be a clot
436
00:24:23,557 --> 00:24:24,491
keeping her
from bleeding out.
437
00:24:24,491 --> 00:24:25,924
Pulse?
438
00:24:25,924 --> 00:24:27,057
Bounding, four-plus.
439
00:24:27,057 --> 00:24:28,058
It was a three-plus
20 minutes ago.
440
00:24:28,058 --> 00:24:28,806
20?
441
00:24:30,292 --> 00:24:31,824
Thought she just got here.
442
00:24:34,559 --> 00:24:36,359
That blood
looks pretty dry.
443
00:24:36,359 --> 00:24:38,892
Cut yourself shaving?
444
00:24:38,892 --> 00:24:41,158
You know,
that can happen
445
00:24:41,158 --> 00:24:44,226
when the nun you woke up with
coughs blood on you.
446
00:24:44,226 --> 00:24:46,792
You slept with a nun?
447
00:24:46,792 --> 00:24:48,825
Forget nun,
you slept with a patient?
448
00:24:48,825 --> 00:24:50,625
Former, to both.
449
00:24:50,625 --> 00:24:52,957
Internal neck trauma,
that's impressive.
450
00:24:52,957 --> 00:24:54,823
It's happened to me
a few times.
451
00:24:54,823 --> 00:24:57,356
Up high.
452
00:24:57,356 --> 00:24:59,255
Dr. Chase.
453
00:25:00,923 --> 00:25:03,155
Clot's broken.
454
00:25:03,155 --> 00:25:04,388
Bring her in
and pack her nose.
455
00:25:04,388 --> 00:25:05,688
I'm gonna need
number three vicryls.
456
00:25:05,688 --> 00:25:08,020
I'm gonna fix this.
457
00:25:08,020 --> 00:25:09,054
You're not gonna
operate on her.
458
00:25:09,054 --> 00:25:10,787
Kapur and Carlyle
are unavailable.
459
00:25:10,787 --> 00:25:12,954
Reilly's done far fewer
dissections than I have.
460
00:25:12,954 --> 00:25:15,021
He's also slept with her
far fewer times than you have.
461
00:25:15,021 --> 00:25:16,353
Your judgment's
compromised.
462
00:25:16,353 --> 00:25:17,620
I spent the night with her.
463
00:25:17,620 --> 00:25:19,086
Doesn't change
how I make an incision.
464
00:25:19,086 --> 00:25:21,286
Tell him!
465
00:25:22,620 --> 00:25:25,753
Do the surgery.
466
00:25:25,753 --> 00:25:27,053
You're trying
to score points with him
467
00:25:27,053 --> 00:25:29,253
at the risk
of a patient's life.
468
00:25:29,253 --> 00:25:30,553
He's the better surgeon.
469
00:25:33,388 --> 00:25:34,520
Vascular clamp.
470
00:25:34,520 --> 00:25:36,386
You're not gonna put her
on bypass?
471
00:25:36,386 --> 00:25:37,586
It'd take a half hour
to set up.
472
00:25:37,586 --> 00:25:39,119
You clamp now,
she could stroke out.
473
00:25:39,119 --> 00:25:41,152
She's already got
neurological symptoms.
474
00:25:41,152 --> 00:25:43,485
We wait 30 minutes, she'll
definitely have brain damage.
475
00:25:43,485 --> 00:25:45,852
You're trying to make sure
she's either perfect or dead.
476
00:25:45,852 --> 00:25:47,118
She's not going to die.
477
00:25:47,118 --> 00:25:48,518
If I get this done
in five minutes,
478
00:25:48,518 --> 00:25:49,818
she won't stroke out.
479
00:25:49,818 --> 00:25:50,985
You don't know
that you will.
480
00:25:50,985 --> 00:25:52,285
And you can't know
because you can't
481
00:25:52,285 --> 00:25:55,084
think clearly about her.
482
00:25:55,084 --> 00:25:57,251
Vascular clamp.
483
00:26:04,019 --> 00:26:07,916
Occlusion time 9:46
and 23 seconds.
484
00:26:07,916 --> 00:26:09,983
Vascular scissors.
485
00:26:44,915 --> 00:26:47,546
We're over five minutes.
486
00:26:48,713 --> 00:26:50,746
Ultrasound.
487
00:26:56,811 --> 00:26:59,477
Good flow.
Lighten the anesthesia.
488
00:26:59,477 --> 00:27:01,509
You're not gonna close
the wound first?
489
00:27:01,509 --> 00:27:02,258
No.
490
00:27:17,077 --> 00:27:18,776
Can you hear me?
491
00:27:21,945 --> 00:27:23,677
Repeat this,
492
00:27:23,677 --> 00:27:26,676
no ifs, ands, or buts.
493
00:27:26,676 --> 00:27:30,808
No ifs, ands, or buts.
494
00:27:37,176 --> 00:27:41,509
I'm sorry about before.
495
00:27:41,509 --> 00:27:44,242
You're scared,
aren't you?
496
00:27:44,242 --> 00:27:45,909
That's why you wanted
companionship.
497
00:27:45,909 --> 00:27:48,142
That's why you cried out
when House shot at Taub.
498
00:27:48,142 --> 00:27:50,208
What exactly
are you scared of?
499
00:27:50,208 --> 00:27:51,975
A needle stick?
500
00:27:51,975 --> 00:27:54,008
Some other nut
pulling a scalpel?
501
00:27:54,008 --> 00:27:57,607
I'm scared
of everything.
502
00:27:57,607 --> 00:27:59,773
It sucks that
there was a stabbing.
503
00:27:59,773 --> 00:28:01,339
But you'll get over it.
504
00:28:01,339 --> 00:28:02,808
Like you have?
505
00:28:02,808 --> 00:28:05,340
You weren't even there.
506
00:28:05,340 --> 00:28:08,040
I know, I--
I left the room.
507
00:28:08,040 --> 00:28:09,440
It was pure luck.
508
00:28:09,440 --> 00:28:12,540
I was in the room.
That was pure luck too.
509
00:28:15,907 --> 00:28:18,239
I get that you're scared
and guilty.
510
00:28:18,239 --> 00:28:19,872
You're still a doctor.
511
00:28:19,872 --> 00:28:22,072
I don't have time
to teach you to act like one.
512
00:28:27,306 --> 00:28:28,638
We removed the artery.
513
00:28:28,638 --> 00:28:29,838
I found nodules.
514
00:28:29,838 --> 00:28:31,538
Could mean lupus.
515
00:28:31,538 --> 00:28:32,637
Negative A.N.A.
516
00:28:32,637 --> 00:28:35,005
Where are you going?
517
00:28:35,005 --> 00:28:37,170
Great thing
about assigning Taub
518
00:28:37,170 --> 00:28:39,204
fraudulent lab work
is you know exactly
519
00:28:39,204 --> 00:28:41,170
where he's gonna
end up.
520
00:28:41,170 --> 00:28:42,870
Great thing about
assigning Taub
521
00:28:42,870 --> 00:28:44,903
obviously fraudulent
lab work
522
00:28:44,903 --> 00:28:47,436
is you get to watch
his inner paranoiac at work.
523
00:28:55,236 --> 00:28:58,169
And then...
524
00:28:58,169 --> 00:29:00,235
Two to the head.
525
00:29:00,235 --> 00:29:01,568
Can we talk
about my patient?
526
00:29:01,568 --> 00:29:03,168
Quite a journey.
527
00:29:03,168 --> 00:29:05,301
Starts with a surgical tool
in your heart
528
00:29:05,301 --> 00:29:06,867
and ends with
a surgeon's tool in a nun.
529
00:29:06,867 --> 00:29:08,034
What's the plan?
530
00:29:08,034 --> 00:29:09,701
Plan's to cure her.
531
00:29:09,701 --> 00:29:12,668
Well, if it's
not meaningless sex,
532
00:29:12,668 --> 00:29:14,434
kinda screams out
for an end game.
533
00:29:14,434 --> 00:29:16,700
You're the dog that's
chasing the popemobile.
534
00:29:16,700 --> 00:29:18,300
You sure you want--
535
00:29:20,134 --> 00:29:21,265
oh, my God.
536
00:29:24,167 --> 00:29:26,432
Taub is interrogating
the janitor.
537
00:29:26,432 --> 00:29:29,731
He must think that
I hired him to attack--
538
00:29:29,731 --> 00:29:33,764
actually,
why didn't I do that?
539
00:29:33,764 --> 00:29:37,131
Plaques could be confused
for nodules.
540
00:29:37,131 --> 00:29:39,129
Which would mean...
Syphilis.
541
00:29:39,129 --> 00:29:41,563
Explains the shoulder
and foot involvement.
542
00:29:41,563 --> 00:29:43,463
Hope you practiced
543
00:29:43,463 --> 00:29:45,129
the immaculate
contraception.
544
00:29:50,263 --> 00:29:52,095
Lock and load.
545
00:29:54,396 --> 00:29:56,028
Boo-yah!
546
00:29:56,028 --> 00:29:58,194
Pfft!
547
00:29:58,194 --> 00:30:00,527
Boo-yah to you too.
548
00:30:04,027 --> 00:30:06,427
But I hadn't
had sex in years.
549
00:30:06,427 --> 00:30:07,827
Tertiary syphilis means
you've had the disease
550
00:30:07,827 --> 00:30:09,360
for at least that long.
551
00:30:09,360 --> 00:30:11,893
Does that mean
you also have it?
552
00:30:11,893 --> 00:30:14,194
Probably not contagious
at this point.
553
00:30:18,227 --> 00:30:20,027
Can it cause
hallucinations?
554
00:30:20,027 --> 00:30:22,094
It's unlikely. Why?
555
00:30:24,929 --> 00:30:27,094
While I was
on the operating table,
556
00:30:27,094 --> 00:30:29,694
it didn't feel
like a dream.
557
00:30:29,694 --> 00:30:34,892
I saw the boy
who I was caring for.
558
00:30:34,892 --> 00:30:38,658
The one who died.
559
00:30:38,658 --> 00:30:41,725
He walked right up to me.
560
00:30:41,725 --> 00:30:43,691
What did he say?
561
00:30:43,691 --> 00:30:46,957
He just held my hand.
562
00:30:46,957 --> 00:30:50,789
It was like
he forgave me.
563
00:30:50,789 --> 00:30:52,589
Do you think
that's crazy?
564
00:30:54,591 --> 00:30:57,790
I think it should
give you solace,
565
00:30:57,790 --> 00:31:01,890
help you to move on.
566
00:31:07,091 --> 00:31:09,090
You slept
with your patient?
567
00:31:12,424 --> 00:31:14,289
You're off the case.
568
00:31:14,289 --> 00:31:16,654
I saved her
from brain damage.
569
00:31:16,654 --> 00:31:18,721
You think my judgment's
the least bit compromised?
570
00:31:18,721 --> 00:31:20,287
She's still sick.
571
00:31:20,287 --> 00:31:21,786
If she dies,
we'll be in the middle
572
00:31:21,786 --> 00:31:23,586
of a brand-new
investigation.
573
00:31:23,586 --> 00:31:25,185
This is about you
covering your own ass.
574
00:31:25,185 --> 00:31:27,619
I gave you time, leeway,
575
00:31:27,619 --> 00:31:30,219
and you decided to do
whatever the hell you wanted.
576
00:31:30,219 --> 00:31:31,685
House can dance
all over the rules,
577
00:31:31,685 --> 00:31:33,785
gets me knifed,
and he gets a pass.
578
00:31:33,785 --> 00:31:35,618
I break a rule,
no one gets hurt,
579
00:31:35,618 --> 00:31:37,451
but you kick me off
my own case?
580
00:31:37,451 --> 00:31:39,951
Unfortunately, yes.
581
00:31:45,052 --> 00:31:46,417
I'm sorry.
582
00:31:46,417 --> 00:31:48,017
I took that scalpel
for you.
583
00:31:48,017 --> 00:31:49,783
That's why I did this.
584
00:31:49,783 --> 00:31:51,616
Three weeks ago,
585
00:31:51,616 --> 00:31:53,683
you never would have
slept with a patient.
586
00:31:53,683 --> 00:31:56,182
And you never would have
operated on her after.
587
00:31:57,916 --> 00:31:59,482
You need help.
588
00:31:59,482 --> 00:32:01,182
I need to get away
from House
589
00:32:01,182 --> 00:32:02,981
and everything
that reminds me of him.
590
00:32:02,981 --> 00:32:04,347
By breaking the rules,
591
00:32:04,347 --> 00:32:06,614
not caring what
anyone else thinks.
592
00:32:06,614 --> 00:32:10,079
You're gonna get away from him
by turning into him?
593
00:32:17,182 --> 00:32:19,181
It hurts.
594
00:32:29,848 --> 00:32:32,014
Right upper quadrant,
pain and distension.
595
00:32:32,014 --> 00:32:35,046
What's wrong
with my stomach?
596
00:32:35,046 --> 00:32:35,881
Nothing.
597
00:32:35,881 --> 00:32:38,446
This is your liver.
598
00:32:42,202 --> 00:32:43,400
The liver failure could be
599
00:32:43,400 --> 00:32:45,882
from intraoperative
hypotension.
600
00:32:45,882 --> 00:32:47,104
Checked the anesthesia sheet,
601
00:32:47,104 --> 00:32:48,270
pressure was fine
throughout.
602
00:32:48,270 --> 00:32:48,973
Thrombus?
603
00:32:48,973 --> 00:32:51,153
That voice in the hall
that none of us
604
00:32:51,153 --> 00:32:52,353
have any reason
to be listening to
605
00:32:52,353 --> 00:32:55,919
is not surprisingly wrong.
606
00:32:55,919 --> 00:32:57,586
Abdominal ultrasound
was negative.
607
00:32:57,586 --> 00:32:58,884
Then we have to assume
liver failure
608
00:32:58,884 --> 00:33:02,084
is just another symptom
of whatever she's got.
609
00:33:02,084 --> 00:33:03,551
Trousseau's syndrome
could send clots,
610
00:33:03,551 --> 00:33:05,017
cause the ischemic foot.
611
00:33:05,017 --> 00:33:07,016
Add the enlarged lymph node,
macrocytosis.
612
00:33:07,016 --> 00:33:09,883
Disseminated
T-cell lymphoma.
613
00:33:09,883 --> 00:33:11,616
Wilson said
it wasn't cancer.
614
00:33:11,616 --> 00:33:14,416
Wilson says
it's not breast cancer.
615
00:33:14,416 --> 00:33:16,049
Sarcoidosis.
616
00:33:16,049 --> 00:33:17,182
Normal ACE level.
617
00:33:17,182 --> 00:33:18,649
Highly insensitive
for sarcoid.
618
00:33:18,649 --> 00:33:20,449
Negative chest X-rays aren't.
619
00:33:20,449 --> 00:33:21,815
Then we've got
to biopsy.
620
00:33:21,815 --> 00:33:23,949
Yeah, Foreman's
clearly wrong.
621
00:33:23,949 --> 00:33:26,250
You're clearly
not grasping at straws
622
00:33:26,250 --> 00:33:28,683
'cause you're clearly
not emotionally involved.
623
00:33:28,683 --> 00:33:31,816
I know you want to believe that
this is something we can cure.
624
00:33:31,816 --> 00:33:33,616
It's not.
625
00:33:33,616 --> 00:33:34,983
I'm sorry.
626
00:33:46,717 --> 00:33:49,149
How soon will they know
if it's cancer?
627
00:33:49,149 --> 00:33:51,115
Within hours.
628
00:33:51,115 --> 00:33:53,515
And if it is?
629
00:33:55,610 --> 00:33:57,133
There's always chemo.
630
00:33:58,126 --> 00:34:01,225
You say that like
it's not gonna work.
631
00:34:01,225 --> 00:34:03,720
Could extend your life.
632
00:34:03,720 --> 00:34:04,787
Years?
633
00:34:10,987 --> 00:34:12,719
I'll be here
as much as you need.
634
00:34:16,343 --> 00:34:19,575
You still never told me
why you left the seminary.
635
00:34:22,842 --> 00:34:24,641
Mary Knoller.
636
00:34:24,641 --> 00:34:28,108
Wife of the groundskeeper.
637
00:34:28,108 --> 00:34:31,341
He caught me with her,
got me with a rake.
638
00:34:31,341 --> 00:34:33,940
Those scars on my ass
you may have noticed.
639
00:34:35,441 --> 00:34:38,274
Why didn't you
tell me that before?
640
00:34:38,274 --> 00:34:40,107
Because it was so shallow.
641
00:34:40,107 --> 00:34:41,640
I wasn't exactly wrestling
642
00:34:41,640 --> 00:34:43,740
with great
theological questions.
643
00:34:43,740 --> 00:34:46,173
I don't believe that.
644
00:34:46,173 --> 00:34:48,574
You don't sleep with
the groundskeeper's wife,
645
00:34:48,574 --> 00:34:51,808
not unless you're struggling
with whether you belong there.
646
00:34:55,609 --> 00:34:58,374
I always wanted to believe.
647
00:34:58,374 --> 00:35:01,740
Would have made
my life a lot easier.
648
00:35:01,740 --> 00:35:03,974
It never took.
649
00:35:03,974 --> 00:35:06,640
Doesn't...
650
00:35:06,640 --> 00:35:07,478
Mean...
651
00:35:09,274 --> 00:35:10,940
It's too late.
652
00:35:10,940 --> 00:35:13,107
Are you having trouble talking,
like before?
653
00:35:15,439 --> 00:35:17,839
I can get the words out.
654
00:35:17,839 --> 00:35:20,006
Just feels heavy
when I do.
655
00:35:20,006 --> 00:35:21,473
Where?
656
00:35:21,473 --> 00:35:25,272
Wherever my
chewing muscles are.
657
00:35:25,272 --> 00:35:27,171
I'll be right back.
658
00:35:32,973 --> 00:35:34,604
House finally got you.
659
00:35:34,604 --> 00:35:36,337
He tried but--
I gotta go.
660
00:35:36,337 --> 00:35:38,503
You shoulda seen it.
It was perfect.
661
00:35:43,771 --> 00:35:46,203
She has jaw claudication.
662
00:35:46,203 --> 00:35:48,070
If you only heard claudication
and carotid dissection...
663
00:35:48,070 --> 00:35:52,070
I'd say
giant cell arteritis.
664
00:35:52,070 --> 00:35:53,503
And I'd tell
your former teammates
665
00:35:53,503 --> 00:35:54,968
to put her
on steroids.
666
00:35:54,968 --> 00:35:56,868
She's gonna live.
667
00:35:56,868 --> 00:35:58,117
Yeah.
668
00:35:59,469 --> 00:36:00,801
And then what?
669
00:36:07,201 --> 00:36:09,099
They say my liver
function's better.
670
00:36:09,099 --> 00:36:10,766
That I can get out
of here soon.
671
00:36:10,766 --> 00:36:12,999
And when you do,
672
00:36:12,999 --> 00:36:14,933
I'm gonna take you
to puerto escondido.
673
00:36:14,933 --> 00:36:17,033
Mexico?
674
00:36:17,033 --> 00:36:18,433
The Mexican pipeline.
675
00:36:18,433 --> 00:36:23,366
Early May is when the surf
really picks up but--
676
00:36:23,366 --> 00:36:25,432
what's wrong?
677
00:36:25,432 --> 00:36:29,264
I spoke to the prioress.
678
00:36:29,264 --> 00:36:31,231
You're going back?
679
00:36:31,231 --> 00:36:33,630
I felt the calling.
680
00:36:33,630 --> 00:36:35,729
When you saw the boy.
681
00:36:35,729 --> 00:36:38,896
I felt God's love,
his Grace.
682
00:36:38,896 --> 00:36:41,296
I've been waiting
my entire life for that.
683
00:36:41,296 --> 00:36:42,696
It's not real.
684
00:36:42,696 --> 00:36:44,696
I know you didn't feel anything
when you almost died.
685
00:36:44,696 --> 00:36:45,996
I did.
686
00:36:45,996 --> 00:36:47,929
You felt oxygen
depravation.
687
00:36:47,929 --> 00:36:50,495
You felt your brain
releasing noradrenaline.
688
00:36:50,495 --> 00:36:52,462
You didn't say that before.
689
00:36:52,462 --> 00:36:55,429
I wanted you to move on
with your life.
690
00:36:55,429 --> 00:36:57,130
I wanted to reassure you.
691
00:36:57,130 --> 00:36:58,897
I wanted you
to feel better.
692
00:36:58,897 --> 00:37:01,929
And now you don't?
693
00:37:01,929 --> 00:37:02,649
Now...
694
00:37:05,030 --> 00:37:06,395
I think I love you.
695
00:37:16,753 --> 00:37:19,719
"Noradrenaline and
near-death experiences."
696
00:37:19,719 --> 00:37:21,780
Oh, dear.
697
00:37:22,281 --> 00:37:23,706
You saw God?
698
00:37:23,706 --> 00:37:24,772
She did.
699
00:37:24,772 --> 00:37:26,563
She wants to go back
to the monastery.
700
00:37:27,513 --> 00:37:30,159
So now you're preparing
a Powerpoint presentation
701
00:37:30,159 --> 00:37:32,550
to keep her in your garden
of earthly delights.
702
00:37:33,259 --> 00:37:34,457
You're an idiot.
703
00:37:35,645 --> 00:37:37,658
Because I found someone I love?
704
00:37:37,658 --> 00:37:38,727
Because you're an idiot.
705
00:37:38,727 --> 00:37:41,682
At least you two
have that in common.
706
00:37:41,682 --> 00:37:43,696
Her feelings are based
on a chemical process.
707
00:37:43,696 --> 00:37:44,683
They're gonna wear off.
708
00:37:44,683 --> 00:37:46,683
You just slept with her.
709
00:37:46,683 --> 00:37:48,698
Your brain is exploding
with oxytocin.
710
00:37:48,698 --> 00:37:50,678
You think that's gonna
last through the ages?
711
00:37:50,678 --> 00:37:51,686
She's throwing away her life
712
00:37:51,686 --> 00:37:52,712
because of blind faith.
713
00:37:52,712 --> 00:37:54,646
So are you!
714
00:37:54,646 --> 00:37:55,725
She's found something
715
00:37:55,725 --> 00:37:57,723
she wants to build
her life around.
716
00:37:57,723 --> 00:38:00,644
It's a total illusion,
but apparently she'll take
717
00:38:00,644 --> 00:38:01,685
a little ignorance
with her bliss.
718
00:38:01,685 --> 00:38:03,661
And you want to take that away?
719
00:38:03,661 --> 00:38:04,676
How many times have
you thrown the truth
720
00:38:04,676 --> 00:38:05,710
in people's faces?
721
00:38:05,710 --> 00:38:07,632
Because it's the truth,
722
00:38:07,632 --> 00:38:10,663
not because we're gonna
live happily ever after.
723
00:38:10,663 --> 00:38:13,659
Either your relationship
just blows up
724
00:38:13,659 --> 00:38:16,618
like every other
non-magical romance,
725
00:38:16,618 --> 00:38:17,663
or she stays with you
but blames you
726
00:38:17,663 --> 00:38:20,647
for stripping all the meaning
out of her life.
727
00:38:20,647 --> 00:38:23,610
This has nothing to do
with the truth.
728
00:38:23,610 --> 00:38:25,649
You don't like that
I'm reassessing my life,
729
00:38:25,649 --> 00:38:27,655
that I want to change it,
730
00:38:27,655 --> 00:38:28,680
that I can.
731
00:38:28,680 --> 00:38:30,619
Anyone can screw up a life.
732
00:38:30,619 --> 00:38:31,667
I never said
that wasn't possible.
733
00:38:31,667 --> 00:38:33,662
You're incapable
of human connection,
734
00:38:33,662 --> 00:38:36,688
so you want everyone
to be like you.
735
00:38:36,688 --> 00:38:39,631
If I wanted you
to be like me...
736
00:38:43,626 --> 00:38:45,639
I would be urging you
737
00:38:45,639 --> 00:38:47,630
to make a stupid,
stubborn decision
738
00:38:47,630 --> 00:38:50,664
that blows up your life and
leaves you lonely and miserable.
739
00:38:57,595 --> 00:39:00,615
You reassess your life
when you've made mistakes.
740
00:39:00,615 --> 00:39:03,592
You didn't.
You just got stabbed.
741
00:40:02,590 --> 00:40:05,518
Don't look at the book.
742
00:40:05,518 --> 00:40:07,567
I haven't done a jugular line
since my residency.
743
00:40:07,567 --> 00:40:09,590
I don't want to needle
the carotid.
744
00:40:13,531 --> 00:40:14,555
What's the first step?
745
00:40:14,555 --> 00:40:17,551
Palpate the S.C.M.
746
00:40:17,551 --> 00:40:18,562
Where?
747
00:40:18,562 --> 00:40:21,551
Middle third of the neck.
748
00:40:52,500 --> 00:40:54,481
I'm happy I knew you.
749
00:40:54,481 --> 00:40:55,440
So am I.
750
00:41:14,423 --> 00:41:15,479
Robert.
751
00:42:12,408 --> 00:42:14,393
24-year-oldwater treatment worker
752
00:42:14,393 --> 00:42:16,396
with pyrexia and double vision.
753
00:42:37,360 --> 00:42:38,318
Abscess?
754
00:42:40,331 --> 00:42:42,362
Would have seen it on the MRI.
755
00:42:42,362 --> 00:42:45,354
Diphtheria paralyzing
the ocular muscles?
756
00:42:45,354 --> 00:42:46,362
No, paralysis was first.
757
00:42:46,362 --> 00:42:48,339
- Aneurysm?
- Not with this fever.
758
00:42:48,339 --> 00:42:50,358
Maybe we're thinking about
this the wrong way.
759
00:42:50,358 --> 00:42:51,394
Retro-ocular infection?
760
00:42:51,394 --> 00:42:53,336
With no local symptoms?