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Previously on "Black Box"...
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Leo: You live here? Do you ever leave?
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Lina: No.
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I need you to fill this prescription for me.
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Oxy?
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I took some pills.
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Pills? What kind of pills? What'd you take?
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- How's Joey?
- They can't get him off the vent.
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I never should have operated.
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It's all my fault.
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I had... feelings for you
I've never had for anyone.
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I don't want them.
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We have to re-balance my meds.
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Do you still hope for a more balanced life?
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Now I just want to survive.
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[Bell tolling]
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Man: St. John the Divine
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is one of the biggest Gothic
cathedrals in the world.
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Now, remember, when we go inside,
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everybody in group "A"
stays with Jeremy's mom,
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and everyone in group "B" stays
with me and Rahim's mom, okay?
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So, Mira, does Rahim have B.O. yet?
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Jeremy's in the shower for hours.
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Boxes of Kleenex
disappearing right and left.
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Have you caught Rahim... You know?
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Rahim would never, no.
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Rahim! Stand back from the curb.
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Hey, one, two, three, eyes on me.
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- Everybody ready?
- [Man shouting gibberish]
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[Crowd screaming]
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Ok, everybody stay calm.
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[Shouting gibberish]
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Stop it. You need to calm down.
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Stop this.
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You won't hurt me.
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I know you don't want to.
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You don't want to hurt me.
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You don't want to hurt anybody.
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Just put the knife down. Put the knife down.
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[Shouting gibberish]
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Look in my eyes. Look in my eyes.
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There are children here.
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You don't want to hurt them.
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Police are coming. They will shoot you.
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Give me the knife. Let me save you.
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[Sirens wailing]
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Give me that knife.
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There you go.
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[Mumbling gibberish]
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Rahim, your mom's a badass.
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www.addic7ed.com
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[Horns honking]
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[Chuckling] Oh, you ran all the way here?
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[Panting] Yeah. It's called "jogging."
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It's a form of exercise.
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You seem irritated.
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Yeah, I am. That's why I'm exercising.
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Exercise is a good strategy for you.
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Well, it's not working.
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Neither are these.
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I have spontaneous medication tolerance.
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And it's certainly exacerbated
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- by the upheaval in your life...
- Right.
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Telling will about Esme
and breaking up with him.
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Yeah, now I'm up all
night... I'm up all night,
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worried that he's gonna say
something to Esme out of spite.
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And then there's Bickman,
and then there's Will.
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- I mean...
- Slow down. Slow down.
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What is going on with you and Dr. Bickman?
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I told you. Nothing. Nothing.
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You're both seeing other people?
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I'm not. He might be. I don't ask.
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[Water running]
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Aw.
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[Breathing heavily]
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Has he told you how he's feeling?
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No. He doesn't like feelings, okay?
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Medication tolerance is a serious problem.
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I would like you to check
into the hospital today.
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What? It would only be for a week...
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- At most, two.
- No.
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It's the safest way to
re-balance your medication.
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There's not a chance. We can do that here.
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We can do that right here, right
now, with you and me, in the office.
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We do that here.
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- I'm not going inpatient.
- Why?
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- I'm not going inpatient.
- Why?
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Why? It's a mild overreaction.
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Besides, it's not a good time.
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I-I have a talk at Harvard
that I'm doing Thursday night.
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I'm presenting a year's worth of research
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on how the brain processes fear.
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We discovered this new neural circuit.
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It's... it's incredible.
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It links directly into the amygdala.
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That's where the brain
processes all the fear memories.
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If this pans out,
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this could be, like,
really important protocol.
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I mean, it could be one of the
most important things in my career.
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Probably be named after
me... The Catherine Black,
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- or they'll call it "Black"...
- Catherine. Catherine.
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You are agitated, you're irritable,
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and now you sound grandiose.
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I'm not grandiose. It's the truth.
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I would like you to call Joshua.
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You need your family now.
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He's camping, okay? He's unreachable.
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Are you seeing patients?
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No, of course I'm not. I'm not an idiot.
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I won't see any patients until
I'm... I'm balanced, okay?
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Just look at the last few weeks.
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You went off your medications
to look for a cure for rabies.
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You had a slip with an opiate.
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Well, that's not gonna happen, all right?
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- Do you believe that?
- I don't know.
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I don't know if I believe it or not.
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It's a coin toss there.
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Okay, here's my idea.
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We try a new combination of drugs right now.
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If I'm not on an even keel by next week...
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I can't see you next week
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unless you agree to go inpatient.
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That sounded like a threat.
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No. It's a boundary.
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I have to draw a line.
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I'm your doctor. I know you.
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I've seen you since you were 16 years old.
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I want you to trust me and
agree to be hospitalized.
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If you walk out of that door,
you shouldn't come back.
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[Stomps foot]
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I can't see you if you won't let me help you
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at the moment you need my help most.
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I'm not a child anymore, okay?
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You know, everything has to come
to an end at some point, right?
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Maybe it's time.
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Maybe it's time this comes to an end.
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Thank you for everything
that you've done for me.
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I mean that.
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Mira: Surprised.
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Bring up the next slide, MacKenzie.
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Happy. She's very happy.
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Next, please.
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And he's sad.
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Angry.
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Disgusted.
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Disdain.
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Mira?
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Well... I'm not sure.
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You're not sure what emotion
that person's expressing?
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He looks... confused.
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It's not exactly confusion.
Do you want to try again?
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Um...
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Catherine... just who I've been looking for.
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Here I am.
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I need you for a consult on a new patient.
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Who is she?
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New Jersey housewife who talked down
a madman on the street the other day
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after he stabbed two pedestrians.
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- It was all over the news.
- What?
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Wow. Good job!
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Her name is Mira Darvish.
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Her husband brought her in because...
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No, Farrah. I'm sorry. I can't.
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I, uh... see, I'm not
taking on any new patients
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till I get back from Boston.
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I'm... I'm doing a speech at
Harvard on Thursday night.
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Maybe you heard about it...
My new fear protocol?
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I got to do some preparation.
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That's going to be on the news.
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This patient needs your help.
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According to Mr. Darvish,
his wife's blind courage
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is part of a pattern of
uncharacteristic behavior.
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She's become contrary and
oppositional instead of...
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What, an obedient wife?
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I ran the affect set to test
her emotion-recognition ability.
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She correctly identified
every emotion except fear.
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She's also complained of a
persistent headache and fevers
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on and off for the past few weeks.
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- I suspect something neurological.
- Well, I suspect her husband
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doesn't like standing around like a groupie
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while she gets all the
kudos for being brave.
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A certain amount of fear is
necessary to our survival.
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Not as much as you think.
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But bravery should be
applauded and celebrated,
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not turned into a disease, right?
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[Hissing]
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There. That one triggered some
big-time prefrontal-cortex action.
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That's what Dr. Black was hoping
to capture for her presentation.
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Cool. Load up the next Q.T.
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Let's see if this dude's scared of sharks.
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[Keys clacking]
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I don't need an FMRI to
know what I'm afraid of.
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Oh, that's right. You get your
Step 2 exam results this week.
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Any day. [Sighs]
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If I didn't ace it, I'm done at the Cube.
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Bickman will never give me a recommendation.
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I'm looking at a residency
in rural Nebraska.
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That's what I'm afraid of.
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Well, you used the TDCS I built you.
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You went in there with a high-octane brain.
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I'm sure you did great.
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Okay, please play the random set now.
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[Keys clacking]
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Here's the thing... I
went in with my own brain.
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I stopped using the TDCS.
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Why?
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I decided to bet on myself.
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I needed to know that I
could do it on my own,
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without your help or anyone else's.
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Big bet.
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Now you're terrified it's the wrong one.
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Yeah.
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Ketogenic.
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Yeah, it's a mandated
diet, for health reasons.
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I'd appreciate it if the hotel
could arrange that for me.
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Thanks.
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You look nice.
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You got a date?
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Who is he?
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Who said it was a he?
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Hey.
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The imaging for the new
aneurysm patient should be up.
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I heard you haven't operated in a week.
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That must be, like, a record for you.
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Yeah, I got to finish my book.
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My editor's been breathing down my neck.
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So, obviously, this one's not
a good candidate for coiling.
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You're gonna want to open him up.
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Nah, send it to Phoebe.
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I think it's fine for coiling.
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Come on.
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This has Bickman's trademark
craniotomy written all over it.
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It's a perfect operation for you.
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I disagree.
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Bick... I need to talk to you outside.
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You got to fix it. It's beneath you.
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What are you talking about?
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You're afraid to operate.
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Excuse me?
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I see it in your face. It's obvious.
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This isn't who you are.
This is not the man I know.
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You're confident.
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You know what? You're out of line.
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No, I'm not. You have PTSD, okay?
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It's understandable. It's fine.
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It's blowback from Joey's
surgery, all right?
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You just got to fix it.
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All right, listen to me.
You got to go see Lina.
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You get her to rewire your brain
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and just erase the memory of the surgery.
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What?
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Yeah, she can do it. It's
my new fear protocol.
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While you're at it,
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get her to get me out of there, as well,
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seeing as you're so terrified
of your feelings for me.
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No need.
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At this point, I have no
feelings for you at all.
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- Yeah, you do, and, no, I don't. I'm not.
- Excuse me?
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I said I don't need you.
260
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Good. All the better.
261
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Don't believe a word he says.
262
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You're the important one.
263
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I'm not even...
264
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It's so not necessary. What is...
265
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Mira: Don't be afraid, Rahim.
Come out here with mommy.
266
00:12:58,600 --> 00:12:59,600
Mira!
267
00:12:59,900 --> 00:13:00,600
Mira!
268
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Cyrus: Mira! Mira! Rahim!
269
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No! Don't do this!
270
00:13:07,900 --> 00:13:09,400
Mira! Mira!
271
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- It's gonna be okay, okay?
- Mira!
272
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Now, look at me. Come closer.
273
00:13:13,600 --> 00:13:15,100
Rahim! No! No!
274
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Guard: Stop right where you are, buddy!
275
00:13:16,700 --> 00:13:19,200
Don't move! I'm coming to get you.
276
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He's fine. Just leave him alone.
277
00:13:20,900 --> 00:13:23,700
No, he's not fine. Mira,
he's not fine, okay?
278
00:13:23,700 --> 00:13:24,900
Just look down.
279
00:13:25,300 --> 00:13:27,200
Do you see how high up you are?
280
00:13:27,300 --> 00:13:28,300
You see?
281
00:13:28,300 --> 00:13:30,100
Mira, let the guards help you down!
282
00:13:30,800 --> 00:13:32,500
You don't want to hurt your son.
283
00:13:38,900 --> 00:13:39,900
Come here, buddy.
284
00:13:39,900 --> 00:13:41,700
Just sit down. Just sit down. I got you.
285
00:13:45,400 --> 00:13:46,300
[Sighs]
286
00:13:47,800 --> 00:13:48,600
Okay.
287
00:13:52,000 --> 00:13:52,700
Hey.
288
00:13:53,100 --> 00:13:57,700
I, uh... I hear you can rewire a memory.
289
00:13:58,300 --> 00:13:59,200
Who told you that?
290
00:13:59,300 --> 00:14:00,700
I just want to know how you do it.
291
00:14:01,500 --> 00:14:04,600
TMS therapy, or trans-cranial
magnetic stimulation.
292
00:14:04,700 --> 00:14:06,800
It's part of Dr. Black's new fear protocol.
293
00:14:06,800 --> 00:14:08,000
We're testing it now.
294
00:14:08,200 --> 00:14:09,300
Is it dangerous?
295
00:14:10,100 --> 00:14:12,800
We use coils... Magnetic coils
296
00:14:12,800 --> 00:14:15,200
to stimulate your medial prefrontal cortex,
297
00:14:15,300 --> 00:14:16,700
- which regulates the amygdala...
- Amygdala,
298
00:14:16,700 --> 00:14:18,800
which is where fear memories are processed.
299
00:14:19,400 --> 00:14:20,800
It's experimental.
300
00:14:20,800 --> 00:14:22,700
As you know, any time you
mess with the brain...
301
00:14:22,800 --> 00:14:24,100
I want you to try it on me.
302
00:14:33,600 --> 00:14:35,000
How did you get her back here?
303
00:14:35,100 --> 00:14:36,600
She has kluever-bucy.
304
00:14:37,500 --> 00:14:39,400
I'm not familiar with kluever-bucy.
305
00:14:39,500 --> 00:14:41,800
I assume it's, uh, a neurological disease?
306
00:14:41,800 --> 00:14:43,900
Results from bilateral
lesions of the amygdala
307
00:14:43,900 --> 00:14:45,700
caused by infection or injury.
308
00:14:45,800 --> 00:14:48,300
Patients usually present
with five possible symptoms,
309
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fearlessness being the most obvious.
310
00:14:50,200 --> 00:14:52,200
I assume you're doing tests to confirm?
311
00:14:52,300 --> 00:14:53,100
No need.
312
00:14:53,200 --> 00:14:54,900
She has three out of five symptoms.
313
00:14:54,900 --> 00:14:56,400
Any moron can call it.
314
00:14:58,700 --> 00:15:01,100
All right, well, fearlessness...
We've seen that.
315
00:15:02,100 --> 00:15:04,900
Uh... visual agnosia...
316
00:15:05,000 --> 00:15:07,400
Failure to recognize common objects.
317
00:15:08,400 --> 00:15:09,500
Two.
318
00:15:11,800 --> 00:15:14,000
Three... hyperorality.
319
00:15:17,000 --> 00:15:18,400
There we go. Done.
320
00:15:25,200 --> 00:15:26,800
Kate: MacKenzie, can you come here, please?
321
00:15:27,800 --> 00:15:29,100
Can you put that down?
322
00:15:31,800 --> 00:15:33,100
Can you send Mrs. Darvish, please,
323
00:15:33,100 --> 00:15:35,000
- for an MRI and a spinal tap?
- Yep.
324
00:15:38,200 --> 00:15:39,200
Happy?
325
00:15:39,800 --> 00:15:41,600
Too bad you didn't do it earlier,
326
00:15:41,600 --> 00:15:43,800
when I asked you to see her the first time.
327
00:15:46,800 --> 00:15:48,800
You're right. I should have
seen her when you asked.
328
00:15:49,900 --> 00:15:51,900
I haven't been sleeping very well lately.
329
00:15:52,000 --> 00:15:52,800
I'm sorry.
330
00:15:56,900 --> 00:15:58,700
Bad judgment on my part.
331
00:16:02,000 --> 00:16:03,500
Catherine.
332
00:16:04,600 --> 00:16:05,900
Catherine.
333
00:16:06,300 --> 00:16:07,700
Wait.
334
00:16:09,900 --> 00:16:11,000
Hey.
335
00:16:11,900 --> 00:16:13,300
What's going on?
336
00:16:13,300 --> 00:16:14,200
I don't know.
337
00:16:14,300 --> 00:16:15,500
You said you weren't sleeping,
338
00:16:15,500 --> 00:16:17,200
that you were under a lot of stress.
339
00:16:18,100 --> 00:16:20,000
During the rabies case, your behavior was...
340
00:16:20,000 --> 00:16:22,200
Genius, yeah. I cured a girl who was dying.
341
00:16:23,200 --> 00:16:25,100
Yes, you did.
342
00:16:25,100 --> 00:16:27,100
You know, Farrah, I am in a hurry.
343
00:16:27,100 --> 00:16:28,400
I can see that.
344
00:16:28,800 --> 00:16:30,600
Seems like you're rushing
everywhere these days,
345
00:16:30,600 --> 00:16:32,100
which is why I'm here.
346
00:16:33,500 --> 00:16:34,700
I'm worried about you, Catherine.
347
00:16:34,700 --> 00:16:36,100
I don't think you're well.
348
00:16:48,600 --> 00:16:49,800
I've been meaning to ask you
349
00:16:49,900 --> 00:16:52,500
for a personal consultation for a while.
350
00:16:54,600 --> 00:16:55,700
Why?
351
00:16:58,900 --> 00:17:00,700
Nobody knows this about me,
352
00:17:00,800 --> 00:17:02,300
but, um...
353
00:17:05,100 --> 00:17:07,900
I've seen a psychiatrist for many years.
354
00:17:08,000 --> 00:17:11,100
Um... my mother, she,
uh, she committed suicide
355
00:17:11,100 --> 00:17:12,500
when I was very young.
356
00:17:13,300 --> 00:17:15,400
She was very unstable, you see.
357
00:17:16,400 --> 00:17:18,100
Sorry. I had no idea.
358
00:17:18,100 --> 00:17:19,300
My psychiatrist and I...
359
00:17:19,400 --> 00:17:21,700
recently, we, uh, we hit a wall.
360
00:17:22,500 --> 00:17:24,100
Yeah, it happens.
361
00:17:24,100 --> 00:17:26,200
Right. So, I was thinking
362
00:17:26,200 --> 00:17:29,400
it was time to... try
somebody new, you know?
363
00:17:29,400 --> 00:17:33,200
Somebody younger, somebody
with a fresh perspective.
364
00:17:34,100 --> 00:17:36,800
I see the work that you do here.
365
00:17:36,900 --> 00:17:39,700
I mean, you are so impressive, Farrah.
366
00:17:39,700 --> 00:17:42,200
[Chuckles] I... I mean, I just don't know
367
00:17:42,300 --> 00:17:46,500
if you would consider...
having me as your patient.
368
00:17:48,800 --> 00:17:52,700
Wow. Uh... I'm very flattered.
369
00:17:53,700 --> 00:17:55,900
I could only do it if I
could trust you, though.
370
00:17:56,200 --> 00:17:58,700
Patient-doctor confidentiality is...
371
00:17:58,800 --> 00:17:59,400
Is sacred.
372
00:17:59,400 --> 00:18:01,900
I understand, and I completely agree.
373
00:18:02,900 --> 00:18:04,700
It goes without saying
that anything you tell me
374
00:18:04,700 --> 00:18:07,100
would be in the strictest confidence.
375
00:18:08,200 --> 00:18:10,200
I knew I could trust you.
376
00:18:10,800 --> 00:18:12,700
You can. Completely.
377
00:18:12,700 --> 00:18:14,100
Okay, this is amazing.
378
00:18:14,200 --> 00:18:16,200
I am... I'm so relieved.
379
00:18:16,200 --> 00:18:17,400
This has been so stressful for me.
380
00:18:17,400 --> 00:18:20,000
I've just been so worried, and... thank you.
381
00:18:20,000 --> 00:18:22,800
So, when do you think we
can schedule for a session?
382
00:18:22,800 --> 00:18:25,900
I mean, I'm thinking the
moment I get back from Harvard
383
00:18:25,900 --> 00:18:28,600
- would be...
- Yeah, uh, I'll check some times
384
00:18:28,600 --> 00:18:30,300
and see when they work with yours.
385
00:18:30,400 --> 00:18:31,200
Okay.
386
00:18:37,800 --> 00:18:38,700
[Door closes]
387
00:18:39,500 --> 00:18:42,000
[Sighs deeply]
388
00:18:44,400 --> 00:18:46,600
So, I created a quicktime
movie of the kind of images
389
00:18:46,700 --> 00:18:48,500
that provoke your PTSD reaction.
390
00:18:50,100 --> 00:18:53,200
While you watch, the magnetic
coil will send a signal
391
00:18:53,300 --> 00:18:55,500
to the medial prefrontal
cortex of your brain.
392
00:18:55,800 --> 00:18:57,500
Dr. Black believes it will
interrupt the connection
393
00:18:57,600 --> 00:18:59,800
between your fear and your memory.
394
00:19:00,900 --> 00:19:02,200
Put in the earbuds.
395
00:19:03,400 --> 00:19:04,400
Okay.
396
00:19:06,500 --> 00:19:07,500
[Sighs]
397
00:19:08,600 --> 00:19:09,700
Here we go.
398
00:19:42,000 --> 00:19:44,200
I just got the results from my Step 2 exam.
399
00:19:44,600 --> 00:19:47,000
Uh, no Jack.
400
00:19:47,400 --> 00:19:49,500
No queen, no king.
401
00:19:49,600 --> 00:19:51,900
Just call me...
402
00:19:51,900 --> 00:19:53,000
Ace?
403
00:19:53,000 --> 00:19:56,700
How about super ace? 97th percentile ace.
404
00:19:57,000 --> 00:19:59,100
Oh, I'm so happy for you. [Chuckles]
405
00:19:59,700 --> 00:20:00,700
Thank you.
406
00:20:01,400 --> 00:20:02,800
And I did it on my own.
407
00:20:03,300 --> 00:20:04,400
My memory is really back.
408
00:20:04,400 --> 00:20:05,400
I'm no longer tied
409
00:20:05,400 --> 00:20:06,900
to artificially stimulating my brain.
410
00:20:07,000 --> 00:20:08,300
Congratulations.
411
00:20:09,200 --> 00:20:10,000
Oh.
412
00:20:10,700 --> 00:20:12,000
What are you two doing?
413
00:20:15,200 --> 00:20:16,500
Great news, champ.
414
00:20:19,600 --> 00:20:20,600
Leo: I'm sorry.
415
00:20:20,600 --> 00:20:22,500
Um... that was awkward.
416
00:20:23,500 --> 00:20:25,200
What were you two doing?
417
00:20:25,200 --> 00:20:27,700
None of your business... Ace.
418
00:20:29,800 --> 00:20:32,600
You were doing the experimental
fear protocol on Dr. Bickman
419
00:20:32,700 --> 00:20:36,300
to help him overcome a PTSD reaction
420
00:20:36,400 --> 00:20:39,200
he had to when he botched
that aneurysm repair.
421
00:20:39,600 --> 00:20:42,000
- That's a theory.
- It's brilliant.
422
00:20:42,100 --> 00:20:43,600
Why don't you try it on yourself?
423
00:20:43,900 --> 00:20:45,800
For your, you know, agoraphobia.
424
00:20:46,900 --> 00:20:48,400
You think I haven't tried?
425
00:20:48,500 --> 00:20:49,600
It doesn't work?
426
00:20:51,300 --> 00:20:52,600
That sucks.
427
00:20:53,100 --> 00:20:54,700
What if it doesn't work for Bickman?
428
00:20:54,700 --> 00:20:58,000
Might not. But... mine's different.
429
00:20:58,000 --> 00:21:00,700
It's biology, not caused
by a traumatic event.
430
00:21:01,200 --> 00:21:03,400
I'm hardwired, born this way.
431
00:21:03,500 --> 00:21:05,700
That is why I am a hopeless case.
432
00:21:09,500 --> 00:21:12,100
[Water running]
433
00:21:18,600 --> 00:21:19,300
[Water stops]
434
00:21:54,700 --> 00:21:55,700
[Breathing heavily]
435
00:22:00,500 --> 00:22:02,200
[Chuckling] I didn't know
you were coming by.
436
00:22:02,800 --> 00:22:04,000
Joshua's still away.
437
00:22:04,100 --> 00:22:05,400
No, I know. I...
438
00:22:06,700 --> 00:22:10,100
See, I'm under a lot of
stress right now, and...
439
00:22:11,300 --> 00:22:13,000
I don't think I can spend
the night by myself.
440
00:22:13,000 --> 00:22:14,500
Is it okay if I stay here?
441
00:22:14,600 --> 00:22:16,500
- Please?
- Of course.
442
00:22:17,100 --> 00:22:18,700
Great.
443
00:22:24,800 --> 00:22:25,700
I'll just take what I need
444
00:22:25,700 --> 00:22:27,700
so I don't have to wake
you up in the morning.
445
00:22:27,700 --> 00:22:29,700
Thank you for letting me have your room.
446
00:22:30,300 --> 00:22:31,300
It's okay.
447
00:22:33,700 --> 00:22:35,400
Everything's okay, Aunt Kate.
448
00:22:36,200 --> 00:22:38,300
You're here with us now. Everything's fine.
449
00:22:39,900 --> 00:22:41,000
Have you eaten?
450
00:22:41,100 --> 00:22:42,400
No. I'm not hungry.
451
00:22:43,200 --> 00:22:44,100
Are you sure?
452
00:22:44,200 --> 00:22:45,700
Yeah. I just need to rest.
453
00:22:45,800 --> 00:22:47,300
Do you want to call your doctor?
454
00:22:47,400 --> 00:22:48,500
No. I don't need to.
455
00:22:48,600 --> 00:22:50,200
I just need to get some sleep.
456
00:22:50,200 --> 00:22:50,900
That's what this is.
457
00:22:51,000 --> 00:22:53,300
I'm just exhausted, yeah, so...
458
00:22:53,300 --> 00:22:55,100
I'm just tired.
459
00:22:55,100 --> 00:22:57,500
Okay. Good night.
460
00:23:00,400 --> 00:23:01,500
Good night, Aunt Kate.
461
00:23:01,900 --> 00:23:03,800
- [Smooches] Good night.
- Thank you.
462
00:23:06,700 --> 00:23:07,700
[Door closes]
463
00:23:14,900 --> 00:23:17,500
[Train whistle blowing in distance]
464
00:23:33,700 --> 00:23:35,100
[Floor creaking]
465
00:23:35,200 --> 00:23:36,200
Mom.
466
00:23:36,300 --> 00:23:37,400
Mm-hmm?
467
00:23:38,400 --> 00:23:40,000
What's happening?
468
00:23:40,000 --> 00:23:41,700
She can't sleep.
469
00:23:42,700 --> 00:23:45,100
People with bipolar have insomnia.
470
00:23:49,600 --> 00:23:51,000
It's scary.
471
00:23:55,000 --> 00:23:56,700
I don't know what to do.
472
00:23:58,900 --> 00:24:00,500
I wish dad were here.
473
00:24:01,200 --> 00:24:03,200
Dad needed a break.
474
00:24:05,800 --> 00:24:08,000
Do you think maybe you
should go and check on her?
475
00:24:46,100 --> 00:24:49,000
Lina. It's Leo. Open up.
476
00:24:50,700 --> 00:24:52,300
There's someone here to see you.
477
00:24:55,900 --> 00:24:59,400
I told him, Lina, that you're agoraphobic,
478
00:24:59,700 --> 00:25:00,800
that you have panic attacks
479
00:25:00,800 --> 00:25:02,500
when you try to go outside the Cube...
480
00:25:03,100 --> 00:25:05,900
Palpitations, shortness of
breath, sweating, nausea...
481
00:25:05,900 --> 00:25:09,300
that you never leave, that you live here.
482
00:25:13,600 --> 00:25:15,200
I'll leave you two alone.
483
00:25:23,100 --> 00:25:24,100
Hey.
484
00:25:25,700 --> 00:25:27,300
Why didn't you tell me?
485
00:25:28,200 --> 00:25:30,400
I mean, I thought you'd stood me up.
486
00:25:31,800 --> 00:25:33,400
I was ashamed.
487
00:25:33,500 --> 00:25:34,400
Hey.
488
00:25:35,700 --> 00:25:37,300
It is not your fault.
489
00:25:39,600 --> 00:25:44,800
You know, we can... work on
it... uh, get you therapy.
490
00:25:45,600 --> 00:25:47,300
Babe, that won't work.
491
00:25:48,000 --> 00:25:49,600
I'll show you why.
492
00:25:55,600 --> 00:25:57,100
You see that? That's my brain.
493
00:25:58,500 --> 00:26:00,100
That is the amygdala,
494
00:26:00,500 --> 00:26:02,700
where our fight-or-flight
impulses are formed.
495
00:26:03,100 --> 00:26:04,600
You see how mine is all lit up?
496
00:26:05,500 --> 00:26:07,600
It means I have an overactive amygdala.
497
00:26:08,600 --> 00:26:10,100
In my case, the fear it generates
498
00:26:10,200 --> 00:26:11,500
is fear of open spaces.
499
00:26:11,500 --> 00:26:14,200
I need to stay safe, indoors.
500
00:26:14,300 --> 00:26:16,700
It's always been that way,
and it always will be.
501
00:26:17,200 --> 00:26:19,700
It's my biology. I can't change it.
502
00:26:20,200 --> 00:26:22,900
The way my eyes are brown
and my hair is black...
503
00:26:23,000 --> 00:26:26,000
Biology isn't destiny.
504
00:26:27,000 --> 00:26:28,700
Sometimes it is.
505
00:26:30,600 --> 00:26:31,600
You should leave, Bruce,
506
00:26:31,600 --> 00:26:33,900
because I-I'll never be able to
go to a restaurant with you.
507
00:26:33,900 --> 00:26:35,700
I'll never see your apartment.
508
00:26:36,300 --> 00:26:38,300
I'll never be able to share
the things you do outside,
509
00:26:38,300 --> 00:26:39,800
or your life.
510
00:26:42,200 --> 00:26:43,900
[Sighs]
511
00:26:46,200 --> 00:26:47,900
We...
512
00:26:50,600 --> 00:26:52,500
will have to see about that.
513
00:26:55,300 --> 00:26:57,000
One step at a time.
514
00:26:57,800 --> 00:26:59,000
[Chuckles]
515
00:27:22,500 --> 00:27:23,700
[Knock on door]
516
00:27:24,400 --> 00:27:25,700
Reagan: Morning.
517
00:27:26,800 --> 00:27:27,800
Catherine.
518
00:27:29,200 --> 00:27:30,500
I made you some oatmeal.
519
00:27:32,100 --> 00:27:33,300
Thank you.
520
00:27:34,600 --> 00:27:39,800
It was so strange, spending
the night in my old room.
521
00:27:39,800 --> 00:27:41,200
It's so strange.
522
00:27:41,300 --> 00:27:43,000
You weren't in it much.
523
00:27:43,400 --> 00:27:44,800
I heard you all night.
524
00:27:46,100 --> 00:27:48,000
I'm glad you finally got to sleep.
525
00:27:48,100 --> 00:27:49,500
D-do you like raisins, or...
526
00:27:49,600 --> 00:27:51,100
Is Esme gone?
527
00:27:51,100 --> 00:27:53,900
She left for school. It's 9:30.
528
00:27:54,200 --> 00:27:55,400
It is?
529
00:27:55,400 --> 00:27:56,400
Yeah.
530
00:27:56,500 --> 00:27:58,300
I've got to go. I got to pack.
531
00:27:58,700 --> 00:27:59,500
Pack?
532
00:27:59,600 --> 00:28:02,900
Yeah, I'm... doing a
presentation at Harvard.
533
00:28:04,500 --> 00:28:06,600
I got to leave tonight. It's very important.
534
00:28:06,800 --> 00:28:09,500
That doesn't sound like a good idea.
535
00:28:09,600 --> 00:28:12,000
D-d-do you think maybe you can postpone it?
536
00:28:12,100 --> 00:28:12,900
Why?
537
00:28:18,300 --> 00:28:19,900
I wish I were you.
538
00:28:21,900 --> 00:28:24,200
You have everything I've ever wanted.
539
00:28:28,000 --> 00:28:29,000
Catherine...
540
00:28:29,100 --> 00:28:30,600
Get off me.
541
00:28:37,300 --> 00:28:38,300
Here you are.
542
00:28:39,200 --> 00:28:40,800
You got to go see Mira.
543
00:28:41,300 --> 00:28:42,600
She needs you.
544
00:28:42,700 --> 00:28:43,500
Oh, you're an idiot?
545
00:28:43,600 --> 00:28:45,300
You're gonna go and expose yourself?
546
00:28:45,400 --> 00:28:47,300
Huh? Are you crazy?
547
00:28:47,300 --> 00:28:50,000
You cannot go. You cannot go to the Cube.
548
00:28:50,000 --> 00:28:52,400
Calm down. Don't expose yourself.
549
00:28:52,600 --> 00:28:55,900
Just, uh, maybe think
you should go see Will.
550
00:28:56,600 --> 00:28:58,600
Okay, I'll see Will. It's fine.
551
00:29:02,100 --> 00:29:03,700
You made a lot of progress today.
552
00:29:03,700 --> 00:29:05,700
Girl, you busted my chops, all right?
553
00:29:05,800 --> 00:29:07,700
With that salutation to the sun sequence
554
00:29:07,800 --> 00:29:08,800
that went on half an hour.
555
00:29:08,800 --> 00:29:10,200
Will! [Breathing heavily]
556
00:29:12,600 --> 00:29:13,500
What are you doing here?
557
00:29:13,600 --> 00:29:15,300
Oh, I knew I'd... I'd find you here.
558
00:29:15,700 --> 00:29:18,700
Wednesday morning yoga
with pretty Miss Gumby.
559
00:29:18,700 --> 00:29:20,400
Yeah. Bores me completely.
560
00:29:20,400 --> 00:29:21,500
Are you stalking me now?
561
00:29:21,500 --> 00:29:23,000
- You are pretty.
- Haven't done enough?
562
00:29:23,000 --> 00:29:24,700
- You guys have sex yet?
- Hey, stop that.
563
00:29:24,800 --> 00:29:25,800
Leave us alone.
564
00:29:25,800 --> 00:29:27,100
- Totally having sex.
- What did you say?
565
00:29:27,100 --> 00:29:28,200
- I would if I was you.
- What did you say?
566
00:29:28,300 --> 00:29:30,500
It's totally fine. I
would do exactly the same.
567
00:29:30,500 --> 00:29:31,600
Excuse us a moment.
568
00:29:32,400 --> 00:29:34,400
The thing is what I'm
saying is you should have it.
569
00:29:34,400 --> 00:29:35,500
Okay. Catherine.
570
00:29:35,600 --> 00:29:37,300
Don't touch me. Don't touch me!
571
00:29:37,300 --> 00:29:39,700
- Let's call Josh.
- No. Esme.
572
00:29:40,400 --> 00:29:41,500
What about her?
573
00:29:41,500 --> 00:29:42,900
You're not gonna tell her, are you?
574
00:29:43,900 --> 00:29:45,000
Not in a million years.
575
00:29:45,000 --> 00:29:46,500
Not even out of spite?
576
00:29:46,500 --> 00:29:48,800
I won't. I promise.
577
00:29:54,600 --> 00:29:56,300
You're too good for me.
578
00:30:06,100 --> 00:30:08,800
Man: He wouldn't do the simplest surgery.
579
00:30:09,200 --> 00:30:10,800
Man ♪2: Everybody's talking about it.
580
00:30:10,800 --> 00:30:13,600
For an anterior cervical
discectomy and fusion.
581
00:30:14,400 --> 00:30:16,700
Couldn't even bring himself
to do the neck incision.
582
00:30:17,800 --> 00:30:19,400
The famous Dr. Bickman.
583
00:30:19,400 --> 00:30:21,100
[Chuckles]
584
00:30:31,000 --> 00:30:32,500
Your fear protocol doesn't work.
585
00:30:32,500 --> 00:30:33,200
It's a crock.
586
00:30:33,200 --> 00:30:34,100
Hi, Dr. Black.
587
00:30:34,200 --> 00:30:35,400
I have you all ready to go to Boston.
588
00:30:35,400 --> 00:30:36,600
I charged your laptop,
589
00:30:36,600 --> 00:30:39,500
and I placed a backup copy of your
powerpoint in a Dropbox folder
590
00:30:39,600 --> 00:30:41,300
labeled "Dr. Black's fear protocol."
591
00:30:41,400 --> 00:30:42,700
Can I have Mira's lab results?
592
00:30:42,700 --> 00:30:44,400
Oh, yes. Um...
593
00:30:44,500 --> 00:30:46,600
I need the number for the NSA, also.
594
00:30:46,700 --> 00:30:48,600
NSA, as in "national security agency"?
595
00:30:48,600 --> 00:30:50,300
They're after my protocol.
Everybody wants it.
596
00:30:50,400 --> 00:30:52,100
[Sighs]
597
00:30:54,400 --> 00:30:55,300
What room is she in?
598
00:30:55,400 --> 00:30:56,600
Patient room two.
599
00:30:59,400 --> 00:31:00,700
Mira, mira, that's my wallet.
600
00:31:00,700 --> 00:31:02,600
It doesn't belong in your mouth.
601
00:31:02,600 --> 00:31:03,900
God!
602
00:31:05,400 --> 00:31:07,200
Good morning, Mira. How are you feeling?
603
00:31:07,200 --> 00:31:08,700
She's been talking back to me all morning,
604
00:31:08,800 --> 00:31:10,200
and she's eating everything in sight.
605
00:31:10,200 --> 00:31:11,100
Yeah, I wouldn't talk back to you
606
00:31:11,100 --> 00:31:12,300
if you would quit bossing me around.
607
00:31:12,400 --> 00:31:13,500
She threw a remote at me.
608
00:31:13,500 --> 00:31:14,300
Did anyone tell you that?
609
00:31:14,400 --> 00:31:16,200
Are you gonna turn me back into
a frightened little dormouse?
610
00:31:16,300 --> 00:31:17,700
They'd better if they expect me to pay.
611
00:31:17,800 --> 00:31:18,800
Why don't you leave her alone?
612
00:31:18,800 --> 00:31:20,000
Hey, what's going on?
613
00:31:20,100 --> 00:31:22,200
I thought you gave this case to Dr. Morely.
614
00:31:22,200 --> 00:31:24,900
I did, but I found out the
cause of your kluever-bucy.
615
00:31:25,000 --> 00:31:26,700
So, it's a rare bacterial infection.
616
00:31:26,700 --> 00:31:28,000
It's called Whipple's Disease.
617
00:31:28,100 --> 00:31:29,900
It's damaged both of your amygdala.
618
00:31:30,000 --> 00:31:31,700
Owen probably missed it,
619
00:31:31,700 --> 00:31:34,200
'cause it is the sort of
thing that only I can see.
620
00:31:34,300 --> 00:31:36,000
So, what we're gonna do
is we're gonna treat it
621
00:31:36,000 --> 00:31:37,600
with two weeks of I.V. penicillin,
622
00:31:37,600 --> 00:31:39,900
then we're gonna transition
to a long course of Bactrim.
623
00:31:40,000 --> 00:31:42,100
Now, the infection is probably
not gonna be eradicated
624
00:31:42,100 --> 00:31:43,700
from your body for about a year.
625
00:31:43,800 --> 00:31:45,200
Don't worry. Within a couple months,
626
00:31:45,200 --> 00:31:46,900
you're gonna feel much better, okay?
627
00:31:47,500 --> 00:31:48,600
Owen didn't miss it.
628
00:31:48,600 --> 00:31:49,900
He figured it out right away.
629
00:31:50,000 --> 00:31:51,300
I seriously doubt it.
630
00:31:51,900 --> 00:31:53,600
You're never gonna be a dormouse.
631
00:31:54,300 --> 00:31:55,500
- Catherine?
- Yes.
632
00:31:55,600 --> 00:31:57,000
Can I see you in my office right now?
633
00:31:58,400 --> 00:31:59,400
Sure.
634
00:32:12,000 --> 00:32:13,600
Are you bipolar?
635
00:32:14,700 --> 00:32:16,500
Your mother was bipolar, right?
636
00:32:16,600 --> 00:32:18,800
It's the most hereditary
form of mental illness.
637
00:32:24,600 --> 00:32:26,400
- You can't tell anyone.
- I won't.
638
00:32:26,500 --> 00:32:28,400
You can't. You're my doctor.
639
00:32:28,400 --> 00:32:30,700
That's right. But you are bipolar.
640
00:32:33,400 --> 00:32:34,500
You know this disease.
641
00:32:34,600 --> 00:32:36,900
It has a broad spectrum with
many different manifestations,
642
00:32:37,000 --> 00:32:38,900
from mild mania to severe depression...
643
00:32:39,000 --> 00:32:40,200
Worst case, psychosis.
644
00:32:40,300 --> 00:32:42,500
I'm the lucky one. I got the good stuff.
645
00:32:42,800 --> 00:32:44,800
You know, I have the insight.
I have the inspiration.
646
00:32:44,800 --> 00:32:46,400
I've got the drive, the energy, okay?
647
00:32:46,500 --> 00:32:47,700
I-I-I'm okay.
648
00:32:47,800 --> 00:32:49,000
I'm like Teddy Roosevelt
649
00:32:49,000 --> 00:32:50,400
and... and... and Charles Dickens.
650
00:32:50,400 --> 00:32:51,400
- Are you off your meds right now?
- No. I'm not.
651
00:32:51,500 --> 00:32:52,600
- I need the truth.
- No, I'm... I'm not!
652
00:32:52,700 --> 00:32:54,300
They're just not working.
653
00:33:05,200 --> 00:33:06,500
I just need a good night's sleep.
654
00:33:06,600 --> 00:33:07,900
That's not enough.
655
00:33:10,600 --> 00:33:12,600
You obviously can't go to Harvard.
656
00:33:13,500 --> 00:33:15,700
You need to go inpatient immediately.
657
00:33:15,700 --> 00:33:16,500
I can't. I can't.
658
00:33:16,600 --> 00:33:18,100
I got to reach out to my FBI agent.
659
00:33:18,100 --> 00:33:21,300
I got to debrief him on the
alien abduction, so I can't.
660
00:33:25,200 --> 00:33:26,400
I'm kidding.
661
00:33:26,500 --> 00:33:28,000
[Laughing] I'm kidding.
662
00:33:29,000 --> 00:33:33,500
I was just hoping to...
to beat this holistically,
663
00:33:33,500 --> 00:33:35,800
- and I...
- You can't. You can't.
664
00:33:37,000 --> 00:33:38,900
We have to act now.
665
00:33:45,800 --> 00:33:47,200
Okay.
666
00:33:48,200 --> 00:33:49,900
I'm in your hands.
667
00:33:50,300 --> 00:33:51,900
I'll do whatever you think.
668
00:33:53,900 --> 00:33:55,500
I'll go inpatient.
669
00:33:56,100 --> 00:33:57,800
- Wonderful.
- Okay.
670
00:34:01,600 --> 00:34:04,300
It's a very positive sign
that you'll accept treatment.
671
00:34:06,100 --> 00:34:08,800
I just... I need a couple of minutes.
672
00:34:08,800 --> 00:34:10,800
I got to make some calls to Harvard.
673
00:34:10,900 --> 00:34:13,300
I got to tell them that I'm
not gonna be there, obviously.
674
00:34:13,800 --> 00:34:18,000
Then we'll find a way to...
deal with this hospitalization...
675
00:34:18,100 --> 00:34:20,600
- Quietly, right?
- I have a place in mind.
676
00:34:20,600 --> 00:34:23,300
It's a top facility outside
the city, in Connecticut.
677
00:34:23,700 --> 00:34:25,500
Discreet, totally private,
678
00:34:25,600 --> 00:34:27,600
and you'll get the best treatment there.
679
00:34:29,700 --> 00:34:33,200
I'll just tell Owen that you
were suffering from exhaustion.
680
00:34:34,300 --> 00:34:35,700
I'll be right back.
681
00:34:54,700 --> 00:34:56,200
Kate: Okay, keys, keys, keys, keys.
682
00:34:56,300 --> 00:34:58,000
Got to find keys, keys, keys.
683
00:35:13,100 --> 00:35:14,500
Tinker: They're gonna rename the Cube.
684
00:35:14,500 --> 00:35:17,100
In fact, they'll probably rename
the whole university after her.
685
00:35:17,400 --> 00:35:19,000
"Black University."
686
00:35:19,100 --> 00:35:20,800
So, even though the biopsy results were in,
687
00:35:20,800 --> 00:35:23,200
the doctor was in his
lounge playing foosball.
688
00:35:32,700 --> 00:35:33,500
Hello?
689
00:35:33,900 --> 00:35:35,100
Reagan: Catherine, i-it's me.
690
00:35:35,100 --> 00:35:36,300
I thought about you all day.
691
00:35:36,400 --> 00:35:37,800
I'm downstairs at the Cube.
692
00:35:37,800 --> 00:35:40,400
I know if Josh were here, he'd
want you to see a doctor.
693
00:35:40,500 --> 00:35:41,900
I can drive you to a psychiatrist,
694
00:35:42,000 --> 00:35:44,200
or an E.R. if you prefer.
695
00:35:44,300 --> 00:35:46,800
Please come down. I-I'll...
I'll drive you to your doctor's.
696
00:35:46,800 --> 00:35:49,700
I'm fine. I'm fine. I've already left.
697
00:35:49,700 --> 00:35:50,900
Well, turn around.
698
00:35:51,000 --> 00:35:53,600
Please, Catherine. Please.
699
00:35:55,000 --> 00:35:56,200
Catherine?
700
00:35:59,000 --> 00:36:01,900
So, who thinks the cyst should
have been managed endoscopically?
701
00:36:02,600 --> 00:36:05,000
Well, it was an arachnoid cyst, so...
702
00:36:05,400 --> 00:36:06,700
Dr. Bickman!
703
00:36:06,700 --> 00:36:08,400
We have a 45-year-old hit-and-run victim.
704
00:36:08,400 --> 00:36:11,000
His scan shows hydrocephalus
due to traumatic brain injury,
705
00:36:11,000 --> 00:36:11,900
and he's crashing.
706
00:36:11,900 --> 00:36:13,400
He needs an EVD placed immediately.
707
00:36:13,400 --> 00:36:14,600
Where's Dr. Farber?
708
00:36:14,700 --> 00:36:15,900
He's at New York pres today.
709
00:36:16,100 --> 00:36:17,400
There's nobody else.
710
00:36:19,200 --> 00:36:20,600
You show me what to do. You know.
711
00:36:28,100 --> 00:36:31,300
Kocher's point is 10
centimeters from the nasion,
712
00:36:31,300 --> 00:36:32,800
3 centimeters lateral to the midline,
713
00:36:32,900 --> 00:36:35,600
so we should drill here, I think.
714
00:36:40,800 --> 00:36:42,000
Stop.
715
00:36:42,000 --> 00:36:43,200
Stop it.
716
00:36:53,200 --> 00:36:54,300
Scalpel.
717
00:36:55,000 --> 00:36:56,000
Scalpel.
718
00:37:11,600 --> 00:37:13,600
Periosteum's stripped. Drill.
719
00:37:25,300 --> 00:37:27,200
[Water dripping]
720
00:37:40,400 --> 00:37:41,500
[Car beeps]
721
00:37:47,400 --> 00:37:49,100
[Engine turns over]
722
00:37:53,100 --> 00:37:55,500
Carlotta. Where's Dr. Black?
723
00:37:57,000 --> 00:37:58,200
What do you want with her?
724
00:37:58,200 --> 00:37:59,600
Got to tell her something.
725
00:38:00,300 --> 00:38:01,800
I'm all ears.
726
00:38:01,800 --> 00:38:03,900
Hey, has either of you seen Dr. Black?
727
00:38:04,000 --> 00:38:05,400
She left for Boston.
728
00:38:07,500 --> 00:38:09,800
Man: Beautiful procedure on the fly.
729
00:38:10,600 --> 00:38:11,900
Man ♪2: It's a thing of beauty.
730
00:38:11,900 --> 00:38:12,800
He's back.
731
00:38:12,800 --> 00:38:14,800
Great work, Dr. Bickman. Kudos, man.
732
00:38:15,000 --> 00:38:16,100
Appreciate it.
733
00:38:28,000 --> 00:38:31,100
♪ If I called you by your name, boy ♪
734
00:38:31,200 --> 00:38:32,100
Come on.
735
00:38:33,200 --> 00:38:38,800
♪ Would you look would you look,
would you look my way? ♪
736
00:38:39,700 --> 00:38:42,200
[Siren passes]
737
00:38:42,300 --> 00:38:44,700
♪ I'll be singing like a sparrow ♪
738
00:38:45,300 --> 00:38:46,300
[Sighs]
739
00:38:46,300 --> 00:38:53,100
♪ Can you feel, can you feel,
can you feel it in your veins ♪
740
00:38:54,000 --> 00:38:58,200
♪ You've got me in your hair ♪
741
00:38:58,300 --> 00:39:02,400
♪ You've got me in your lungs ♪
742
00:39:02,400 --> 00:39:06,400
♪ You've got me in your heart ♪
743
00:39:07,100 --> 00:39:09,100
♪ On the tip of your tongue ♪
744
00:39:09,200 --> 00:39:11,700
Catherine, this is Helen Hartramph.
745
00:39:12,100 --> 00:39:15,400
Catherine, please call me back.
746
00:39:16,000 --> 00:39:17,900
Your life is precious.
747
00:39:18,500 --> 00:39:22,600
We'll figure out a way to get
you sane and healthy again.
748
00:39:30,600 --> 00:39:33,200
♪ Likewise ♪
749
00:39:33,400 --> 00:39:37,200
♪ You feed me from the ashes ♪
750
00:39:38,600 --> 00:39:45,200
♪ All that's left is a
star ignited by a spark ♪
751
00:39:47,200 --> 00:39:50,400
♪ Don't fake it ♪
752
00:39:50,800 --> 00:39:54,200
♪ I peel like an onion ♪
753
00:39:56,100 --> 00:40:02,000
♪ let it burn, let it burn
let it burn your eyes ♪
754
00:40:03,700 --> 00:40:07,100
♪ You've got me in your hair ♪
755
00:40:08,100 --> 00:40:11,500
♪ You've got me in your lungs ♪
756
00:40:12,500 --> 00:40:16,100
♪ You've got me in your heart ♪
757
00:40:16,600 --> 00:40:20,600
♪ And you've kept me in the dark ♪
758
00:40:20,900 --> 00:40:24,100
♪ You've got me in your hair ♪
759
00:40:25,100 --> 00:40:29,200
♪ You've got me in your lungs ♪
760
00:40:29,600 --> 00:40:33,100
♪ You've got me in your heart ♪
761
00:40:33,900 --> 00:40:37,200
♪ On the tip of your tongue ♪
762
00:40:38,200 --> 00:40:42,700
♪ And you've kept me in the dark ♪
763
00:40:51,500 --> 00:40:53,900
Previously on "Black Box"...
I'm Esme's mother.
764
00:40:53,900 --> 00:40:56,700
Please don't leave me! Johnny!!
765
00:40:56,700 --> 00:40:58,200
You're not gonna tell her, are you?
766
00:40:58,200 --> 00:41:00,400
I won't. I promise.
767
00:41:00,500 --> 00:41:02,300
Are you bipolar? Are you
off your meds right now?
768
00:41:02,300 --> 00:41:03,200
- No. I'm not.
- I need the truth.
769
00:41:03,300 --> 00:41:05,300
No, I'm not! They're just not working.
770
00:41:05,300 --> 00:41:06,300
Are you crazy?
771
00:41:06,400 --> 00:41:08,000
Okay, I'll see Will. It's fine.
772
00:41:08,000 --> 00:41:10,100
It's so not necessary. What is...
773
00:41:10,200 --> 00:41:12,700
If you want to self-destruct,
even I can't stop you.
774
00:41:12,800 --> 00:41:13,900
[Knock on door]
775
00:41:14,000 --> 00:41:16,300
Helen: Catherine, please call me back.
776
00:41:16,400 --> 00:41:20,500
We'll figure out a way to get
you sane and healthy again.
777
00:41:27,600 --> 00:41:29,900
[Police radio chatter]
778
00:41:30,700 --> 00:41:33,900
Kate: The police picked me
up half-naked in the woods.
779
00:41:35,000 --> 00:41:37,100
I'd, uh... I'd stolen a colleague's car,
780
00:41:37,200 --> 00:41:39,400
which, of course, had a tracking device.
781
00:41:39,400 --> 00:41:41,800
It took them no time at all to find me.
782
00:41:43,000 --> 00:41:44,300
You were in jail two days.
783
00:41:44,400 --> 00:41:45,300
Yes.
784
00:41:46,000 --> 00:41:49,200
The car I stole belonged to a friend.
785
00:41:49,900 --> 00:41:51,400
It's a former lover.
786
00:41:51,500 --> 00:41:53,000
He didn't press charges.
787
00:41:53,300 --> 00:41:55,200
And what will you say
when you see him again?
788
00:41:57,100 --> 00:41:58,200
I don't know.
789
00:41:59,000 --> 00:42:00,500
I can't think of that now.
790
00:42:01,100 --> 00:42:02,700
Catherine is leaving us today.
791
00:42:02,800 --> 00:42:04,800
I'm sensing a lot of apprehension.
792
00:42:05,300 --> 00:42:06,900
I'm terrified.
793
00:42:07,700 --> 00:42:10,500
I came in here kicking and screaming,
794
00:42:10,500 --> 00:42:13,000
and now a month later,
I don't want to leave.
795
00:42:13,700 --> 00:42:16,200
In the past, you've been
tempted to go off your meds
796
00:42:16,300 --> 00:42:18,100
and unable to resist that temptation.
797
00:42:18,200 --> 00:42:22,500
It's tough giving up the highs,
so easy to forget the lows.
798
00:42:22,900 --> 00:42:25,700
You'll need ongoing therapy
for impulse control.
799
00:42:26,500 --> 00:42:28,100
I wish I could do that here.
800
00:42:29,300 --> 00:42:31,200
I wish that I had more time.
801
00:42:31,700 --> 00:42:33,300
I don't want to leave, either.
802
00:42:33,400 --> 00:42:34,600
But you must.
803
00:42:34,600 --> 00:42:37,800
You must learn to handle
whatever life has in store...
804
00:42:40,000 --> 00:42:42,700
And face the consequences of your actions.
805
00:42:57,000 --> 00:42:57,800
Kate: [Echoing] Don't come after me!
806
00:42:57,800 --> 00:42:58,500
Don't follow me!
807
00:42:58,600 --> 00:42:59,800
Don't even look at me!
808
00:42:59,800 --> 00:43:01,300
Stop it! Stop!
809
00:43:01,700 --> 00:43:02,800
I've had enough of you.
810
00:43:02,800 --> 00:43:04,500
You betrayed me. You're a Judas!
811
00:43:04,700 --> 00:43:06,000
I can't bear to look at you.
812
00:43:06,100 --> 00:43:08,100
Hi! Bye!
813
00:43:08,100 --> 00:43:09,700
Okay. All right, fine.
814
00:43:09,700 --> 00:43:12,300
Please. This is best for you.
815
00:43:12,300 --> 00:43:13,300
Bah!
816
00:43:19,900 --> 00:43:21,200
Thank you for coming to get me.
817
00:43:22,500 --> 00:43:25,300
While you were away, I started
going to a support group
818
00:43:25,300 --> 00:43:27,700
for people with bipolar family members.
819
00:43:28,000 --> 00:43:30,200
They told me I'm what's
called a "co-dependent."
820
00:43:31,300 --> 00:43:32,500
You know what that means.
821
00:43:32,500 --> 00:43:33,400
Yeah.
822
00:43:34,500 --> 00:43:36,800
They said I've been enabling
a lot of your bad behavior
823
00:43:36,800 --> 00:43:38,400
by cleaning up your messes.
824
00:43:40,800 --> 00:43:43,300
And they told me it's
not good for both of us
825
00:43:44,100 --> 00:43:45,900
and I can't do it anymore.
826
00:43:48,600 --> 00:43:49,900
It's okay.
827
00:43:51,600 --> 00:43:53,100
What about my job?
828
00:43:53,700 --> 00:43:57,200
I used the usual line with
your boss... exhaustion.
829
00:43:58,600 --> 00:44:00,200
I don't know how it went down,
830
00:44:00,800 --> 00:44:02,900
but that's the kind of
thing I can't do anymore.
831
00:44:04,100 --> 00:44:05,800
I can't make those calls for you.
832
00:44:07,500 --> 00:44:08,800
Okay.
833
00:44:10,000 --> 00:44:11,600
[Sighs] Come on.
834
00:44:11,600 --> 00:44:13,000
Let's get out of here.
835
00:44:16,800 --> 00:44:17,900
[Door opens]
836
00:44:27,600 --> 00:44:30,100
Joshua: I wanted to clean
this up before you got back.
837
00:44:32,100 --> 00:44:33,900
I get it. You can't.
838
00:44:36,900 --> 00:44:38,400
You have to go?
839
00:44:39,400 --> 00:44:40,700
Yeah.
840
00:44:41,000 --> 00:44:43,300
Helping Esme with a science project tonight.
841
00:44:43,500 --> 00:44:44,800
It's due tomorrow.
842
00:44:47,100 --> 00:44:48,800
I'm scared.
843
00:44:51,300 --> 00:44:53,400
I don't know how I'm gonna get through this.
844
00:44:55,600 --> 00:44:58,600
At work tomorrow... I've
been away for so long.
845
00:44:58,600 --> 00:45:00,900
I don't know... what I'm gonna say.
846
00:45:01,800 --> 00:45:03,000
[Sighs]
847
00:45:08,700 --> 00:45:11,200
You are stronger than you think you are.
848
00:45:17,000 --> 00:45:18,000
Call me.
849
00:45:18,000 --> 00:45:19,600
You're amazing.
850
00:45:20,200 --> 00:45:23,000
Do you have any idea how
grateful I am to you?
851
00:45:24,000 --> 00:45:25,500
The therapist told me
852
00:45:25,500 --> 00:45:27,700
that I got to start making gratitude lists,
853
00:45:27,700 --> 00:45:29,600
and you're at the top of mine.
854
00:45:39,500 --> 00:45:42,800
[Cellphone ringing]
855
00:45:47,800 --> 00:45:49,000
Where is it?
856
00:45:49,700 --> 00:45:50,400
Oh.
857
00:45:52,000 --> 00:45:52,900
[Cellphone beeps]
858
00:45:52,900 --> 00:45:54,100
Hey.
859
00:45:54,100 --> 00:45:55,500
Hi, Aunt Kate.
860
00:45:55,900 --> 00:45:58,500
I just wanted to hear your voice.
861
00:45:58,500 --> 00:46:00,600
Kate: Oh, you don't know
how much that means to me.
862
00:46:00,600 --> 00:46:02,800
I've missed you so much.
863
00:46:02,900 --> 00:46:04,500
How does it feel to be home?
864
00:46:05,200 --> 00:46:08,500
It's, uh... it's great.
865
00:46:08,600 --> 00:46:10,000
It's great to be home.
866
00:46:10,500 --> 00:46:12,200
I can't wait to see you.
867
00:46:13,500 --> 00:46:15,200
You okay?
868
00:46:17,300 --> 00:46:18,500
I'm sorry.
869
00:46:18,600 --> 00:46:20,300
No, don't apologize to me.
870
00:46:20,400 --> 00:46:21,900
I love you.
871
00:46:23,000 --> 00:46:25,300
You've never done anything to hurt me.
872
00:46:25,600 --> 00:46:27,700
You've always been there for me, always.
873
00:46:30,200 --> 00:46:31,900
I love you.
874
00:46:32,800 --> 00:46:34,200
Good night, Aunt Kate.
875
00:46:34,200 --> 00:46:35,600
Good night.
876
00:46:37,600 --> 00:46:38,800
[Cellphone beeps]
877
00:46:50,900 --> 00:46:54,100
[Cellphone rings]
878
00:46:55,300 --> 00:46:56,400
Hello?
879
00:46:56,700 --> 00:46:57,900
Man: Kitty?
880
00:46:59,000 --> 00:47:00,200
Who is this?
881
00:47:00,200 --> 00:47:02,100
It's Johnny. Please, don't hang up.
882
00:47:02,100 --> 00:47:03,500
I need your help.
883
00:47:03,500 --> 00:47:05,300
I have to find our daughter.
884
00:47:07,400 --> 00:47:11,800
Synced by emmasan
www.addic7ed.com
885
00:47:29,000 --> 00:47:30,900
My letter of recommendation.
886
00:47:33,400 --> 00:47:35,500
Whoa! Okay!
887
00:47:35,600 --> 00:47:36,600
- [Laughs]
- All right.
888
00:47:36,600 --> 00:47:38,200
Okay, that's enough.
889
00:47:38,200 --> 00:47:39,000
Okay.
890
00:47:39,100 --> 00:47:41,300
Now, I hope you match at
the Cube. I really do.
891
00:47:41,800 --> 00:47:44,100
Imagine if I get my residency here.
892
00:47:44,100 --> 00:47:45,400
We could be colleagues.
893
00:47:45,400 --> 00:47:46,900
Don't push it.
894
00:47:50,200 --> 00:47:51,600
[Beep, ringing]
895
00:47:51,900 --> 00:47:53,000
Manuel: Front desk.
896
00:47:53,000 --> 00:47:54,400
Is Dr. Black in yet?
897
00:47:54,400 --> 00:47:55,700
No, Dr. Bickman.
898
00:47:56,000 --> 00:47:57,600
I'll let you know when she comes in.
899
00:47:57,600 --> 00:47:58,300
Yep.
900
00:48:00,100 --> 00:48:01,700
That's the third time he's called.
901
00:48:01,700 --> 00:48:03,100
[Sighs] One question.
902
00:48:03,200 --> 00:48:06,200
"Exhaustion"... What do
you think that means?
903
00:48:06,800 --> 00:48:08,400
Uh, wild guess?
904
00:48:08,400 --> 00:48:11,300
It's a fancy way of saying
you're overworked and tired.
905
00:48:11,300 --> 00:48:12,800
[Chuckles]
906
00:48:15,000 --> 00:48:16,000
Hey, what's up with her?
907
00:48:16,100 --> 00:48:17,200
I thought she liked Dr. Black.
908
00:48:17,300 --> 00:48:19,900
Well, Carlotta and Bickman
get busy every now and again.
909
00:48:19,900 --> 00:48:22,400
One time, I totally walked in on
them in the pharmaceutical closet,
910
00:48:22,400 --> 00:48:24,700
and she was getting her medicine.
911
00:48:27,100 --> 00:48:28,200
Hey!
912
00:48:28,200 --> 00:48:29,700
- You look great.
- Hi.
913
00:48:29,700 --> 00:48:30,400
How are you feeling?
914
00:48:30,500 --> 00:48:31,500
Good. Much better.
915
00:48:31,500 --> 00:48:33,100
- Hi!
- Hello.
916
00:48:33,100 --> 00:48:35,400
- Oh, I love your hair.
- Thank you.
917
00:48:35,900 --> 00:48:36,800
Manuel: Front desk.
918
00:48:38,300 --> 00:48:39,500
Dr. Black?
919
00:48:39,500 --> 00:48:40,800
Dr. Bickman wants to see you.
920
00:48:40,900 --> 00:48:42,200
He's waiting in his office.
921
00:48:46,400 --> 00:48:48,300
[Knock on door] Yeah?
922
00:48:54,100 --> 00:48:55,300
[Door closes]
923
00:49:01,500 --> 00:49:02,600
[Sighs]
924
00:49:06,900 --> 00:49:08,900
Why didn't you tell me you were bipolar?
925
00:49:11,100 --> 00:49:13,400
- Who told you?
- Mahmoud.
926
00:49:13,900 --> 00:49:15,500
She was there when the parking garage called
927
00:49:15,500 --> 00:49:16,800
to say you took my car.
928
00:49:16,800 --> 00:49:19,300
- About that, I...
- F-forget it.
929
00:49:19,700 --> 00:49:21,100
Who else knows?
930
00:49:21,100 --> 00:49:22,500
Owen.
931
00:49:23,300 --> 00:49:25,900
But she only told him when she
heard you were coming back.
932
00:49:27,000 --> 00:49:28,700
Don't panic.
933
00:49:28,800 --> 00:49:30,900
Having a medical condition
isn't a firing offense.
934
00:49:30,900 --> 00:49:33,100
Owen warned us, after Reynaud,
935
00:49:33,200 --> 00:49:35,600
we couldn't hide anything that
could harm a patient, remember?
936
00:49:35,600 --> 00:49:36,700
But you never harmed any patient.
937
00:49:36,700 --> 00:49:38,800
I could have, and Mahmoud knows it.
938
00:49:39,600 --> 00:49:40,500
What am I gonna do?
939
00:49:40,600 --> 00:49:42,300
You're gonna defend yourself.
940
00:49:42,600 --> 00:49:45,800
You're gonna walk in
there with your head high.
941
00:49:46,100 --> 00:49:48,000
You have nothing to be ashamed of.
942
00:49:48,000 --> 00:49:49,900
This is where you belong.
943
00:49:52,200 --> 00:49:53,900
And I'll back you up.
944
00:49:54,100 --> 00:49:55,600
Thank you.
945
00:49:58,700 --> 00:50:00,300
And you and me...
946
00:50:00,900 --> 00:50:03,100
You'll get no more stress from that quarter.
947
00:50:03,100 --> 00:50:04,800
We're friends...
948
00:50:05,300 --> 00:50:07,300
Great friends, right?
949
00:50:16,800 --> 00:50:18,100
[Knock on door]
950
00:50:18,200 --> 00:50:19,200
Come in.
951
00:50:27,700 --> 00:50:29,100
Take a seat.
952
00:50:43,100 --> 00:50:45,400
What I can't handle is the betrayal.
953
00:50:50,000 --> 00:50:53,000
I was afraid to tell you the truth.
954
00:50:55,600 --> 00:50:57,200
I was ashamed.
955
00:50:57,300 --> 00:50:58,900
Why'd you think so little of me?
956
00:50:58,900 --> 00:51:00,300
I didn't think.
957
00:51:00,300 --> 00:51:03,400
I felt, which I have a tendency to do.
958
00:51:03,400 --> 00:51:06,200
As far back as medical school, third year,
959
00:51:06,200 --> 00:51:08,300
when you went missing before exams,
960
00:51:08,400 --> 00:51:09,700
and your aunt called me and told me
961
00:51:09,800 --> 00:51:11,600
that you had a bad case of mono.
962
00:51:11,700 --> 00:51:13,700
That was a lie. I was in McLean's.
963
00:51:13,700 --> 00:51:15,500
And the conference you missed in Seattle?
964
00:51:15,600 --> 00:51:17,600
Okay, that was food poisoning.
965
00:51:17,600 --> 00:51:19,100
[Sighs]
966
00:51:19,100 --> 00:51:20,800
Okay, here's my dilemma.
967
00:51:22,000 --> 00:51:25,100
My job is to ensure the
safety of the patients here.
968
00:51:25,200 --> 00:51:29,500
The foremost authority on bipolar
in the country is bipolar,
969
00:51:29,600 --> 00:51:32,700
and she practices every
day with no problems.
970
00:51:32,800 --> 00:51:34,300
Jamison, John Hopkins. I know about her.
971
00:51:34,400 --> 00:51:36,000
But we're talking about you.
972
00:51:36,600 --> 00:51:38,200
You crossed the line.
973
00:51:38,500 --> 00:51:41,400
You tried to treat a
patient in a manic state,
974
00:51:41,700 --> 00:51:43,400
and I'm guessing that you were off your meds
975
00:51:43,400 --> 00:51:45,600
when you decided to cure rabies.
976
00:51:45,600 --> 00:51:47,100
Owen, please.
977
00:51:49,200 --> 00:51:50,200
Give me another chance.
978
00:51:50,200 --> 00:51:52,000
I promise I will not let you down.
979
00:51:52,000 --> 00:51:55,000
I know you do not want to fire
me for having a different brain.
980
00:51:55,000 --> 00:51:58,400
Refusing to stigmatize people
is what this place is all about.
981
00:51:58,400 --> 00:51:59,800
It's what we're about.
982
00:51:59,800 --> 00:52:01,100
We're a neurological facility.
983
00:52:01,100 --> 00:52:03,100
We're not a psychiatric one.
984
00:52:05,500 --> 00:52:07,200
But...
985
00:52:08,400 --> 00:52:11,900
I have decided to keep you on... for now...
986
00:52:13,100 --> 00:52:16,600
Strictly on a trail basis
under certain conditions.
987
00:52:16,600 --> 00:52:19,500
I will supervise everything you do...
988
00:52:19,500 --> 00:52:24,200
Every test, every procedure
you order goes through me.
989
00:52:24,300 --> 00:52:25,800
I make the ultimate decision.
990
00:52:25,800 --> 00:52:26,700
Okay.
991
00:52:26,800 --> 00:52:29,300
I want to speak to your
medicating psychiatrist.
992
00:52:29,700 --> 00:52:31,300
No holds barred.
993
00:52:31,700 --> 00:52:33,500
Owen, that's asking a lot. I...
994
00:52:33,500 --> 00:52:35,300
And it's non-negotiable.
995
00:52:37,100 --> 00:52:42,400
And finally, is there anything
else that I need to know?
996
00:52:43,000 --> 00:52:45,500
Anything? Any other shoe to drop?
997
00:52:45,500 --> 00:52:48,800
Because if there is and you
don't tell me about it now...
998
00:52:48,800 --> 00:52:50,500
No, there's not.
999
00:52:51,300 --> 00:52:53,100
I swear it.
1000
00:53:01,200 --> 00:53:02,200
When I was in treatment,
1001
00:53:02,200 --> 00:53:06,300
I listened to the message
you left me, over and over.
1002
00:53:07,000 --> 00:53:10,000
When I came out of the mania
and the darkness closed in,
1003
00:53:10,100 --> 00:53:14,300
it sustained me to know
that I hadn't lost this,
1004
00:53:14,400 --> 00:53:16,200
that you were still there for me.
1005
00:53:18,500 --> 00:53:20,700
Well, tell me about your first day back.
1006
00:53:20,700 --> 00:53:21,700
Yeah.
1007
00:53:22,500 --> 00:53:23,900
It was hard.
1008
00:53:24,800 --> 00:53:27,500
I, uh... I felt very exposed.
1009
00:53:28,700 --> 00:53:30,100
I felt naked.
1010
00:53:30,600 --> 00:53:32,600
My job is hanging by a thread.
1011
00:53:32,600 --> 00:53:33,600
And on top of that,
1012
00:53:33,600 --> 00:53:37,300
you had to deal with a call
from Esme's biological father.
1013
00:53:37,400 --> 00:53:40,700
I haven't heard Johnny's voice in 16 years.
1014
00:53:41,700 --> 00:53:43,300
I know he's gonna call again.
1015
00:53:43,700 --> 00:53:45,000
And what will you say?
1016
00:53:45,100 --> 00:53:46,400
Do you have a plan?
1017
00:53:46,400 --> 00:53:49,000
I will explain it is a legal issue,
1018
00:53:49,000 --> 00:53:51,700
it was a closed adoption,
and he will never see her.
1019
00:53:52,300 --> 00:53:55,600
Good. I like this.
1020
00:53:55,700 --> 00:53:57,700
You had a shock.
1021
00:53:57,800 --> 00:54:00,400
It could have derailed you, and it didn't.
1022
00:54:05,300 --> 00:54:06,800
What is it?
1023
00:54:09,400 --> 00:54:11,800
It's Owen. He doesn't trust me.
1024
00:54:13,000 --> 00:54:15,100
I'm not sure he ever will.
1025
00:54:15,200 --> 00:54:17,700
He could let me go tomorrow.
1026
00:54:18,400 --> 00:54:20,100
I'll talk to him.
1027
00:54:22,100 --> 00:54:24,800
And now, tell me about Dr. Bickman.
1028
00:54:26,400 --> 00:54:28,500
What did you feel when you saw him?
1029
00:54:28,500 --> 00:54:29,700
He was amazing.
1030
00:54:29,800 --> 00:54:30,800
- Hmm?
- Yeah.
1031
00:54:30,900 --> 00:54:35,000
He was kind and treated
me like a dear friend.
1032
00:54:37,300 --> 00:54:39,400
Is that how you want to be treated?
1033
00:54:39,400 --> 00:54:40,400
No. [Chuckles]
1034
00:54:40,400 --> 00:54:42,600
Yes. Yes.
1035
00:54:42,700 --> 00:54:47,000
I-I couldn't handle anything more right now.
1036
00:54:48,700 --> 00:54:50,300
[Horn honks]
1037
00:54:51,100 --> 00:54:52,000
[Knock on door]
1038
00:54:52,000 --> 00:54:52,900
Yes?
1039
00:55:00,500 --> 00:55:02,100
Sit down, Catherine.
1040
00:55:13,000 --> 00:55:15,900
As a psychiatrist, I
understand what bipolar is.
1041
00:55:15,900 --> 00:55:18,600
You're not responsible for
your actions when you're ill.
1042
00:55:18,600 --> 00:55:20,800
You deserve help and compassion.
1043
00:55:21,400 --> 00:55:22,400
Thank you.
1044
00:55:22,500 --> 00:55:24,500
I only wish you would let me help you.
1045
00:55:24,800 --> 00:55:26,400
All of this could have been avoided.
1046
00:55:26,400 --> 00:55:27,700
You're right.
1047
00:55:27,700 --> 00:55:30,400
I wasn't in a condition
to use good judgment.
1048
00:55:30,700 --> 00:55:32,300
That's the problem.
1049
00:55:32,900 --> 00:55:34,200
Let me be clear.
1050
00:55:34,700 --> 00:55:35,900
I'm not angry or upset.
1051
00:55:36,000 --> 00:55:37,500
None of this is personal.
1052
00:55:38,000 --> 00:55:39,200
But I must tell you honestly
1053
00:55:39,200 --> 00:55:41,500
that I don't think you should be here.
1054
00:55:41,500 --> 00:55:43,400
A month is not enough.
1055
00:55:43,700 --> 00:55:47,200
You will relapse, as I
suspect you have many times,
1056
00:55:47,200 --> 00:55:50,400
so I don't believe you
should be seeing patients.
1057
00:55:50,800 --> 00:55:52,500
But I would never harm a patient.
1058
00:55:52,500 --> 00:55:54,800
You almost did, as you recall.
1059
00:55:55,200 --> 00:55:57,700
If you cared about your
patients as much as yourself,
1060
00:55:57,700 --> 00:56:00,500
you'd be the first to say that
you can't risk practicing here,
1061
00:56:00,500 --> 00:56:01,500
at least not now.
1062
00:56:01,500 --> 00:56:02,300
All right, thank you.
1063
00:56:02,300 --> 00:56:04,500
I appreciate your honesty. I do.
1064
00:56:04,700 --> 00:56:06,000
But I'm gonna prove you wrong.
1065
00:56:06,100 --> 00:56:07,800
I sincerely hope so.
1066
00:56:14,100 --> 00:56:15,600
Hi. I'm Dr. black.
1067
00:56:15,600 --> 00:56:17,800
Truman bishop. You can call me Truman.
1068
00:56:17,800 --> 00:56:19,800
Don't bother trying to talk to him.
1069
00:56:19,800 --> 00:56:21,200
He doesn't speak unless he wants to.
1070
00:56:21,300 --> 00:56:24,100
He just stares at me, follows me everywhere,
1071
00:56:24,100 --> 00:56:26,100
dresses just like me,
right down to the socks.
1072
00:56:26,200 --> 00:56:28,200
And every gesture... See?
1073
00:56:28,700 --> 00:56:29,800
Look at him.
1074
00:56:29,800 --> 00:56:31,700
He's doing it right now
and driving me crazy.
1075
00:56:31,800 --> 00:56:33,700
I'm haunted by this "other,"
1076
00:56:33,700 --> 00:56:36,400
a carbon copy of myself but
a horrible, twisted version.
1077
00:56:39,200 --> 00:56:42,200
Can you help me make him go
away so I can be alone again?
1078
00:56:47,600 --> 00:56:48,500
- Catherine.
- Yes.
1079
00:56:48,600 --> 00:56:50,000
I've been looking for you.
1080
00:56:50,600 --> 00:56:52,900
Any significant findings
in Mr. Bishop's exam?
1081
00:56:52,900 --> 00:56:53,500
Um...
1082
00:56:53,500 --> 00:56:54,600
No focal deficits.
1083
00:56:54,600 --> 00:56:57,300
Right, there's no nausea, no headaches,
1084
00:56:57,700 --> 00:56:59,500
no sign of brain tumor at all.
1085
00:56:59,600 --> 00:57:01,300
It's a clear case of heautoscopy...
1086
00:57:01,400 --> 00:57:03,800
It's the classic doppelganger experience.
1087
00:57:03,800 --> 00:57:05,300
Interesting factoid... In folklore,
1088
00:57:05,300 --> 00:57:06,600
the sight of the imaginary twin
1089
00:57:06,600 --> 00:57:07,900
is often seen as a harbinger of death.
1090
00:57:07,900 --> 00:57:09,000
It happened to Abraham Lincoln.
1091
00:57:09,100 --> 00:57:10,200
On the evening of his election,
1092
00:57:10,200 --> 00:57:12,400
Lincoln saw himself in
the mirror with two faces.
1093
00:57:12,400 --> 00:57:13,800
One was paler than the other.
1094
00:57:13,800 --> 00:57:14,900
His wife said it was a sign
1095
00:57:14,900 --> 00:57:16,600
that he would be elected to a second term
1096
00:57:16,600 --> 00:57:17,700
but that he wouldn't survive it,
1097
00:57:17,700 --> 00:57:19,100
which, of course, turned out to be the case.
1098
00:57:19,200 --> 00:57:20,300
Is "factoid" a word?
1099
00:57:20,300 --> 00:57:21,500
Kate: She has a good point.
1100
00:57:21,500 --> 00:57:23,700
Early death does correlate with heautoscopy.
1101
00:57:23,800 --> 00:57:25,500
It often coexists with depression,
1102
00:57:25,500 --> 00:57:27,300
and he's obviously depressed.
1103
00:57:27,300 --> 00:57:29,300
Perhaps he should consult with Dr. Mahmoud.
1104
00:57:29,400 --> 00:57:31,000
Any history of psychosis?
1105
00:57:31,200 --> 00:57:32,900
He was sectioned a few weeks ago.
1106
00:57:33,000 --> 00:57:34,900
The E.R. diagnosed a psychotic break,
1107
00:57:34,900 --> 00:57:36,200
but it was a misdiagnosis.
1108
00:57:36,200 --> 00:57:38,000
I'll let Mahmoud decide that.
1109
00:57:38,100 --> 00:57:40,700
The underlying problem
here is not psychiatric.
1110
00:57:40,800 --> 00:57:42,400
He has a seizure disorder.
1111
00:57:42,400 --> 00:57:43,600
Any overt signs of seizure?
1112
00:57:43,700 --> 00:57:45,600
No, but I'd like to get a 24-hour E.E.G.
1113
00:57:45,600 --> 00:57:46,700
Without any seizure activity?
1114
00:57:46,800 --> 00:57:48,700
Is there any reason why
we shouldn't do this?
1115
00:57:48,900 --> 00:57:50,600
I've already scheduled it.
1116
00:57:52,100 --> 00:57:53,900
You should have checked with me first.
1117
00:57:55,400 --> 00:57:56,900
I'll allow it.
1118
00:58:13,000 --> 00:58:14,400
Come on, not now.
1119
00:58:14,500 --> 00:58:16,600
It only takes five minutes.
1120
00:58:16,700 --> 00:58:18,200
[Sighs]
1121
00:58:21,200 --> 00:58:23,400
I have the key to the pharmaceutical room.
1122
00:58:24,900 --> 00:58:26,700
I have an ulnar nerve decompression.
1123
00:58:26,700 --> 00:58:28,600
Now I'm gonna have to scrub in again.
1124
00:58:29,400 --> 00:58:31,600
So Catherine's back and now I'm out?
1125
00:58:31,600 --> 00:58:33,000
Is that it?
1126
00:58:33,300 --> 00:58:34,800
You really want to do this?
1127
00:58:34,800 --> 00:58:35,900
Yeah.
1128
00:58:35,900 --> 00:58:38,000
[Breathes deeply]
1129
00:58:38,000 --> 00:58:40,000
Catherine and I are friends.
1130
00:58:40,600 --> 00:58:42,700
We have a professional relationship.
1131
00:58:43,700 --> 00:58:45,600
[Chuckles]
1132
00:58:46,400 --> 00:58:48,200
You're in love with her.
1133
00:58:48,200 --> 00:58:49,400
[Chuckles]
1134
00:58:50,000 --> 00:58:52,200
I'm not in love with anybody.
1135
00:58:54,100 --> 00:58:57,400
Are you lying to yourself or just me?
1136
00:59:01,300 --> 00:59:03,300
So, match day, huh? What's that all about?
1137
00:59:03,300 --> 00:59:05,300
It's the day when medical
students all across the country
1138
00:59:05,300 --> 00:59:07,700
find out where they'll be doing
their residencies next year.
1139
00:59:07,700 --> 00:59:09,500
We've each submitted our first choice.
1140
00:59:09,600 --> 00:59:11,800
Leo and I want to be here
at the Cube, obviously.
1141
00:59:11,900 --> 00:59:13,400
He wants the one spot for neurosurgery,
1142
00:59:13,400 --> 00:59:14,700
I want the one for neurology.
1143
00:59:14,700 --> 00:59:16,300
On the actual day, there's a ceremony.
1144
00:59:16,300 --> 00:59:18,700
At every medical school,
the same drama plays out.
1145
00:59:18,700 --> 00:59:20,000
The letters are laid on a table,
1146
00:59:20,000 --> 00:59:21,600
and exactly at the stroke of noon,
1147
00:59:21,600 --> 00:59:23,600
we all open them at once.
1148
00:59:23,700 --> 00:59:27,400
And in one blood-curdling
instant, triumph or disaster.
1149
00:59:28,900 --> 00:59:29,900
Ali?
1150
00:59:30,000 --> 00:59:31,200
- Oh, my God.
- Ali: Hey.
1151
00:59:31,200 --> 00:59:32,800
[Chuckles]
1152
00:59:32,800 --> 00:59:34,700
- Who is that?
- That's Ali.
1153
00:59:34,700 --> 00:59:36,300
She had the neurology
rotation right before you.
1154
00:59:37,000 --> 00:59:38,800
What up? [Smooches]
1155
00:59:38,800 --> 00:59:39,600
[Chuckles]
1156
00:59:39,600 --> 00:59:42,100
Ali, this MacKenzie. MacKenzie, this is Ali.
1157
00:59:42,400 --> 00:59:43,300
Hi.
1158
00:59:43,300 --> 00:59:44,300
What have you been doing?
1159
00:59:44,400 --> 00:59:46,500
Oh, I-I published a paper in Neurology
1160
00:59:46,500 --> 00:59:48,600
on how infarct and
non-infarcted brain volumes
1161
00:59:48,700 --> 00:59:50,700
affect locomotive
performance following stroke,
1162
00:59:50,800 --> 00:59:51,800
and this summer,
1163
00:59:51,800 --> 00:59:54,600
I'm working with partners
in health in Rwanda.
1164
00:59:54,800 --> 00:59:55,900
Rwanda?
1165
00:59:55,900 --> 00:59:58,300
Yeah, to help start their
first neuro clinic there.
1166
00:59:59,700 --> 01:00:02,200
Where do you want to do
your neuro residency,
1167
01:00:02,200 --> 01:00:03,500
if you don't mind my asking?
1168
01:00:03,500 --> 01:00:05,900
Oh, I'm going for the Cube. How about you?
1169
01:00:07,600 --> 01:00:10,300
[Monitors beeping]
1170
01:00:34,700 --> 01:00:37,700
What are you still doing in bed,
you lazy good-for-nothing?
1171
01:00:37,700 --> 01:00:39,900
Get up. I said, "get up!"
1172
01:00:40,000 --> 01:00:41,300
Let's go! Move!
1173
01:00:41,400 --> 01:00:42,700
Do it now!
1174
01:00:43,500 --> 01:00:44,800
Don't look at me like that.
1175
01:00:44,900 --> 01:00:47,100
Stop it. Stop it!
1176
01:00:47,800 --> 01:00:49,100
Stop it!
1177
01:00:49,200 --> 01:00:51,600
Stop! Stop!
1178
01:00:52,000 --> 01:00:54,400
Stop! Stop!
1179
01:00:54,400 --> 01:00:55,600
Hello, Truman.
1180
01:00:55,600 --> 01:00:57,100
This is Dr. Lark.
1181
01:00:57,900 --> 01:00:59,400
How are you feeling today?
1182
01:00:59,500 --> 01:01:01,800
I'm not sure how I am because
I don't know who I am.
1183
01:01:02,100 --> 01:01:03,800
Have you been seeing your twin?
1184
01:01:05,200 --> 01:01:07,000
He was here a moment ago.
1185
01:01:08,700 --> 01:01:10,700
Do you feel dizzy or confused?
1186
01:01:11,100 --> 01:01:12,400
Dizzy, yes.
1187
01:01:13,600 --> 01:01:16,800
I believe this is a complex
partial seizure disorder.
1188
01:01:17,800 --> 01:01:19,400
That's why you have the hallucinations.
1189
01:01:19,400 --> 01:01:20,900
That's when you see your twin.
1190
01:01:22,400 --> 01:01:24,200
I can't tell the difference anymore.
1191
01:01:24,900 --> 01:01:26,800
So, to make sure this is CPSD,
1192
01:01:26,800 --> 01:01:28,700
we need to do a 24-hour E.E.G.
1193
01:01:28,700 --> 01:01:31,400
In our sleep clinic to
monitor for seizure activity.
1194
01:01:31,400 --> 01:01:32,900
Now, because the seizures are very subtle,
1195
01:01:32,900 --> 01:01:35,100
this is the simplest
way to prove they exist.
1196
01:01:37,500 --> 01:01:38,900
Truman?
1197
01:01:39,500 --> 01:01:41,300
Do whatever you have to do.
1198
01:01:42,700 --> 01:01:44,100
[Siren chirping]
1199
01:01:50,800 --> 01:01:52,000
Johnny: Kitty?
1200
01:02:00,900 --> 01:02:02,400
Johnny?
1201
01:02:04,000 --> 01:02:05,400
I'm dying.
1202
01:02:05,900 --> 01:02:07,600
I have to find our daughter.
1203
01:02:09,900 --> 01:02:12,400
You have acute myelogenous leukemia?
1204
01:02:13,000 --> 01:02:15,300
Yep. AML.
1205
01:02:15,300 --> 01:02:16,500
For how long?
1206
01:02:16,700 --> 01:02:20,200
Uh, diagnosed a little over a year ago.
1207
01:02:21,200 --> 01:02:22,400
I'm sorry.
1208
01:02:23,800 --> 01:02:25,500
You're in chemo now?
1209
01:02:25,800 --> 01:02:26,500
Yeah.
1210
01:02:26,600 --> 01:02:28,200
They... they call it "salvage chemo"
1211
01:02:28,300 --> 01:02:30,300
'cause they can't cure anything.
1212
01:02:30,300 --> 01:02:32,300
It just keeps you around long enough
1213
01:02:32,400 --> 01:02:33,800
till you can find a donor.
1214
01:02:35,300 --> 01:02:36,600
If I don't get a transplant soon,
1215
01:02:36,700 --> 01:02:39,900
I'm... I'm not gonna live
more than a few months.
1216
01:02:41,400 --> 01:02:43,800
I have no more living relatives,
1217
01:02:44,800 --> 01:02:49,000
which is why it's important
that I find our daughter.
1218
01:02:50,800 --> 01:02:53,000
Johnny, it was a closed adoption.
1219
01:02:53,000 --> 01:02:54,600
I signed papers.
1220
01:02:54,600 --> 01:02:57,900
The adoptive parents are
never to be bothered.
1221
01:02:58,000 --> 01:03:01,200
This is my only chance.
1222
01:03:01,600 --> 01:03:03,100
Don't you see that?
1223
01:03:03,100 --> 01:03:04,900
And can't you do something?
1224
01:03:05,800 --> 01:03:08,200
I never stopped thinking about you, Kitty.
1225
01:03:09,700 --> 01:03:11,200
I used to read about you.
1226
01:03:13,000 --> 01:03:17,100
And I never intended
1227
01:03:17,100 --> 01:03:21,600
to bring this kind of bother
down on you or our child.
1228
01:03:21,600 --> 01:03:22,900
I didn't.
1229
01:03:22,900 --> 01:03:25,100
I mean, she's like 16 now, right?
1230
01:03:26,100 --> 01:03:28,500
So doesn't she have the
right to decide for herself
1231
01:03:28,500 --> 01:03:31,000
whether or not she wants to save her father?
1232
01:03:31,400 --> 01:03:34,400
She has a father and a mother.
1233
01:03:34,800 --> 01:03:37,000
It would be up to them to decide this.
1234
01:03:37,000 --> 01:03:38,400
I...
1235
01:03:40,600 --> 01:03:42,800
You know where she is, don't you?
1236
01:03:46,900 --> 01:03:48,500
Yes.
1237
01:03:48,900 --> 01:03:54,900
Please, Catherine, tell
whoever has our little girl
1238
01:03:55,000 --> 01:03:58,500
that this is my last chance.
1239
01:03:59,400 --> 01:04:03,400
If they turn me away, they're
signing my death sentence.
1240
01:04:04,800 --> 01:04:06,700
[Horns honking]
1241
01:04:06,700 --> 01:04:09,300
[Monitor beeping]
1242
01:04:10,700 --> 01:04:12,600
[Exhales deeply]
1243
01:04:12,600 --> 01:04:13,600
[Beeping quickens]
1244
01:04:13,700 --> 01:04:16,400
[Breathing heavily]
1245
01:04:44,900 --> 01:04:46,000
No!
1246
01:04:48,800 --> 01:04:50,100
Leave me alone!
1247
01:04:52,500 --> 01:04:53,500
Get help.
1248
01:04:55,300 --> 01:04:58,400
[Alarm ringing]
1249
01:05:06,600 --> 01:05:08,400
Hey, hey, calm down. It's okay.
1250
01:05:08,900 --> 01:05:09,500
[Grunts]
1251
01:05:10,200 --> 01:05:11,200
Owen: I'm a neuroscientist.
1252
01:05:11,300 --> 01:05:12,600
I understand bipolar.
1253
01:05:12,600 --> 01:05:15,000
I just can't believe how
well she hid it from me.
1254
01:05:15,000 --> 01:05:19,100
Well, that could reassure you
she can manage her disease.
1255
01:05:19,800 --> 01:05:23,900
I've had patients who
hid it for 20 years more.
1256
01:05:23,900 --> 01:05:26,400
I know, I know... if they
stay on their medication.
1257
01:05:26,800 --> 01:05:29,500
It's extremely common
for people with bipolar
1258
01:05:29,500 --> 01:05:31,700
to resist taking their medication.
1259
01:05:32,600 --> 01:05:34,700
Is... is that an issue with Catherine?
1260
01:05:34,800 --> 01:05:36,700
It has been in the past.
1261
01:05:36,700 --> 01:05:38,500
- Hmm.
- Dr. Black is lucky
1262
01:05:38,500 --> 01:05:42,300
in that she has more mania than depression.
1263
01:05:42,600 --> 01:05:45,200
The consequence is that
she misses the upside
1264
01:05:45,200 --> 01:05:46,900
of what the medications suppress...
1265
01:05:46,900 --> 01:05:51,100
The insights, the ecstasy, the energy.
1266
01:05:51,100 --> 01:05:52,300
Does she have slips?
1267
01:05:52,400 --> 01:05:55,000
Yes, some with near-fatal consequences,
1268
01:05:55,000 --> 01:05:57,300
but never for her patients.
1269
01:05:58,600 --> 01:06:01,700
The danger's always been for herself.
1270
01:06:02,300 --> 01:06:05,100
She came to work at the
Cube in a manic state.
1271
01:06:05,100 --> 01:06:06,500
That can't happen.
1272
01:06:06,500 --> 01:06:07,900
It might.
1273
01:06:07,900 --> 01:06:09,800
You'll have to accept that.
1274
01:06:10,900 --> 01:06:13,300
You understand the situation I'm in.
1275
01:06:13,600 --> 01:06:15,200
I do.
1276
01:06:15,200 --> 01:06:18,700
But isn't the Cube a place
where part of your mission
1277
01:06:18,700 --> 01:06:21,400
is to help those with neurological issues
1278
01:06:21,500 --> 01:06:24,000
adapt to their conditions and discover,
1279
01:06:24,100 --> 01:06:27,200
in spite of the limitations, new gifts?
1280
01:06:27,500 --> 01:06:28,700
Yes.
1281
01:06:29,000 --> 01:06:32,300
Dr. Black's bipolar has that quality.
1282
01:06:32,600 --> 01:06:34,500
She's a great doctor,
1283
01:06:34,600 --> 01:06:37,400
and in part because she
understands her patients
1284
01:06:37,400 --> 01:06:39,200
because she's like them.
1285
01:06:39,300 --> 01:06:40,800
She has a different brain.
1286
01:06:41,600 --> 01:06:46,600
In my opinion, the rewards of
having Dr. Black at the Cube
1287
01:06:46,600 --> 01:06:48,800
far outweigh the risks.
1288
01:06:49,300 --> 01:06:51,500
But there will always be risks.
1289
01:06:52,500 --> 01:06:53,800
Always.
1290
01:06:55,800 --> 01:06:57,000
We have to tell Esme.
1291
01:06:57,000 --> 01:06:57,600
No.
1292
01:06:57,700 --> 01:06:59,600
We were gonna do it
eventually, so we do it now.
1293
01:06:59,600 --> 01:07:01,500
This is unfair, and you both know it.
1294
01:07:01,500 --> 01:07:03,500
We made a deal, and I
agreed on one condition...
1295
01:07:03,500 --> 01:07:05,000
That I would never end up the odd one out.
1296
01:07:05,000 --> 01:07:06,200
You won't be the odd one out.
1297
01:07:06,200 --> 01:07:08,700
I will. You're both her real
family, and she'll know that now.
1298
01:07:08,700 --> 01:07:11,500
You're always gonna be her mother. Always.
1299
01:07:11,500 --> 01:07:12,900
You think I want this?
1300
01:07:12,900 --> 01:07:15,300
I don't want this. This
is my worst nightmare.
1301
01:07:15,300 --> 01:07:16,300
Today, she loves me.
1302
01:07:16,300 --> 01:07:18,700
Tomorrow, she's gonna
know that I abandoned her.
1303
01:07:18,700 --> 01:07:20,600
Look, we are all in this together.
1304
01:07:21,100 --> 01:07:22,000
She thinks I'm her father.
1305
01:07:22,100 --> 01:07:23,000
Now I'm her uncle.
1306
01:07:23,000 --> 01:07:24,900
No one's gonna take your place.
1307
01:07:27,100 --> 01:07:28,300
I don't want to tell her.
1308
01:07:28,300 --> 01:07:30,200
There is a life at stake here.
1309
01:07:30,300 --> 01:07:32,000
- What about Esme's life?
- Joshua: [Sighs]
1310
01:07:32,000 --> 01:07:35,400
Are we... are we gonna risk her
happiness, her mental health?
1311
01:07:35,400 --> 01:07:37,400
What will the shock of this do to her?
1312
01:07:37,400 --> 01:07:38,800
She's my first priority.
1313
01:07:38,900 --> 01:07:40,400
I don't know this Johnny.
1314
01:07:40,400 --> 01:07:41,500
What about the day when Esme finds out
1315
01:07:41,600 --> 01:07:42,900
that he did exist
1316
01:07:42,900 --> 01:07:45,600
and that she could have
saved him but we stopped it?
1317
01:07:45,800 --> 01:07:47,300
What then?
1318
01:07:47,700 --> 01:07:50,200
Do we want to be responsible for his death?
1319
01:07:53,800 --> 01:07:56,700
Oh. Hi, guys.
1320
01:07:56,900 --> 01:07:58,100
You're home early.
1321
01:07:58,100 --> 01:08:00,200
Yeah, uh, orchestra was cancelled.
1322
01:08:00,300 --> 01:08:02,500
Thank God. I have so much homework.
1323
01:08:02,700 --> 01:08:04,500
What's going on?
1324
01:08:05,200 --> 01:08:07,000
I came to see your parents.
1325
01:08:08,300 --> 01:08:09,300
Is everything okay?
1326
01:08:09,300 --> 01:08:11,300
Everything's fine. Why don't you
go upstairs and do your homework?
1327
01:08:12,400 --> 01:08:13,600
Okay.
1328
01:08:22,900 --> 01:08:24,900
She's strong. She'll adapt.
1329
01:08:24,900 --> 01:08:27,500
We don't have to cushion
her from every challenge.
1330
01:08:27,600 --> 01:08:28,800
For every reason under the sun,
1331
01:08:28,900 --> 01:08:31,000
we have to tell her the truth.
1332
01:08:32,300 --> 01:08:33,700
Not "we."
1333
01:08:34,300 --> 01:08:36,600
If this is gonna happen,
you and I will do it.
1334
01:08:37,100 --> 01:08:38,300
Reagan.
1335
01:08:38,300 --> 01:08:40,000
Kate: I understand.
1336
01:08:40,300 --> 01:08:42,000
You're her parents.
1337
01:08:46,700 --> 01:08:48,700
However you want to handle this.
1338
01:08:57,200 --> 01:08:58,400
[Dog barks in distance]
1339
01:09:37,900 --> 01:09:38,800
Hi.
1340
01:09:39,600 --> 01:09:40,700
Hey.
1341
01:09:42,300 --> 01:09:44,300
I don't want to disturb you.
1342
01:09:45,000 --> 01:09:46,500
I've been thinking.
1343
01:09:47,900 --> 01:09:48,600
I don't know.
1344
01:09:48,700 --> 01:09:50,700
Can we rewind the clock?
1345
01:10:04,600 --> 01:10:06,100
[Sighs]
1346
01:10:13,500 --> 01:10:14,700
- Good morning.
- Good morning.
1347
01:10:14,800 --> 01:10:17,300
Your patient, Truman Bishop,
had a psychotic break.
1348
01:10:17,400 --> 01:10:19,200
I've asked Dr. Mahmoud join us.
1349
01:10:19,700 --> 01:10:21,400
What makes this a psychotic break?
1350
01:10:21,500 --> 01:10:24,400
He's had a seizure, and now
he's obviously hallucinating.
1351
01:10:24,500 --> 01:10:27,200
The 24-hour E.E.G. shows
no seizure activity.
1352
01:10:27,300 --> 01:10:29,000
Which means this debate is over.
1353
01:10:29,000 --> 01:10:31,200
No, the E.E.G. can often be inconclusive.
1354
01:10:31,200 --> 01:10:32,700
Sometimes, they miss seizure activity.
1355
01:10:32,700 --> 01:10:34,800
We're gonna need a spect to be certain.
1356
01:10:35,000 --> 01:10:37,000
We can do that next time
Truman sees his double.
1357
01:10:37,100 --> 01:10:38,900
Dr. Mahmoud's taking over the case.
1358
01:10:40,400 --> 01:10:41,500
Okay, I don't understand.
1359
01:10:41,500 --> 01:10:42,400
What's going on here?
1360
01:10:42,500 --> 01:10:43,700
I mean, I'm good at this.
1361
01:10:43,800 --> 01:10:44,600
Have you forgotten that?
1362
01:10:44,700 --> 01:10:47,300
I toldou that from now on,
m making all the decisions.
1363
01:10:48,000 --> 01:10:49,200
Farrah.
1364
01:10:59,200 --> 01:11:01,400
Hey, about last night.
1365
01:11:01,500 --> 01:11:02,600
- It won't happen again.
- No, no, no,
1366
01:11:02,600 --> 01:11:04,500
just... Let me explain.
1367
01:11:04,600 --> 01:11:05,900
Just listen.
1368
01:11:06,200 --> 01:11:08,900
It was harder than I expected,
not seeing you for a month,
1369
01:11:09,000 --> 01:11:12,400
and we both know what happens
when we get together, so...
1370
01:11:13,700 --> 01:11:15,500
I was just trying to get you out of my mind.
1371
01:11:15,500 --> 01:11:16,300
With Carlotta.
1372
01:11:16,400 --> 01:11:18,200
It's not very gentlemanly of you, Bick.
1373
01:11:18,300 --> 01:11:20,000
I never was much of a gentleman.
1374
01:11:20,100 --> 01:11:21,700
And I never wanted to be...
1375
01:11:22,800 --> 01:11:24,300
Till I met you.
1376
01:11:30,800 --> 01:11:32,400
[Inhales deeply]
1377
01:11:38,200 --> 01:11:39,600
- I can't do this.
- [Cellphone rings]
1378
01:11:40,900 --> 01:11:42,100
I'm sorry. I...
1379
01:11:42,800 --> 01:11:44,300
I got to take this, okay?
1380
01:11:44,400 --> 01:11:46,100
- [Cellphone beeps]
- Joshua, what happened?
1381
01:11:46,500 --> 01:11:47,700
Joshua: We told her.
1382
01:11:49,200 --> 01:11:50,500
And?
1383
01:11:50,500 --> 01:11:52,200
Uh, she was quiet for a while.
1384
01:11:52,800 --> 01:11:56,000
Then she said, "that explains a lot."
1385
01:11:56,100 --> 01:11:58,500
- She said that?
- Yeah.
1386
01:11:59,400 --> 01:12:00,200
And then afterwards,
1387
01:12:00,300 --> 01:12:02,200
she went into her room and locked her door.
1388
01:12:02,600 --> 01:12:04,200
- Did she cry?
- No.
1389
01:12:04,500 --> 01:12:06,200
She was angry, Catherine.
1390
01:12:06,700 --> 01:12:08,300
But Reagan cried all night.
1391
01:12:08,400 --> 01:12:10,000
Will she let me talk to her?
1392
01:12:10,200 --> 01:12:12,100
She's not talking to any of us.
1393
01:12:12,500 --> 01:12:14,700
She went to school today without a word.
1394
01:12:15,700 --> 01:12:17,700
Did she agree to see Johnny?
1395
01:12:17,700 --> 01:12:18,900
Yes.
1396
01:12:19,200 --> 01:12:21,800
To take the test to see
if she could be a donor?
1397
01:12:21,800 --> 01:12:23,200
[Sighing] Yes.
1398
01:12:23,200 --> 01:12:25,200
All right, I'll... I'll call him right away.
1399
01:12:26,900 --> 01:12:28,400
We'll get through this.
1400
01:12:29,100 --> 01:12:30,400
It had to happen.
1401
01:12:31,900 --> 01:12:33,400
She adores you,
1402
01:12:33,500 --> 01:12:37,000
and she loves Reagan more
than she knows, okay?
1403
01:12:37,600 --> 01:12:39,300
I'll call you when I get Johnny, all right?
1404
01:12:48,100 --> 01:12:53,700
[Cellphone ringing]
1405
01:13:08,400 --> 01:13:09,700
Mr. Bishop.
1406
01:13:12,000 --> 01:13:14,300
So far, we haven't found
anythingn our tests,
1407
01:13:14,400 --> 01:13:18,400
so what we want to try next
is a full psychiatric exam.
1408
01:13:18,500 --> 01:13:19,500
This is Dr. Mahmoud.
1409
01:13:19,600 --> 01:13:21,700
She's our consulting psychiatrist.
1410
01:13:22,300 --> 01:13:23,400
You think I'm crazy?
1411
01:13:23,500 --> 01:13:24,800
We think you're hallucinating,
1412
01:13:24,900 --> 01:13:27,100
and that's consistent with psychosis.
1413
01:13:27,200 --> 01:13:28,100
Fine, take him.
1414
01:13:28,200 --> 01:13:29,400
He's the crazy one.
1415
01:13:32,400 --> 01:13:34,500
Do you remember Catherine said
1416
01:13:34,500 --> 01:13:36,100
that when he sees doppelgangers,
1417
01:13:36,200 --> 01:13:37,400
he's actually havi seizure.
1418
01:13:37,400 --> 01:13:38,700
She waed to get spect scan
1419
01:13:38,700 --> 01:13:41,100
while he was having one
to get a seizure focus.
1420
01:13:41,200 --> 01:13:42,900
Look, there's another one.
1421
01:13:43,100 --> 01:13:46,600
Okay, do... you smell a kind
of a metallic odor right now?
1422
01:13:48,300 --> 01:13:49,100
[Sniffs] Yes.
1423
01:13:49,100 --> 01:13:51,400
Mm-hmm. That may be
consistent with a seizure.
1424
01:13:51,500 --> 01:13:52,600
I'm gonna order a spect scan.
1425
01:13:52,700 --> 01:13:53,400
[Buttons click]
1426
01:14:09,000 --> 01:14:09,900
Johnny?
1427
01:14:10,900 --> 01:14:11,900
Johnny?
1428
01:14:17,000 --> 01:14:18,300
No carotid pulse.
1429
01:14:18,300 --> 01:14:19,900
I'm calling 911.
1430
01:14:25,200 --> 01:14:27,100
Four, five, six, seven, eight.
1431
01:14:27,100 --> 01:14:29,400
Come on. Come on. Come on.
1432
01:14:31,200 --> 01:14:33,300
[Siren wailing]
1433
01:14:35,800 --> 01:14:37,600
Kate: Joshua? You got to get Esme.
1434
01:14:37,700 --> 01:14:38,700
Bring her to the hospital.
1435
01:14:38,800 --> 01:14:40,200
Johnny's on his way there.
1436
01:14:40,300 --> 01:14:41,700
I just found him in his apartment.
1437
01:14:41,800 --> 01:14:43,900
He was unconscious.
He's running out of time.
1438
01:14:44,000 --> 01:14:45,300
Joshua: We can't find Esme.
1439
01:14:45,300 --> 01:14:46,300
She didn't go to school.
1440
01:14:46,400 --> 01:14:48,100
They just called us and told
us she never even showed up.
1441
01:14:48,200 --> 01:14:49,400
We don't know where she is.
1442
01:14:49,600 --> 01:14:51,100
She ran away, Kate.
1443
01:14:52,800 --> 01:14:55,700
Owen: There's the focus of abnormal
activity in the left temporal lobe.
1444
01:14:55,800 --> 01:14:59,400
If you remove it, Mr. Bishop
may stop having hallucinations.
1445
01:15:00,300 --> 01:15:01,800
Well, she was right.
1446
01:15:02,800 --> 01:15:05,900
I think it's time to trust her. Let go.
1447
01:15:05,900 --> 01:15:07,400
Believe me, I'd like to.
1448
01:15:08,100 --> 01:15:10,900
Dr. Bickman, they're paging you in the O.R.
1449
01:15:10,900 --> 01:15:13,400
Go. To be continued.
1450
01:15:13,900 --> 01:15:16,000
Got to stop doubting her
judgment as a doctor.
1451
01:15:16,100 --> 01:15:17,600
She's incredibly gifted.
1452
01:15:18,800 --> 01:15:21,000
This place isn't the same without her.
1453
01:15:24,700 --> 01:15:27,500
Woman on P.A.: Dr. Bickman,
report to the O.R.
1454
01:15:27,600 --> 01:15:30,200
Dr. Bickman, to the O.R. stat.
1455
01:15:40,800 --> 01:15:41,900
Will?
1456
01:15:42,800 --> 01:15:43,800
Hey.
1457
01:15:44,100 --> 01:15:45,100
Esme.
1458
01:15:45,700 --> 01:15:47,100
What are you doing here?
1459
01:15:49,000 --> 01:15:50,700
Hiding from everybody.
1460
01:15:51,600 --> 01:15:52,800
What's wrong?
1461
01:15:54,300 --> 01:15:56,100
I'm not who I thought I was.
1462
01:15:58,000 --> 01:15:58,700
Esme?
1463
01:15:58,800 --> 01:16:00,200
My whole life,
1464
01:16:00,300 --> 01:16:02,600
everyone I've ever loved was lying to me...
1465
01:16:03,500 --> 01:16:05,800
My mom, my dad.
1466
01:16:08,100 --> 01:16:10,000
I can't even call them that anymore.
1467
01:16:10,100 --> 01:16:11,800
They're not my real parents.
1468
01:16:12,500 --> 01:16:14,000
Come here.
1469
01:16:20,400 --> 01:16:21,500
[Elevator bell dings]
1470
01:16:21,500 --> 01:16:22,100
Good luck.
1471
01:16:22,200 --> 01:16:23,500
[Chuckling] Okay. [Smooches]
1472
01:16:23,600 --> 01:16:24,400
I'll see you on match day.
1473
01:16:24,600 --> 01:16:25,600
Okay, can't wait.
1474
01:16:31,000 --> 01:16:32,500
You have everything.
1475
01:16:33,200 --> 01:16:35,000
You're beautiful, brilliant.
1476
01:16:36,900 --> 01:16:38,700
You're the kind of woman
I always wanted to be
1477
01:16:38,900 --> 01:16:40,500
and never will be.
1478
01:16:40,800 --> 01:16:42,700
You could have a great residency anywhere.
1479
01:16:43,000 --> 01:16:46,400
The Harvard program,
Johns Hopkins, Stanford,
1480
01:16:46,500 --> 01:16:47,800
UCSF, name it.
1481
01:16:47,900 --> 01:16:49,500
But please don't try for the Cube.
1482
01:16:50,300 --> 01:16:52,100
This is all I have.
1483
01:16:55,300 --> 01:16:57,500
Then you need to get
something else in your life.
1484
01:16:57,600 --> 01:16:58,300
[Elevator bell dings]
1485
01:17:16,500 --> 01:17:17,200
Hi.
1486
01:17:17,300 --> 01:17:18,100
- Hey.
- Hi.
1487
01:17:18,200 --> 01:17:20,600
- Is that him?
- Yeah. It's Johnny.
1488
01:17:20,600 --> 01:17:23,100
He's stable, but it was a close call.
1489
01:17:23,800 --> 01:17:25,800
The chemo suppressed his immune system,
1490
01:17:25,800 --> 01:17:27,000
and he went into septic shock.
1491
01:17:27,100 --> 01:17:28,600
He almost died today.
1492
01:17:29,700 --> 01:17:31,100
Will called.
1493
01:17:31,500 --> 01:17:33,400
Esme's been at the restaurant.
1494
01:17:34,500 --> 01:17:35,700
Okay.
1495
01:17:36,400 --> 01:17:37,300
Great.
1496
01:17:43,300 --> 01:17:45,300
- Are you okay?
- Yep.
1497
01:17:46,400 --> 01:17:47,900
Joshua: You had us so worried.
1498
01:17:48,400 --> 01:17:49,800
Esme.
1499
01:17:51,900 --> 01:17:53,500
I love you.
1500
01:17:55,500 --> 01:17:57,600
I'm ready to meet my biological father.
1501
01:17:58,900 --> 01:18:01,600
I want my real dad to come with me.
1502
01:18:04,000 --> 01:18:05,700
And my real mom.
1503
01:18:06,400 --> 01:18:11,100
♪
1504
01:18:26,200 --> 01:18:28,200
[Indistinct conversations]
1505
01:18:28,500 --> 01:18:30,700
I think we should open our
letters at the same time.
1506
01:18:30,800 --> 01:18:33,200
Oh, heads up. It's 11:59.
1507
01:18:34,200 --> 01:18:45,100
All: 10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1.
1508
01:18:45,100 --> 01:18:48,700
[Cheering]
1509
01:18:56,800 --> 01:18:58,000
Oh, sorry.
1510
01:19:06,900 --> 01:19:08,300
Come on, I want to...
1511
01:19:08,300 --> 01:19:11,100
I want to talk to you about
what's gonna happen with you.
1512
01:19:17,700 --> 01:19:19,400
You were right about Truman.
1513
01:19:19,500 --> 01:19:22,700
And you're usually right
about your patients.
1514
01:19:24,400 --> 01:19:27,300
And that's a gift.
1515
01:19:27,700 --> 01:19:30,100
It's something that I can't live without,
1516
01:19:30,200 --> 01:19:32,600
so I'm not going to
second-guess you anymore.
1517
01:19:32,700 --> 01:19:33,900
Thank you.
1518
01:19:36,800 --> 01:19:39,600
But I hope that sometime in the future,
1519
01:19:39,700 --> 01:19:41,200
you will repay my trust.
1520
01:19:41,200 --> 01:19:43,500
I will. I promise... I will.
1521
01:19:45,900 --> 01:19:47,100
How old are you?
1522
01:19:48,900 --> 01:19:50,200
I got some news.
1523
01:19:51,100 --> 01:19:53,300
She's got the same blood type as Johnny.
1524
01:19:53,400 --> 01:19:54,600
They're a good match.
1525
01:19:54,700 --> 01:19:57,300
That means a chance that it's
got a good chance of working.
1526
01:19:57,600 --> 01:19:59,100
That's great.
1527
01:20:01,400 --> 01:20:03,000
When can I talk to her?
1528
01:20:04,200 --> 01:20:06,600
It's a lot to take in.
1529
01:20:06,600 --> 01:20:08,100
Just give her time.
1530
01:20:09,000 --> 01:20:10,100
I'm proud of her.
1531
01:20:10,200 --> 01:20:11,900
You should be, too.
1532
01:20:13,100 --> 01:20:15,400
I'll never stop being proud of her.
1533
01:20:20,200 --> 01:20:22,000
Truman, to free you from
these hallucinations,
1534
01:20:22,100 --> 01:20:23,400
we're gonna have to operate
1535
01:20:23,500 --> 01:20:25,500
to remove part of your left temporal lobe.
1536
01:20:25,600 --> 01:20:28,100
All I want to know is, can
you make these people go away?
1537
01:20:28,100 --> 01:20:31,000
The surgery is successful in
the large majority of cases,
1538
01:20:31,100 --> 01:20:32,600
but it's a very serious operation
1539
01:20:32,700 --> 01:20:34,300
and there are always risks.
1540
01:20:34,500 --> 01:20:37,000
My guess would be you would
have some memory loss,
1541
01:20:37,100 --> 01:20:38,500
which I hope would be temporary.
1542
01:20:38,500 --> 01:20:40,100
Please do whatever you have to do.
1543
01:20:40,600 --> 01:20:42,300
I just want to be normal.
1544
01:20:44,300 --> 01:20:46,100
[Indistinct talking]
1545
01:20:46,400 --> 01:20:47,700
[Monitors beeping]
1546
01:20:59,900 --> 01:21:02,000
[Breathes deeply]
1547
01:21:05,100 --> 01:21:06,400
Scalpel.
1548
01:21:06,800 --> 01:21:07,600
Scalpel.
1549
01:21:14,700 --> 01:21:15,900
[Knock on door]
1550
01:21:17,600 --> 01:21:19,900
Dr. Morely, there's something
that I have to tell you.
1551
01:21:20,700 --> 01:21:22,000
Well, go on.
1552
01:21:27,200 --> 01:21:30,400
Last month, Dr. Black had me fill
out a prescription for oxycodone.
1553
01:21:31,400 --> 01:21:32,200
Oh, oxy?
1554
01:21:32,300 --> 01:21:33,700
Yeah, it's for Skylar Redmond.
1555
01:21:33,800 --> 01:21:35,000
He has a post-lumbar headache.
1556
01:21:35,000 --> 01:21:36,100
Owen: She gave him oxycodone.
1557
01:21:36,100 --> 01:21:37,200
He must have been in pain.
1558
01:21:37,200 --> 01:21:38,600
No, I took care of Skylar,
1559
01:21:38,700 --> 01:21:40,600
and I'm sure that he was never in pain.
1560
01:21:41,300 --> 01:21:42,600
What's your point, Carlotta?
1561
01:21:42,700 --> 01:21:44,000
Nurses administer the meds,
1562
01:21:44,000 --> 01:21:46,200
but she insisted that she could handle it.
1563
01:21:46,300 --> 01:21:47,500
I'll give it to him.
1564
01:21:48,600 --> 01:21:49,600
Okay.
1565
01:21:49,600 --> 01:21:51,400
Owen: Are you saying what
I think you're saying?
1566
01:21:51,400 --> 01:21:52,000
Thanks.
1567
01:21:52,100 --> 01:21:53,900
The oxy wasn't for skylar.
1568
01:21:54,200 --> 01:21:55,900
That's a very serious accusation.
1569
01:21:55,900 --> 01:21:57,500
Are you prepared to back it up?
1570
01:21:58,100 --> 01:21:59,100
Yeah.
1571
01:21:59,900 --> 01:22:04,600
I printed out the prescription
that Dr. Black signed.
1572
01:22:05,300 --> 01:22:07,400
And here's Skylar's mother's number.
1573
01:22:11,900 --> 01:22:13,600
She will tell you that
she never left his side
1574
01:22:13,700 --> 01:22:15,500
while he was a patient here.
1575
01:22:16,800 --> 01:22:19,100
Dr. Black never gave him this drug.
1576
01:22:22,300 --> 01:22:23,700
[Sighs]
1577
01:22:39,700 --> 01:22:41,300
You're fired.
1578
01:22:44,400 --> 01:22:48,400
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