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I have never been able really
to figure out

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where my life begins

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and where it ends.

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I have never, never been able
to figure it all out,

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What it's all about,
what it all means.

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So when I began now

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to put all these rolls
of film together,

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to string them together,

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the first idea was
to keep them chronological.

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But then I gave up

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and I just began
splicing them together by chance,

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the way I found them on the shelf.

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Because I really don't know

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where any piece of my life
really belongs.

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So let it be, let it go,

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just by pure chance,

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disorder.

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There is some kind of order in it,

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order of its own,

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which I do not really understand,

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same as I never understood
life around me,

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the real life, as they say,

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or the real people,

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I never understood them.

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I still do not understand them,

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and I do not really want
to understand them.

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Without knowing, unknowingly,

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we carry, each of us,

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we carry with us

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somewhere deep

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some images of Paradise.

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Maybe not images...

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some vague, vague feeling

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where we have been some place...

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There are places, there are places

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in which we find ourselves
in our lives,

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I have been in such places

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where I felt, ah,

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this must be like Paradise,
this is Paradise,

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this is how Paradise was,

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or something like that,

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a little fragment of Paradise.

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Not only the places...

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I have been with friends,

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we have been together,

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my friends, many times,

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and we felt,

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some kind of togetherness,
something special,

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and we were elated and we felt, ah,

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we felt like in Paradise.

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But we were right here on this Earth.

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But we were in Paradise...

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Those brief moments, those moments,

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and that is maybe
what it's all about...

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Forget eternity, enjoy,

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yes, we enjoyed those moments,

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those brief moments, those evenings,

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and there were many such evenings
many such evenings, my friends,

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I will never forget them,
my friends...

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I think Nietzsche was the transition.

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I believe one of the absolute greatest

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philosophers of the Western
culture is Nietzche.

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The most preceise of all.

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That's why he was
the greatest influence...

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He changed my life in 1960.

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In 1959 I read his Dramaturgie

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and I read the introduction
of the second or third edition

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which was years later,

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and he says, "Oh if I would have
only written poetry

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"and incorporated it all, instead
of trying to say it as a philosopher,

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that was my failure."

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So I said, that's enough:

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I have to make my films now.

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And that's when I left my job
at the Graphic Studios

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and made "Guns of the Trees."

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He had his mind,

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and he continuously struggles...

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Here I am, in my editing room,

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this late night,

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this late night again.

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I have stopped
my tape recorder here...

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That is, I am rewinding...

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as I'm working on my sounds...

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Here I am, just with my images
and my sounds...

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b)' myself,

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now in practically empty house.

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Oona is now married

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and happy and she is in Brooklyn.

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But actually, this very minute

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she's watching with Sebastian,

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they went to a movie.

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Hollis is out,
she left early this morning,

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I left before her,

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so I don't know where she is
and when she's coming back home.

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So here I am, just myself,

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and cats and my images
and my sounds

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and myself,

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myself.

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Wondering, wondering about myself.

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Actually, maybe I am exaggerating.

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I'm not really wondering.

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I'm just doing my work.

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I'm just working.

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This is my little workshop here,

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this little room,

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loaded, stacked with film,

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and my two bayans...

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Here is one,

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and here is another,

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as I'm working on my sounds.

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I'm not so sure what I'm doing really.

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It's all chance.

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I'm going through
all the reels of my sounds,

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picking up this, picking up that,

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splicing it all together,
putting it all together,

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by chance, same as the images

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same as I am putting
those images together,

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exacty the same
when I originally filmed them,

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by chance, with no plan,

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just according

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just to the...

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just to the whim of the moment,

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what I felt at that moment
that I should be filming

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this or that, without knowing why.

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Same with the sounds

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that I have collected
through all those years,

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I'm picking up all those sounds

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and putting them here
on the soundtrack,

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by chance.

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Memories...
Memories...

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Image, sound memories.

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No judgment here...

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positive, negative,

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good, bad...

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they're just images and sounds,

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very very innocent

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in and by themselves,

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as they pass through...

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as they go and they go,

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very very innocent.

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Yes, people are bad,

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cinema is innocent,

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innocent.

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People are not innocent.

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They are not.

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Here is a surprise for Chapter Three.

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Now, what do the normal,
regular people usually do?

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Of course, they get married.

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So, Hollis and me, that is,
the protagonist of this film,

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we decided to try to be
like all the normal,

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serious people:

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we decided to get married.

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Ah, Almus,
with your boundless energy...

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Ah, Jacques Ledoux,

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sweet Ledoux...

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Ah, P. Adams, Allan.

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Ken, and Richard.

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Harry I miss your jokes...

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I miss your jokes.

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Ah, and there is
the man of the minute...

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and Hollis's father,

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and Hollis's brother...

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Title: January 10th.

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Watching the snow fall.

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Keep looking for things,

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in places, where there is nothing.

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The dream,

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the crying room.

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The crying room.

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The crying field.

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There is a room, there is a room,

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we never see its...

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inside.

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There is a room in
which there is a woman

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who cries and cries.

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We hear her crying
but we never see her.

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The crying field.

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There is a room.

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"Wir nichts von den Dingen wissen

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was wir nicht selbst
in sie hinein gelegt haben.“

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Emmanuel Kant

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The silence.

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The silence.

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But what happens during the silences?

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Yes, the silences...

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But what happens during the silences?

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The pain is stronger than ever.
I've seen bits of lost Paradises

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and I know I'll be hopelessly
trying to return

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even if it hurts.

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The deeper I swing into
the regions of nothingness

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the further I'm thrown back
into myself,

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each time more and more frightening
depths below me,

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until my very being becomes dizzy.

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There are brief glimpses
of clear sky,

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like falling out of a tree, so I have
some idea where I am going,

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but there is still too much clarity
and straight order of things,

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I am getting always
the same number somehow.

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So I vomit out broken bits
of words and syntaxes

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of the countries I've passed through,
broken limbs, slaughtered houses,

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geographies.
My heart is poisoned,

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my brain left in shreds

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of horror and sadness.

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I've never let you down, world,

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but you did lousy things to me.

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This feeling of going nowhere,
of being stuck,

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the feeling of Dante's first strophe,

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as if afraid of the next step,
next stage.

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As long as I don't sum up myself,
stay on the surface,

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I don't have to move forwards,

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I don't have to make
painful and terrible decisions,

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choices, where to go and how.

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Because deeper there are
terrible decisions to make,

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terrible steps to take.

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It's at forty that we die,
those who did not die at twenty.

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It is at forty that we betray
ourselves, our bodies, our souls,

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by either staying
on the surface or by going further

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but through the easiest decisions,
retarding,

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throwing our souls back
by thousands of incarnations.

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But I have come close to the end now,

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it's the question
will I make it or will I not.

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My life has become too painful
and I keep asking myself,

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what I am doing
to get out of where I am,

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what am I doing with my life.

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It took me long to realize
that it's love

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that distinguishes man
from stones, trees, rain,

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and that we can lose our love
and that love grows through loving,

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yes, I've been so completely lost,
so truly lost.

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There were times I wanted
to change the world,

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I wanted to take a gun
and shoot my way

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through the Western Civilization.

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Now I want to leave others alone,

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they have their terrible fates to go.

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Now I want to shoot
my own way through myself,

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into the thick night of myself.

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Thus I change my course,
going inwards,

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thus I am jumping
into my own darkness.

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There must be something, somehow,
I feel, very soon,

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something that should
give me some sign

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to move one or another direction.

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01:04:20,123 --> 01:04:22,694
I must be very open and watchful now,

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completely open.
I know it's coming.

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I am walking like a somnambulist
waiting for a secret signal,

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ready to go one or another way,

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listening into this huge white silence
for the weakest sign or call.

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And I sit here alone and far from you

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01:04:39,887 --> 01:04:44,118
and it's night and I'm reflecting
on everything all around me

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and I am thinking of you.

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I saw it in your eyes, in your love,

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you too are swinging
towards the depths of your own being

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in longer and longer circles.

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I saw happiness and pain in your eyes

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and reflections of the Paradises lost
and regained and lost again,

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that terrible loneliness
and happiness,

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yes, and I reflect upon this

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and I think about you, like two lonely
space pilots in outer cold space,

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as I sit here this late night alone

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and I think about all this.

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So, my dear viewers,

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we have arrived at Chapter Four.

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<i>SONY</i>

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that nothing much,

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nothing extraordinary has so far

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happened in this movie,

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nothing much extraordinary.

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It's all very simple

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daily activities, life.

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No drama,

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no great climaxes, tension,

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what will happen next.

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Actually, the titles in this movie

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tell you right there
what's going to happen.

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I guess, by now you have noticed

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that I do not like any suspense.

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I want you to know exactly,

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or at least approximately
what's coming,

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what's happening.

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Though, again, as you have noticed,

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nothing much is happening anyway.

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So let's continue,

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and see, maybe something will happen,

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maybe.

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If not, forgive me, dear viewers,

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if nothing happens,

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let's continue anyway.

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That's how life is,

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it's always more of the same,

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always more of the same.

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One day follows another,

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one second follows another second.

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OK, I'll give you now
some suspense and let's see,

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let's see how the time is going...

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I'll record exactly one minute

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beginning now...

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Cut. That was one minute.

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One minute is longer than one thinks.

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And the mist now covers the sand.

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And the mist now covers the sand.

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I have been so totally alone

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with myself for so long.

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I've been so totally alone with myself

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<i>for so long.</i>

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1960.

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He sits under the tree

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in the park

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listening to the leaves
of the trees in the wind.

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That day you wanted to come with me

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but you couldn't.

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I went alone but it wasn't the same.

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You said you had a feeling

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that in one of my lives

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I had something to do with the circus.

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You said, you could see me in Spain.

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Title: January 9th.

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No image.

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Only soundtrack of Louis and Storm

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discussing something,

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bits, glimpses of mystics.

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My dear viewer,

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it's midnight now.

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I am talking to you

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and it's very very late

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in my little room.

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I'm looking at these images

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and I'm trying to provide you
with some sounds

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to go with these images,
and my imagination,

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my mind has just stopped dead.

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I am looking at these images, now,

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many many years later.

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I recognize and remember everything.

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What can I tell to you,
what can I tell to you.

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No. No. These are images

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that have some meaning to me

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but may have no meaning to you at all.

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Then, suddenly, this being midnight,

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I thought:

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There is no image

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that wouldn't relate to anybody else.

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I mean, all images around us

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that we go through our lives,

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and I go filming them,

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they are not that much different

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from what you have seen
or experienced.

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From what you have seen
or experienced.

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All our lives are
very very much alike.

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Ah, my dear Blake.

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Just a drop of water.

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We are all in it

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and nothing,
there is no big difference,

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essential difference

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between you and me,

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no essential difference.