1 00:00:02,085 --> 00:00:04,044 (Crackling) 2 00:00:31,990 --> 00:00:33,782 TAS PAPPAS: I don't like bringing it all up 3 00:00:33,908 --> 00:00:35,701 because I would like to be friends with everyone again. 4 00:00:35,827 --> 00:00:38,328 But you're asking me questions about that period - 5 00:00:38,455 --> 00:00:40,956 well, that's what went on. 6 00:00:41,082 --> 00:00:42,041 That's just the way it is. 7 00:00:42,167 --> 00:00:45,461 That's the way it went down. I can't bullshit. 8 00:00:45,587 --> 00:00:47,880 Don't want the PAPPAS brothers to be remembered 9 00:00:48,006 --> 00:00:49,631 as just maniacs. 10 00:00:49,758 --> 00:00:52,426 But it got pretty heavy. Yeah, just weird. 11 00:00:52,552 --> 00:00:55,763 Stuff you wouldn't think would happen in skateboarding. 12 00:00:55,889 --> 00:00:58,057 And the facts is this, boys - 13 00:00:58,183 --> 00:01:00,059 there's three sides to every story - 14 00:01:00,185 --> 00:01:03,353 there's my side, your side and the truth. 15 00:01:25,752 --> 00:01:27,836 DOM KEKICH : Back then, there was no other place better to be 16 00:01:27,962 --> 00:01:32,633 than Prahran if you were a skateboarder. 17 00:01:32,759 --> 00:01:36,428 You had all different types of people rocking up there. 18 00:01:37,597 --> 00:01:39,515 People in the tight, torn jeans, 19 00:01:39,641 --> 00:01:42,392 long hair.. . 20 00:01:42,519 --> 00:01:44,728 Messy ones, clean-cut. 21 00:01:44,854 --> 00:01:46,688 No matter who you were, 22 00:01:46,815 --> 00:01:49,817 you'd just get accepted if you were a skateboarder. 23 00:01:49,943 --> 00:01:51,693 CAMERAMAN : Do you like skaters? 24 00:01:51,820 --> 00:01:54,488 - Yeah, I am one. - Do you like other skaters? 25 00:01:54,614 --> 00:01:57,866 - Yeah, of course. I have to. - You have to? 26 00:01:57,992 --> 00:02:00,786 What do you think of pedestrians? 27 00:02:02,455 --> 00:02:04,498 Can't do much about 'em. 28 00:02:08,002 --> 00:02:10,587 DOM KEKICH : I used to finish school at 3: 30, 29 00:02:10,713 --> 00:02:13,465 get my board and go straight to the ramp. 30 00:02:13,591 --> 00:02:17,094 It was the only thing that I wanted to do at the time. 31 00:02:20,723 --> 00:02:22,808 - Oh! MAN : You alright? 32 00:02:22,934 --> 00:02:25,602 CAMERAMAN : DOM! Why do you skate? 33 00:02:25,728 --> 00:02:27,771 - For fun. - Fun? 34 00:02:27,897 --> 00:02:31,650 Yeah. What else would I skate for? Money? 35 00:02:31,776 --> 00:02:35,362 OM : I had that sense of freedom there with skateboarding, 36 00:02:35,488 --> 00:02:38,448 and pretty much that was my life at the time - 37 00:02:38,575 --> 00:02:40,409 I was just skateboarding. 38 00:02:40,535 --> 00:02:45,205 School was OK, but skateboarding was more than that to me. 39 00:02:46,749 --> 00:02:48,584 CAMERAMAN : Looking sharp there, Greg. 40 00:02:48,710 --> 00:02:50,419 Yeah, looking very good! 41 00:02:50,545 --> 00:02:52,921 GREG STEWART: Every weekend, every night after school, 42 00:02:53,047 --> 00:02:54,506 we used to go down to Prahran. 43 00:02:54,632 --> 00:02:56,550 It was so exciting because there were people 44 00:02:56,676 --> 00:03:01,263 from all around Melbourne, a lot of older crew and street guys. 45 00:03:01,389 --> 00:03:03,724 CAMERAMAN : Hey, why do you skate? 46 00:03:03,850 --> 00:03:07,603 'Cause, you know, I've gotta get some enjoyment in my life. 47 00:03:07,729 --> 00:03:10,606 - (Chuckles) You know? - Then go and have a pull, son. 48 00:03:10,732 --> 00:03:13,483 GREG : My mum hated it. 49 00:03:13,610 --> 00:03:15,861 She just didn't understand why I wanted to go to Prahran 50 00:03:15,987 --> 00:03:19,239 all the time and didn't understand that culture. 51 00:03:19,365 --> 00:03:21,783 Still to this day, they don't really understand. 52 00:03:21,910 --> 00:03:24,244 What do you think of skateboarding? 53 00:03:24,370 --> 00:03:27,581 Skateboarding? I haven't thought about it much. 54 00:03:27,707 --> 00:03:30,375 CAMERAMAN : But do you think it's a good sport, really? 55 00:03:30,501 --> 00:03:32,211 If it turns people on, why not? 56 00:03:34,005 --> 00:03:36,757 DOM : I was down at Prahran one day. 57 00:03:36,883 --> 00:03:39,927 I was probably, like, 11 or 12. 58 00:03:40,053 --> 00:03:43,222 And these kids padded up and just started from the bottom. 59 00:03:43,348 --> 00:03:46,475 It looked like they had never even stepped on a board before. 60 00:03:46,601 --> 00:03:49,728 They just got on the ramp and started pumping, 61 00:03:49,854 --> 00:03:52,689 going quarter of the way up, halfway up the ramp. 62 00:03:52,815 --> 00:03:56,109 They didn't give two shits if someone said to them 63 00:03:56,236 --> 00:03:59,071 to get off the ramp, they would just go and have a skate. 64 00:03:59,197 --> 00:04:01,865 You could see they were pretty hard, you know. 65 00:04:01,991 --> 00:04:05,619 I found out they were called Ben and TAS. 66 00:04:05,745 --> 00:04:08,247 MAN : We were young as fuck when we came to Prahran, 67 00:04:08,373 --> 00:04:10,624 which is on the rich side of Melbourne. 68 00:04:10,750 --> 00:04:12,209 We were just normal kids 69 00:04:12,335 --> 00:04:15,254 brought up in a physical kind of atmosphere, 70 00:04:15,380 --> 00:04:18,799 like having rock wars and climbing construction sites 71 00:04:18,925 --> 00:04:20,968 and houses that were being built. 72 00:04:21,094 --> 00:04:24,304 I saw the vert ramp and I was just mesmerized by the fact 73 00:04:24,430 --> 00:04:27,516 that people could fly through the air, and that took over. 74 00:04:27,642 --> 00:04:29,977 TAS: We were bogans. 75 00:04:30,103 --> 00:04:32,396 There's bogans in every country. 76 00:04:32,522 --> 00:04:36,358 I think in America they call them hessians or white trash. 77 00:04:36,484 --> 00:04:39,027 They'd be the American bogan. 78 00:04:39,153 --> 00:04:41,071 In Australia, it's just called a bogan, 79 00:04:41,197 --> 00:04:44,241 but it's more the rougher suburb type. 80 00:04:56,045 --> 00:05:00,716 TAS: We grew up in suburbia, half Greek, half Aussie. 81 00:05:00,842 --> 00:05:02,968 Sort of rough. 82 00:05:05,263 --> 00:05:10,392 Growing up was pretty hectic as far as Mum and Dad went. 83 00:05:10,518 --> 00:05:11,601 They tried to be together and cool, 84 00:05:11,728 --> 00:05:14,438 but there were just fights every night. 85 00:05:16,607 --> 00:05:18,025 Mum was hardcore. 86 00:05:18,151 --> 00:05:19,943 I mean, they had a fight, they got into it 87 00:05:20,069 --> 00:05:24,656 and then she's screaming and I was, like, freaking out. 88 00:05:24,782 --> 00:05:26,575 'Don't hit Mum!' 89 00:05:26,701 --> 00:05:29,661 Then Mum would come back with a big glass ashtray, 90 00:05:29,787 --> 00:05:31,621 smash Dad in the head, then he's. . . Bff! 91 00:05:31,748 --> 00:05:34,374 ..laid out on the floor with blood coming out his head! 92 00:05:34,500 --> 00:05:37,711 I'm like, 'Ah! Dad's dead!' 93 00:05:37,837 --> 00:05:40,672 That's the sort of things we saw growing up. 94 00:05:46,596 --> 00:05:49,431 Me and Ben would always be going at it with each other, 95 00:05:49,557 --> 00:05:50,974 smashing each other. 96 00:05:51,100 --> 00:05:53,518 And we learned martial arts as kids. 97 00:05:53,644 --> 00:05:55,270 I was in kung-fu when I was five. 98 00:05:55,396 --> 00:05:56,980 They had to take me out of it 99 00:05:57,106 --> 00:05:59,316 'cause I started smashing all the grade fives 100 00:05:59,442 --> 00:06:00,817 when I was in grade one. 101 00:06:00,943 --> 00:06:03,487 Just thought I was Bruce Lee. 102 00:06:03,613 --> 00:06:06,865 My dad and Uncle Willie had a jujitsu school, 103 00:06:06,991 --> 00:06:08,992 and the first thing Uncle Willie taught us 104 00:06:09,118 --> 00:06:10,660 was all the pressure points. 105 00:06:10,787 --> 00:06:13,121 Temples, eyes, behind the ears, 106 00:06:13,247 --> 00:06:15,457 throat, up the nose, down the chin. 107 00:06:15,583 --> 00:06:18,043 And he's teaching us all these death strikes. 108 00:06:18,169 --> 00:06:20,420 Then he'd tell us in class, 109 00:06:20,546 --> 00:06:23,715 'Right! Now, what are you going to do? 110 00:06:23,841 --> 00:06:27,677 You've just walked in, some bloke's raping your mother. 111 00:06:27,804 --> 00:06:29,679 Think about that. She's about to die. 112 00:06:29,806 --> 00:06:31,640 Now what are you going to do to that bloke?' 113 00:06:31,766 --> 00:06:35,435 We'd be in our heads, young, going, 'I'm going to kill him!' 114 00:06:35,561 --> 00:06:37,562 And then they'd go, 'Now, spar!' 115 00:06:37,688 --> 00:06:39,815 And then we'd go in there and fully spar. 116 00:06:39,941 --> 00:06:41,817 (Kids grunt) 117 00:06:41,943 --> 00:06:44,236 Dad was like, 'Willie, maybe we should ease up 118 00:06:44,362 --> 00:06:46,822 on the death strikes, they're children.' 119 00:06:46,948 --> 00:06:50,325 But I took that to skating and so did Ben. 120 00:06:52,995 --> 00:06:56,081 DOM : Sure enough, a week later they're dropping in. 121 00:06:56,207 --> 00:06:59,751 TAS is dropping in, Ben gets up, starts dropping in. 122 00:06:59,877 --> 00:07:02,003 They'd gotten good really quick. 123 00:07:02,130 --> 00:07:04,756 They just did it for fun, how I did. 124 00:07:04,882 --> 00:07:07,509 We'd become really good friends, me, TAS and Ben. 125 00:07:09,011 --> 00:07:10,971 BOY: Ben! Yeah! 126 00:07:11,097 --> 00:07:12,931 GREG : We were a really tight group 127 00:07:13,057 --> 00:07:15,809 and everyone bonded with each other who could skate, 128 00:07:15,935 --> 00:07:18,770 and we were just complete pricks to other people who couldn't, 129 00:07:18,896 --> 00:07:21,189 so it was that sort of mentality. 130 00:07:21,315 --> 00:07:24,860 - Do some fucking tricks! (Boys laugh) 131 00:07:24,986 --> 00:07:27,446 BOY: When are you gonna fucking skateboard?! 132 00:07:29,490 --> 00:07:32,159 BOY: That's the way! There you go. 133 00:07:32,285 --> 00:07:35,120 (Boys laugh) 134 00:07:35,246 --> 00:07:40,000 BOY 2: Oh, look at it. BOY: It's not good enough! 135 00:07:40,126 --> 00:07:43,795 BOY: Not fucking good enough! (Boys laugh) 136 00:07:43,921 --> 00:07:46,506 BOY: You're a wanker! Let's go, man. 137 00:07:46,632 --> 00:07:48,842 ♪ The Star-Spangled Banner 138 00:07:56,434 --> 00:07:59,186 REG : Everyone used to come back to my house 139 00:07:59,312 --> 00:08:00,854 and just. .. all we did 140 00:08:00,980 --> 00:08:04,232 was hang out in the lounge room and watch videos. 141 00:08:04,358 --> 00:08:05,775 (Skeleton laughs) 142 00:08:05,902 --> 00:08:08,069 GREG : We always got really excited 143 00:08:08,196 --> 00:08:12,032 just by watching videos from the States, 'cause that was it. 144 00:08:19,624 --> 00:08:22,417 DOM : I used to just rock in and there was my brother 145 00:08:22,543 --> 00:08:25,754 and a couple of friends watching the videos. 146 00:08:25,880 --> 00:08:28,715 My drive is just progression. 147 00:08:28,841 --> 00:08:31,259 Just to be able to keep going on and doing new things. 148 00:08:31,385 --> 00:08:36,097 DOM : To see what they could do, I didn't think was possible. 149 00:08:36,224 --> 00:08:37,974 It just blew my mind away. 150 00:08:41,020 --> 00:08:44,147 GREG : That's all we watched, and just recited songs from them 151 00:08:44,273 --> 00:08:48,151 and just had a laugh about what the skaters were saying. 152 00:08:48,277 --> 00:08:50,445 CAMERAMAN : How long have you been skating? 153 00:08:50,571 --> 00:08:52,113 Six years. 154 00:08:52,240 --> 00:08:55,951 - When did you start? - Um. .. six years ago. 155 00:08:56,077 --> 00:08:59,120 GREG : The Americans had that twang in their voice, 156 00:08:59,247 --> 00:09:02,207 like, 'Hey!' - we used to imitate that. 157 00:09:02,333 --> 00:09:03,500 (American accent) You're just flying around, 158 00:09:03,626 --> 00:09:06,503 like you're not skating anymore, just flying around. 159 00:09:06,629 --> 00:09:09,214 Wasn't that Tony Mag's quote in one of the H-Street videos? 160 00:09:09,340 --> 00:09:11,675 TONY MAG : It's like you're not skating anymore, 161 00:09:11,801 --> 00:09:14,094 you're just flying around. 162 00:09:14,220 --> 00:09:17,138 ♪ ROCK MUSIC 163 00:09:19,392 --> 00:09:21,768 TAS: All I cared about was H-Street. 164 00:09:21,894 --> 00:09:24,854 New gen style, Danny Way style. 165 00:09:26,983 --> 00:09:29,025 I remember being in my room, going, 166 00:09:29,151 --> 00:09:31,319 'That's it. I'm going to America. 167 00:09:31,445 --> 00:09:34,239 'I'm going to be the best. I wanna smash Hawk!' 168 00:09:34,365 --> 00:09:36,366 I had these huge dreams. 169 00:09:39,287 --> 00:09:40,870 GREG : You just realized 170 00:09:40,997 --> 00:09:44,457 that Australia just didn't have that same buzz. 171 00:09:44,584 --> 00:09:49,004 So to be a part of that US skate culture was our dream. 172 00:09:49,130 --> 00:09:53,133 ♪ HARD ROCK MUSIC 173 00:10:01,183 --> 00:10:03,476 (Boy laughs) 174 00:10:05,354 --> 00:10:07,564 BEN : I was living with my dad during the week 175 00:10:07,690 --> 00:10:10,150 and we stayed with Mum on the weekends. 176 00:10:10,276 --> 00:10:14,279 Mum moved to Clifton Hill so the closest vert ramp was Northcote. 177 00:10:14,405 --> 00:10:16,323 That ramp was a lot bigger than Prahran, 178 00:10:16,449 --> 00:10:18,074 and it was pretty much dead there 179 00:10:18,200 --> 00:10:19,909 so we had the ramp to ourselves. 180 00:10:22,163 --> 00:10:25,123 TAS: Sometimes these guys would rock up to the ramp 181 00:10:25,249 --> 00:10:26,958 in these two Porsches, 182 00:10:27,084 --> 00:10:30,420 I remember just tripping. 'Who are these two?' 183 00:10:30,546 --> 00:10:33,840 They saw me and Ben learning, fighting and learning, 184 00:10:33,966 --> 00:10:35,008 and he'll learn this and I'll learn that better, 185 00:10:35,134 --> 00:10:39,262 I'll go higher here, and we were just battling. 186 00:10:39,388 --> 00:10:44,809 These guys just so happened to be the two brothers 187 00:10:44,935 --> 00:10:48,271 who had pretty much the biggest distributorship in Australia. 188 00:10:48,397 --> 00:10:50,565 We had no idea who they were either. 189 00:10:50,691 --> 00:10:53,276 Lucky we didn't get lippy to them, eh? 190 00:10:53,402 --> 00:10:55,862 WOMAN : So if you were starting off from the beginning 191 00:10:55,988 --> 00:10:58,448 to learn skateboarding, is the book going to help you? 192 00:10:58,574 --> 00:11:02,118 For sure. It also has a how-to-do section in it. 193 00:11:02,244 --> 00:11:04,621 BEN : Stephen and Peter Hill approached us at the ramp 194 00:11:04,747 --> 00:11:07,332 and said, 'Hey, do you guys want to come into Hardcore?' 195 00:11:07,458 --> 00:11:08,917 Which is now known as Globe. 196 00:11:09,043 --> 00:11:10,877 'We'll give you some product and stuff.' 197 00:11:11,003 --> 00:11:14,964 I was expecting a T-shirt and we walked out of Hardcore 198 00:11:15,091 --> 00:11:19,260 that day with so much shit, I was just blown away. 199 00:11:19,387 --> 00:11:21,805 And from that day on, we were hooked up 200 00:11:21,931 --> 00:11:24,933 with the Hill brothers and Hardcore. 201 00:11:25,059 --> 00:11:27,018 TAS: Me and Ben, we got sponsored. 202 00:11:27,144 --> 00:11:29,270 We couldn't exactly quite do things yet, 203 00:11:29,397 --> 00:11:31,606 but they thought we were going to be good. 204 00:11:36,195 --> 00:11:40,532 Hi, Jerry Sont here and welcome to Melbourne's Festival Hall 205 00:11:40,658 --> 00:11:43,493 where, tonight, skaters from all over the world, 206 00:11:43,619 --> 00:11:45,787 including USA's No. 1 Christian Hosoi 207 00:11:45,913 --> 00:11:47,372 and Sweden's Tony Magnusson, 208 00:11:47,498 --> 00:11:50,208 will compete against Australia's best. 209 00:11:50,334 --> 00:11:52,335 The wheels are way more new than his. 210 00:11:52,461 --> 00:11:54,295 Better trucks, they're way stronger. 211 00:11:54,422 --> 00:11:56,256 TAS: We've got the ultimate trucks. . . 212 00:11:56,382 --> 00:11:58,758 These are so shit. It's a joke. 213 00:11:58,884 --> 00:12:01,302 - It's independent. - Grip tape, really chunky. 214 00:12:01,429 --> 00:12:03,722 Independent is where it is at. 215 00:12:03,848 --> 00:12:06,891 TAS: 1989 Ramp Riot, they wanted us to go on it, 216 00:12:07,017 --> 00:12:09,269 and I told my dad, 'Dad, you've got to go!' 217 00:12:09,395 --> 00:12:11,229 Me and Ben were, 'Yeah, you gotta let us go 218 00:12:11,355 --> 00:12:14,607 to go on tour around Australia.' 219 00:12:14,734 --> 00:12:17,444 Someone from Hardcore spoke to our parents, 220 00:12:17,570 --> 00:12:20,613 and the next thing you know, we're in the team van. 221 00:12:20,740 --> 00:12:22,657 (Cheering and shouting) 222 00:12:24,034 --> 00:12:27,871 ♪ ROCK MUSIC 223 00:12:45,848 --> 00:12:47,932 TAS: And then we toured around Australia, 224 00:12:48,058 --> 00:12:49,768 seeing all this mayhem go down. 225 00:12:49,894 --> 00:12:52,937 We were staying in a hotel with 30-years-olds, 226 00:12:53,063 --> 00:12:54,939 partying out of control. 227 00:12:55,065 --> 00:12:57,358 We live to skate 100%o of the time. 228 00:12:57,485 --> 00:13:01,362 When we travel, we skate. When we're at home, we skate. 229 00:13:01,489 --> 00:13:03,364 The skating shouldn't be organized. 230 00:13:03,491 --> 00:13:07,994 It is like trying to, you know, chain a wild animal. 231 00:13:08,120 --> 00:13:10,371 It shouldn't be done. 232 00:13:10,498 --> 00:13:13,291 TAS: They're all just coked, drinking maniacs 233 00:13:13,417 --> 00:13:15,168 with all these chicks. 234 00:13:15,294 --> 00:13:17,962 Naturally, that's what me and Ben saw as young, young kids 235 00:13:18,088 --> 00:13:20,673 and we were like, 'Oh, this is what skating is about.' 236 00:13:26,222 --> 00:13:29,974 And you're young, going, 'Yeah! These pros are cool. 237 00:13:30,100 --> 00:13:31,643 I wanna be a pro skater. 238 00:13:31,769 --> 00:13:33,728 What's that white shit they're sniffing? 239 00:13:33,854 --> 00:13:35,563 Oh, it makes you skate better? Hmm. 240 00:13:35,689 --> 00:13:38,149 Get me tons of that.' You know, you'll do it. 241 00:13:38,275 --> 00:13:40,443 (All cheer) 242 00:13:40,569 --> 00:13:43,655 AS: So that was our first taste of pro skateboarding. 243 00:13:46,659 --> 00:13:48,660 CAMERAMAN : Harder. 244 00:13:48,786 --> 00:13:50,870 (Speaks indistinctly) 245 00:13:50,996 --> 00:13:54,374 - (Sniggers) - Fuckin'.. . Unnggh! 246 00:13:56,210 --> 00:13:58,044 GREG : I got into video 247 00:13:58,170 --> 00:14:01,214 just because so much stuff was happening at Prahran, 248 00:14:01,340 --> 00:14:03,716 it was entertaining to actually watch 249 00:14:03,843 --> 00:14:07,387 people's reactions to themselves on video. 250 00:14:09,306 --> 00:14:11,224 Why are you filming all the time? 251 00:14:13,894 --> 00:14:17,230 REG : Apart from the skating, we were just basically hanging out, 252 00:14:17,356 --> 00:14:20,441 doing what your regular boys would do at that age. 253 00:14:20,568 --> 00:14:25,488 Look at that little baby. Mmm. She's just asking for a root. 254 00:14:25,614 --> 00:14:28,825 - Mmm. - Lana, want to fuck? 255 00:14:28,951 --> 00:14:31,452 No, don't say that. Buzz will root you! 256 00:14:31,579 --> 00:14:34,831 Nah, I'm just asking for Buzz. He hasn't got the guts to. 257 00:14:38,711 --> 00:14:40,253 GREG : At the same time, 258 00:14:40,379 --> 00:14:43,423 I could see TAS and Ben were getting really good. 259 00:14:43,549 --> 00:14:45,925 They were improving, like, really quickly. 260 00:14:46,051 --> 00:14:48,094 (Clapping and whooping) 261 00:14:48,220 --> 00:14:50,179 (Laughs) 262 00:14:51,765 --> 00:14:53,433 GREG : Just go for it. 263 00:14:56,145 --> 00:14:59,731 REG : They were doing new tricks that, in some respects, 264 00:14:59,857 --> 00:15:01,649 that were better than some of the pros 265 00:15:01,775 --> 00:15:03,610 who were in the American videos. 266 00:15:14,997 --> 00:15:17,832 Shut up while I'm trying to skate. Alright? 267 00:15:17,958 --> 00:15:19,042 Fair enough. 268 00:15:21,295 --> 00:15:23,171 (Laughs) 269 00:15:23,297 --> 00:15:26,507 GREG : TAS was an in-your-face kind of guy, 270 00:15:26,634 --> 00:15:28,468 and his skating was the same. 271 00:15:30,346 --> 00:15:32,096 He'd just go for it, 272 00:15:32,222 --> 00:15:35,266 always put together the hardest stuff, back to back. 273 00:15:35,392 --> 00:15:37,727 If he slammed, he slammed. 274 00:15:39,813 --> 00:15:42,106 DOM : If he couldn't make a trick, 275 00:15:42,232 --> 00:15:44,651 it was, 'Look out, heads, here is a board coming.' 276 00:15:44,777 --> 00:15:47,779 Fuckin' dick! Fuckin' homo! 277 00:15:47,905 --> 00:15:49,238 Fuckin' eh! 278 00:15:52,952 --> 00:15:55,787 (Metal bangs) 279 00:15:55,913 --> 00:15:59,916 ON VIDEO: No, don't say that. - Buzz will root you! 280 00:16:00,042 --> 00:16:02,961 (Laughs) 281 00:16:03,087 --> 00:16:06,714 GREG : Ben, on that session you just watched today, 282 00:16:06,840 --> 00:16:09,592 what is the outcome, your response? 283 00:16:09,718 --> 00:16:12,887 Ah, well. .. nothing. 284 00:16:13,013 --> 00:16:14,973 GREG : Ben was always different to TAS, 285 00:16:15,099 --> 00:16:17,517 maybe because he was the younger brother. 286 00:16:17,643 --> 00:16:21,646 He was quite laid-back and he was just a bit more open-minded. 287 00:16:21,772 --> 00:16:23,564 It was weak. 288 00:16:27,152 --> 00:16:30,029 GREG : At the time, there was a big boom in street skating. 289 00:16:30,155 --> 00:16:33,658 It had its own energy, it had its own language. 290 00:16:39,665 --> 00:16:43,501 It was a new generation of kids taking all the old tricks 291 00:16:43,627 --> 00:16:45,128 and adding kickflips 292 00:16:45,254 --> 00:16:47,588 to create a whole new dynamic form of skating. 293 00:16:53,637 --> 00:16:56,639 Ben would come along and skate street with us 294 00:16:56,765 --> 00:16:58,766 and actually try these street tricks 295 00:16:58,892 --> 00:17:01,686 on the vertical, which was just unheard of. 296 00:17:10,362 --> 00:17:12,280 GREG : Ben PAPPAS. 297 00:17:14,199 --> 00:17:16,993 - Kick Indy revert. - Yep. Do it. 298 00:17:17,119 --> 00:17:18,870 After the heelflip? 299 00:17:18,996 --> 00:17:21,706 No, try the varial. You're so fucking close to the varial. 300 00:17:21,832 --> 00:17:25,043 GREG : The thing that was really amazing about Ben 301 00:17:25,169 --> 00:17:28,296 was he was just, like, completely natural. 302 00:17:28,422 --> 00:17:31,007 If you thought anything, he would do it. 303 00:17:31,133 --> 00:17:32,508 - Back foot kickflip. - You'll never do it. 304 00:17:32,634 --> 00:17:33,968 - Alright. - You're dreaming. 305 00:17:34,094 --> 00:17:36,304 GREG : Obviously take time, but he'd actually do it 306 00:17:36,430 --> 00:17:39,015 and do it all the time, really easily. 307 00:17:39,141 --> 00:17:42,351 That's when all that sort of vert and street mix 308 00:17:42,478 --> 00:17:45,396 was coming to power, I guess you could say. 309 00:17:45,522 --> 00:17:47,607 (Speaks indistinctly) 310 00:17:49,485 --> 00:17:51,778 (Boys laugh) 311 00:17:53,197 --> 00:17:55,364 Look at how Sean's going, eh? 312 00:17:55,491 --> 00:17:57,950 TAS: He'd like to quote movies, my brother. 313 00:17:58,077 --> 00:18:03,706 The movie Platoon, that was the war between Elias and Barnes, 314 00:18:03,832 --> 00:18:07,585 and he'd say, like, we skated like Barnes and Elias. 315 00:18:07,711 --> 00:18:10,922 Elias was more free-flowing and stoned 316 00:18:11,048 --> 00:18:12,507 and Barnes was like, 317 00:18:12,633 --> 00:18:16,010 'If the machine breaks down, we break down.' 318 00:18:16,136 --> 00:18:17,887 He just gets hammered and just, 'Raah!' 319 00:18:18,013 --> 00:18:21,390 Makes things happen, and that's how Ben reckons I skated. 320 00:18:23,227 --> 00:18:26,604 I'd roll in, try to do everything and land it or die. 321 00:18:26,730 --> 00:18:28,898 He'd call it 'Barnesing' it. 322 00:18:30,692 --> 00:18:34,946 Ben was more flick perfect and he was more the Elias 323 00:18:35,072 --> 00:18:37,448 'cause he tried to be more understanding. 324 00:18:42,538 --> 00:18:46,124 We did everything together. We were inseparable. 325 00:18:46,250 --> 00:18:48,334 Go slowly. 326 00:18:48,460 --> 00:18:51,754 - Wait, are you filming? - Yeah. 327 00:18:51,880 --> 00:18:56,092 GREG : The scene was really dead in Australia at that point. 328 00:18:56,218 --> 00:18:58,511 Just feed it. Don't hurt it. 329 00:18:58,637 --> 00:19:02,557 GREG : But it sort of brought us sort of closer together. 330 00:19:02,683 --> 00:19:04,267 It's trying to attack me! 331 00:19:04,393 --> 00:19:06,894 GREG : TAS and Ben both knew how to have a fun time. 332 00:19:07,020 --> 00:19:08,020 Come on! 333 00:19:08,147 --> 00:19:10,231 (Boys laugh) 334 00:19:11,316 --> 00:19:12,942 Get off! 335 00:19:13,068 --> 00:19:17,905 (Boys laugh) 336 00:19:21,702 --> 00:19:23,119 GREG : I'm recording. 337 00:19:23,245 --> 00:19:25,204 GREG : Yeah, hang on. (TAS breaks wind) 338 00:19:25,330 --> 00:19:27,331 (Boys laugh) TAS: Did it work? 339 00:19:27,457 --> 00:19:29,417 GIRL: (Laughs) Nah! - No! 340 00:19:29,543 --> 00:19:32,336 (All laugh) - Did it work? 341 00:19:32,462 --> 00:19:36,799 GREG : Got it, mongol? - Fucking wait. 342 00:19:36,925 --> 00:19:40,428 DOM : TAS always had something new up his sleeve, you know. 343 00:19:40,554 --> 00:19:43,890 If it was causing mischief, he definitely wouldn't hold back. 344 00:19:44,016 --> 00:19:47,185 Hold it upside down until the plastic starts burning. 345 00:19:49,396 --> 00:19:53,232 The bomb is gonna go off! 346 00:19:53,358 --> 00:19:55,651 TAS: Little bogans, I suppose. That's what we did. 347 00:19:55,777 --> 00:19:58,613 We were always looking for a rush, trying to have fun. 348 00:19:58,739 --> 00:20:00,615 BOY 1 : Fuck off. BOY 2: Keep away from me! 349 00:20:00,741 --> 00:20:03,117 - You're a fucking goober! - Get away from me! 350 00:20:03,243 --> 00:20:06,120 - Fucking don't hit me. - Get away from me, you idiot. 351 00:20:06,246 --> 00:20:10,625 - You're a cunt. - Well, fuck you, mongol. 352 00:20:11,960 --> 00:20:15,755 (Boys laugh) BOY: Yeah! 353 00:20:15,881 --> 00:20:18,925 TAS: What kid doesn't have fun blowing up lighters 354 00:20:19,051 --> 00:20:22,803 or smashing things or finding a stolen car in a paddock 355 00:20:22,930 --> 00:20:26,974 and smashing all the windows in it and setting it on fire? 356 00:20:27,100 --> 00:20:31,145 (Chuckles) What little kid didn't enjoy that stuff? 357 00:20:31,271 --> 00:20:33,856 It's what everyone does, don't they? 358 00:20:33,982 --> 00:20:35,441 Didn't they? 359 00:20:35,567 --> 00:20:37,652 ♪ ROCK MUSIC 360 00:20:45,118 --> 00:20:47,328 Why are you here? 361 00:20:47,454 --> 00:20:49,288 I'm doing a demo. 362 00:20:49,414 --> 00:20:51,249 What do you think of the demo so far? 363 00:20:51,375 --> 00:20:52,416 It sucks. 364 00:20:52,542 --> 00:20:53,876 - Why? - Shit ramp. 365 00:20:54,002 --> 00:20:56,087 Any good-looking chicks out there? 366 00:20:56,213 --> 00:21:00,091 Uh. .. most of them are lizards. I suppose there'd be a few. 367 00:21:00,217 --> 00:21:03,511 How could you sum Sydney up in one word? 368 00:21:03,637 --> 00:21:04,804 Fucked. 369 00:21:09,434 --> 00:21:11,978 TAS: It went sort of slack for a bit. 370 00:21:12,104 --> 00:21:13,646 Not much skating went down. 371 00:21:13,772 --> 00:21:15,690 That was when I made up my mind. 372 00:21:15,816 --> 00:21:19,277 I was 16, worked for a year and a half, saved up my money, 373 00:21:19,403 --> 00:21:22,655 jumped on a plane, vowing to myself I have to go there, 374 00:21:22,781 --> 00:21:24,907 and I have to beat Hawk. 375 00:21:28,787 --> 00:21:32,248 Hello, and welcome to the skate park of Tampa. 376 00:21:32,374 --> 00:21:34,750 I'll be your tour guide. My name is Bill. 377 00:21:34,876 --> 00:21:38,254 Welcome to the pro shop. We've just refinished it. 378 00:21:38,380 --> 00:21:41,007 You've got Fred over here, dealing with construction.. . 379 00:21:41,133 --> 00:21:45,303 You've got Olly, park employee. And the Sandman. 380 00:21:45,429 --> 00:21:49,974 BILL: The first time I met TAS was in Tampa, Florida. 381 00:21:50,100 --> 00:21:54,645 They had a vert ramp in a warehouse where lots of people 382 00:21:54,771 --> 00:21:57,606 from all over the world would show up. 383 00:21:57,733 --> 00:21:58,983 (Shouting) 384 00:21:59,109 --> 00:22:01,110 It was not only a great place to skate 385 00:22:01,236 --> 00:22:03,529 but it was a really fun place to party. 386 00:22:03,655 --> 00:22:06,115 It was a cool environment. 387 00:22:06,241 --> 00:22:09,535 TAS: We lived in the skate park behind the ramp. 388 00:22:09,661 --> 00:22:11,704 There was the skate park 389 00:22:11,830 --> 00:22:15,082 and then there was an office building inside the warehouse, 390 00:22:15,208 --> 00:22:19,253 and we lived directly under the ramp in the Charlie Brown room. 391 00:22:19,379 --> 00:22:22,131 It was painted yellow with a black zigzag 392 00:22:22,257 --> 00:22:23,883 all the way around the room. 393 00:22:24,009 --> 00:22:26,594 Trippy room, gave you really weird dreams in there. 394 00:22:26,720 --> 00:22:28,763 BILL: He was a kid. 395 00:22:28,889 --> 00:22:31,891 I don't even know how you'd gather the kind of money 396 00:22:32,017 --> 00:22:34,477 it takes to get a plane ticket from Australia 397 00:22:34,603 --> 00:22:41,275 to fly all the way to the US with nowhere to stay in sight, trying to chase a dream 398 00:22:41,401 --> 00:22:44,445 that, you know, doesn't seem very realistic. 399 00:22:44,571 --> 00:22:47,573 You get here and if you're the new vert skater 400 00:22:47,699 --> 00:22:50,910 from Australia that shows up, nobody cares. 401 00:22:51,995 --> 00:22:54,038 TAS came over here 402 00:22:54,164 --> 00:22:57,792 and his skating was what put him on the map, period. 403 00:22:57,918 --> 00:22:59,543 It was, like, undeniable. 404 00:23:01,838 --> 00:23:04,382 TAS: The level of skating there was mad! 405 00:23:04,508 --> 00:23:06,509 Everyone was just going off all the time, 406 00:23:06,635 --> 00:23:09,595 just filming constantly, everyone is there every day. 407 00:23:11,139 --> 00:23:13,099 ..in the pool room. 408 00:23:13,225 --> 00:23:17,103 Mike Frazier, Mike Crum! What do you know? 409 00:23:17,229 --> 00:23:19,271 (Retches) 410 00:23:24,069 --> 00:23:27,696 TAS: It was full-blown mayhem. It was crazy, man. 411 00:23:28,824 --> 00:23:31,117 A lot of acid-taking going down. 412 00:23:33,995 --> 00:23:37,123 You get sheets, mini sheets of acid 413 00:23:37,249 --> 00:23:39,708 and I'd just have acid all the time. 414 00:23:39,835 --> 00:23:41,919 (Wolf howls) 415 00:23:46,091 --> 00:23:49,927 ♪ Madness and mayhem. . . ♪ 416 00:23:50,053 --> 00:23:52,596 I filmed my whole part, 417 00:23:52,722 --> 00:23:55,474 all my tricks in the Mad Circle Let The Horns Blow, 418 00:23:55,600 --> 00:23:58,394 I was on acid, and I got Video Part of the Year. 419 00:24:00,439 --> 00:24:01,814 When I'd get on the acid, 420 00:24:01,940 --> 00:24:04,400 it was like everything just felt like I was moving well. 421 00:24:04,526 --> 00:24:07,194 You know that Da Vinci painting where the guy is like this 422 00:24:07,320 --> 00:24:10,281 and it's in the circle, there's all the numbers? 423 00:24:10,407 --> 00:24:11,949 I started feeling like him. 424 00:24:12,075 --> 00:24:15,161 ♪ HEAVY METAL 425 00:24:31,261 --> 00:24:35,306 I always wanted to be able to do everything in a line at the end. 426 00:24:35,432 --> 00:24:37,391 I just thought the best thing is, like, 427 00:24:37,517 --> 00:24:41,061 imagine all these mad, single tricks these guys have filmed 428 00:24:41,188 --> 00:24:42,855 and then everyone thinks that's your video part done 429 00:24:42,981 --> 00:24:44,732 and then, at the end of your part, 430 00:24:44,858 --> 00:24:48,486 you gotta do it all in one line. 431 00:24:48,612 --> 00:24:51,530 ♪ HEAVY METAL 432 00:25:06,630 --> 00:25:08,547 (Boy screams and whoops) 433 00:25:08,673 --> 00:25:11,383 BILL: The Mad Circle video really put him on the map 434 00:25:11,510 --> 00:25:17,014 because he was certainly the next guy that was changing 435 00:25:17,140 --> 00:25:19,558 what you thought was possible or how it was done on vert. 436 00:25:19,684 --> 00:25:22,478 There was one line that stood out 437 00:25:22,604 --> 00:25:24,772 that was like all the hardest tricks 438 00:25:24,898 --> 00:25:29,151 that no one had really ever seen, but put into one line. 439 00:25:29,277 --> 00:25:34,073 Rumor has it that that line was done on mushrooms as well, 440 00:25:34,199 --> 00:25:37,826 so it made it that much more iconic. 441 00:25:44,626 --> 00:25:46,710 GREG : In that period when TAS was in the States, 442 00:25:46,836 --> 00:25:51,131 Ben was preparing himself to be a world-class skater. 443 00:25:51,258 --> 00:25:52,800 MAN : Oh, yeah! 444 00:25:56,596 --> 00:25:59,515 CAMERAMAN : Whoo-hoo! 445 00:25:59,641 --> 00:26:03,018 - It's fucking cold! (People laugh) 446 00:26:03,144 --> 00:26:05,980 Oh, my God! That was so scary! 447 00:26:06,106 --> 00:26:08,482 CAMERAMAN : You guys are fucked! 448 00:26:08,608 --> 00:26:10,985 GREG : He was filming all the time with me, 449 00:26:11,111 --> 00:26:13,112 hanging out, having fun, but also trying to do 450 00:26:13,238 --> 00:26:17,408 the best he could to prepare himself to go to America. 451 00:26:20,495 --> 00:26:22,705 - Start again. - Shut up! 452 00:26:22,831 --> 00:26:24,290 (Coughs) 453 00:26:25,959 --> 00:26:28,794 (American accent) Bunch of slack-jawed faggots around here. 454 00:26:28,920 --> 00:26:32,047 This stuff will make you a goddamn sexual Tyrannosaurus, 455 00:26:32,173 --> 00:26:34,174 just like me. 456 00:26:34,301 --> 00:26:37,845 BEN : I was 16, I finished Year 10 and went to the States. 457 00:26:37,971 --> 00:26:40,139 My brother was already over there 'cause he finished school 458 00:26:40,265 --> 00:26:41,223 because he was two years older than me, 459 00:26:41,349 --> 00:26:43,350 so he was already in Tampa, Florida. 460 00:26:43,476 --> 00:26:45,394 I flew over to Tampa, met TAS there. 461 00:26:48,440 --> 00:26:52,234 BILL: Ben blew straight onto the scene like his brother. 462 00:26:52,360 --> 00:26:53,861 BILL: What's your name? - Ben PAPPAS. 463 00:26:53,987 --> 00:26:56,155 - Where are you from? - Australia. 464 00:26:56,281 --> 00:26:58,907 - How old are you? - 16. 465 00:26:59,034 --> 00:27:03,412 BILL: These guys were putting such a heavy hit on vert skating 466 00:27:03,538 --> 00:27:05,706 that it was just unbelievable. 467 00:27:09,294 --> 00:27:11,170 LANCE CONKLIN : Me and my brother and this guy Bo Turner, 468 00:27:11,296 --> 00:27:13,589 we would go to the skate park to go skate, 469 00:27:13,715 --> 00:27:16,175 and then seeing these dudes skate the vert ramp 470 00:27:16,301 --> 00:27:18,761 like no one else I've ever seen skate the vert ramp. 471 00:27:18,887 --> 00:27:21,263 Out of nowhere, like, 'Who the fuck are these guys?' 472 00:27:21,389 --> 00:27:23,932 'Oh, they're the PAPPAS brothers from Australia.' 473 00:27:26,019 --> 00:27:29,104 Both those guys were, 'I'm going to fucking make this trick, I don't give a shit.' 474 00:27:29,230 --> 00:27:30,898 That was the mentality. 475 00:27:31,024 --> 00:27:33,525 When they were on it, it was like, 'Dude, stand back, 476 00:27:33,652 --> 00:27:37,696 and fucking watch some really, really good skateboarding.' 477 00:27:37,822 --> 00:27:39,782 ♪ ROCK MUSIC 478 00:27:39,908 --> 00:27:45,412 (Cheering and applauding) 479 00:27:45,538 --> 00:27:47,373 TAS: Got onto the comp circuit. 480 00:27:47,499 --> 00:27:51,168 Being an outsider from another country, it was hard. 481 00:27:56,299 --> 00:27:58,342 You come up, you've gotta start doing stuff 482 00:27:58,468 --> 00:28:01,679 that is just obviously light-years ahead, 483 00:28:01,805 --> 00:28:05,641 or way harder combos which no one's even bothering to do. 484 00:28:07,936 --> 00:28:09,436 BILL: TAS went from a guy 485 00:28:09,562 --> 00:28:11,855 that was living in the skate park at Tampa 486 00:28:11,981 --> 00:28:17,319 to a guy that started to pick up a bunch of really good sponsors. 487 00:28:17,445 --> 00:28:18,737 Ben, as well, during that 488 00:28:18,863 --> 00:28:22,574 had really stepped into that arena just like TAS. 489 00:28:22,701 --> 00:28:25,160 They were both so fucking gnarly. 490 00:28:25,286 --> 00:28:27,413 (Whooping and cheering) 491 00:28:31,209 --> 00:28:34,086 TAS: It took Ben a bit to get used to the pressure 492 00:28:34,212 --> 00:28:37,965 of the world stage, but once he did, he just started killing it. 493 00:28:38,091 --> 00:28:41,009 (Cheering) 494 00:28:41,136 --> 00:28:42,761 TAS: I never thought about the money. 495 00:28:42,887 --> 00:28:44,847 I was just enjoying going on tour 496 00:28:44,973 --> 00:28:48,308 and chicks and new best friends in every city. 497 00:28:48,435 --> 00:28:50,102 (Chuckles) It was fun. 498 00:28:55,400 --> 00:28:59,403 COMMENTATOR: TAS PAPPAS, ready to go. 499 00:28:59,529 --> 00:29:02,239 He's a feisty one. COMMENTATOR 2: He is a feisty one.. . 500 00:29:02,365 --> 00:29:03,991 TAS: As the comp circuit went on, 501 00:29:04,117 --> 00:29:06,618 I started realizing how weird it was getting. 502 00:29:06,745 --> 00:29:09,163 All of a sudden, it's ESPN 503 00:29:09,289 --> 00:29:12,166 and you got your Hawks playing it up to the camera, 504 00:29:12,292 --> 00:29:14,585 really going, like, full mainstream 505 00:29:14,711 --> 00:29:16,295 Brady Bunch type stuff. 506 00:29:16,421 --> 00:29:18,839 COMMENTATOR: It is skateboard vert, 507 00:29:18,965 --> 00:29:22,092 and it is Tony Hawk's turn. 508 00:29:22,218 --> 00:29:23,802 Can I go? 509 00:29:23,928 --> 00:29:27,097 TAS: Some X Games it was like, 'X Games welcomes Tony Hawk' 510 00:29:27,223 --> 00:29:28,849 like, he was fully in there at ESPN. 511 00:29:28,975 --> 00:29:30,726 I think he married a chick from ESPN. 512 00:29:30,852 --> 00:29:32,352 It was like he owned it! 513 00:29:32,479 --> 00:29:34,688 He's a pretty smart businessman, I'd give him that. 514 00:29:34,814 --> 00:29:37,691 COMMENTATOR: Tony Hawk, one of the greatest ever in this sport. 515 00:29:37,817 --> 00:29:40,360 He's got his own skateboard company, he's into videos, 516 00:29:40,487 --> 00:29:42,863 even took a stab at directing in our ESPN truck. 517 00:29:42,989 --> 00:29:45,491 (Chuckles) Hey, I just have a question. .. 518 00:29:45,617 --> 00:29:48,869 TAS: I thought, 'Yeah, what is this? This isn't us.' 519 00:29:48,995 --> 00:29:51,288 Skateboarding is about individuality, 520 00:29:51,414 --> 00:29:53,290 and they were taking that away. 521 00:29:53,416 --> 00:29:55,334 Whoa, nice. 522 00:29:55,460 --> 00:29:57,544 COMMENTATOR: Is he going for something new? 523 00:29:57,670 --> 00:30:00,422 TAS: Some of the stuff I saw, I remember just shaking my head, 524 00:30:00,548 --> 00:30:04,343 just going, 'Wow, is this what skating has turned into?' 525 00:30:04,469 --> 00:30:05,886 (Screaming and cheering) 526 00:30:06,012 --> 00:30:07,971 REPORTER: We've seen that he can fly high. 527 00:30:08,097 --> 00:30:11,809 Here he goes, scooting across there. He's in the water! 528 00:30:11,935 --> 00:30:13,602 (Cheering) 529 00:30:13,728 --> 00:30:17,773 Hawk takes a swim, and the crowd love that! 530 00:30:17,899 --> 00:30:20,984 ♪ ROCK MUSIC 531 00:30:41,339 --> 00:30:44,341 LANCE: If you want to be a pro racer, where do you go? 532 00:30:44,467 --> 00:30:47,553 Indianapolis 500. 533 00:30:47,679 --> 00:30:50,639 You want to be an actor, you go to Hollywood. 534 00:30:52,267 --> 00:30:55,143 Want to be model? Go to fucking New York. 535 00:30:58,356 --> 00:31:01,525 You wanna be a pro skateboarder, you come to San Diego. 536 00:31:05,655 --> 00:31:07,948 I moved to California in '95 537 00:31:08,074 --> 00:31:10,701 and ended up living with Danny Way, 538 00:31:10,827 --> 00:31:12,411 and then those guys came out. 539 00:31:14,038 --> 00:31:16,832 It's not even that hard. 540 00:31:16,958 --> 00:31:20,127 AS: As soon as me and Ben moved to San Diego, we felt at home. 541 00:31:20,253 --> 00:31:22,880 Do it all the way. Should go all the way forwards. 542 00:31:25,884 --> 00:31:28,468 TAS: Then when Danny and Colin invited me and Ben 543 00:31:28,595 --> 00:31:32,097 to go skate the Plan B ramp with them, we were just psyched. 544 00:31:32,223 --> 00:31:33,557 Yeah! 545 00:31:33,683 --> 00:31:35,559 TAS: It was just like hanging with the boys. 546 00:31:35,685 --> 00:31:40,522 There was no fakeness going on, you know? 547 00:31:40,648 --> 00:31:42,774 Cocky bastard. 548 00:31:43,985 --> 00:31:46,445 LANCE: They were skating with their hero, Danny. 549 00:31:46,571 --> 00:31:48,947 The level went up, huge. 550 00:31:49,073 --> 00:31:52,159 It was like, 'Holy fuck, dude, did you see that?' 551 00:31:56,205 --> 00:32:00,083 Those guys fed off each other. They were fucking competitive. 552 00:32:00,209 --> 00:32:02,002 TAS would be saying shit to Danny 553 00:32:02,128 --> 00:32:03,837 and they'd get into arguments 554 00:32:03,963 --> 00:32:07,382 and, 'Fuck, I can't wait to see the skateboarding go down!' 555 00:32:07,508 --> 00:32:08,884 And it went down. 556 00:32:09,010 --> 00:32:11,595 Ah, you trick thief. Jake's been trying that. 557 00:32:24,150 --> 00:32:27,069 Then those guys ended up living at the house 558 00:32:27,195 --> 00:32:31,573 and that was quite a.. . You know. 559 00:32:31,699 --> 00:32:34,117 (Laughs) I don't know what to say. 560 00:32:34,243 --> 00:32:36,328 (Laughing and shouting) 561 00:32:43,336 --> 00:32:48,674 TAS: That was another mayhem, living at Danny's house - it was just party time again. 562 00:32:48,800 --> 00:32:53,553 Me and Ben are chopping coke non-stop, skating, partying. 563 00:32:53,680 --> 00:32:57,641 Just.. . You couldn't escape it in those days, you know what I mean? 564 00:33:00,728 --> 00:33:03,897 TOMMY CAUDILL: The first time me and TAS sat down, 565 00:33:04,023 --> 00:33:06,692 he took my brand-new bag of weed and I look over 566 00:33:06,818 --> 00:33:10,737 and he's chopping it all up with his cigarettes, you know, 567 00:33:10,863 --> 00:33:14,533 and, to me, that was disrespect. 568 00:33:14,659 --> 00:33:16,118 I was a little pissed. 569 00:33:16,244 --> 00:33:18,120 You know, 'That's my fucking weed. 570 00:33:18,246 --> 00:33:20,330 That's my brand-new bag of weed,' 571 00:33:20,456 --> 00:33:22,916 and he's chopping it up, making himself a mull. 572 00:33:23,042 --> 00:33:26,461 'It's a fucking mull, mate.' Chopping it up. 573 00:33:26,587 --> 00:33:28,922 I don't really think it was something he tried to do. 574 00:33:29,048 --> 00:33:34,636 I just think he was, like, a natural asshole. 575 00:33:34,762 --> 00:33:39,016 At the time, me and Danny were starting a skateboard company 576 00:33:39,142 --> 00:33:40,976 called Platinum Skateboards 577 00:33:41,102 --> 00:33:44,146 and we wanted TAS and Ben to be on the team. 578 00:33:44,272 --> 00:33:47,983 We started talking to them and it was just on. 579 00:33:48,109 --> 00:33:51,153 ♪ HEAVY METAL 580 00:33:52,989 --> 00:33:54,906 (Cheering) 581 00:34:02,498 --> 00:34:06,209 TAS: Platinum was a bloody dream team. 582 00:34:06,335 --> 00:34:08,754 It was a sick bloody team! 583 00:34:08,880 --> 00:34:12,841 Chet Thomas came on board with us, Henry Sanchez, 584 00:34:12,967 --> 00:34:15,635 but the big drawcard was me and Ben were together. 585 00:34:19,849 --> 00:34:22,309 HENRY SANCHEZ: TAS and Ben were acquaintances 586 00:34:22,435 --> 00:34:25,228 until I got on XYZ Platinum, 587 00:34:25,354 --> 00:34:27,564 and from that point, we got pretty close. 588 00:34:27,690 --> 00:34:31,693 It opened up a different side - for me, anyways, 589 00:34:31,819 --> 00:34:33,570 because I was a street skater. 590 00:34:33,696 --> 00:34:37,616 Just seeing those guys skating vert, just going crazy, 591 00:34:37,742 --> 00:34:41,286 living the rock star lifestyle was pretty awesome. 592 00:34:41,412 --> 00:34:43,205 You appreciate it as a street skater 593 00:34:43,331 --> 00:34:45,582 'cause you don't get that rock star status 594 00:34:45,708 --> 00:34:47,375 that the vert guys get. 595 00:34:47,502 --> 00:34:49,878 They do a couple of Mac Twists and come off the ramp 596 00:34:50,004 --> 00:34:52,047 and literally girls are surrounded. 597 00:34:52,173 --> 00:34:54,007 Ben wasn't so much like that, 598 00:34:54,133 --> 00:34:57,552 but TAS indulged in that lifestyle, you know. 599 00:34:59,639 --> 00:35:01,139 BILL: They both rode for this new company. 600 00:35:01,265 --> 00:35:03,850 There was all this huge hype surrounding them. 601 00:35:03,976 --> 00:35:05,769 They had this really cool apartment 602 00:35:05,895 --> 00:35:07,979 just steps away from the beach. 603 00:35:08,106 --> 00:35:11,066 Tas's dad had come over and started living with them, 604 00:35:11,192 --> 00:35:13,485 so that was really cool, 605 00:35:13,611 --> 00:35:16,404 and then the contest season started to pick up 606 00:35:16,531 --> 00:35:19,282 in the vert world and there were some big contests. 607 00:35:19,408 --> 00:35:22,452 ♪ WHIMSICAL, HAPPY MUSIC 608 00:35:36,634 --> 00:35:40,595 HENRY: TAS and Ben just killed all the contests, you know. 609 00:35:40,721 --> 00:35:43,390 They were powerhouses, they come from Australia, 610 00:35:43,516 --> 00:35:46,143 and they just had that Australian attitude 611 00:35:46,269 --> 00:35:48,019 of not giving a shit. 612 00:35:49,647 --> 00:35:51,565 (Cheering) 613 00:35:53,067 --> 00:35:57,529 ANNOUNCER: From Melbourne, Australia, TAS PAPPAS! 614 00:35:59,782 --> 00:36:01,950 TAS: There was a bit of push and pull all year 615 00:36:02,076 --> 00:36:03,743 between me, Ben and Hawk. 616 00:36:03,870 --> 00:36:06,454 ANNOUNCER: TAS PAPPAS opening the door. 617 00:36:06,581 --> 00:36:09,332 Kickflip Indy. Wow! 618 00:36:09,458 --> 00:36:11,751 TAS: I just remember going to each comp 619 00:36:11,878 --> 00:36:13,378 and we'd be doing latest tricks. 620 00:36:13,504 --> 00:36:15,380 ANNOUNCER: TAS really had a good run. 621 00:36:15,506 --> 00:36:18,884 TAS: Hawk was still just doing his normal stuff. 622 00:36:19,010 --> 00:36:21,428 He wasn't flipping his board or any of that stuff 623 00:36:21,554 --> 00:36:23,555 and he would be winning the comps still. 624 00:36:23,681 --> 00:36:25,098 We were a bit mind-boggled. 625 00:36:25,224 --> 00:36:27,851 ANNOUNCER: And the judges scored a 90. 626 00:36:27,977 --> 00:36:29,561 That means we are deadlocked 627 00:36:29,687 --> 00:36:32,272 and we will have a run-off for the championship. 628 00:36:32,398 --> 00:36:34,191 TAS: He's an amazing skater. 629 00:36:34,317 --> 00:36:37,027 I don't particularly like his style. 630 00:36:37,153 --> 00:36:39,529 He just wasn't doing the latest moves 631 00:36:39,655 --> 00:36:42,157 and it was a bit hard to cop at times, you know. 632 00:36:47,121 --> 00:36:50,874 ANNOUNCER: Oh, incredible! Outstanding run by Ben. 633 00:36:51,000 --> 00:36:53,001 TAS: Then all of a sudden, Ben went off. 634 00:36:53,127 --> 00:36:56,087 I think he got three firsts in a row or something. 635 00:36:56,214 --> 00:36:58,465 He was just on this roll at one point. 636 00:36:58,591 --> 00:37:00,175 ANNOUNCER: Oh, my goodness! 637 00:37:00,301 --> 00:37:02,177 Ben PAPPAS is the best skateboarder 638 00:37:02,303 --> 00:37:03,762 in the world right now. 639 00:37:03,888 --> 00:37:07,140 - You've got to be stoked. - I'm stoked as. 640 00:37:07,266 --> 00:37:09,017 I was like, 'He beat me again.' 641 00:37:09,143 --> 00:37:11,603 Then I'd beat him and he's like, 'Grr, next comp.' 642 00:37:11,729 --> 00:37:13,230 Like, brotherly push. 643 00:37:13,356 --> 00:37:15,398 It was always been like that since day one. 644 00:37:15,524 --> 00:37:18,985 ANNOUNCER: Another fakie into a 720. Holy cow! 645 00:37:19,111 --> 00:37:20,487 TAS: It got to a point 646 00:37:20,613 --> 00:37:22,197 we weren't even thinking about anyone else. 647 00:37:22,323 --> 00:37:25,116 Hawk wasn't in there. It was just about pushing each other further and further. 648 00:37:31,624 --> 00:37:34,542 We've been entering contests ever since we were kids. 649 00:37:34,669 --> 00:37:36,586 It's all the same when it comes down to it. 650 00:37:36,712 --> 00:37:39,464 It's just a contest. You're there, you gotta do your best. 651 00:37:49,225 --> 00:37:51,101 TAS: I was told on the day 652 00:37:51,227 --> 00:37:57,107 that, 'You and Ben are one point apart from No. 1 in the world.' 653 00:37:57,233 --> 00:38:01,111 Ben just had to place higher and he'd have had it. 654 00:38:01,237 --> 00:38:04,906 ANNOUNCER: The crowd, are you guys ready? 655 00:38:05,032 --> 00:38:06,574 (Cheering) 656 00:38:06,701 --> 00:38:11,413 1996, Hard Rock Café Vans World Championships. 657 00:38:11,539 --> 00:38:14,833 (Speaks indistinctly) 658 00:38:17,420 --> 00:38:20,213 COMMENTATOR: Tony Hawk is banging trick after trick. 659 00:38:20,339 --> 00:38:23,591 Not a lot of skateboarders are able to do what he is doing. 660 00:38:23,718 --> 00:38:25,510 TAS: Hawk did his normal run, 661 00:38:25,636 --> 00:38:29,180 which is a good run, but it wasn't, like.. . great. 662 00:38:29,307 --> 00:38:32,434 COMMENTATOR: Although he does do a lot of tricks, 663 00:38:32,560 --> 00:38:35,186 the level of intensity wasn't quite as high 664 00:38:35,313 --> 00:38:37,272 as some of the other skaters. 665 00:38:38,399 --> 00:38:40,275 Ben PAPPAS dropping in, 666 00:38:40,401 --> 00:38:44,070 dropping straight into a huge kickflip Indy. 667 00:38:44,196 --> 00:38:47,866 Winner of three previous events coming into this contest. 668 00:38:47,992 --> 00:38:49,868 TAS: It was a long, hard season 669 00:38:49,994 --> 00:38:53,121 and Ben has a tweaked lower back, so he was struggling. 670 00:38:55,166 --> 00:38:57,334 So I decided it was up to me. 671 00:38:57,460 --> 00:38:59,836 I figured I just had to Barnes it, 672 00:38:59,962 --> 00:39:02,380 and Barnesed it is what I did. (Chuckles) 673 00:39:02,506 --> 00:39:04,799 ANNOUNCER: TAS! Yeah! 674 00:39:04,925 --> 00:39:09,054 (Announcer speaks indistinctly) 675 00:39:12,641 --> 00:39:14,726 (Audience cheers) 676 00:39:21,150 --> 00:39:23,234 (Audience screams and cheers) 677 00:39:25,821 --> 00:39:28,573 Let's give a little applause for TAS PAPPAS right now. 678 00:39:28,699 --> 00:39:30,408 He's our No. 1 qualifier. 679 00:39:56,894 --> 00:39:58,937 TAS: Hawk was a very smart competition skater. 680 00:39:59,063 --> 00:40:01,606 He's a chess master on a skateboard 681 00:40:01,732 --> 00:40:03,441 as far as a comp run is concerned. 682 00:40:03,567 --> 00:40:05,443 But I wasn't interested in that. 683 00:40:09,949 --> 00:40:12,033 (Audience cheers) 684 00:40:17,289 --> 00:40:20,875 I did my stuff and I slammed on a 720 685 00:40:21,001 --> 00:40:23,753 and slid out and went bang. 686 00:40:25,631 --> 00:40:28,675 I knew straight away I had broken my rib, 687 00:40:28,801 --> 00:40:31,594 but it didn't matter 'cause I'd already done my best run 688 00:40:31,720 --> 00:40:33,972 so I didn't think I had to skate again. 689 00:40:34,098 --> 00:40:35,849 ANNOUNCER: Was that enough to beat Tony Hawk? 690 00:40:35,975 --> 00:40:37,934 What do you think? What do you think? 691 00:40:49,280 --> 00:40:53,616 ANNOUNCER: That is a dead tie, so we are headed for a run-off 692 00:40:53,742 --> 00:40:55,994 with Tony Hawk and TAS PAPPAS. 693 00:40:56,120 --> 00:40:57,078 TAS: I didn't believe it. 694 00:40:57,204 --> 00:40:59,581 I was saying, 'Oh, my God, what more can I do?' 695 00:40:59,707 --> 00:41:01,916 I remember Ben going off to the judges, 696 00:41:02,042 --> 00:41:03,751 'How the hell is it a head-to-head? 697 00:41:03,878 --> 00:41:06,588 He did kickflips 10ft high!' 698 00:41:06,714 --> 00:41:08,715 Now I gotta try again? 699 00:41:08,841 --> 00:41:09,924 And it was even harder in the head-to-head 700 00:41:10,050 --> 00:41:12,844 because he would just be going 540, 540, 540, 540, 701 00:41:12,970 --> 00:41:15,430 air to fakie, 720, 540, 540, grind, grind, grind. 702 00:41:15,556 --> 00:41:17,056 You know what I mean? 703 00:41:19,143 --> 00:41:20,977 COMMENTATOR 1 : Well, in situations like this, 704 00:41:21,103 --> 00:41:23,646 you always have to favor the veteran of the sport - 705 00:41:23,772 --> 00:41:26,483 he's been here before. 706 00:41:26,609 --> 00:41:29,569 COMMENTATOR 2: Tony just doesn't fault. 707 00:41:32,656 --> 00:41:36,659 EN : Tony dropped in and did his run and did every single trick 708 00:41:36,785 --> 00:41:39,829 that he was pretty much doing that day. 709 00:41:39,955 --> 00:41:41,581 I thought he had it in the bag. 710 00:41:41,707 --> 00:41:44,501 I thought, 'Tony's definitely got it.' 711 00:41:44,627 --> 00:41:46,711 (Cheering) 712 00:42:00,100 --> 00:42:02,519 TAS: I was on top of the roll in. . . 713 00:42:02,645 --> 00:42:04,729 ..and I'm like, 'What have I got to lose now?' 714 00:42:04,855 --> 00:42:08,566 My rib's already broken so I may as well just go for it. 715 00:42:08,692 --> 00:42:14,656 If I didn't win, I just wanted to be known as the guy who went completely ballistic. 716 00:42:16,450 --> 00:42:18,826 ANNOUNCER: Are you ready for TAS PAPPAS? 717 00:42:18,953 --> 00:42:23,039 Look at that, just going giant! 718 00:42:27,044 --> 00:42:28,878 Oh, my goodness! 719 00:42:29,004 --> 00:42:31,422 Oh, my God. 720 00:42:37,137 --> 00:42:40,807 Fakie, 540 to fakie, one of the hardest tricks you can do. 721 00:42:42,476 --> 00:42:44,811 Oh! 722 00:42:44,937 --> 00:42:50,191 That was amazing. It's going to be a tough call for the judges. 723 00:42:50,317 --> 00:42:51,776 ANNOUNCER: Was that enough to beat Tony Hawk? 724 00:42:51,902 --> 00:42:54,445 - What do you think? (Audience cheers) 725 00:42:58,659 --> 00:43:01,202 Well, it's kind of déjà vu in Las Vegas, 726 00:43:01,328 --> 00:43:04,831 Tony Hawk and TAS PAPPAS went head-to-head for a final. 727 00:43:04,957 --> 00:43:06,874 They did it again today, as you saw, 728 00:43:07,001 --> 00:43:08,543 and I'm gonna tell him for the first time. 729 00:43:08,669 --> 00:43:10,295 TAS, you're the champion, 730 00:43:10,421 --> 00:43:12,964 I don't know if you know that, but you won the contest. 731 00:43:13,090 --> 00:43:15,258 - Did I? No. .. - You won the contest. 732 00:43:15,384 --> 00:43:17,927 - You're serious? - Yes, you did. 733 00:43:18,053 --> 00:43:19,762 - Nah. (Laughs) 734 00:43:19,888 --> 00:43:22,515 Well, kind of an unbelievable reaction because I know, TAS. . . 735 00:43:22,641 --> 00:43:24,017 TAS: I didn't believe it. 736 00:43:24,143 --> 00:43:25,935 I thought they were taking the piss. 737 00:43:26,061 --> 00:43:28,563 Then after that, I was like, 'No way.' 738 00:43:28,689 --> 00:43:31,983 Are you pretty stoked right now? What are you thinking right now? 739 00:43:32,109 --> 00:43:34,402 - You're in disbelief. - I don't believe you. 740 00:43:34,528 --> 00:43:35,987 (Both laugh) 741 00:43:36,113 --> 00:43:38,197 (Applause and cheering) 742 00:43:42,703 --> 00:43:46,205 TAS: It felt sick! You're at the top. 743 00:43:47,625 --> 00:43:48,416 You're on the best teams, 744 00:43:48,542 --> 00:43:51,252 you're affiliated with the best guys, 745 00:43:51,378 --> 00:43:54,213 winning comps. 746 00:43:54,340 --> 00:43:57,759 That was the goal - to be there, to do that. 747 00:43:57,885 --> 00:44:00,720 It was bloody amazing really. 748 00:44:00,846 --> 00:44:03,640 YOUNG TAS: When they called it, it was just like, 'Holy shit!' 749 00:44:03,766 --> 00:44:05,391 Yeah, that was amazing. 750 00:44:05,517 --> 00:44:09,812 I will never forget the day. I was just blown away. 751 00:44:09,938 --> 00:44:13,441 TAS: Afterwards, Hawk was sort of angry and cut, 752 00:44:13,567 --> 00:44:16,027 and he came up and he's looked at me, he's like, 753 00:44:16,153 --> 00:44:19,238 'Uh, I just feel like I should have won that.' 754 00:44:19,365 --> 00:44:22,575 Then Ben's just come out, going, 'Fuck off, Hawk. 755 00:44:22,701 --> 00:44:26,079 All year, they have been giving you the comps 756 00:44:26,205 --> 00:44:30,249 and you come to us, "Uh, I think I should have won!"' 757 00:44:30,376 --> 00:44:33,920 And Ben goes, 'Why can't you just be happy 758 00:44:34,046 --> 00:44:36,381 for someone else who's done it, man? 759 00:44:36,507 --> 00:44:38,091 You don't flip your board!' 760 00:44:38,217 --> 00:44:42,095 He goes, 'Fuck off, old man. You're over.' 761 00:44:42,221 --> 00:44:45,264 Because Ben went to bat for me so hard, 762 00:44:45,391 --> 00:44:47,850 I was thinking, 'Do I do the right thing here? 763 00:44:47,976 --> 00:44:49,185 No, no, no, Ben.' 764 00:44:49,311 --> 00:44:51,562 I couldn't leave Ben with it and have Hawk hate Ben's guts 765 00:44:51,689 --> 00:44:54,357 and not hate my guts at the same time. 766 00:44:54,483 --> 00:44:56,567 'If my brother's going off for me this hard, 767 00:44:56,694 --> 00:44:58,486 I won't have him look like the only dick. 768 00:44:58,612 --> 00:45:00,029 I'll be a dick with him. 769 00:45:00,155 --> 00:45:02,073 Yeah, fuck off, Hawk, you fucking wanker! 770 00:45:02,199 --> 00:45:05,368 You can't even flip your board, you old prick.' 771 00:45:05,494 --> 00:45:11,124 And that's one of the things that led to our feud. 772 00:45:11,250 --> 00:45:14,127 TAS did a really good job at burning bridges. 773 00:45:14,253 --> 00:45:17,880 You know, he thoroughly would burn down the bridge. 774 00:45:18,006 --> 00:45:20,758 It wasn't like he stepped on someone's toes 775 00:45:20,884 --> 00:45:24,470 and then worked it out with them or anything - 776 00:45:24,596 --> 00:45:26,097 he would step on your toes, 777 00:45:26,223 --> 00:45:27,849 spit in your face and, 'Fuck you!' 778 00:45:31,937 --> 00:45:34,313 PRESENTER: No, it's not New York. 779 00:45:34,440 --> 00:45:36,566 It's Melbourne's Prahran skate ramp 780 00:45:36,692 --> 00:45:40,486 where the PAPPAS brothers have come home to a hero's welcome. 781 00:45:40,612 --> 00:45:42,905 BOY: I've had tapes of them when they were younger. 782 00:45:43,031 --> 00:45:44,782 They weren't as good. 783 00:45:44,908 --> 00:45:47,118 And now they've reached the top and they're the best now. 784 00:45:47,244 --> 00:45:49,829 They've got the technique, everything, soul, 785 00:45:49,955 --> 00:45:52,957 whatever it takes, they've got it and they did it. 786 00:45:53,083 --> 00:45:55,543 PRESENTER: TAS PAPPAS and his younger brother Ben 787 00:45:55,669 --> 00:46:00,006 are now the world's No. 1 and 2 ranked skateboarders. 788 00:46:00,132 --> 00:46:01,966 I just did it to pass time 789 00:46:02,092 --> 00:46:04,469 and then it started working out for the better. 790 00:46:04,595 --> 00:46:07,346 DOM : I couldn't believe it myself, you know. 791 00:46:07,473 --> 00:46:10,892 I thought they would probably get in the top ten or top five, 792 00:46:11,018 --> 00:46:14,937 but I never expected them to take it that far. 793 00:46:15,063 --> 00:46:17,732 I am a professional athlete. I'm about to do an interview. 794 00:46:17,858 --> 00:46:19,859 TAS: We went back home to celebrate. 795 00:46:19,985 --> 00:46:21,611 We were just on such a high, 796 00:46:21,737 --> 00:46:23,488 we just didn't want the party to end. 797 00:46:23,614 --> 00:46:27,533 Everywhere we went, we had a few casual little lines of coke, 798 00:46:27,659 --> 00:46:31,078 which turned into three weeks at a time. 799 00:46:31,205 --> 00:46:32,955 Yeah, it was party time. 800 00:46:33,081 --> 00:46:34,832 Come in, James, are you there? 801 00:46:34,958 --> 00:46:38,377 TAS PAPPAS, everyone, give him a round of applause! 802 00:46:38,504 --> 00:46:40,922 (Cheering and applause) 803 00:46:41,048 --> 00:46:44,258 TAS, can I just ask a question. You are world champion. 804 00:46:44,384 --> 00:46:48,262 You won the $10,000 prize or so recently up against Tony Hawk 805 00:46:48,388 --> 00:46:49,972 and you did it with a broken rib. 806 00:46:50,098 --> 00:46:51,808 How did that happen? 807 00:46:51,934 --> 00:46:56,896 That was in my final run. I slammed and smacked my ribs. 808 00:46:57,022 --> 00:47:00,233 GREG : I was watching TV and Hey, Hey, It's Saturday came on 809 00:47:00,359 --> 00:47:02,109 and I saw Ben and TAS, 810 00:47:02,236 --> 00:47:04,862 and I went, 'Oh, my God!' 811 00:47:04,988 --> 00:47:07,740 They were completely bonkers. 812 00:47:07,866 --> 00:47:09,283 This is TAS' brother, Ben. 813 00:47:09,409 --> 00:47:11,369 GREG : They were just all pumped up, 814 00:47:11,495 --> 00:47:14,121 egos were flying and high as fuck. 815 00:47:14,248 --> 00:47:16,123 ..brother on the world circuit with you? 816 00:47:16,250 --> 00:47:18,459 I'm stoked to have TAS on the world tour. It's rad. 817 00:47:18,585 --> 00:47:20,294 We get to cruise around, skate. 818 00:47:20,420 --> 00:47:21,629 Yeah, I think he likes it too. 819 00:47:21,755 --> 00:47:25,132 A whole new lingo thing going on here. 820 00:47:25,259 --> 00:47:28,386 DARYL SOMERS: Thank the boys for showing us what they can do. 821 00:47:28,512 --> 00:47:31,514 We're proud to have the No. 1 and No.2 in the world. 822 00:47:31,640 --> 00:47:33,099 Yeah, these guys rock. 823 00:47:33,225 --> 00:47:35,643 ALL: Whoa! - Heavy slam! 824 00:47:40,983 --> 00:47:42,483 TAS! 825 00:47:43,986 --> 00:47:45,403 Hey, TAS. 826 00:47:45,529 --> 00:47:48,072 What's in your mouth? 827 00:47:48,198 --> 00:47:50,867 (TAS speaks indistinctly) 828 00:47:50,993 --> 00:47:53,411 TAS: I was training with Danny's trainer. 829 00:47:53,537 --> 00:47:57,540 I just was feeling pain and he did a full check on my body , 830 00:47:57,666 --> 00:47:59,375 X-rayed everything 831 00:47:59,501 --> 00:48:03,379 and then it turned I out I had spondylolisthesis. 832 00:48:03,505 --> 00:48:07,258 Spondylolisthesis is where the vertebrae breaks off the wings. 833 00:48:07,384 --> 00:48:09,802 My spinal cord was jammed down the bottom. 834 00:48:09,928 --> 00:48:13,890 He told Danny, 'Don't force TAS to skate. 835 00:48:14,016 --> 00:48:15,933 He'll end up paralyzed.' 836 00:48:16,059 --> 00:48:18,352 He told him, 'He needs some time to get strong'. 837 00:48:18,478 --> 00:48:21,439 I ended up paying him ten grand to do my physio. 838 00:48:22,566 --> 00:48:24,108 Do you want a Jack-and-coke? 839 00:48:24,234 --> 00:48:27,695 TAS: When I'd get injured, I'd just go party, 840 00:48:27,821 --> 00:48:30,156 I'm not going to sit at home doing this and that. 841 00:48:30,282 --> 00:48:31,657 I'd just get on it. 842 00:48:31,783 --> 00:48:34,535 What are you going to do when you're young, 843 00:48:34,661 --> 00:48:37,496 you've been on top of the world, you've got major injury, 844 00:48:37,623 --> 00:48:39,290 you're thinking this and that? 845 00:48:39,416 --> 00:48:40,917 You're going to party, aren't you? 846 00:48:41,043 --> 00:48:43,044 Once you've already got a habit, why stop? 847 00:48:43,170 --> 00:48:44,795 You've got money, you've got this, 848 00:48:44,922 --> 00:48:48,215 you think it's never going to end. 849 00:48:48,342 --> 00:48:51,302 LANCE CONKLIN : Going from nothing and then making money 850 00:48:51,428 --> 00:48:54,722 and you're that young and you're in a foreign land, 851 00:48:54,848 --> 00:48:56,098 it's got to be weird. 852 00:48:56,224 --> 00:48:58,726 All of a sudden you can do shit. 853 00:48:58,852 --> 00:49:01,729 When those guys started making a lot of money, 854 00:49:01,855 --> 00:49:04,982 they got a nice house, they were cruising around 855 00:49:05,108 --> 00:49:07,485 and having a good fucking time for a while. 856 00:49:07,611 --> 00:49:09,153 Everything was great. 857 00:49:09,279 --> 00:49:13,658 But then.. . fucking doing drugs and stuff, 858 00:49:13,784 --> 00:49:15,493 that definitely fucks you up. 859 00:49:15,619 --> 00:49:17,662 Everyone looks better in gold. The gold rim. 860 00:49:17,788 --> 00:49:20,039 TAS: I would always have tons of coke on me. 861 00:49:20,165 --> 00:49:22,041 I had a pound of coke at one time 862 00:49:22,167 --> 00:49:23,876 just sitting in my dresser, 863 00:49:24,002 --> 00:49:26,337 I didn't even think if I got caught I'd get a bunch of time. 864 00:49:26,463 --> 00:49:28,214 I remember waking up in the mornings, 865 00:49:28,340 --> 00:49:29,757 I had a big brick of this shit, 866 00:49:29,883 --> 00:49:32,134 and I had a mad knife in my top dresser. 867 00:49:32,260 --> 00:49:33,886 I'd wake up, and it was sharp as, 868 00:49:34,012 --> 00:49:35,930 and I'd just scrape the top of the brick 869 00:49:36,056 --> 00:49:37,640 and then.. . (Sniffs) 870 00:49:37,766 --> 00:49:39,266 Straight off the knife, 871 00:49:39,393 --> 00:49:41,227 and just have it sitting there at all times. 872 00:49:41,353 --> 00:49:45,523 Lee Ralph came over and I'd just break off a good chunk, 873 00:49:45,649 --> 00:49:47,650 and do it until it was gone. 874 00:49:47,776 --> 00:49:51,654 I liked to buy in bulk back in those days. 875 00:49:53,949 --> 00:49:56,283 LANCE CONKLIN : Those fucking guys went nuts. 876 00:49:56,410 --> 00:49:59,328 Going over to their house to pick up TAS 877 00:49:59,454 --> 00:50:03,582 to go film with him one night, and he's doing coke. 878 00:50:03,709 --> 00:50:06,210 There was a mound of it. It looked like Scarface. 879 00:50:06,336 --> 00:50:07,545 I mean, it was, like, a mound of cocaine. 880 00:50:07,671 --> 00:50:10,673 Like, 'Hey, Lance, Fuckin' want to do some?' 881 00:50:10,799 --> 00:50:14,176 And I'm like, 'Alright.' 882 00:50:20,058 --> 00:50:21,851 He'd bring some along with him 883 00:50:21,977 --> 00:50:24,729 and we're driving to the Plan B ramp 884 00:50:24,855 --> 00:50:27,815 and we get pulled over by the cops. 885 00:50:27,941 --> 00:50:30,359 POLICEMAN : Get out of the car. 886 00:50:30,485 --> 00:50:33,070 LANCE: I'm like, 'Oh, shit, dude.' 887 00:50:33,196 --> 00:50:35,448 I know he's got it with him. 888 00:50:35,574 --> 00:50:37,908 POLICEMAN : Get your driver's license out. 889 00:50:38,035 --> 00:50:38,909 They're like, 'What are you guys doing?' 890 00:50:39,036 --> 00:50:41,662 'We're about to go skate a ramp.' 891 00:50:41,788 --> 00:50:43,205 The cops are like, 'Yeah, right.' 892 00:50:43,331 --> 00:50:45,291 I'm like, 'Look, there's the skateboard, 893 00:50:45,417 --> 00:50:47,418 all the pads and everything. Want to watch?' 894 00:50:47,544 --> 00:50:49,837 POLICEMAN : What's this contraption on here? 895 00:50:49,963 --> 00:50:51,797 LANCE: It's a skateboard. - It's a what? 896 00:50:51,923 --> 00:50:53,632 ANCE: We got away with that one 897 00:50:53,759 --> 00:50:56,677 and I'm like, 'Fuck, man, we almost got busted for that.' 898 00:50:56,803 --> 00:50:58,220 That's when I was like, 899 00:50:58,346 --> 00:51:00,931 'Man, you've got to stop doing that shit.' 900 00:51:01,058 --> 00:51:03,309 LANCE: Let me film all this shit. 901 00:51:03,435 --> 00:51:04,852 I'll fucking film it. 902 00:51:04,978 --> 00:51:07,605 (Man speaks indistinctly) 903 00:51:07,731 --> 00:51:09,899 (Whistling) 904 00:51:12,444 --> 00:51:14,653 TOMMY CAUDILL: There was definitely 905 00:51:14,780 --> 00:51:17,698 more partying that went on than skateboarding, 906 00:51:17,824 --> 00:51:21,994 and TAS became impossible to deal with. 907 00:51:22,120 --> 00:51:24,830 TAS: You fucking rule, mate. 908 00:51:24,956 --> 00:51:28,292 I'm the same as you guys. We all skate. We skate. 909 00:51:28,418 --> 00:51:29,794 MAN : Yeah! 910 00:51:29,920 --> 00:51:33,130 TAS: I'm just the same. I just got lucky. 911 00:51:33,256 --> 00:51:37,218 I could be God fucking.. . (Speaks indistinctly) 912 00:51:37,344 --> 00:51:41,347 But the fact of the matter is it's the skaters for the skaters 913 00:51:41,473 --> 00:51:44,850 and fucking Platinum is for the skaters. 914 00:51:44,976 --> 00:51:46,852 ALL: Yeah! - You guys rule. 915 00:51:46,978 --> 00:51:49,522 OMMY CAUDILL: The Vegas contest we all went out to, 916 00:51:49,648 --> 00:51:54,568 I remember TAS getting so wasted and so belligerent 917 00:51:54,694 --> 00:51:56,654 he didn't even skate the contest. 918 00:51:56,780 --> 00:52:00,491 ALL: X-Y-Z, X-Y-Z! 919 00:52:00,617 --> 00:52:04,161 - Who rules? ALL: X-Y-Z! 920 00:52:04,287 --> 00:52:06,413 TOMMY CAUDILL: He went up on top of the platform 921 00:52:06,540 --> 00:52:08,332 and we had a box of XYZ stuff 922 00:52:08,458 --> 00:52:12,586 that he was throwing out to the crowd during a contest run. 923 00:52:16,424 --> 00:52:21,011 The main chick that ran the whole contest tried to stop him. 924 00:52:21,138 --> 00:52:24,557 He's called her a cunt, told her to fuck off, you know. 925 00:52:24,683 --> 00:52:29,103 It got the crowd away from the contest, chanting. 926 00:52:29,229 --> 00:52:33,274 ALL: X-Y-Z, X-Y-Z! 927 00:52:33,400 --> 00:52:35,818 MAN : Louder! ALL: X-Y-Z! 928 00:52:35,944 --> 00:52:38,320 TOMMY: He disrupted the whole event. 929 00:52:38,446 --> 00:52:40,364 At the time he was so drunk, 930 00:52:40,490 --> 00:52:42,950 I don't think he saw really what he was doing. 931 00:52:43,076 --> 00:52:46,412 He was just stoked on the energy that he was creating. 932 00:52:46,538 --> 00:52:50,499 ALL: X-Y-Z! Platinum! 933 00:52:50,625 --> 00:52:52,334 (Horn honks) (Man laughs) 934 00:52:52,460 --> 00:52:54,211 Platinum! 935 00:52:54,337 --> 00:52:57,047 TOMMY: Everywhere TAS went was like a fucking tornado, man. 936 00:52:57,174 --> 00:52:58,883 He just truly didn't give a shit. 937 00:52:59,009 --> 00:53:02,761 XYZ, Platinum! Or I'll fuck your mom! 938 00:53:02,888 --> 00:53:05,222 - I'll fuck your mom. - (Laughs) 939 00:53:05,348 --> 00:53:08,142 TAS: Tommy was like, 'Why aren't you skating?' 940 00:53:08,268 --> 00:53:10,477 I think he was starting to confuse the issue 941 00:53:10,604 --> 00:53:14,857 with my partying as to just not wanting to skate. 942 00:53:14,983 --> 00:53:18,569 That's when the downfall started. 943 00:53:18,695 --> 00:53:21,864 Right there was when it started to go sour. 944 00:53:23,116 --> 00:53:25,868 (Tires screech) 945 00:53:31,625 --> 00:53:33,876 HENRY SANCHEZ: We just had good times. 946 00:53:34,002 --> 00:53:36,962 We drank a lot and smoked a lot of weed and just partied. 947 00:53:37,088 --> 00:53:38,422 Had a good time. 948 00:53:39,966 --> 00:53:43,844 TAS: Me, Ben and Sanchez were always smoking bongs, 949 00:53:43,970 --> 00:53:47,139 doing snow cones, smoking coke. 950 00:53:49,851 --> 00:53:52,561 We thought that the money was never going to stop 951 00:53:52,687 --> 00:53:55,522 because I was No. 1 in the world and Danny Way had his name 952 00:53:55,649 --> 00:53:58,150 and we were killing it and we were rock stars. 953 00:53:59,277 --> 00:54:01,904 (All laugh) 954 00:54:02,030 --> 00:54:06,158 - Holy shit! (All laugh) 955 00:54:06,284 --> 00:54:09,370 - He just went off. - That was fucking insane. 956 00:54:09,496 --> 00:54:11,080 MAN : I thought I'd get burned. 957 00:54:11,206 --> 00:54:13,624 I thought this house was going up in flames, dude. 958 00:54:22,259 --> 00:54:24,635 TAS: When you start making a lot of money, 959 00:54:24,761 --> 00:54:26,762 a lot of shit comes along with that. 960 00:54:26,888 --> 00:54:31,475 People get ego-driven and greedy. 961 00:54:31,601 --> 00:54:35,187 You get a shitload of people that pretend to be your friend 962 00:54:35,313 --> 00:54:36,689 just to get stuff out of you, 963 00:54:36,815 --> 00:54:38,607 especially where money is involved. 964 00:54:38,733 --> 00:54:40,693 Shit can get pretty messy. 965 00:54:41,611 --> 00:54:44,196 MAN : Oh, my God! 966 00:54:44,322 --> 00:54:46,448 - Jesus! (Laughter) 967 00:54:51,705 --> 00:54:54,581 HENRY SANCHEZ: There was really no direction in the company. 968 00:54:54,708 --> 00:54:57,334 How you survive in skateboarding is basically 969 00:54:57,460 --> 00:54:59,336 you get a good team and you film a video 970 00:54:59,462 --> 00:55:01,672 and you make good products. It's that simple. 971 00:55:01,798 --> 00:55:04,008 But there was no direction at all. 972 00:55:04,134 --> 00:55:07,845 Danny would send me to San Diego to skate and film, 973 00:55:07,971 --> 00:55:10,931 and I would skate vert, I am a street skater. (Laughs) 974 00:55:11,057 --> 00:55:15,728 So.. . nothing was very organized at all. 975 00:55:20,984 --> 00:55:23,694 BILL WEISS: It seemed like XYZ all of a sudden, 976 00:55:23,820 --> 00:55:27,031 which was part of Platinum, they had built this huge ramp, 977 00:55:27,157 --> 00:55:29,950 one of the first really big ramps, at this warehouse. 978 00:55:30,076 --> 00:55:34,371 So now these guys they had this really gnarly practice facility 979 00:55:34,497 --> 00:55:37,082 or vert ramp to themselves. 980 00:55:37,208 --> 00:55:38,792 Everyone was like, 'What?' 981 00:55:38,918 --> 00:55:40,711 You'd never seen anything like that. 982 00:55:42,964 --> 00:55:45,966 TAS: Danny and Tommy never listened to budgets, 983 00:55:46,092 --> 00:55:47,509 and then the investors are like, 984 00:55:47,635 --> 00:55:49,678 'What's going on with the money from XYZ?' 985 00:55:49,804 --> 00:55:51,430 It was just dwindling away. 986 00:55:51,556 --> 00:55:53,557 And I couldn't skate because of the back, 987 00:55:53,683 --> 00:55:55,642 but I was still blinded by the light, 988 00:55:55,769 --> 00:55:58,228 sniffing the lines of coke from hell. 989 00:55:58,355 --> 00:56:00,481 'Yeah, whatever, I'm the best.' 990 00:56:04,944 --> 00:56:07,988 LANCE CONKLIN : I disagreed with the money-spending thing. 991 00:56:08,114 --> 00:56:09,990 I thought it was stupid. 992 00:56:10,116 --> 00:56:11,867 Fucking buying dumb shit and I'm like, 993 00:56:11,993 --> 00:56:16,038 'We don't need that. We're a young company.' 994 00:56:16,164 --> 00:56:20,042 It felt like they expected me to be 'Fuck, let's just go for it.' 995 00:56:20,168 --> 00:56:21,794 No. 996 00:56:21,920 --> 00:56:23,712 You need to put the money back into the company. 997 00:56:23,838 --> 00:56:27,216 You don't start buying fucking vans 998 00:56:27,342 --> 00:56:31,553 and stupid shit we don't need and partying and.. . Eugh. 999 00:56:31,679 --> 00:56:34,306 I just wanted to make it in skateboarding, 1000 00:56:34,432 --> 00:56:36,183 and that's why I got out of it. 1001 00:56:39,270 --> 00:56:41,105 AS: They came and picked me up, 1002 00:56:41,231 --> 00:56:42,648 took me for a drive 1003 00:56:42,774 --> 00:56:46,151 and Danny and Tommy were in the car. 1004 00:56:46,277 --> 00:56:49,822 They said 'Listen, we're gonna have to let you go. 1005 00:56:49,948 --> 00:56:53,575 Platinum is no more. 1006 00:56:53,701 --> 00:56:56,328 There's just no more money. 1007 00:56:56,454 --> 00:56:59,915 And we hate to break it to you, 1008 00:57:00,041 --> 00:57:02,960 but your dad embezzled the money, he took the money. 1009 00:57:03,086 --> 00:57:05,129 There's just no more money.' 1010 00:57:05,255 --> 00:57:07,005 I went, 'What?' 1011 00:57:07,132 --> 00:57:09,383 I was in the car. I remember going, 'You're fucking kidding. 1012 00:57:09,509 --> 00:57:12,428 My dad wouldn't take money. What are you talking about?' 1013 00:57:12,554 --> 00:57:14,054 They fully tried to say 1014 00:57:14,180 --> 00:57:15,889 my dad stole all the money from the company, 1015 00:57:16,015 --> 00:57:17,724 and then it got out in the industry 1016 00:57:17,851 --> 00:57:21,145 that that's what was said about my dad and I wasn't having that. 1017 00:57:23,148 --> 00:57:26,316 TOMMY CAUDILL: Kicking him off the team wasn't easy. 1018 00:57:26,443 --> 00:57:28,527 It was like, I had to deal with this guy 1019 00:57:28,653 --> 00:57:32,739 and it would now turn into a little personal war. 1020 00:57:32,866 --> 00:57:37,536 I felt at the time I've put a lot into him, 1021 00:57:37,662 --> 00:57:39,788 I helped him out as much as I could 1022 00:57:39,914 --> 00:57:44,918 and he thoroughly, I felt, fucked us over. 1023 00:57:47,630 --> 00:57:50,549 I had a lot of resentment and a lot of frustration 1024 00:57:50,675 --> 00:57:52,426 and anger towards him 1025 00:57:52,552 --> 00:57:54,678 where I wanted to fuck him up. 1026 00:58:01,478 --> 00:58:03,604 TAS: We were sitting at our house one night. 1027 00:58:03,730 --> 00:58:07,065 Next thing you know we hear boom, boom on my roof. 1028 00:58:07,192 --> 00:58:11,361 I go outside and it's a fucking beer bottle 1029 00:58:11,488 --> 00:58:13,363 with a sock on fire and full of petrol. 1030 00:58:13,490 --> 00:58:15,073 Lucky it didn't break. 1031 00:58:15,200 --> 00:58:18,494 We heard fast footsteps, and it sounded like little legs, 1032 00:58:18,620 --> 00:58:20,454 and Tommy has got little legs. 1033 00:58:20,580 --> 00:58:23,832 He tried to petrol bomb the house. 1034 00:58:23,958 --> 00:58:27,127 I thought 'Fuck, this guy's off tap.' 1035 00:58:27,253 --> 00:58:32,132 I did things on my end to let him know that 1036 00:58:32,258 --> 00:58:34,218 'I wanted you fucking out of here, man. 1037 00:58:34,344 --> 00:58:37,429 We helped you get here and you can leave now.' 1038 00:58:37,555 --> 00:58:40,057 We need to get the ball rolling, alright? 1039 00:58:40,183 --> 00:58:41,433 MAN : Alright. 1040 00:58:41,559 --> 00:58:43,310 Jump in off that and go right here, OK? 1041 00:58:43,436 --> 00:58:44,978 - OK. - OK, mate. 1042 00:58:46,773 --> 00:58:52,945 BILL WEISS: XYZ Platinum both had fallen apart.. . 1043 00:58:53,071 --> 00:58:56,615 ..and then sort of quickly from everyone being 1044 00:58:56,741 --> 00:58:59,243 this sort of band of brothers mentality, 1045 00:58:59,369 --> 00:59:02,287 there seemed to be this huge falling-out 1046 00:59:02,413 --> 00:59:04,790 between TAS and Danny. 1047 00:59:04,916 --> 00:59:07,376 Then all of a sudden, it was, like, cut ties 1048 00:59:07,502 --> 00:59:09,461 and TAS and Ben were not even allowed 1049 00:59:09,587 --> 00:59:11,463 to skate the ramp anymore. 1050 00:59:11,589 --> 00:59:14,716 It turned kind of ugly really fast. 1051 00:59:16,261 --> 00:59:18,512 TAS: I started thinking, 'This is crap. 1052 00:59:18,638 --> 00:59:20,973 Is this really what skateboarding is all about, 1053 00:59:21,099 --> 00:59:23,141 just backstabbing bullshit over money?' 1054 00:59:23,268 --> 00:59:26,395 I hated it and Ben hated it. 1055 00:59:26,521 --> 00:59:28,272 We'd be talking and Ben says, 1056 00:59:28,398 --> 00:59:30,399 'I can't handle the fakeness over here.' 1057 00:59:30,525 --> 00:59:33,443 So he decided to go home for a while. 1058 00:59:36,573 --> 00:59:38,865 We dropped Ben off at LAX. 1059 00:59:38,992 --> 00:59:43,370 So I slept in and then I woke up to the phone ringing, 1060 00:59:43,496 --> 00:59:47,583 and it was Ben at Melbourne Airport. 1061 00:59:47,709 --> 00:59:51,795 And all I heard Ben say was, 'TAS, I fucked up.' 1062 00:59:53,798 --> 00:59:56,633 REPORTER 1 : Ben PAPPAS was arrested at Melbourne Airport 1063 00:59:56,759 --> 00:59:59,553 after his credit card triggered a high cocaine reading. 1064 00:59:59,679 --> 01:00:02,222 X-rays of his sneakers revealed 1065 01:00:02,348 --> 01:00:07,769 103g of cocaine with a street value of more than $50,000 1066 01:00:07,895 --> 01:00:09,313 concealed in the sole. 1067 01:00:09,439 --> 01:00:10,522 REPORTER 2 : Ben PAPPAS and his brother, TAS, 1068 01:00:10,648 --> 01:00:14,860 are youth sensations, idolized to the United States, 1069 01:00:14,986 --> 01:00:17,654 where skaters rub shoulders with rock stars. 1070 01:00:17,780 --> 01:00:19,865 The pair is ranked one and two in the world, 1071 01:00:19,991 --> 01:00:23,118 but such heights are now likely to elude Ben PAPPAS 1072 01:00:23,244 --> 01:00:26,705 after he was caught smuggling cocaine into Melbourne. 1073 01:00:26,831 --> 01:00:29,166 As imports go, it was only a small amount - 1074 01:00:29,292 --> 01:00:32,169 just over 100g for his own personal use. 1075 01:00:32,295 --> 01:00:36,048 But importing the drug is punishable by a hefty fine 1076 01:00:36,174 --> 01:00:37,966 or, at worst, a term in prison. 1077 01:00:38,092 --> 01:00:39,843 Whatever happens to him, it's almost certain that Ben PAPPAS 1078 01:00:39,969 --> 01:00:42,888 will never be allowed back into the United States to compete. 1079 01:00:48,311 --> 01:00:51,229 TAS: That was just bloody the most shattering phone call 1080 01:00:51,356 --> 01:00:54,358 because I knew Ben couldn't come back. 1081 01:00:54,484 --> 01:00:56,193 That shattered me. I cried and. . . 1082 01:00:57,445 --> 01:01:00,614 ..I just couldn't believe it. 1083 01:01:00,740 --> 01:01:03,909 GREG : Picked up the paper and it just was Ben PAPPAS 1084 01:01:04,035 --> 01:01:09,665 just, like, busted at Melbourne Airport for cocaine in his shoe. 1085 01:01:09,791 --> 01:01:12,918 You just thought, 'What the fuck are you doing? 1086 01:01:13,044 --> 01:01:15,003 You're blowing it.' 1087 01:01:16,964 --> 01:01:19,132 DOM : My jaw pretty much dropped. 1088 01:01:19,258 --> 01:01:22,511 I thought he was in the motivation to become No. 1. 1089 01:01:22,637 --> 01:01:26,390 I didn't think it was like Ben to do that, bring it over. 1090 01:01:26,516 --> 01:01:29,393 I used to get along with Ben back in the day, 1091 01:01:29,519 --> 01:01:33,939 so I kind of really felt for him at the time. 1092 01:01:34,065 --> 01:01:37,150 I wanted to see him get through it. 1093 01:01:37,276 --> 01:01:40,487 TAS: Being pro skaters who are traveling a lot, 1094 01:01:40,613 --> 01:01:43,198 people always propositioned each other. 1095 01:01:43,324 --> 01:01:45,242 'Imagine we just brought it from here 1096 01:01:45,368 --> 01:01:47,285 because it's so much cheaper.' 1097 01:01:47,412 --> 01:01:52,749 But. .. you know not to run 'em across borders. 1098 01:01:52,875 --> 01:01:57,003 The pay-off is not big enough. 1099 01:01:57,130 --> 01:01:59,756 REPORTER: Does it mean the end of competition? 1100 01:02:02,969 --> 01:02:06,179 GREG : It beat him up big time. 1101 01:02:08,182 --> 01:02:10,892 He just had a lot of regret. 1102 01:02:11,018 --> 01:02:12,477 He used to say to me, 1103 01:02:12,603 --> 01:02:15,397 'Fuck, if only I left my shoes on the plane.' 1104 01:02:20,820 --> 01:02:22,612 DOM : He couldn't go overseas, 1105 01:02:22,739 --> 01:02:24,823 he couldn't travel and make a living from it. 1106 01:02:24,949 --> 01:02:28,326 For him, that was a huge wake-up call, man - 1107 01:02:28,453 --> 01:02:34,791 coming from second in the world to rock bottom, that's it. 1108 01:02:34,917 --> 01:02:39,171 That would be like a spear through the heart, pretty much. 1109 01:02:42,300 --> 01:02:43,675 TAS: I was shattered. 1110 01:02:43,801 --> 01:02:46,762 My partner in crime has gone. 1111 01:02:46,888 --> 01:02:49,347 I'm gonna be touring the world alone now. 1112 01:02:49,474 --> 01:02:54,144 Any country I go in, no one's really got my back anymore. 1113 01:02:54,270 --> 01:02:58,106 It was me and Ben against the world, and now it's only me. 1114 01:03:05,198 --> 01:03:06,573 TAS: What are you guys up to? 1115 01:03:06,699 --> 01:03:08,784 - We're just looking around. - Hello! 1116 01:03:08,910 --> 01:03:11,828 - You can sign right here. - Alright. 1117 01:03:13,164 --> 01:03:16,291 TAS: What's your name? - Gabe. 1118 01:03:16,417 --> 01:03:20,170 DANNY: I was living with TAS at the time when Ben got caught. 1119 01:03:20,296 --> 01:03:22,798 I remember everyone was kind of devastated. 1120 01:03:23,758 --> 01:03:25,884 Switch Ollie. 1121 01:03:26,010 --> 01:03:27,385 DANNY: Dude, this is it! 1122 01:03:27,512 --> 01:03:29,262 DANNY: I started filming him a lot, 1123 01:03:29,388 --> 01:03:32,891 and that's when he started doing the 900, and he was so close. 1124 01:03:37,688 --> 01:03:39,689 CROWD: Whoa! TAS: Fuck off! 1125 01:03:43,402 --> 01:03:46,780 TAS: After Ben got busted, I was thinking, 1126 01:03:46,906 --> 01:03:48,323 'It's time to knuckle down, 1127 01:03:48,449 --> 01:03:51,743 try to kick the doors open again for me and Ben, 1128 01:03:51,869 --> 01:03:54,412 like I did when I first came to the States. 1129 01:03:54,539 --> 01:03:56,540 If I nail the nine that could lead me to money 1130 01:03:56,666 --> 01:03:58,792 which could help get my brother back.' 1131 01:03:58,918 --> 01:04:00,043 TAS! 1132 01:04:00,169 --> 01:04:01,920 Do a 900. 1133 01:04:02,046 --> 01:04:05,715 TAS: The 900 was something that has never been done before, 1134 01:04:05,842 --> 01:04:07,425 and it was very scary. 1135 01:04:09,428 --> 01:04:13,306 A 540 is one and a half spins. 1136 01:04:13,432 --> 01:04:16,768 With a 900, you go up, you do a 540 1137 01:04:16,894 --> 01:04:19,604 and another 360, bang. 1138 01:04:22,900 --> 01:04:24,526 (Clapping) MAN : Whoo! 1139 01:04:24,652 --> 01:04:29,489 DANNY: He was so close, landing on 'em, almost making it. 1140 01:04:29,615 --> 01:04:31,616 We had a couple of people from Transworld Magazine 1141 01:04:31,742 --> 01:04:34,077 come and shoot sequences of TAS. 1142 01:04:34,203 --> 01:04:39,040 DANNY: Yeah, he's gonna do it, Grant. You want to bet 100? 1143 01:04:39,166 --> 01:04:41,793 TAS: Grant Brittain, he's an old-school photographer 1144 01:04:41,919 --> 01:04:44,796 who works for Transworld who's shot Hawk for years. 1145 01:04:44,922 --> 01:04:47,549 He shot all his photos, they've been mates for years. 1146 01:04:47,675 --> 01:04:51,887 I just thought, 'Sick, Grant's being cool again.' 1147 01:04:53,806 --> 01:04:56,057 CROWD: Oh! You've got to get him to free run. 1148 01:04:56,183 --> 01:05:02,647 DANNY: What? Get him over there when he's hyping up for it. 1149 01:05:02,773 --> 01:05:05,191 (Rock music in background) 1150 01:05:07,945 --> 01:05:09,321 MAN : Yes! 1151 01:05:11,991 --> 01:05:13,867 CROWD: Oh! - Yeah! 1152 01:05:15,536 --> 01:05:17,370 HENRY: He almost made it. 1153 01:05:17,496 --> 01:05:21,041 He was way high, way high in the air 1154 01:05:21,167 --> 01:05:23,710 and almost making them. 1155 01:05:23,836 --> 01:05:27,589 It was like a legit 900. 1156 01:05:30,051 --> 01:05:32,010 He heard that everyone at Transworld, 1157 01:05:32,136 --> 01:05:34,721 Hawk and everyone was gonna look at his sequences. 1158 01:05:34,847 --> 01:05:37,807 The Hawkman, everyone went and studied his work. 1159 01:05:37,934 --> 01:05:41,061 TAS: I was just about there and I was thinking it was on 1160 01:05:41,187 --> 01:05:44,522 and then I was thinking, 'I'll do it at the '99 X Games.' 1161 01:05:46,901 --> 01:05:51,154 COMMENTATOR 1 : From Melbourne, Australia, mate, it's TAS PAPPAS 1162 01:05:51,280 --> 01:05:54,115 and just from watching him in practice, 1163 01:05:54,241 --> 01:05:57,369 after being gone from pro skating for a little while, 1164 01:05:57,495 --> 01:05:59,204 the man is on a mission. 1165 01:05:59,330 --> 01:06:03,083 COMMENTATOR 2: This guy has just been going off all day today 1166 01:06:03,209 --> 01:06:04,709 and all day yesterday in practice. 1167 01:06:04,835 --> 01:06:06,169 COMMENTATOR 1 : He's on fire, man. 1168 01:06:06,295 --> 01:06:08,546 COMMENTATOR 2: He has got so much confidence going on right now. 1169 01:06:08,673 --> 01:06:11,341 I want to see the 900. 1170 01:06:11,467 --> 01:06:13,635 COMMENTATOR 1 : Phenomenal. I think he's gonna save that 1171 01:06:13,761 --> 01:06:17,263 maybe for the best trick contest if he's in it. 1172 01:06:17,390 --> 01:06:19,891 DANNY: TAS and Bill were just super psyched 1173 01:06:20,017 --> 01:06:22,686 because there was a best trick contest. 1174 01:06:22,812 --> 01:06:27,565 But for some reason, they didn't let TAS skate. 1175 01:06:27,692 --> 01:06:29,526 TAS: I've done the comp, this and that. 1176 01:06:29,652 --> 01:06:31,820 I've been doing alright and Don Bostick is like, 1177 01:06:31,946 --> 01:06:34,197 'You're not in the best trick comp this year.' 1178 01:06:34,323 --> 01:06:35,740 I'm like, 'What do you mean? 1179 01:06:35,866 --> 01:06:38,576 I've been in every best trick comp all year 1180 01:06:38,703 --> 01:06:40,078 for the last few years. 1181 01:06:40,204 --> 01:06:42,205 Why just out of nowhere just this one?' 1182 01:06:42,331 --> 01:06:46,835 They said, 'You're not in it.' I said, 'Well, who is in it?' 1183 01:06:46,961 --> 01:06:49,295 COMMENTATOR: Tony Hawk, Tony Hawk. 1184 01:06:56,262 --> 01:06:59,889 COMMENTATOR: It's the 900. You guys wanted to see it done? 1185 01:07:01,517 --> 01:07:03,727 TAS: Then the best trick comp started 1186 01:07:03,853 --> 01:07:05,770 and I saw Hawk start trying nines. 1187 01:07:05,896 --> 01:07:09,024 And I was just like, 'No way.' 1188 01:07:09,984 --> 01:07:13,820 COMMENTATOR: 900, 900. 1189 01:07:17,491 --> 01:07:19,534 DANNY: TAS was devastated. 1190 01:07:19,660 --> 01:07:21,453 Because that was it - 1191 01:07:21,579 --> 01:07:24,289 if he would have entered that contest he would have did it 1192 01:07:24,415 --> 01:07:26,082 because he's that kind of skater. 1193 01:07:27,209 --> 01:07:29,878 COMMENTATOR: 900! 1194 01:07:30,004 --> 01:07:31,504 Everybody picture it. Here we go. 1195 01:07:31,630 --> 01:07:33,923 TAS: I thought, 'What a weasel maneuver. 1196 01:07:34,050 --> 01:07:35,508 At least give me a chance.' 1197 01:07:35,634 --> 01:07:37,427 He probably would have beaten me to it, 1198 01:07:37,553 --> 01:07:40,055 but at least I could have had a shot for shot for it, 1199 01:07:40,181 --> 01:07:41,681 you know what I mean? 1200 01:07:46,437 --> 01:07:48,646 (Cheering and applause) 1201 01:07:54,445 --> 01:07:56,571 HENRY: When Tony Hawk did the 900, 1202 01:07:56,697 --> 01:07:58,490 I was there, I witnessed it. 1203 01:07:58,616 --> 01:08:01,493 I didn't think it was all that impressive 1204 01:08:01,619 --> 01:08:04,579 compared to what I saw TAS doing. 1205 01:08:04,705 --> 01:08:06,664 I know he would have at least tried it. 1206 01:08:06,791 --> 01:08:09,125 I don't know if he'd have nailed it, but he'd have tried it. 1207 01:08:09,251 --> 01:08:11,878 And it would have made Tony Hawk's 900 less impressive. 1208 01:08:12,004 --> 01:08:14,923 TONY HAWK: If it weren't for you people I'd never have made that. 1209 01:08:15,049 --> 01:08:17,801 Thank you. This is the best day of my life. 1210 01:08:17,927 --> 01:08:19,844 I swear to God. 1211 01:08:29,980 --> 01:08:36,361 TAS: I realized right then and there who I was up against. 1212 01:08:36,487 --> 01:08:38,238 It didn't matter how good I was 1213 01:08:38,364 --> 01:08:40,281 or how close I was getting to something, 1214 01:08:40,407 --> 01:08:44,285 it was just, 'Stuff you. Piss off home, Aussie.' 1215 01:08:54,296 --> 01:08:55,964 MAN : Ahh! 1216 01:08:56,090 --> 01:08:57,674 (Curses) 1217 01:08:59,260 --> 01:09:01,553 Leave it there, you cunts. 1218 01:09:01,679 --> 01:09:06,516 GREG : I hadn't seen Ben for two years after he got busted. 1219 01:09:06,642 --> 01:09:09,269 He just disappeared again. 1220 01:09:09,395 --> 01:09:12,939 But then I saw him in the city just off chance, 1221 01:09:13,065 --> 01:09:15,608 and he was completely a different person - 1222 01:09:15,734 --> 01:09:19,529 stacked on the kilos, just mega overweight. 1223 01:09:22,950 --> 01:09:26,202 You filming again? 1224 01:09:26,328 --> 01:09:29,622 GREG : He was just doing a lot of drugs and playing music. 1225 01:09:29,748 --> 01:09:31,666 He totally did not skate. 1226 01:09:31,792 --> 01:09:34,669 He reckons he didn't skate for about a year, year and a half 1227 01:09:34,795 --> 01:09:36,462 and was totally removed from it. 1228 01:09:36,589 --> 01:09:40,300 He was really unhappy and really down on himself. 1229 01:09:45,973 --> 01:09:49,309 BEN : It's easy to get sucked into doing drugs, 1230 01:09:49,435 --> 01:09:51,019 partying and shit like that, 1231 01:09:51,145 --> 01:09:54,397 but in the end it brings you nothing but bullshit. 1232 01:09:54,523 --> 01:09:58,651 Basically it taught me that you reap what you sow. 1233 01:09:58,777 --> 01:10:00,153 If you do good things, 1234 01:10:00,279 --> 01:10:02,864 good things are gonna happen to you. 1235 01:10:02,990 --> 01:10:04,616 Pretty much karma. 1236 01:10:08,579 --> 01:10:12,332 DOM : He was on antidepressants. He would get depressed. 1237 01:10:12,458 --> 01:10:15,668 He gained a lot of weight. 1238 01:10:15,794 --> 01:10:19,756 At the time I had put on the kilos as well. 1239 01:10:19,882 --> 01:10:23,635 I was on some antidepressants myself. 1240 01:10:23,761 --> 01:10:28,264 Everyone used to see us and see two fat people, 1241 01:10:28,390 --> 01:10:31,684 and we were trying to skate the new Globe ramp. 1242 01:10:32,895 --> 01:10:34,395 Hey, DOM. 1243 01:10:36,565 --> 01:10:39,359 Has it stopped raining? Yeah? 1244 01:10:44,406 --> 01:10:47,033 DOM : At that time, I kind of felt 1245 01:10:47,159 --> 01:10:49,369 that I had caught up with a good friend again. 1246 01:10:49,495 --> 01:10:51,746 He needed somewhere to stay 1247 01:10:51,872 --> 01:10:53,414 so I said, 'Yeah, you're in.' 1248 01:10:53,540 --> 01:10:56,793 And having him around was good. 1249 01:10:56,919 --> 01:10:59,212 Alright, this is it. 1250 01:10:59,338 --> 01:11:00,797 Make this one! 1251 01:11:05,261 --> 01:11:07,553 Whoa! 1252 01:11:07,680 --> 01:11:10,223 MAN : So, Dommy, tell us the vibe. 1253 01:11:10,349 --> 01:11:13,434 It's not looking too bad. We're just gonna go to the ramp now 1254 01:11:13,560 --> 01:11:15,395 and see if it's alright to skate. 1255 01:11:15,521 --> 01:11:18,314 Maybe throw down a few tricks. 1256 01:11:18,440 --> 01:11:20,024 Yeah, mate. 1257 01:11:20,150 --> 01:11:21,567 MAN : Top one. 1258 01:11:23,612 --> 01:11:26,781 - (Laughs) - Fuck off with your camera. 1259 01:11:26,907 --> 01:11:28,032 Yeah! 1260 01:11:28,158 --> 01:11:29,993 So here we are.. . 1261 01:11:30,119 --> 01:11:33,121 OM : We started skating together all the time, just hanging out, 1262 01:11:33,247 --> 01:11:35,248 going out to bars and stuff, 1263 01:11:35,374 --> 01:11:37,458 having a good time and skating a lot. 1264 01:11:37,584 --> 01:11:41,587 GREG : He was basically coming back to who he was, 1265 01:11:41,714 --> 01:11:44,966 because he'd been on that sort of arrogant high thing. 1266 01:11:45,092 --> 01:11:48,803 He realized 'That's not who I am,' and went back to being Ben. 1267 01:11:48,929 --> 01:11:51,222 BEN : She's got sideburns. Fucking hell. 1268 01:11:51,348 --> 01:11:53,016 (All laugh) 1269 01:11:54,977 --> 01:11:57,228 REPORTER: Professional skateboarder Tony Hawk 1270 01:11:57,354 --> 01:11:59,772 is known worldwide as an innovator of the sport. 1271 01:11:59,898 --> 01:12:02,525 TAS: I'd met this young chick, Colleen. 1272 01:12:02,651 --> 01:12:06,154 She was a friend of the family and we hit it off. 1273 01:12:09,616 --> 01:12:13,077 She was responsible and didn't party - 1274 01:12:13,203 --> 01:12:14,912 all the traits that I wanted 1275 01:12:15,039 --> 01:12:19,042 because I had my drug problems and I kept that hidden from her, 1276 01:12:19,168 --> 01:12:22,545 but she inspired me to really get my act together. 1277 01:12:22,671 --> 01:12:26,507 Within a year, she was pregnant and we had Kaia. 1278 01:12:28,927 --> 01:12:31,929 Once I had Kaia, it just made me start to think, 1279 01:12:32,056 --> 01:12:33,765 'Right, time to get serious.' 1280 01:12:35,392 --> 01:12:36,976 I had sort of grown up a bit, 1281 01:12:37,102 --> 01:12:39,562 and once you've had a kid, you start to realize, 1282 01:12:39,688 --> 01:12:41,189 'Hang on a second here. 1283 01:12:41,315 --> 01:12:44,984 I'll do whatever it takes to feed my kid.' 1284 01:12:45,110 --> 01:12:47,779 COMMENTATOR: Ramp it up, ramp it up, ramp it up. 1285 01:12:47,905 --> 01:12:49,364 The vert doubles final 1286 01:12:49,490 --> 01:12:51,949 at the First Union Centre's out of control, 1287 01:12:52,076 --> 01:12:54,118 crowd peaking for Bob and Bucky, 1288 01:12:54,244 --> 01:12:56,996 giving Tony and Andy a run for their money. 1289 01:12:57,122 --> 01:13:00,458 TAS: By then the mainstream scene that had blacklisted me 1290 01:13:00,584 --> 01:13:02,001 had changed completely. 1291 01:13:02,127 --> 01:13:06,172 It had fully turned into show business. 1292 01:13:06,298 --> 01:13:10,551 And of course ESPN and the X Games ran the whole show. 1293 01:13:10,677 --> 01:13:13,554 COMMENTATOR: Oh, the crowd loves that one. 1294 01:13:13,680 --> 01:13:16,516 They're show-stoppers, this team Boom Boom. 1295 01:13:16,642 --> 01:13:19,811 TAS: And I thought it was bad in the '90s. 1296 01:13:19,937 --> 01:13:21,687 COMMENTATOR: Erin Hawk. 1297 01:13:21,814 --> 01:13:23,606 Those guys won. 1298 01:13:23,732 --> 01:13:27,193 You win. 1299 01:13:27,319 --> 01:13:29,695 Even Danny was getting in on it, 1300 01:13:29,822 --> 01:13:33,032 jumping the great wall of China on his mega ramp. 1301 01:13:35,744 --> 01:13:37,286 And it didn't take long for the X Games 1302 01:13:37,413 --> 01:13:39,330 to cotton on to that one either. 1303 01:13:39,456 --> 01:13:42,667 Of course they said it was a way to attract 1304 01:13:42,793 --> 01:13:44,669 a new generation to skateboarding. 1305 01:13:44,795 --> 01:13:46,838 To me it just looks like it's only something 1306 01:13:46,964 --> 01:13:49,715 the privileged can do. 1307 01:13:49,842 --> 01:13:51,717 LANCE CONKLIN : You know what sucks? 1308 01:13:51,844 --> 01:13:54,095 It's that whole X Games shit. 1309 01:13:54,221 --> 01:13:58,057 When I found out how much money those assholes were fucking. .. 1310 01:13:58,183 --> 01:14:01,727 ..assholes.. . the X Games were making. 1311 01:14:01,854 --> 01:14:03,688 Take a fucking shit. 1312 01:14:04,857 --> 01:14:07,608 You guys fucking can fuck off. 1313 01:14:07,734 --> 01:14:11,154 How much they fucking scoop off of fucking skateboarding? 1314 01:14:11,280 --> 01:14:12,697 Suck it. 1315 01:14:17,453 --> 01:14:20,538 TAS: But even though I was shut out by the scene, 1316 01:14:20,664 --> 01:14:22,415 by the two main vert camps, 1317 01:14:22,541 --> 01:14:25,084 I found a way to support my family through skateboarding. 1318 01:14:25,210 --> 01:14:28,087 COMMENTATOR: TAS PAPPAS set up for the 180. . . 1319 01:14:29,423 --> 01:14:31,340 (Cheering) 1320 01:14:31,467 --> 01:14:35,428 TAS: All the pros were doing X Games, 1321 01:14:35,554 --> 01:14:38,055 but then I heard that there was another comp circuit, 1322 01:14:38,182 --> 01:14:41,309 you get paid 250 a day for a half-an-hour demo. 1323 01:14:41,435 --> 01:14:43,644 You're gone for a couple of weeks out of the month. 1324 01:14:43,770 --> 01:14:46,397 So I started thinking, 'Right, I'll pull my head in, 1325 01:14:46,523 --> 01:14:48,107 I won't be a prick anymore.' 1326 01:14:48,233 --> 01:14:50,526 Stuck to myself and skated. 1327 01:14:54,907 --> 01:14:57,533 TAS PAPPAS, you'd better recognize. 1328 01:14:57,659 --> 01:15:00,786 This guy will put you in a headlock if you don't shut up. 1329 01:15:00,913 --> 01:15:02,788 - Yeah, like this! - Argh! 1330 01:15:09,338 --> 01:15:12,173 What? 1331 01:15:12,299 --> 01:15:15,051 DOM : Ben liked to keep everything to himself, you know. 1332 01:15:15,177 --> 01:15:18,763 He met this girl, Lynette, and he started seeing her, 1333 01:15:18,889 --> 01:15:21,015 and he didn't tell me anything. 1334 01:15:23,185 --> 01:15:24,977 GREG : It was odd actually. 1335 01:15:25,103 --> 01:15:26,938 He was never actually honest in saying, 1336 01:15:27,064 --> 01:15:28,689 'This is who I'm seeing.' 1337 01:15:28,815 --> 01:15:30,816 She just used to rock up at the ramp. 1338 01:15:30,943 --> 01:15:33,486 There was just this little small flesh-and-bone. . . 1339 01:15:33,612 --> 01:15:37,740 She was really skinny. She never said a word to me. 1340 01:15:37,866 --> 01:15:41,911 One time we went to a pub around the corner from Prahran, 1341 01:15:42,037 --> 01:15:44,997 and she just popped up and just sat down next to him. 1342 01:15:45,123 --> 01:15:47,124 I was like, 'Whoa, this is really bizarre.' 1343 01:15:47,251 --> 01:15:50,628 That's the first time I knew they had a sort of connection. 1344 01:15:50,754 --> 01:15:53,005 He was actually really embarrassed by it. 1345 01:15:53,131 --> 01:15:57,385 You could tell - he was like, 'Fuck.' Two sides to his life. 1346 01:15:57,511 --> 01:15:59,887 Just a really weird situation. 1347 01:16:00,013 --> 01:16:03,683 But every time I saw them hanging out 1348 01:16:03,809 --> 01:16:05,643 or knew they were hanging out, 1349 01:16:05,769 --> 01:16:07,979 he looked like he had taken a lot of drugs. 1350 01:16:12,317 --> 01:16:15,861 DOM : It was obvious that Ben and Lynette's relationship 1351 01:16:15,988 --> 01:16:17,780 was revolved around drugs. 1352 01:16:17,906 --> 01:16:22,285 I could see he had been using it because he was down and gaunt. 1353 01:16:23,495 --> 01:16:25,580 I knew he was on the Xanax, 1354 01:16:25,706 --> 01:16:30,001 but he didn't admit that he was using heroin to me. 1355 01:16:36,425 --> 01:16:38,009 I didn't even see him around 1356 01:16:38,135 --> 01:16:39,844 for two or three months or something. 1357 01:16:39,970 --> 01:16:44,015 He had taken everything from my house at this stage. 1358 01:16:44,141 --> 01:16:48,894 I don't know who he was staying with. 1359 01:16:49,021 --> 01:16:51,897 I didn't think he was going to get into bloody heroin. 1360 01:16:52,024 --> 01:16:54,567 What broke my heart was when I heard he got into heroin, 1361 01:16:54,693 --> 01:16:56,360 I just couldn't bloody believe it. 1362 01:16:56,486 --> 01:16:58,779 I went home one trip. 1363 01:16:58,905 --> 01:17:00,740 It was this Globe comp. 1364 01:17:00,866 --> 01:17:05,703 He comes with Lynette and they were both off their face. 1365 01:17:05,829 --> 01:17:07,330 Pinpricked eyes, 1366 01:17:07,456 --> 01:17:11,917 just full smacked out, just had a shot each. 1367 01:17:12,044 --> 01:17:16,714 I realized then that she was a junky, Ben was a junky. 1368 01:17:16,840 --> 01:17:19,133 So I went off. I was being mean. 1369 01:17:19,259 --> 01:17:21,427 I'm like, 'You, get the fuck out of here. 1370 01:17:21,553 --> 01:17:24,013 Stay the fuck away from my brother, alright?' 1371 01:17:24,139 --> 01:17:28,059 We got into a bit of a fight, so I left. 1372 01:17:28,185 --> 01:17:30,561 What am I supposed to do? 1373 01:17:30,687 --> 01:17:35,232 He's 25 years old, I'm 27, 28, with a kid. 1374 01:17:35,359 --> 01:17:37,610 He was under the impression 1375 01:17:37,736 --> 01:17:39,654 I was having this great time in America 1376 01:17:39,780 --> 01:17:43,157 and I'm like, 'Ben, mate, you think I'm having fun?' 1377 01:17:43,283 --> 01:17:46,827 COMMENTATOR: TAS PAPPAS comes into this event injured. 1378 01:17:46,953 --> 01:17:49,205 He's got some back. . . 1379 01:17:49,331 --> 01:17:51,082 TAS: I had to be top ten at every comp. 1380 01:17:51,208 --> 01:17:55,461 That's how I was living, trying to support my family. 1381 01:17:55,587 --> 01:17:58,923 Shortly after that, Aydin was born. 1382 01:17:59,049 --> 01:18:02,510 And then the pressure was on. The pressure was on hard. 1383 01:18:02,636 --> 01:18:07,181 Being away all the time and not seeing my kids, 1384 01:18:07,307 --> 01:18:09,517 we'd fight a lot while I was gone. 1385 01:18:09,643 --> 01:18:11,060 She'd be angry I'd be gone, 1386 01:18:11,186 --> 01:18:13,312 it just strained the relationship hardcore. 1387 01:18:17,442 --> 01:18:20,820 When I'd get injured I'd start sniffing a bit of ice, 1388 01:18:20,946 --> 01:18:24,490 purely to be able to stay in the comp to make the money, 1389 01:18:24,616 --> 01:18:26,659 and it would numb your body, the speed. 1390 01:18:26,785 --> 01:18:29,495 And it worked, but the problem was, 1391 01:18:29,621 --> 01:18:32,998 after the comp, you're already on speed so you're figuring, 1392 01:18:33,125 --> 01:18:34,834 'Who cares? I'm already off my face. 1393 01:18:34,960 --> 01:18:36,752 Let's just charge the rest of that gram 1394 01:18:36,878 --> 01:18:40,589 and get another eight-ball and then we'll just go for days.' 1395 01:18:40,716 --> 01:18:43,092 And then boom, I'm back on drugs. 1396 01:18:43,218 --> 01:18:45,261 Smoking ice, smoking crack. 1397 01:18:45,387 --> 01:18:50,766 Then I hit psychosis mode bad and I just lost the plot. 1398 01:18:50,892 --> 01:18:54,979 It was weird, it was like me and Ben lived parallel lives. 1399 01:18:55,105 --> 01:18:56,856 Whenever he fucked up, I fucked up. 1400 01:18:56,982 --> 01:18:59,817 It was like we were twins. 1401 01:19:01,486 --> 01:19:03,738 Do you reckon we should make this one, Gregsy? 1402 01:19:03,864 --> 01:19:05,614 GREG : Yeah. Now. - Yeah. 1403 01:19:05,741 --> 01:19:08,743 We can do it for another two hours if you want. 1404 01:19:08,869 --> 01:19:10,119 - Now? - Yeah. 1405 01:19:10,245 --> 01:19:12,580 GREG : Ben looked terrible. 1406 01:19:12,706 --> 01:19:15,958 He was going down to Prahran fully on drugs. 1407 01:19:19,713 --> 01:19:23,299 He used to have this bottle of Xanax and when we were filming, 1408 01:19:23,425 --> 01:19:26,844 he used to pop two Xanax before the skate 1409 01:19:26,970 --> 01:19:28,929 and I was like, 'Are you off your head?' 1410 01:19:36,521 --> 01:19:38,647 GREG : He was really upset. 1411 01:19:38,774 --> 01:19:41,442 He was trying to get out of that routine. 1412 01:19:41,568 --> 01:19:44,069 You could tell he was trying to get away from that. 1413 01:19:44,196 --> 01:19:47,031 He knew in his heart that that wasn't the right thing to do, 1414 01:19:47,157 --> 01:19:50,159 do drugs with her. 1415 01:19:50,285 --> 01:19:52,787 He'd just say, 'I've just got to get away from her. 1416 01:19:52,913 --> 01:19:54,580 She's not good for me.' 1417 01:19:54,706 --> 01:19:58,042 But I think he didn't know where to go at that point. 1418 01:19:59,336 --> 01:20:02,630 What's up? Not today. 1419 01:20:14,935 --> 01:20:18,395 TAS: I went to jail two months, 1420 01:20:18,522 --> 01:20:21,899 I went on a mad ice and crack bender. 1421 01:20:22,025 --> 01:20:26,111 I came home and tripped out, got in a fight with Colleen, 1422 01:20:26,238 --> 01:20:29,490 did a silly thing, slapped her and hit her. 1423 01:20:29,616 --> 01:20:31,909 I was off my face, I couldn't remember. 1424 01:20:32,035 --> 01:20:35,287 I was ashamed of myself too because I've got a daughter 1425 01:20:35,413 --> 01:20:37,998 and if anyone did that to her, I'd want to kill 'em. 1426 01:20:38,124 --> 01:20:40,417 It's something that's been hard for me to admit, 1427 01:20:40,544 --> 01:20:42,169 and people look at it, like, weak, 1428 01:20:42,295 --> 01:20:43,921 'You hit a chick,' and this and that. 1429 01:20:44,047 --> 01:20:49,051 I don't know. I am ashamed of myself for that. 1430 01:20:49,177 --> 01:20:53,222 They had me in the mental pod 'cause I was fried on the drugs, 1431 01:20:53,348 --> 01:20:57,059 and then Homeland Security came to me when I was in jail. 1432 01:20:57,185 --> 01:20:58,853 They said, 'You're going home.' 1433 01:20:58,979 --> 01:21:00,771 I was like, 'What do you mean I'm going home?' 1434 01:21:00,897 --> 01:21:04,275 They said 'You're going home. You're getting deported.' 1435 01:21:04,401 --> 01:21:06,986 I stayed in jail from that point on. 1436 01:21:10,282 --> 01:21:12,616 I just couldn't believe what was going on. 1437 01:21:12,742 --> 01:21:17,830 I was losing my family. My whole goal was to never lose my kids. 1438 01:21:17,956 --> 01:21:21,458 And then boom, it was just shit. 1439 01:21:21,585 --> 01:21:23,377 (Dog barks) 1440 01:21:35,849 --> 01:21:38,225 DOM : Me and Greg went to the ramp at Prahran, 1441 01:21:38,351 --> 01:21:39,768 met up with Ben. 1442 01:21:39,895 --> 01:21:43,063 I hadn't seen him in a while 1443 01:21:43,189 --> 01:21:47,568 and it was the first time I'd seen him so gaunt and just down. 1444 01:21:47,694 --> 01:21:51,280 Didn't want to skate, didn't want to talk to anyone. 1445 01:21:51,406 --> 01:21:54,325 I thought his brother is in jail, 1446 01:21:54,451 --> 01:21:58,078 his brother can't come over to Australia to visit him. 1447 01:21:59,748 --> 01:22:01,665 REG : He was acting really weird 1448 01:22:01,791 --> 01:22:05,044 and completely like he just did not care about anything. 1449 01:22:05,170 --> 01:22:07,546 I remember I said, 'Where is your board, man?' 1450 01:22:07,672 --> 01:22:12,968 And he said to me, 'I won't be needing my board anymore.' 1451 01:22:13,094 --> 01:22:15,721 DOM : Ben said, 'DOM, I need somewhere to stay. 1452 01:22:15,847 --> 01:22:18,682 Can I stay at your house for a few days or something?' 1453 01:22:18,808 --> 01:22:23,020 Because he was such a good friend, I couldn't refuse. 1454 01:22:27,901 --> 01:22:31,195 Ben wasn't talking. He was just really down. 1455 01:22:31,321 --> 01:22:33,656 I was trying to ask him what's on his mind. 1456 01:22:33,782 --> 01:22:36,408 He started crying and said 1457 01:22:36,534 --> 01:22:41,455 he couldn't remember anything, like, what happened. 1458 01:22:41,581 --> 01:22:43,499 I said, 'What do you mean what happened?' 1459 01:22:43,625 --> 01:22:48,462 He said he just remembered waking up on a bench in the city 1460 01:22:48,588 --> 01:22:50,631 a few days before 1461 01:22:50,757 --> 01:22:54,093 and dropping some Xanax or something like that. 1462 01:22:54,219 --> 01:22:57,388 And then I saw a newsflash. 1463 01:22:57,514 --> 01:23:00,265 REPORTER: The body of a woman was found 1464 01:23:00,392 --> 01:23:03,102 wrapped in material at Dights Falls yesterday. 1465 01:23:03,228 --> 01:23:07,272 Police believe the woman is 27-year-old Lynette Phillips. 1466 01:23:09,025 --> 01:23:12,861 OFFICER: The body has been wrapped in material, 1467 01:23:12,988 --> 01:23:16,281 and there's a backpack apparently with weights in it, 1468 01:23:16,408 --> 01:23:18,200 then over the material and the body. 1469 01:23:18,326 --> 01:23:20,160 REPORTER: Results of an autopsy 1470 01:23:20,286 --> 01:23:22,454 expected to be known later tonight. 1471 01:23:24,165 --> 01:23:26,500 DOM : I thought, 'Shit, don't tell me 1472 01:23:26,626 --> 01:23:29,253 he's gone and done something stupid.' 1473 01:23:29,379 --> 01:23:33,882 Just felt surreal. Couldn't believe it was happening. 1474 01:23:34,009 --> 01:23:38,053 I said, 'Did you see the news? Lynette's been found dead.' 1475 01:23:38,179 --> 01:23:40,431 He said, 'Shut up. Don't tell me any more.' 1476 01:23:40,557 --> 01:23:43,726 And he left. 1477 01:23:45,645 --> 01:23:47,396 GREG : It was out of this world really, 1478 01:23:47,522 --> 01:23:50,274 because you thought he was down and out, but you never thought 1479 01:23:50,400 --> 01:23:53,235 that one of your good friends could do that. 1480 01:23:55,196 --> 01:23:57,614 DOM : I didn't want to believe it, you know. 1481 01:23:57,741 --> 01:24:00,534 The Feds came around to my house, 1482 01:24:00,660 --> 01:24:02,911 they started asking questions about Ben - 1483 01:24:03,038 --> 01:24:04,997 when was the last time I saw him? 1484 01:24:05,123 --> 01:24:07,332 They said, 'Can you come back to the station 1485 01:24:07,459 --> 01:24:09,126 and answer some questions?' 1486 01:24:09,252 --> 01:24:13,172 They said, 'Now we're going to give you some pictures 1487 01:24:13,298 --> 01:24:19,261 if you can identify if this is yours.' 1488 01:24:19,387 --> 01:24:22,681 They gave me a picture of a backpack and I said, 1489 01:24:22,807 --> 01:24:27,061 'Yeah, that's mine. I gave it to Ben maybe six months ago.' 1490 01:24:27,187 --> 01:24:30,773 They told me she was weighed down with that, 1491 01:24:30,899 --> 01:24:33,901 so I was like, 'Shit.' 1492 01:24:34,027 --> 01:24:35,944 They showed me another picture, 1493 01:24:36,071 --> 01:24:39,073 my doona cover, saying that's what she was wrapped up in. 1494 01:24:39,199 --> 01:24:41,575 I started just bawling. 1495 01:24:41,701 --> 01:24:43,452 Like, seriously didn't believe it. 1496 01:24:43,578 --> 01:24:45,662 Just thought, 'No fucking way.' 1497 01:24:45,789 --> 01:24:50,667 I just had the impression, 'Ben, gosh, what are you doing?' 1498 01:24:53,880 --> 01:24:56,465 REPORTER: Police say one of the world's most talented 1499 01:24:56,591 --> 01:24:58,217 skateboarders, Ben PAPPAS , 1500 01:24:58,343 --> 01:25:01,178 is a person of interest in the murder of Lynette Phillips, 1501 01:25:01,304 --> 01:25:03,180 a recovering long-term drug addict 1502 01:25:03,306 --> 01:25:05,349 who was studying to become a counsellor, 1503 01:25:05,475 --> 01:25:08,602 her battered body found wrapped in a blue cover. 1504 01:25:14,484 --> 01:25:17,778 DOM : After a week, no one could find Ben. 1505 01:25:17,904 --> 01:25:20,697 So everyone was concerned for his life, you know? 1506 01:25:20,824 --> 01:25:23,992 And then I saw a newsflash. 1507 01:25:24,119 --> 01:25:27,621 REPORTER: The body was found in waters off Victoria Pier 1508 01:25:27,747 --> 01:25:29,790 around 7: 30 last night. 1509 01:25:29,916 --> 01:25:33,377 Divers were sent in after a wallet was found at the scene. 1510 01:25:33,503 --> 01:25:35,504 The dead man is believed to be former 1511 01:25:35,630 --> 01:25:38,257 world skateboarding champion Ben PAPPAS. 1512 01:25:38,383 --> 01:25:42,052 An autopsy is being carried out to confirm his identity. 1513 01:25:42,178 --> 01:25:44,888 PAPPAS was the main suspect in the murder of. . . 1514 01:25:45,014 --> 01:25:46,807 GREG : Everyone was so blown away, 1515 01:25:46,933 --> 01:25:50,227 just blown away and devastated about what had happened. 1516 01:25:52,772 --> 01:25:55,899 Didn't even think about TAS, no. 1517 01:25:58,653 --> 01:26:00,863 TAS: I was calling Colleen one day. 1518 01:26:00,989 --> 01:26:04,700 She just wasn't answering the phone. I'm getting bloody paranoid. 1519 01:26:04,826 --> 01:26:06,410 So then I called my dad. 1520 01:26:06,536 --> 01:26:10,998 He goes, 'TAS, I need you to be strong for me.' 1521 01:26:11,124 --> 01:26:15,627 I go, 'What are you talking about, Dad, be strong for you?' 1522 01:26:15,753 --> 01:26:18,881 He goes, 'TAS, I need you to be strong for me.' 1523 01:26:22,468 --> 01:26:24,386 I go, 'What are you talking about, Dad? 1524 01:26:24,512 --> 01:26:26,763 What the fuck is Colleen doing? Where are my kids?' 1525 01:26:26,890 --> 01:26:29,933 He goes, 'TAS, I need you to be strong for me.' 1526 01:26:30,059 --> 01:26:33,228 I said, 'What are you talking about, Dad?' 1527 01:26:33,354 --> 01:26:35,522 He goes, 'Ben has drowned.' 1528 01:26:38,776 --> 01:26:41,612 'What do you mean Ben's drowned?' 1529 01:26:41,738 --> 01:26:44,990 'Ben's drowned.' 1530 01:26:45,116 --> 01:26:47,534 I've gone, 'Fuck off, he's drowned. 1531 01:26:47,660 --> 01:26:50,078 He can swim. We used to surf in massive surf. 1532 01:26:50,205 --> 01:26:53,040 He didn't fucking drown. What are you talking about?' 1533 01:26:53,166 --> 01:26:55,584 He goes, 'Ben's dead.' 1534 01:27:03,259 --> 01:27:06,094 I just remember being in the day room 1535 01:27:06,221 --> 01:27:08,889 and I've just gone, 'Fuck!' 1536 01:27:09,015 --> 01:27:13,560 I just remember just fucking storming the room in circles, 1537 01:27:13,686 --> 01:27:16,647 just fucking pissed, hoping some cunt would kill me. 1538 01:27:35,875 --> 01:27:38,252 BILL WEISS: I just felt fucking so bad. 1539 01:27:38,378 --> 01:27:40,629 Thinking about his brother, 1540 01:27:40,755 --> 01:27:44,132 thinking of how sad his dad must have been, 1541 01:27:44,259 --> 01:27:45,676 let alone the whole family 1542 01:27:45,802 --> 01:27:48,887 and then TAS being in jail during all this. 1543 01:27:51,975 --> 01:27:54,142 I remember talking to him and saying, 1544 01:27:54,269 --> 01:27:56,353 'Man, fuck, all your friends love you. 1545 01:27:56,479 --> 01:27:58,647 I know that you're in a lot of pain, man, 1546 01:27:58,773 --> 01:28:02,651 but, fuck, you've got a lot going for you right now. 1547 01:28:02,777 --> 01:28:04,778 It doesn't seem like you do, but you do.' 1548 01:28:04,904 --> 01:28:09,241 And I just remember he was fucking pissed, man. 1549 01:28:09,367 --> 01:28:10,951 He didn't sound good. 1550 01:28:13,413 --> 01:28:18,542 TAS: Honestly, deep down, I felt like I failed him. 1551 01:28:18,668 --> 01:28:22,629 I was so shattered my brother is dead. . . 1552 01:28:22,755 --> 01:28:25,716 ..and I was so fucking pissed off. 1553 01:28:32,056 --> 01:28:35,183 GREG : TAS got deported and he came back here. 1554 01:28:35,310 --> 01:28:38,895 In his mind, his relationship at the end with Ben 1555 01:28:39,022 --> 01:28:41,356 wasn't what it should have been. 1556 01:28:41,482 --> 01:28:44,234 There was a lot of stuff that wasn't resolved. 1557 01:28:44,360 --> 01:28:46,069 He was really in a bad way. 1558 01:28:46,195 --> 01:28:49,197 He actually looked like he was suicidal. 1559 01:28:53,911 --> 01:28:55,579 MAN : Go. 1560 01:28:56,497 --> 01:28:57,622 Four. 1561 01:28:57,749 --> 01:29:00,667 (Hard rock music plays) 1562 01:29:02,211 --> 01:29:04,379 What are you, Colleen? 1563 01:29:05,715 --> 01:29:09,885 (Sings aggressively) 1564 01:29:19,645 --> 01:29:22,606 GREG : He was completely out of his mind. 1565 01:29:22,732 --> 01:29:25,400 This is crazy, just crazy out there. 1566 01:29:25,526 --> 01:29:29,946 He was just a mess, he was just taking it really hard. 1567 01:29:31,157 --> 01:29:32,866 That's for you, you cunt. 1568 01:29:34,160 --> 01:29:35,744 DOM : He was in bad shape. 1569 01:29:35,870 --> 01:29:39,122 He said to me, 'I can't believe this is happening.' 1570 01:29:39,248 --> 01:29:43,585 It's gonna be really hard for him to continue on life. 1571 01:29:45,922 --> 01:29:48,548 TAS: My whole world fell apart at once. 1572 01:29:48,674 --> 01:29:52,219 I lost my kids, got deported, 1573 01:29:52,345 --> 01:29:54,554 came home to a dead brother. 1574 01:29:57,308 --> 01:30:00,227 I just thought, 'I deserve to suffer. I hope I die. 1575 01:30:00,353 --> 01:30:03,855 And maybe I'll do something like the way Ben did.' 1576 01:30:05,441 --> 01:30:08,318 So I got on the same drugs as him - 1577 01:30:08,444 --> 01:30:14,616 methadone, Xanax, ice, hammer. 1578 01:30:14,742 --> 01:30:16,410 People were saying to me, 1579 01:30:16,536 --> 01:30:18,995 'Fuck, TAS is just a complete write-off.' 1580 01:30:19,122 --> 01:30:22,666 And then his dad passes away. 1581 01:30:22,792 --> 01:30:24,251 Dad died of a heart attack. 1582 01:30:24,377 --> 01:30:28,797 He was stuck in America. He was just broken. 1583 01:30:29,924 --> 01:30:32,926 I just had enough. 1584 01:30:33,052 --> 01:30:37,264 I figured the start of the real end was when Ben got busted. 1585 01:30:37,390 --> 01:30:39,433 That was the end for everyone. 1586 01:30:39,559 --> 01:30:42,310 I just thought I deserved the misery Ben got 1587 01:30:42,437 --> 01:30:44,229 because I wasn't there for him 1588 01:30:44,355 --> 01:30:47,566 because he died, and I just wanted to die. 1589 01:30:47,692 --> 01:30:51,403 Then I thought, 'I'm a piece of fucking shit anyway. 1590 01:30:51,529 --> 01:30:53,321 Who gives a fuck?' 1591 01:31:13,259 --> 01:31:17,971 Next minute, I'm in Argentina with ten grand Australian, 1592 01:31:18,097 --> 01:31:21,766 a few skateboards, a bunch of grip tape, glue 1593 01:31:21,893 --> 01:31:24,060 and a cheese grater. 1594 01:31:27,190 --> 01:31:29,691 I don't even know what I was thinking, 1595 01:31:29,817 --> 01:31:31,526 but I just came up with the plan. 1596 01:31:31,652 --> 01:31:35,071 I went straight up to the taxi rank, I've met this cab driver, 1597 01:31:35,198 --> 01:31:39,284 I told him the deal and he was like, 'OK, you wait for me.' 1598 01:31:42,288 --> 01:31:45,499 Then we get driven into some weird little ghetto thing. 1599 01:31:45,625 --> 01:31:47,292 Next thing you know I get given a little bag 1600 01:31:47,418 --> 01:31:48,835 and it's got two discs in it 1601 01:31:48,961 --> 01:31:51,129 with a scorpion pressed in the back of it. 1602 01:31:51,255 --> 01:31:54,132 That's it. Fine. 500g each disc. 1603 01:31:58,888 --> 01:32:01,181 I've gone back to the hotel 1604 01:32:01,307 --> 01:32:03,558 and I've started grinding away. 1605 01:32:06,896 --> 01:32:09,481 I was creeping around the room, 1606 01:32:09,607 --> 01:32:12,442 and I knew that I had got the answer 1607 01:32:12,568 --> 01:32:14,486 that's going to fix everything. 1608 01:32:14,612 --> 01:32:20,408 O spirit brother, my turn. This is for you. 1609 01:32:20,535 --> 01:32:24,913 I'm there for four days, I packed everything up, 1610 01:32:25,039 --> 01:32:28,208 grabbed the bag I had, put everything in it. 1611 01:32:37,301 --> 01:32:39,219 PILOT: Welcome to Sydney. 1612 01:32:39,345 --> 01:32:41,471 Local time approaching 1 1 : 10. 1613 01:32:43,849 --> 01:32:46,851 TAS: Next thing you know, I'm coming in, landing for Sydney 1614 01:32:46,978 --> 01:32:49,854 and I've had a moment of clarity 1615 01:32:49,981 --> 01:32:52,482 and I've gone, 'Am I fucking kidding? 1616 01:32:52,608 --> 01:32:55,235 I've got a kilo of coke. I'm off my fucking head 1617 01:32:55,361 --> 01:32:57,237 and I've changed my ticket. 1618 01:32:57,363 --> 01:32:59,948 I've only been gone five days. I look like a zombie. 1619 01:33:00,074 --> 01:33:02,158 I'm fucking done!' 1620 01:33:08,207 --> 01:33:10,709 It was so loosely packed, man. 1621 01:33:10,835 --> 01:33:13,587 There were smears of coke on everything. 1622 01:33:13,713 --> 01:33:15,380 As soon as I walked into the airport, 1623 01:33:15,506 --> 01:33:17,966 I think the coke machine just started buzzing. 1624 01:33:19,218 --> 01:33:23,346 (Beeping) 1625 01:33:23,472 --> 01:33:26,349 That thing just started going ballistic as soon as it saw me. 1626 01:33:26,475 --> 01:33:28,893 That's how much residue there was all over me. 1627 01:33:29,020 --> 01:33:31,229 It was so loosely packed. 1628 01:33:31,355 --> 01:33:34,524 The first question they asked, 'What's in the boards?' 1629 01:33:34,650 --> 01:33:37,444 It was that bloody obvious. 1630 01:33:37,570 --> 01:33:42,532 They all jumped on me, cuffed me. Quite a fiasco. 1631 01:33:42,658 --> 01:33:47,495 I had ground up a kilo to a nice little pile on a table 1632 01:33:47,622 --> 01:33:49,497 and it was falling on my clothes, 1633 01:33:49,624 --> 01:33:51,958 it's all over the boards when I was packing it in. 1634 01:33:52,084 --> 01:33:53,418 I just wiped it off with water. 1635 01:33:53,544 --> 01:33:55,420 What was I thinking? 1636 01:33:55,546 --> 01:33:57,047 I was completely gone. 1637 01:33:57,173 --> 01:34:00,592 I was so embarrassed. I was so ashamed, man. 1638 01:34:00,718 --> 01:34:03,637 GREG : There were these pictures on the internet 1639 01:34:03,763 --> 01:34:06,014 from the Australian Skateboarding website - 1640 01:34:06,140 --> 01:34:07,932 three or four boards 1641 01:34:08,059 --> 01:34:10,060 with all 'Fragile' stickers wrapped around 1642 01:34:10,186 --> 01:34:12,812 and it said, 'A skateboarder is caught in Sydney Airport 1643 01:34:12,938 --> 01:34:14,397 with cocaine in his boards.' 1644 01:34:14,523 --> 01:34:16,149 And you just knew instantly it was TAS. 1645 01:34:16,275 --> 01:34:19,694 You didn't even have to say TAS. It screamed TAS all over it. 1646 01:34:19,820 --> 01:34:22,989 You would have to be completely off your head 1647 01:34:23,115 --> 01:34:26,451 to even think you were gonna get away with those skateboards. 1648 01:34:26,577 --> 01:34:29,204 It was such a similar subconscious thing 1649 01:34:29,330 --> 01:34:31,539 that was happening with what Ben did. 1650 01:34:31,666 --> 01:34:35,835 It was actually.. . It was pretty sad. 1651 01:34:46,472 --> 01:34:50,892 Switch. . . (Speaks indistinctly) 1652 01:34:51,018 --> 01:34:55,271 TAS: In the end, I got three years. 1653 01:34:55,398 --> 01:34:58,024 I'm doing 50-50s, you know what I mean? 1654 01:34:58,150 --> 01:35:00,819 I think it's been good for me. 1655 01:35:00,945 --> 01:35:04,155 It's been very good for me, it's exactly what I've needed. 1656 01:35:04,281 --> 01:35:06,199 I needed to be locked in a cell 1657 01:35:06,325 --> 01:35:09,160 to really think about my brother. 1658 01:35:09,286 --> 01:35:14,457 Because I couldn't handle the pain. It was too much at once. 1659 01:35:14,583 --> 01:35:19,629 I went straight. I was forced to face my issues, which was good. 1660 01:35:19,755 --> 01:35:21,798 You feel like you're weak because of it, 1661 01:35:21,924 --> 01:35:24,551 but it's actually strong when you can admit it. 1662 01:35:25,386 --> 01:35:27,053 I miss my brother. 1663 01:35:29,348 --> 01:35:31,599 I miss him. 1664 01:35:37,815 --> 01:35:42,902 I just cried a lot in jail thinking about Ben as a kid, 1665 01:35:43,028 --> 01:35:46,322 me as a kid and how it all turned out. 1666 01:35:50,077 --> 01:35:53,371 BILL WEISS: It seems like they're painted one way 1667 01:35:53,497 --> 01:35:55,457 and people perceived them in that way. 1668 01:35:55,583 --> 01:35:58,001 To me, they weren't like that at all. 1669 01:35:58,127 --> 01:36:02,547 They were fucking crazy, crazy as anyone else at the time, 1670 01:36:02,673 --> 01:36:05,175 but those guys were just really cool people, man. 1671 01:36:05,301 --> 01:36:06,676 They were really generous 1672 01:36:06,802 --> 01:36:08,762 and I think that's truly the mentality 1673 01:36:08,888 --> 01:36:11,598 of most skateboarders. 1674 01:36:11,724 --> 01:36:15,435 On top of that, vert skating was pretty much dead, 1675 01:36:15,561 --> 01:36:17,562 and they put a big hand 1676 01:36:17,688 --> 01:36:21,357 in saving skateboarding right there. 1677 01:36:21,484 --> 01:36:23,359 HENRY SANCHEZ: When I heard about Ben, 1678 01:36:23,486 --> 01:36:26,404 I was like, 'Damn, skating just lost one 1679 01:36:26,530 --> 01:36:32,952 of the sickest style skaters in the history of skateboarding.' 1680 01:36:33,078 --> 01:36:36,498 I think those guys belong in the history books 1681 01:36:36,624 --> 01:36:40,084 and TAS. . . TAS is still here so he definitely needs to be 1682 01:36:40,211 --> 01:36:43,463 in the scene with all those guys. 1683 01:36:43,589 --> 01:36:45,673 LANCE CONKLIN : Those guys should still be right here 1684 01:36:45,800 --> 01:36:47,050 fucking kicking ass, 1685 01:36:47,176 --> 01:36:49,886 doing the same shit they were doing. 1686 01:36:50,012 --> 01:36:52,680 It's fucking sad. 1687 01:36:52,807 --> 01:36:59,604 Skateboarders got fucked in the ass so bad by bullshit. 1688 01:36:59,730 --> 01:37:04,526 Skateboarding used to be so fucking great, and it still is, 1689 01:37:04,652 --> 01:37:06,903 but it's so fucking fucked. 1690 01:37:08,906 --> 01:37:10,782 TAS: Skateboarding is a gift, 1691 01:37:10,908 --> 01:37:15,411 and it did take me and Ben away from crap in St. Albans. 1692 01:37:15,538 --> 01:37:17,789 But somehow we got sucked back into the life 1693 01:37:17,915 --> 01:37:21,167 we would have had in St Albans anyway. 1694 01:37:21,293 --> 01:37:23,795 I mean, I don't care. I'm over it now. 1695 01:37:23,921 --> 01:37:25,880 There's no point in holding onto it. 1696 01:37:26,006 --> 01:37:28,049 But it got pretty heavy. 1697 01:37:32,763 --> 01:37:36,432 Somehow in my big demented stage, 1698 01:37:36,559 --> 01:37:41,563 I met Helen, we fell in love, we had Billy straightaway. 1699 01:37:41,689 --> 01:37:43,773 She stuck by me. 1700 01:37:43,899 --> 01:37:46,651 Yeah, I just needed a strong Australian woman 1701 01:37:46,777 --> 01:37:48,820 to help me through my shit. 1702 01:38:26,650 --> 01:38:29,319 TAS: I feel like God has given Ben a second chance. 1703 01:38:29,445 --> 01:38:33,781 His soul is coming back in this kid. 1704 01:38:33,908 --> 01:38:37,952 When I look at Billy, I feel it's Ben. 1705 01:38:41,957 --> 01:38:48,004 I feel like I will Barnes it to the death for my new Elias.