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I WANT TO GO CAMPING
ONE DAY.
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I'VE NEVER DONE IT BEFORE.
I WANT TO DO THAT.
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WHOO HOO!
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CAN YOU IMAGINE PLAYING
PAINTBALL UP HERE?
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IT'D BE HARD.
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IF YOU TRIPPED
AND FELL DOWN THIS HILL,
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YOU'RE DONEZO.
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OH, GOD... OH, GOD.
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WHAT THE HELL?
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DID THEY TAKE
WITH THE GROUP, GUYS?
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COME ON, A.J.,
YOU CAN DO IT.
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ALL RIGHT,
A.J.'S COMING.
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YES, IT'S GONNA
TAKE ME A MINUTE.
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THIS IS REALLY SHITTY
FOR MY KNEES.
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BACKSTREET BOYS!
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BACKSTREET BOYS!
BACKSTREET BOYS!
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BACKSTREET BOYS!
BACKSTREET BOYS!
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FROM 1999 TO ABOUT 2002,
WE WERE UNSTOPPABLE.
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I MEAN, WE'RE THE BIGGEST
BAND IN THE WORLD.
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WE DREAMED, BUT NOBODY
THOUGHT IT WAS GONNA BE
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AS BIG AS IT WAS.
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WE SOLD OVER 130 MILLION
ALBUMS WORLDWIDE.
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THEN KINDA OUT OF NOWHERE,
IT JUST STOPPED.
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ONCE RADIO AND MTV
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AND THEY THINK THAT
YOU'RE OVER,
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I MEAN, THEY'RE GONNA JUST
SCRATCH YOU.
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YOU CAN GET SO MUCH
CRITICISM BEING IN A BOY BAND.
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THE BEGINNING WAS MANUFACTURED.
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THERE'S NO DOUBT ABOUT IT.
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BUT IT'S LIKE PINOCCHIO.
HE WAS MANUFACTURED.
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BUT HE TURNED INTO
A REAL BOY.
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THEY ARE THE BEST-SELLING
BOY BAND IN HISTORY,
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CELEBRATING 20 YEARS
OF MUSIC-- THE BACKSTREET BOYS.
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KEVIN IS COMING BACK!
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WHAT DO YOU DO WHEN
YOU'RE A FULL-GROWN MAN
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IN A BOY BAND?
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I DON'T KNOW,
LET'S SEE.
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COME ON!
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THANK YOU.
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DON'T GIVE UP!
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DON'T GIVE UP!
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THAT'S IT.
KEEP IT GOING.
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HEY, HEY, HEY, HEY!
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YEAH!
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PASS IT, BRIAN.
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WE NEED YOU, COME ON.
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2006,
I QUIT THE GROUP.
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I WANTED TO JUST
BE A NORMAL GUY FOR A WHILE.
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I DIDN'T FEEL INSPIRED
AS MUCH AS I USED TO.
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I DIDN'T LOVE IT.
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I DIDN'T HAVE THE PASSION
THAT I USED TO HAVE,
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AND THEREFORE I LEFT.
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OH!
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I HAD THIS IDEA TO GO
TO LONDON JUST TO GET AWAY,
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JUST THE FIVE OF US,
BRING EVERYBODY TOGETHER,
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'CAUSE WE HADN'T SEEN
EACH OTHER IN FOREVER.
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AND, YOU KNOW,
TO RECORD AN ALBUM.
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NO FAMILIES, NO GIRLFRIENDS,
NO-- JUST US.
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NEVER, EVER PLAYED,
AND NOT TOO BAD,
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NOT TOO SHABBY.
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HOWIE, TWINKLE TOES.
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NOT BAD.
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I LIKE GOLF WAY BETTER.
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YEE!
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- SEE, I REMEMBER THAT.
- HEY, DON'T GET USED TO ME
BRINGING YOU TEA.
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OH, YOU'VE SEEN "DRIVE,"
RIGHT, THE MOVIE "DRIVE?"
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UH-HUH.
- YEAH, BUDDY.
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I'M SO HAPPY RIGHT NOW.
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OH, MY GOD,
YOU'RE SO--
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- NICOLE GOT IT, MADE FOR ME.
- THAT IS HILARIOUS.
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HOW DOPE IS THIS SHIT?
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COME ON, MAN,
YOU KNOW IT'S DOPE.
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GOOD, GIVE ME A LINE.
GIVE ME A LINE.
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HE DOESN'T SAY ANYTHING,
LIKE, THE ENTIRE MOVIE.
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WELL,
GIVE ME THE LOOK.
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YOU GOT TO PUT
THE JACKET ON.
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OKAY, WAIT, WAIT, WAIT.
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- MAN, DON'T--
- I CAN'T LOOK AT YOU.
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YOU'RE NOT-- YOU'RE NOT GONNA BE
VERY GOOD AT ACTING
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AT THIS POINT, OKAY, COOL.
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I FEEL THAT.
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THAT WAS THE LOOK?
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YOU DON'T HAVE NO WORDS?
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HE REALLY DIDN'T SAY SHIT
THE WHOLE MOVIE.
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SO WE FINALLY GOT TO
THE TOP OF THE HILL.
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TEN YEARS AGO,
EVERYTHING WAS SO FAST-PACED.
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YOU DIDN'T HAVE TIME TO REST.
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YOU DIDN'T HAVE TIME
TO THINK.
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YOU DIDN'T HAVE TIME
TO EAT.
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CRAZY KID.
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EVERYBODY WAS SICK
OF EACH OTHER,
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AND EVERYBODY WANTED TO DO
THEIR OWN THING.
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WE'RE ALL OLDER NOW.
SO MUCH HAS HAPPENED.
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WE'VE SEEN THE BEST
AND THE WORST OF EACH OTHER
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FOR 20 YEARS.
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MY WHOLE MANTRA COMING
INTO THIS
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IS I JUST WANT TO BE PROUD
OF THE MUSIC THAT WE'RE MAKING,
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AND THE SHOWS THAT WE'RE PUTTING
ON AND HAVE A BLAST.
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ENJOY IT.
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ONE, TWO, THREE--
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WE DON'T HAVE A RECORD
DEAL. IT'S AWESOME.
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IT'S LIKE
STARTING ALL OVER AGAIN,
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HAVING THE FREEDOM TO CREATE
SOMETHING FROM SCRATCH.
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THIS IS SOMETHING
THAT WE FELT LIKE
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WE WANTED TO DO OURSELVES.
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IT'S OUR MONEY.
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SO THIS NEW CHAPTER THAT
WE'RE EMBARKING ON
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IS, TO ME, EXCITING,
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AT THE SAME TIME,
CRAZY AND SCARY.
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IT'S A BIG YEAR FOR US,
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KEVIN'S BACK.
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WE HAVE AN ALBUM
THAT WE GOT TO RELEASE,
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20TH ANNIVERSARY,
BRAND-NEW TOUR.
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IT'S HUGE.
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WE USED TO SHOW UP
AND THEY'D SAY,
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"GO IN AND SING THIS,"
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AND YOU'D GO IN
AND SING IT.
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THE PRODUCER WOULD
MAKE IT SOUND MAGICAL,
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AND THE RECORD EXECUTIVES
PICKED THE SINGLES
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AND THERE WAS NO
DECISION MAKING.
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WHEN WE WERE KIDS,
IT WAS DIFFERENT.
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WE WERE TOLD WERE TO GO.
WE WERE TOLD WHAT TO DO.
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WE WERE TOLD WHAT TO SAY.
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AND NOW IT'S LIKE,
YOU KNOW WHAT?
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I DO HAVE A VOICE.
I WANT TO THINK FOR MYSELF.
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I WANT TO MAKE MUSIC
FOR ME.
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YOU KNOW, I WANT TO MAKE MUSIC
FOR OUR FANS.
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I WANT TO MAKE
EVERYBODY HAPPY.
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I'VE BEEN IN THIS BAND
FOR MORE THAN HALF OF MY LIFE.
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I AM THE FIRST, THE ORIGINAL
OLD SCHOOL BACKSTREET BOY.
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I MET LOU PEARLMAN
IN 1992.
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HE WAS PROBABLY ONE OF
THE WEALTHIEST MEN
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IN ORLANDO AT THE TIME,
AN ENTREPRENEUR.
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YOU KNOW HE WAS JUST
AN ALL AROUND WEALTHY,
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WEALTHY MAN.
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YOU KNOW, LOU HAD SEEN
THE SUCCESS OF BOYZ II MEN,
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JODECI,
NEW KIDS ON THE BLOCK,
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AND I THINK ONCE THAT GOT
IN THE BACK OF HIS HEAD,
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HE WAS LIKE,
"WELL, I CAN DO THIS."
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I CAN PUT TOGETHER A GROUP--
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FIVE PRETTY FACES
THAT CAN SING AND DANCE.
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AND THAT'S EXACTLY
WHAT HE DID.
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LOU WAS GIVING US
A $75 WEEK CHECK,
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AND I STILL HAVE IT
IN MY MOM'S HOUSE FRAMED.
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IT WAS THE FIRST CHECK
I EVER GOT.
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IT WAS LIKE A PER DIEM,
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AND 75 BUCKS FOR A 14-YEAR-OLD'S
A LOT OF MONEY.
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I'D BEEN WORKING
ON A SOLO CAREER
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SINCE I WAS 6 YEARS OLD.
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IT WAS DEFINITELY BETTER THAN
WORKING AT UNIVERSAL STUDIOS
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OR DISNEY'S BACK LOT, YOU KNOW,
OR McDONALDS, THAT'S FOR SURE.
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I REALLY HAD THIS CHOICE
BETWEEN BEING A MOUSEKETEER,
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$50,000 CONTRACT, OR DOING
THIS THING WITH LOU PEARLMAN
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AND THE BACKSTREET BOYS.
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MY MOTHER GAVE ME THE CHOICE.
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I DON'T KNOW WHY
SHE LEFT THAT DECISION
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UP TO AN 11-YEAR-OLD CHILD,
BUT IT JUST KIND OF HAPPENED.
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I DIDN'T WANT TO GROW UP
AND BE A BACKSTREET BOY.
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I TOLD MY MOM WHEN
I WAS A LITTLE BOY
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THAT I WAS GONNA GROW UP
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AND PLAY FOR THE UNIVERSITY
OF KENTUCKY BASKETBALL TEAM.
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I WAS WORKING IN ORLANDO,
FLORIDA, WALT DISNEY WORLD.
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I WAS A NINJA TURTLE,
ALADDIN, PLAYED GOOFY,
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BUT DREAMED OF BEING
A RECORDING ARTIST.
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SO THIS WAS A HUGE
OPPORTUNITY FOR ME...
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A SHOT, A CHANCE.
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LOU OWNED SOME WAREHOUSE
SPACES OUT HERE
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- IN THIS INDUSTRIAL PARK--
- HE WAS LEASING THEM.
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HE WAS LEASING THEM,
THAT'S RIGHT.
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WHICH WE'RE GONNA TRY TO SEE
IF WE CAN MANAGE TO FIND.
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UM, IT'S BEEN MANY
YEARS AGO.
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- WE'RE GONNA TRY TO FIND THEM.
- ALMOST 20 YEARS AGO.
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THIS ONE.
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I THINK IT WAS ON
MICHIGAN, GUYS.
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- NO, I THINK IT'S--
- I THINK IT'S THIS ONE.
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ALL I KNOW IS I GOT LOST
COMING HERE THE FIRST TIME.
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I ALMOST DIDN'T GET
IN THE GROUP BECAUSE OF THAT.
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SO MAYBE DON'T ASK ME.
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HI, GUYS.
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I REMEMBER THIS AREA, THOUGH.
I REMEMBER THAT CHURCH.
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IT IS DOWN ON THIS ROAD,
I'M TELLING YOU.
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THEN WE TRUST HIS MEMORY
AND NONE OF THE OLD GUYS.
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YEAH, THIS IS IT.
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- HOLY CRAP.
- THIS IS IT.
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IT IS.
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WE'RE HERE NOW.
26/42
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WE WERE BUSTING OUR FUCKING
ASS IN THIS WAREHOUSE HERE,
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DAY IN AND DAY OUT
ALL DAY LONG.
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IT WAS LIKE
A WOOD STAGE THAT WE PUT UP.
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WE HAD A BUNCH OF MIRRORS.
IT WAS HOT AS HELL.
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IT WAS A CONSTANT
WORK IN PROGRESS.
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WE HAD TO BE WORKED ON.
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OH, OH, YEAH!
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WE PUT IN SOME CRAZY
HOURS IN THE EARLY DAYS.
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THE BACKSTREET HARMONY,
THE BLEND,
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IT WAS ALWAYS
A WORK IN PROGRESS.
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YOU KNOW,
IT WAS SOMETHING THAT
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WE HAD TO, KIND OF, FIND.
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I REMEMBER HOWIE
IN THE VERY BEGINNING.
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HE WAS PRETTY MUCH
THE LEAD SINGER.
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AND THEN BRIAN CAME IN.
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HE HAD A GREAT VOICE.
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WITHOUT HIM, YOU KNOW,
THE BLEND WOULDN'T BE THE SAME.
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THE VOICES ARE FIVE.
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THEY CREATE A CHEMISTRY,
A SOUND
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THAT IS UNLIKE ANY OTHER.
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YOU JUST KNEW IT,
LIKE THIS MAKES SENSE.
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THIS WORKS.
OUR VOICES BLEND PERFECTLY.
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I THINK
I'M GETTING STRONGER.
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YOU KNOW,
I THINK I'M GETTING BETTER.
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YOU KNOW, I THINK
YOU'VE HELPED ME A LOT
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WHICH HAS BEEN GOOD.
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YOU GET THIS JAW WORKING
A LITTLE BIT.
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AND YOU LET YOUR JAW
HANG DOWN AND BACK.
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THE BLESSING THAT
WE'RE GEARING UP FOR A TOUR,
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AND, YOU KNOW,
THE BACKSTREET BOYS' WORLD
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IS, YOU KNOW,
ABOUT TO EXPLODE AGAIN.
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YOU KNOW, BUT YET
IT'S STILL PRESSURE.
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- YOU KNOW BECAUSE IT'S
THIS ANTICIPATION OF...
- RIGHT.
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YOU KNOW,
BRIAN'S GOT TO BE BRIAN.
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YOU KNOW, I WISH THERE
WAS A MAGIC WAND
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THAT JUST COULD--
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NOT WITH THESE MIND/BODY--
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NOT WITH THESE
MIND/BODY CONNECTIONS
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WHICH IS RIGHT WHERE, YOU KNOW,
RIGHT WHERE THE PROBLEM LIVES
227
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IS RIGHT IN BETWEEN
THE NERVOUS SYSTEM
228
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AND THE MIND.
229
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JUST BREATHE.
230
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LA LA LA...
231
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UH-HUH. LET IT GO.
232
00:14:53,059 --> 00:14:57,429
YOU KNOW MY VOICE IS,
YOU KNOW, IT'S MY LIFE.
233
00:14:57,430 --> 00:14:59,300
YOU KNOW,
WE TAKE IT FOR GRANTED,
234
00:14:59,299 --> 00:15:01,369
- BECAUSE IT'S JUST
SOMETHING THAT'S GIVEN.
- RIGHT.
235
00:15:01,368 --> 00:15:05,468
AND...
AND FOR ME IT'S, UM,
236
00:15:05,472 --> 00:15:09,472
IT'S NOT A GIVEN RIGHT NOW.
237
00:15:09,476 --> 00:15:11,136
IT COMES AND GOES.
238
00:15:17,349 --> 00:15:20,289
IT'S HARD FOR ME TO TALK ABOUT
TO BE HONEST WITH YOU.
239
00:15:20,287 --> 00:15:25,017
UM... I TRY TO...
240
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I TRY REALLY HARD
TO BE OPTIMISTIC ABOUT IT,
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00:15:27,427 --> 00:15:31,327
UM, BUT I'M FACED
WITH IT EVERY DAY.
242
00:15:31,331 --> 00:15:34,931
UM, THE DOCTOR
MENTIONED
243
00:15:34,935 --> 00:15:38,135
VOCAL TENSION DYSPHONIA,
244
00:15:38,138 --> 00:15:41,508
WHICH IS THE TIGHTENING
OF THE MUSCLES
245
00:15:41,508 --> 00:15:43,508
AROUND THE VOCAL CHORDS
246
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WHICH 'CAUSES THE VOCAL CHORDS
NOT TO WORK CORRECTLY.
247
00:15:56,488 --> 00:15:58,458
IT'S FRUSTRATING.
IT'S VERY FRUSTRATING.
248
00:15:58,458 --> 00:16:01,388
BECAUSE I WANT TO YOU KNOW,
I JUST WANT TO BE ME.
249
00:16:01,394 --> 00:16:04,564
I WANT IT TO BE EASY.
250
00:16:04,564 --> 00:16:08,504
AND I WANT TO HAVE
THE CAREFREE ATTITUDE,
251
00:16:08,501 --> 00:16:13,071
YOU KNOW, THAT I HAD
YEARS AGO.
252
00:16:13,073 --> 00:16:14,613
HERE WE ARE
WITH THE BACKSTREET BOYS.
253
00:16:14,607 --> 00:16:17,337
- HOW OLD ARE YOU ANYWAY?
- I'M 16.
254
00:16:17,344 --> 00:16:19,184
- AND HOW OLD ARE YOU?
- 19.
255
00:16:19,179 --> 00:16:20,449
- AND?
- 20.
256
00:16:20,447 --> 00:16:21,607
- 20.
- AND?
257
00:16:21,614 --> 00:16:25,384
- 14.
- OOH!
258
00:16:25,385 --> 00:16:29,445
LOU PULLED EVERY RESOURCE
HE COULD WITH THIS
259
00:16:29,456 --> 00:16:32,256
AND PULLED AS MANY STRINGS
AS HE COULD
260
00:16:32,258 --> 00:16:35,088
TO GET US TO BE AS BIG
AS WE COULD BE.
261
00:16:35,095 --> 00:16:36,585
HE HAD ALL THESE THINGS
262
00:16:36,596 --> 00:16:40,056
THAT A RICH BILLIONAIRE
ENTREPRENEUR SHOULD HAVE.
263
00:16:40,066 --> 00:16:42,026
WE'RE A BUNCH OF YOUNG GUYS
THAT'S LIKE,
264
00:16:42,035 --> 00:16:44,035
GOING INTO A FRICKIN',
LIKE DISNEY WORLD.
265
00:16:44,037 --> 00:16:46,767
I MEAN, EVERY TIME WE ALL WOULD
HANG AT LOU'S HOUSE,
266
00:16:46,773 --> 00:16:49,143
IT WAS A DIFFERENT ADVENTURE.
267
00:16:49,142 --> 00:16:53,282
HE HAD THIS UNBELIEVABLE,
LIKE, ARCADE/MOVIE ROOM.
268
00:16:53,279 --> 00:16:55,079
THAT HAD A COOL POOL TABLE,
269
00:16:55,081 --> 00:16:56,781
ONE OF THOSE OLD-FASHIONED
COKE MACHINES.
270
00:16:56,783 --> 00:16:59,223
IT WAS THE BEST DAMN TASTING
COKE YOU'VE EVER HAD LIFE
271
00:16:59,219 --> 00:17:01,119
IN YOUR LIFE.
272
00:17:01,121 --> 00:17:03,151
IT WAS SO GOOD,
IN THESE GLASS BOTTLES,
273
00:17:03,156 --> 00:17:05,186
BUT IT WAS LIKE,
AN OLD-FASHIONED ONE.
274
00:17:05,191 --> 00:17:08,631
AND THEN HE HAD THIS--
THE ORIGINAL DARTH VADER MASK.
275
00:17:08,628 --> 00:17:11,098
AT THE END OF THE NIGHT,
WE'D PULL OUT ONE
276
00:17:11,097 --> 00:17:15,797
OF LOU'S PORNS AND WE ALL
WATCHED THOSE EVERY SO OFTEN.
277
00:17:15,802 --> 00:17:18,142
THE FIRST TIME I'D SEEN TWO
GIRLS EVEN KISSING EACH OTHER
278
00:17:18,138 --> 00:17:20,198
WAS ON ONE
OF LOU'S VIDEOTAPES.
279
00:17:20,206 --> 00:17:21,836
AND I WAS LIKE,
"WHAT IS THIS?"
280
00:17:21,841 --> 00:17:23,371
I'M LIKE,
"MY EYES ARE GONNA BURN."
281
00:17:23,376 --> 00:17:25,536
I CAN'T EVEN TELL MY MOM
ABOUT THIS.
282
00:17:25,545 --> 00:17:29,475
HI, LOU.
- WOW! I'M ON CANDID CAMERA.
283
00:17:29,482 --> 00:17:31,152
HELLO.
284
00:17:31,151 --> 00:17:32,621
HI.
285
00:17:32,619 --> 00:17:34,419
LOU WAS BIG PAPA.
286
00:17:34,421 --> 00:17:36,591
HE WAS LIKE ANOTHER FATHER
TO A LOT OF US,
287
00:17:36,589 --> 00:17:38,589
LIKE KEVIN, ESPECIALLY.
288
00:17:38,591 --> 00:17:41,091
YOU KNOW, BECAUSE KEVIN
WAS THE ONLY ONE, AT THAT TIME,
289
00:17:41,094 --> 00:17:42,794
THAT DIDN'T HAVE A FATHER.
290
00:17:42,796 --> 00:17:48,066
HE ALLOWED ME TO QUIT
MY TWO JOBS AND PURSUE MY DREAM,
291
00:17:48,068 --> 00:17:50,068
AND I'M VERY APPRECIATIVE
OF THAT.
292
00:17:59,845 --> 00:18:02,845
WE ALL CLAIM TO KNOW
EVERYTHING ABOUT EACH OTHER,
293
00:18:02,849 --> 00:18:06,419
BUT THERE'S STILL
SO MUCH LEFT UNSAID,
294
00:18:06,419 --> 00:18:10,219
SO MUCH LEFT UNLEARNED
295
00:18:10,223 --> 00:18:12,493
SO WHILE WE WERE IN LONDON
MAKING THE RECORD,
296
00:18:12,492 --> 00:18:15,132
WE TALKED ABOUT DOING THESE
LITTLE HOMETOWN TRIPS
297
00:18:15,128 --> 00:18:17,458
TO REALLY KIND OF GO BACK
TO OUR GRASS ROOTS
298
00:18:17,464 --> 00:18:19,534
TO KIND OF SEE WHERE EVERYBODY
REALLY CAME FROM.
299
00:18:22,201 --> 00:18:25,441
SEE THESE PLACES,
EXPERIENCE IT TOGETHER,
300
00:18:25,438 --> 00:18:27,468
AND GET THAT BOND TIGHT AGAIN.
301
00:18:29,374 --> 00:18:32,914
WE GONNA PARTY TONIGHT!
COME ON, Y'ALL SHOULD STAY!
302
00:18:32,912 --> 00:18:34,512
THAT'S WHAT THEY SAY.
303
00:18:34,514 --> 00:18:36,184
AND THEY'RE HAULING BUTT
IN THAT THING.
304
00:18:40,152 --> 00:18:41,422
I'LL DO IT.
305
00:18:41,421 --> 00:18:44,321
ALL RIGHT,
THIS IS WHERE I GREW UP.
306
00:18:46,458 --> 00:18:49,588
MY FATHER
WAS THE MANAGER OF THIS CAMP,
307
00:18:49,596 --> 00:18:52,796
AND WE LIVED ON
THE PROPERTY YEAR-ROUND.
308
00:18:52,799 --> 00:18:55,429
I WOULD LOOK OUT
AT THIS GRASS RIGHT HERE
309
00:18:55,435 --> 00:18:58,535
AND UP AT THOSE TREES
AND ENVISION A CROWD,
310
00:18:58,538 --> 00:19:01,438
LIKE AN ARENA,
AND LIKE I WAS A ROCK STAR,
311
00:19:01,441 --> 00:19:03,311
AND I'D HAVE A BROOM
IN MY HAND
312
00:19:03,309 --> 00:19:06,879
AND PLAY AIR GUITAR AND JUST
IMAGINE LIKE THE TREES
313
00:19:06,880 --> 00:19:09,380
AND THE GRASS IS LIKE--
314
00:19:09,382 --> 00:19:13,152
YEA-EA-EA-EA-H, OOH!
315
00:19:23,962 --> 00:19:25,962
I LIVED HERE UNTIL
316
00:19:25,965 --> 00:19:31,165
I LEFT FOR FLORIDA IN 1990.
317
00:19:31,171 --> 00:19:34,441
WE LIVED IN THIS HOUSE
RIGHT OVER HERE.
318
00:19:34,440 --> 00:19:36,470
THIS IS LIKE WHERE MY DAD,
YOU KNOW,
319
00:19:36,476 --> 00:19:39,976
KIND OF SPENT HIS FINAL DAYS.
320
00:19:39,979 --> 00:19:43,179
WHEN I WAS LIVING IN FLORIDA,
321
00:19:43,183 --> 00:19:45,923
MY FATHER HAD HAD A--
WAS DIAGNOSED WITH CANCER,
322
00:19:45,919 --> 00:19:47,649
BUT THEY DIDN'T TELL ME
AND THEY SAID
323
00:19:47,654 --> 00:19:49,424
HE JUST HAD A LITTLE SURGERY,
324
00:19:49,422 --> 00:19:50,922
SOMETHING WAS UP
WITH HIS STOMACH.
325
00:19:50,924 --> 00:19:52,364
THEY DIDN'T WANT TO WORRY ME.
326
00:19:52,358 --> 00:19:54,258
A COUPLE OF MONTHS AFTER THAT
MY MOM CALLED ME
327
00:19:54,260 --> 00:19:57,660
AND SAID THAT, "YOU KNOW
THAT THING THAT WE TOLD YOU
328
00:19:57,664 --> 00:19:59,564
YOUR DAD HAD A LITTLE PROBLEM
WITH HIS STOMACH?
329
00:19:59,566 --> 00:20:01,466
WELL, WE DIDN'T WANT
TO WORRY YOU,
330
00:20:01,467 --> 00:20:04,797
WE DIDN'T, YOU KNOW,
WANT YOU TO WORRY,
331
00:20:04,804 --> 00:20:07,444
BUT IT WAS CANCER,
AND IT'S COME BACK
332
00:20:07,440 --> 00:20:09,540
AND IT'S NOT DOING VERY--"
333
00:20:16,348 --> 00:20:18,248
I KNOW WHAT YOU
WENT THROUGH, BRO.
334
00:20:25,424 --> 00:20:27,594
SO I CAME BACK HOME
335
00:20:27,594 --> 00:20:30,864
AND MY FATHER HAD BEEN
IN THAT BED FOR,
336
00:20:30,863 --> 00:20:34,033
I DON'T KNOW HOW MANY WEEKS,
AND I PULLED UP...
337
00:20:47,412 --> 00:20:49,312
PULLED UP IN MY CAR
338
00:20:49,315 --> 00:20:51,875
AND HE HADN'T BEEN
OUT OF BED IN WEEKS,
339
00:20:51,884 --> 00:20:54,994
AND HE DIDN'T WANT ME
TO KNOW HOW BAD HE WAS DOING
340
00:20:54,988 --> 00:20:57,888
SO HE MET ME
AT THE FRONT DOOR.
341
00:21:01,460 --> 00:21:05,000
YEAH, SO ANYWAY,
THAT'S JUST MY DAD,
342
00:21:04,998 --> 00:21:07,328
YOU KNOW, HE DIDN'T WANT
ANYBODY TO WORRY ABOUT HIM.
343
00:21:07,333 --> 00:21:09,933
HE WANTED ME TO GO BACK
TO FLORIDA
344
00:21:09,936 --> 00:21:11,636
AND DO WHAT I WAS DOING.
345
00:21:11,638 --> 00:21:15,308
HE DIDN'T WANT ME TO STAY
UP HERE TO WATCH HIM DIE.
346
00:21:15,308 --> 00:21:19,008
UH... SO ANYWAY,
I SPENT SOME TIME WITH HIM
347
00:21:19,012 --> 00:21:22,352
WENT BACK HOME, GOT MY STUFF,
MOVED BACK UP HERE
348
00:21:22,348 --> 00:21:23,808
AND SHORTLY AFTER
HE PASSED AWAY,
349
00:21:23,816 --> 00:21:28,346
BUT MY FATHER'S
ALL OVER THIS PLACE.
350
00:21:28,354 --> 00:21:30,994
UH, GREAT MEMORIES
LIVING HERE.
351
00:21:30,990 --> 00:21:32,560
COME ON DOWN THIS WAY.
352
00:21:35,027 --> 00:21:37,497
I USED TO COME IN HERE
AND SING.
353
00:21:40,065 --> 00:21:43,325
WE DIDN'T HAVE A TON
OF DRAMA IN OUR HOUSEHOLD.
354
00:21:43,336 --> 00:21:48,006
MOM AND DAD, THEY SUPPORTED US
IN EVERYTHING THAT WE DID.
355
00:21:48,007 --> 00:21:50,837
SO NOT A WHOLE LOT
OF TURMOIL IN THE HOME,
356
00:21:50,843 --> 00:21:53,483
JUST A LOT OF LOVE.
357
00:21:53,479 --> 00:21:55,479
THIS IS PRETTY ISOLATED,
RIGHT?
358
00:21:55,481 --> 00:21:58,121
SO IT WAS ME AND MY TWO
BROTHERS.
359
00:21:58,117 --> 00:22:02,017
IN THE WINTER, IT CAN GET
A LITTLE DARK AND GRAY UP HERE
360
00:22:02,021 --> 00:22:04,421
AND GET A LITTLE DEPRESSED,
BUT MUSIC, YOU KNOW,
361
00:22:04,424 --> 00:22:06,324
I WOULD HOLE MYSELF
UP IN THE HOUSE,
362
00:22:06,326 --> 00:22:09,026
AND IT'S SO COLD
YOU CAN'T GO OUT
363
00:22:09,028 --> 00:22:13,028
AND PLAY MUSIC AND THAT
WAS MY WINDOW TO THE WORLD,
364
00:22:13,032 --> 00:22:15,472
AND I COULDN'T WAIT TO LEAVE
THIS PLACE.
365
00:22:15,468 --> 00:22:17,498
I WAS LIKE,
GOD, I WANT TO GET OUT OF HERE
366
00:22:17,503 --> 00:22:19,843
AND TRAVEL AND SEE
WHAT'S OUT THERE
367
00:22:19,839 --> 00:22:23,039
AND EXPERIENCE OTHER PLACES
AND NOW THAT I'VE DONE THAT,
368
00:22:23,042 --> 00:22:27,382
AND I COME BACK HERE,
AND I SEE HOW BEAUTIFUL IT IS
369
00:22:27,380 --> 00:22:30,610
AND I REALIZE WHAT
A SPECIAL PLACE
370
00:22:30,616 --> 00:22:33,546
AND WHAT A SPECIAL,
UNIQUE SITUATION IT WAS FOR ME
371
00:22:33,553 --> 00:22:35,923
TO GROW UP IN
A PLACE LIKE THIS.
372
00:22:45,397 --> 00:22:47,157
A LOT OF IT REALLY
CAME INTO PLACE
373
00:22:47,166 --> 00:22:49,466
WHEN LOU BROUGHT
IN JOHNNY WRIGHT.
374
00:22:49,469 --> 00:22:51,099
AND JOHNNY WRIGHT
WAS A ROAD MANAGER
375
00:22:51,104 --> 00:22:52,844
FOR THE NEW KIDS ON THE BLOCK.
376
00:22:52,839 --> 00:22:57,169
SO HERE'S SOMEBODY
THAT HAS EXPERIENCE.
377
00:22:57,176 --> 00:22:58,876
AND SAID,
"I GOT THIS THING
378
00:22:58,878 --> 00:23:00,008
THAT I WANT YOU GUYS
TO GO OUT ON--
379
00:23:00,012 --> 00:23:01,852
ESM HIGH SCHOOL TOURS."
380
00:23:01,848 --> 00:23:04,478
HIGH SCHOOLS AND MIDDLE SCHOOLS
ALL ACROSS AMERICA.
381
00:23:04,484 --> 00:23:05,924
WE HOPPED ON A WINNEBAGO
382
00:23:05,918 --> 00:23:08,488
WITH NOBODY KNOWING
WHO THE EFF WE WERE.
383
00:23:08,488 --> 00:23:10,088
I DON'T KNOW IF IT MAKES SENSE
384
00:23:10,089 --> 00:23:12,459
BUT WE'RE GONNA GO OUT THERE
AND GIVE IT A BIG SHOT.
385
00:23:12,458 --> 00:23:14,658
WE WENT
ALL OVER THE COUNTRY--
386
00:23:14,660 --> 00:23:19,060
ARIZONA, PENNSYLVANIA,
TEXAS, NEBRASKA.
387
00:23:19,065 --> 00:23:22,495
I'LL NEVER FORGET
WE DID A SHOW IN A SCHOOL
388
00:23:22,502 --> 00:23:27,612
THAT WAS 75% BLACK,
20% HISPANIC, 5% WHITE.
389
00:23:27,607 --> 00:23:31,907
IT WAS LIKE A REAL
INNER CITY HIGH SCHOOL.
390
00:23:31,911 --> 00:23:36,581
HERE WE COME,
A BUNCH OF CORN FED, LIKE,
391
00:23:36,582 --> 00:23:41,922
MIDDLE AMERICA,
STRAIGHT OFF THE FARM BOYS.
392
00:23:41,921 --> 00:23:45,021
AND OUR DAMN P.A. WENT OUT.
393
00:23:45,024 --> 00:23:47,024
MUSIC IS LIKE...
394
00:23:47,026 --> 00:23:50,996
WE HAD NO MUSIC
AND IT GOT OUT OF HAND.
395
00:23:50,997 --> 00:23:53,027
I'LL NEVER FORGET
THERE WAS A GROUP OF GUYS
396
00:23:53,032 --> 00:23:54,432
IN THE FAR BACK.
397
00:23:54,434 --> 00:23:56,134
THEY STARTED BOOING US.
398
00:23:56,135 --> 00:23:57,865
"GET OFF THE STAGE,
WHITE BOYS."
399
00:23:57,870 --> 00:24:01,210
YOU KNOW,
THROWING STUFF AT US.
400
00:24:01,207 --> 00:24:03,537
BOO!
401
00:24:03,543 --> 00:24:07,083
UH, NEW KIDS, WANNABES,
NEW KID WANNABES.
402
00:24:07,079 --> 00:24:08,849
AND WE'RE UP THERE
ON STAGE, LIKE,
403
00:24:08,848 --> 00:24:10,578
NOW WHAT THE FUCK
DO WE DO?
404
00:24:10,583 --> 00:24:12,523
AND BRIAN WAS LIKE,
"ALL RIGHT, EVERYONE SHUT UP!
405
00:24:12,518 --> 00:24:13,918
SHUT UP, SHUT UP!
406
00:24:13,920 --> 00:24:16,490
AND LET US JUST DO
WHAT WE CAME TO DO,
407
00:24:16,489 --> 00:24:18,119
THAT'S SING FOR YOU."
408
00:24:18,124 --> 00:24:19,964
I TURNED AROUND,
LOOK AT THE GUYS,
409
00:24:19,959 --> 00:24:22,689
AND THEY WERE GIVING ME THAT
LOOK LIKE DEER IN HEADLIGHTS.
410
00:24:22,695 --> 00:24:24,655
LIKE, HOLY-- BOOP!
411
00:24:24,664 --> 00:24:28,904
WE DID EVERY A CAPPELA RENDITION
OF EVERY SONG THAT WE KNEW.
412
00:24:38,878 --> 00:24:40,178
THOSE GUYS SHUT UP.
413
00:24:40,179 --> 00:24:41,549
THE GIRLS WERE KIND
OF GOING CRAZY,
414
00:24:41,547 --> 00:24:43,107
WHICH WAS KIND OF COOL,
I THOUGHT.
415
00:24:43,115 --> 00:24:44,875
I WAS LIKE, "WOW,
THIS IS KIND OF INTERESTING."
416
00:24:44,884 --> 00:24:47,024
AND EVEN A BUNCH OF GUYS
WERE LIKE--
417
00:24:47,019 --> 00:24:49,489
"YO, MAN THAT
WAS A GREAT JOB, MAN.
418
00:24:49,489 --> 00:24:50,959
LOU, MUCH RESPECT."
419
00:24:50,957 --> 00:24:54,017
AND I WAS LIKE,
"WOW!"
420
00:24:54,026 --> 00:24:55,526
YOU KNOW,
WE DID OUR JOB.
421
00:24:55,528 --> 00:24:57,128
WE ARE A VOCAL HARMONY
GROUP.
422
00:24:57,129 --> 00:25:00,659
WE CAN SING WITHOUT MUSIC
AT THE DROP OF A HAT.
423
00:25:00,666 --> 00:25:03,666
WE'RE THE HARLEM GLOBETROTTERS.
424
00:25:03,669 --> 00:25:06,239
HEY, WHERE'S-- DO WE HAVE ANY
PUBLICITY PICTURES?
425
00:25:06,239 --> 00:25:08,039
- YEAH.
- GO GET SOME.
426
00:25:09,708 --> 00:25:11,308
I WANT YOU TO
GO SING SOMETHING.
427
00:25:11,310 --> 00:25:13,640
WHAT ARE
YOU GONNA SING?
428
00:25:13,646 --> 00:25:15,106
DON'T ASK ME.
429
00:25:15,114 --> 00:25:17,554
FIVE, SIX, TWELVE,
ELEVEN,
430
00:25:44,110 --> 00:25:45,910
WHAT YOU LOOKING AT?
431
00:25:49,548 --> 00:25:52,118
BACKSTREET BOYS--
432
00:25:52,118 --> 00:25:55,548
I ATE A MUFFIN
AND I GOT HEARTBURN.
433
00:25:55,555 --> 00:26:00,055
IT WAS AN UNSPOKEN BOND
THAT WAS CREATED
434
00:26:00,059 --> 00:26:01,889
BECAUSE OF LOU.
435
00:26:01,894 --> 00:26:03,264
YOU KNOW, NICK AND BRIAN,
436
00:26:03,262 --> 00:26:04,862
BACK IN THE DAY WERE
INSEPARABLE.
437
00:26:04,864 --> 00:26:06,564
I MEAN, THEY WERE LIKE
THE BOPSY TWINS
438
00:26:06,566 --> 00:26:09,096
WHEN IT CAME TO, LIKE,
HARMONY AND JUST BEING CLOWNS
439
00:26:09,101 --> 00:26:10,601
AND PRANKSTERS.
440
00:26:10,603 --> 00:26:12,273
I FELT LIKE NICK
WAS THE LITTLE BROTHER
441
00:26:12,271 --> 00:26:14,641
THAT, YOU KNOW,
I NEVER HAD.
442
00:26:14,640 --> 00:26:17,040
WE'D ALWAYS BE ON
THE BASKETBALL FLOOR.
443
00:26:17,043 --> 00:26:19,243
WE'D ALWAYS LOSE
'CAUSE WE WERE SHORT,
444
00:26:19,245 --> 00:26:21,045
BUT YOU'D ALWAYS FIND
ME AND NICK
445
00:26:21,047 --> 00:26:24,107
ON THE BASKETBALL COURT,
THAT'S JUST WHERE WE WERE.
446
00:26:24,116 --> 00:26:26,876
21 TO 13,
THAT'S A BIG GAP THERE.
447
00:26:26,886 --> 00:26:28,316
YOU KNOW,
I WAS ALWAYS THE LITTLE BROTHER
448
00:26:28,321 --> 00:26:32,021
IN MY FAMILY,
AND NOW I HAD FOUR.
449
00:26:32,024 --> 00:26:33,994
IT WAS LIKE A CONTINUOUS
SUMMER CAMP.
450
00:26:33,993 --> 00:26:36,393
IT WAS JUST FUN.
IT REALLY WAS FUN.
451
00:26:36,395 --> 00:26:41,265
MAKE SOME NOISE
FOR THE BACKSTREET BO-O-O-YS!
452
00:26:59,218 --> 00:27:01,888
WE THOUGHT
WE WERE SUPERSTARS.
453
00:27:01,887 --> 00:27:04,687
YOU KNOW, THERE WERE PEOPLE
AT OUR SHOWS?
454
00:27:04,690 --> 00:27:06,890
WELL, THEY WEREN'T EVEN
PAID SHOWS,
455
00:27:06,892 --> 00:27:09,932
THEY WERE JUST FREE SHOWS.
456
00:27:09,929 --> 00:27:12,059
BUT, AGAIN, WE THOUGHT--
WE THOUGHT WE WERE STARS.
457
00:27:36,921 --> 00:27:38,891
LET'S GO.
458
00:27:38,891 --> 00:27:40,291
YO, LET'S GO.
459
00:27:47,465 --> 00:27:50,225
LET'S GO.
THEY'RE WAITING.
460
00:27:50,236 --> 00:27:51,396
WE'LL CATCH UP.
LET'S GO.
461
00:27:51,404 --> 00:27:53,074
WELCOME TO TATE'S CREEK!
462
00:27:53,072 --> 00:27:56,412
- KEEP IT DOWN, HOWIE.
- OKAY, SORRY.
463
00:27:56,409 --> 00:27:59,939
WELCOME TO KENTUCKY.
464
00:27:59,945 --> 00:28:02,345
WHEN I WAS DOING WRESTLING,
WE'D HAVE PRACTICE RIGHT HERE.
465
00:28:02,348 --> 00:28:04,178
MY TEAMMATE
HE WAS ON MY BACK,
466
00:28:04,183 --> 00:28:07,123
WE HAD TO RUN THESE HILLS HERE,
AND IT SUCKED, MAN.
467
00:28:07,119 --> 00:28:09,089
YOU'D GET SICK
AND YOU'D VOMIT.
468
00:28:09,088 --> 00:28:11,388
YOU'D BE LIKE...
469
00:28:11,390 --> 00:28:13,920
HOW DO YOU RUN DOWN THE HILL
WITH SOMEBODY ON YOUR BACK
470
00:28:13,926 --> 00:28:15,456
AS STEEP AS IT IS
WITHOUT FALLING FORWARD?
471
00:28:15,461 --> 00:28:17,091
YOU HAVE TO SIT--
YOU HAVE TO SIT--
472
00:28:17,096 --> 00:28:19,056
I COULD SEE GOING THIS WAY,
BUT THAT WAY?
473
00:28:19,065 --> 00:28:22,465
- LET'S TRY.
OH, DEAR, GOD.
NOT WITH YOU.
474
00:28:22,468 --> 00:28:24,068
HE ALREADY BLEW IT OUT ONCE.
475
00:28:24,070 --> 00:28:26,040
I'D LIKE TO SEE THAT
RIGHT NOW.
476
00:28:26,038 --> 00:28:28,908
A.J., DUDE, YOU'RE GONNA
BLOW YOUR KNEES OUT.
477
00:28:28,908 --> 00:28:31,738
YEE-HA!
478
00:28:31,744 --> 00:28:34,384
NOW WAIT... AND NOW I'M GONNA
TURN AROUND GO BACK UP.
479
00:28:34,380 --> 00:28:36,180
- MY UNDERWEAR.
- COME ON!
480
00:28:36,182 --> 00:28:38,422
- AND THE BEST PART--
481
00:28:38,417 --> 00:28:40,947
WHAT DO YOU REMEMBER
ABOUT PERFORMING HERE, THOUGH?
482
00:28:40,953 --> 00:28:42,353
'CAUSE IT-- REMEMBER
OUR SUITS?
483
00:28:42,354 --> 00:28:44,224
I REMEMBER
YOU HAD A BURGUNDY SUIT,
484
00:28:44,223 --> 00:28:45,893
GREEN SUIT, BLACK SUIT,
485
00:28:45,891 --> 00:28:48,191
GOLD SUIT, PURPLE SUIT.
486
00:28:48,194 --> 00:28:50,334
AND I HAD A HORRIBLE
CAESAR HAIRCUT.
487
00:28:50,329 --> 00:28:52,229
YEP, YOU DID.
- Brian: AND CURLS.
488
00:28:52,231 --> 00:28:54,331
- YOU DID.
- IT WAS BAD, DUDE.
489
00:28:54,333 --> 00:28:56,733
WE HAD A LOT
OF GOOD MEMORIES HERE.
IT WAS FUN.
490
00:28:59,405 --> 00:29:01,435
I SAY,
THAT'S REALLY NICE.
491
00:29:01,440 --> 00:29:05,240
OH, OKAY. GOOD SHIRT.
HOW MUCH ARE THEY?
492
00:29:05,244 --> 00:29:08,254
- $7
$7. ALL RIGHT.
493
00:29:29,435 --> 00:29:31,095
HOW YOU DOING, SIR?
494
00:29:31,103 --> 00:29:33,173
- I'M GOOD.
- IT'S GOOD TO SEE YOU.
495
00:29:33,172 --> 00:29:34,972
- YOU DOIN' ALL RIGHT?
- I'M GOOD, I'M GOOD.
496
00:29:34,974 --> 00:29:37,074
COME... ALL THIS WAS OUTSIDE.
497
00:29:37,076 --> 00:29:38,336
OH, OKAY.
498
00:29:38,344 --> 00:29:41,284
IT WAS SEVENTH GRADE--
THIS WAS THE FIRST DAY,
499
00:29:41,280 --> 00:29:44,110
I REMEMBER, THAT YOU AND ME
GOT A CHANCE TO MEET.
500
00:29:44,116 --> 00:29:46,246
IT WAS DAY ONE.
HE HITS A NOTE ON THE PIANO.
501
00:29:46,252 --> 00:29:49,252
HE JUST TELLS EVERYBODY
TO START SINGING SO WE DO THAT,
502
00:29:49,255 --> 00:29:51,455
AND THEN HE SAID, "OKAY,
I WANT Y'ALL TO STOP SINGING.
503
00:29:51,457 --> 00:29:54,117
AND HE JUST KEPT
WHITTLING THROUGH EVERYBODY
504
00:29:54,126 --> 00:29:57,186
UNTIL HE GOT TO MYSELF AND THREE
OR FOUR OTHER YOUNG LADIES,
505
00:29:57,196 --> 00:29:59,926
'CAUSE I WAS SITTING
IN THE SOPRANO OR ALTO--
506
00:29:59,932 --> 00:30:01,502
- ALTO SECTION.
- ALTO SECTION.
507
00:30:01,500 --> 00:30:03,070
SO I WAS--
508
00:30:03,068 --> 00:30:04,568
ME, ME, ME, ME.
509
00:30:04,570 --> 00:30:06,940
AND HE SAYS, "OKAY, LADIES,
I WANT YOU ALL TO BE QUIET."
510
00:30:06,939 --> 00:30:10,909
AND THEN HE SAID,
"YOU, SIR, YOU KNOW, GO!"
511
00:30:10,910 --> 00:30:13,510
AND I SANG IT,
AND I WAS A NERVOUS WRECK,
512
00:30:13,512 --> 00:30:16,152
AND HE LOOKS UP AT ME
AND HE SAID,
513
00:30:16,148 --> 00:30:19,948
"YOU CAN MAKE A LOT OF MONEY
WITH THAT GIFT THAT YOU HAVE."
514
00:30:19,952 --> 00:30:21,952
LIKE EMBRACE IT,
YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN?
515
00:30:21,954 --> 00:30:24,054
'CAUSE YOU DON'T--
AS KIDS YOU DON'T KNOW--
516
00:30:24,056 --> 00:30:26,116
YOU DON'T KNOW THE TALENTS
THAT YOU HAVE
517
00:30:26,125 --> 00:30:27,925
OR HOW YOU CAN TOUCH
PEOPLE'S LIVES
518
00:30:27,927 --> 00:30:29,987
IF YOU DON'T HAVE
INSTRUMENTAL PEOPLE
519
00:30:29,995 --> 00:30:34,325
THAT HELP SHAPE YOUR VISION
OF WHAT YOU WANT FOR YOUR LIFE,
520
00:30:34,333 --> 00:30:37,073
AND YOU DID THAT
AND IN THAT ONE STATEMENT,
521
00:30:37,069 --> 00:30:40,439
AND IT'S BEEN WITH ME
FOR OVER 20 YEARS NOW,
522
00:30:40,439 --> 00:30:42,969
TO BE WHERE I'M AT,
AND I APPRECIATE YOU.
523
00:30:42,975 --> 00:30:46,075
IS THAT RIGHT?
524
00:30:46,078 --> 00:30:50,048
IT WAS JUST A CLEAR,
VERY PURE HEAVENLY SOUND
525
00:30:50,049 --> 00:30:54,079
THAT YOU DON'T HEAR THAT OFTEN
COMING OUT OF A YOUNGSTER,
526
00:30:54,086 --> 00:30:56,086
BUT I KNEW HIS VOICE
WAS GONNA CHANGE,
527
00:30:56,088 --> 00:30:58,558
AND I HAD TO BE EXTREMELY
CAREFUL ABOUT THE DIRECTION
528
00:30:58,557 --> 00:31:01,527
THAT I WAS GONNA TAKE HIM IN,
SO IT WOULDN'T RUIN HIM
529
00:31:01,527 --> 00:31:04,257
'CAUSE YOU CAN ACTUALLY
DESTROY THAT,
530
00:31:04,263 --> 00:31:06,003
YOU KNOW, THAT SOUND.
531
00:31:36,394 --> 00:31:39,164
SOMETIMES IT COMES OUT...
532
00:31:39,164 --> 00:31:41,004
AND SOMETIMES IT DOESN'T.
533
00:32:05,257 --> 00:32:06,557
OUCH!
534
00:32:06,558 --> 00:32:08,558
YOU DRAWERS JUST WENT DOWN.
535
00:32:08,560 --> 00:32:10,360
I CAN'T THROW THAT
THAT FLAT BALL FAR!
536
00:32:10,362 --> 00:32:12,502
WHY NOT?
YEAH, YOU CAN.
537
00:32:16,100 --> 00:32:18,070
- OH, DEAR GOD.
- OH, THAT'S FOR--
538
00:32:18,070 --> 00:32:21,240
YOU GOTTA GO, DUDE!
539
00:32:21,240 --> 00:32:23,370
HERE YOU GO, READY?
REPEAT.
540
00:32:53,404 --> 00:32:57,114
WELL, THAT WAS FUN.
541
00:32:57,109 --> 00:32:58,609
OW.
542
00:32:58,610 --> 00:33:01,210
IT IS VERY IMPORTANT
YOU GUYS WORK THE STAGE,
543
00:33:01,213 --> 00:33:03,083
CONNECTING WITH
THE AUDIENCE,
544
00:33:03,082 --> 00:33:04,312
BECAUSE I THINK IT'S IMPORTANT
545
00:33:04,316 --> 00:33:06,346
FOR YOUR 20TH ANNIVERSARY
TOUR RIGHT?
546
00:33:06,352 --> 00:33:08,152
I'M JUST SAYING,
COMMEND YOURSELVES
547
00:33:08,153 --> 00:33:09,793
'CAUSE WE'RE WORKING HARD.
548
00:33:09,788 --> 00:33:13,558
I MEAN, WE FUCKING DID THAT
ROUTINE ALMOST 15 TIMES.
549
00:33:13,559 --> 00:33:16,029
YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN?
550
00:33:16,028 --> 00:33:17,998
WE'RE WORKING IT.
WE'LL KEEP DOING IT.
551
00:33:17,997 --> 00:33:20,257
YOU GOT TO REMEMBER
WHEN YOU GET OUT...
552
00:33:20,265 --> 00:33:22,025
NICK FARTED,
LADIES AND GENTLEMEN.
553
00:33:22,034 --> 00:33:23,374
IT WAS HIM. IT WAS HIM.
HE DID IT!
554
00:33:23,369 --> 00:33:24,799
THANKS, BRO.
555
00:33:24,803 --> 00:33:26,403
GOD ALMIGHTY.
556
00:33:26,405 --> 00:33:28,235
BRING THE SHOTGUN!
557
00:33:32,444 --> 00:33:34,384
- YOU SEE YOU DON'T--
- YOU'RE ON THE OTHER NOTE.
558
00:33:34,380 --> 00:33:36,550
THIS IS RICKY.
LISTEN TO THIS.
559
00:33:36,548 --> 00:33:38,448
LISTEN TO THIS,
HOLD UP A SECOND,
DO IT AGAIN.
560
00:33:45,090 --> 00:33:47,190
NICK, DON'T, DON'T,
YOU'RE NOT HELPING.
561
00:33:47,192 --> 00:33:48,792
YOU'RE MAKING IT WORSE.
562
00:33:48,794 --> 00:33:51,834
THE MUSIC WE WERE MAKING
IN ORLANDO WAS SUB-PAR.
563
00:33:51,830 --> 00:33:53,830
IT WAS NOT GOOD.
564
00:34:04,543 --> 00:34:08,413
SO 1995 WE FINALLY GOT
A RECORD DEAL
565
00:34:08,414 --> 00:34:10,414
WITH JIVE RECORDS.
566
00:34:10,416 --> 00:34:14,316
THE VERY FIRST PRODUCERS
THEY SET US UP TO WORK WITH
567
00:34:14,319 --> 00:34:17,319
WERE DENNIZ POP
AND MAX MARTIN.
568
00:34:17,322 --> 00:34:19,592
THEY HAD A LOT
OF SUCCESS IN EUROPE.
569
00:34:19,591 --> 00:34:24,061
THEY PRODUCED AND WROTE
MOST OF THE ACE OF BASE ALBUM,
570
00:34:24,063 --> 00:34:27,333
AND I HAD THAT PUMPING
IN MY CAR EVERY DAY.
571
00:34:30,468 --> 00:34:34,568
IT WAS OUR FIRST TIME
OUT OF THE COUNTRY EVER.
572
00:34:34,573 --> 00:34:36,343
I WAS ALMOST 18.
573
00:34:36,341 --> 00:34:39,281
SO MY MOM WASN'T WITH ME.
574
00:34:39,278 --> 00:34:42,808
I MEAN, IT WAS JUST
THE COOLEST THING.
575
00:34:42,815 --> 00:34:46,275
YOU WALK INTO THE STUDIO
AND YOU LOOK AT THE WALL
576
00:34:46,285 --> 00:34:48,545
AND YOU SEE PLATINUM RECORDS
WITH ACE OF BASE,
577
00:34:48,554 --> 00:34:51,494
AND ROBIN, ABBA
AND ALL THIS STUFF,
578
00:34:51,490 --> 00:34:53,220
AND YOU'RE LIKE,
"OH, SHIT.
579
00:34:53,225 --> 00:34:56,285
THIS IS LIKE THE REAL THING."
580
00:34:56,295 --> 00:34:59,295
LOU ALWAYS TALKED ABOUT IT.
JOHNNY TALKED ABOUT IT.
581
00:34:59,298 --> 00:35:01,398
NEVER DID I THINK
THIS WAS GONNA HAPPEN,
582
00:35:01,400 --> 00:35:02,870
AND THEN IT FUCKING HAPPENED.
583
00:35:02,868 --> 00:35:04,298
HERE WE ARE.
584
00:35:04,303 --> 00:35:06,243
WE'RE IN STOCKHOLM, SWEDEN.
585
00:35:06,238 --> 00:35:10,168
WE'RE ACTUALLY, LIKE--
WE'RE MAKING A RECORD.
586
00:35:10,175 --> 00:35:12,305
FROM THE STUDIO
EXPERIENCES IN FLORIDA,
587
00:35:12,311 --> 00:35:13,541
IT WAS COMPLETELY DIFFERENT.
588
00:35:13,545 --> 00:35:16,805
BECAUSE MAX AND DENNIZ
HAD THIS SOUND
589
00:35:16,815 --> 00:35:19,475
WHERE IT WAS LIKE,
A EH EH SOUND.
590
00:35:19,485 --> 00:35:23,315
JUST THIS LIKE
EH... EH EH.
591
00:35:23,322 --> 00:35:26,892
HIS DRUMS AND HIS BASELINE,
I MEAN,
592
00:35:26,892 --> 00:35:28,462
THAT SHIT WAS FUNKY.
593
00:35:28,460 --> 00:35:33,230
ALMOST OLD SCHOOL LIKE
PARLIAMENT FUNK TYPE SOUND.
594
00:35:33,232 --> 00:35:36,272
I DUG IT.
I WAS EXCITED.
595
00:35:36,268 --> 00:35:39,168
IT HAD EDGE.
IT HAD BALLS, YOU KNOW.
596
00:35:39,171 --> 00:35:40,801
I WAS LIKE,
"JUST PUT ME ON A SONG.
597
00:35:40,806 --> 00:35:43,336
I JUST WANT TO SING ON SOMETHING
AND I'LL DANCE TO IT."
598
00:35:43,342 --> 00:35:45,312
THAT WAS MY TAKE
ON THINGS.
599
00:35:45,310 --> 00:35:48,410
HE HAD A SOUND
THAT WAS DEFINITELY,
600
00:35:48,413 --> 00:35:52,153
UM, I CAN BE HONEST, NOT EXACTLY
THE HOWIE D SOUND ANYMORE.
601
00:35:52,151 --> 00:35:54,451
NOTHING LIKE ANYTHING
WE HAD EVER DONE BEFORE.
602
00:36:29,321 --> 00:36:30,551
RELEASED
"WE GOT IT GOIN' ON"
603
00:36:30,556 --> 00:36:32,386
IN THE U.S.
604
00:36:32,391 --> 00:36:35,191
I THINK IT PEAKED AT LIKE,
I DON'T KNOW, 60-SOMETHING,
605
00:36:35,194 --> 00:36:36,464
BUT IT DIDN'T REALLY
MAKE A DENT.
606
00:36:43,302 --> 00:36:44,942
AHHH!
607
00:36:44,937 --> 00:36:47,367
ALL RIGHT, GIVE IT UP
FOR THE BACKSTREET BOYS.
608
00:36:47,372 --> 00:36:51,312
FIVE YOUNG FLY
F-TO-THE-L-TO-THE-Y GUYS.
609
00:36:51,310 --> 00:36:52,810
THEY'RE FROM FLORIDA.
CHECK 'EM OUT.
610
00:36:52,811 --> 00:36:53,981
YOU GUYS
ARE DEFINITELY DESTINED
611
00:36:53,979 --> 00:36:55,509
FOR SOME BIG-TIME STARDOM.
612
00:36:55,514 --> 00:36:57,014
THANKS A LOT.
613
00:36:57,015 --> 00:36:59,015
AT THAT TIME,
RADIO WAS PLAYING NIRVANA
614
00:36:59,017 --> 00:37:00,817
AND SNOOP DOGG, AND DRE.
615
00:37:00,819 --> 00:37:04,389
SO THERE WAS NO ROOM
FOR BOYS LIKE US.
616
00:37:04,389 --> 00:37:05,959
JOHNNY WRIGHT SAID,
617
00:37:05,958 --> 00:37:07,458
"I THINK YOU GUYS
SHOULD GO TO EUROPE.
618
00:37:07,459 --> 00:37:08,859
THERE'S THIS BOY BAND KIND
OF MOVEMENT
619
00:37:08,860 --> 00:37:10,390
THAT'S GOING OVER THERE."
620
00:37:10,395 --> 00:37:12,655
WE SHOW UP IN USA HOCKEY
JERSEYS LIKE,
621
00:37:12,664 --> 00:37:15,834
"WE'RE FROM AMERICA.
WE CAN SAVE YOU."
622
00:37:15,834 --> 00:37:18,604
AND IT'S LIKE
THIS HUGE ARENA.
623
00:37:18,604 --> 00:37:20,674
THAT'S... PACKED.
624
00:37:24,509 --> 00:37:27,639
OUR TAKE WAS THESE BANDS
ARE ALL LIP SYNCHING.
625
00:37:27,646 --> 00:37:29,276
EVERYONE IS LIP SYNCHING.
626
00:37:29,281 --> 00:37:31,981
LET'S GO ON STAGE,
SING FOR REAL,
627
00:37:31,984 --> 00:37:33,884
LET'S SHOW THEM SOMETHING
THEY'VE NEVER SEEN BEFORE.
628
00:37:39,858 --> 00:37:44,328
WE HIT THAT STAGE
AND THEY WENT NUTS.
629
00:37:44,329 --> 00:37:48,569
WE WERE LIKE,
"OH, YEAH, HERE WE GO, BOYS."
630
00:37:48,567 --> 00:37:49,997
PUT YOUR HANDS UP
AND SING!
631
00:37:52,871 --> 00:37:55,011
IT WAS JUST A FULL-ON
HEAD SPIN.
632
00:37:55,007 --> 00:37:58,507
IT JUST BECAME LIKE
THIS WHIRLWIND.
633
00:37:58,510 --> 00:38:00,640
WE WOULD GET ON A PLANE
GO TO A COUNTRY,
634
00:38:00,646 --> 00:38:03,906
DO A PERFORMANCE, THAT SAME DAY
HOP ON A PLANE,
635
00:38:03,915 --> 00:38:07,045
GO BACK TO ANOTHER COUNTRY
DO A PERFORMANCE THERE,
636
00:38:07,052 --> 00:38:09,992
GET MAYBE LIKE FOUR HOURS
OF SLEEP,
637
00:38:09,988 --> 00:38:11,958
WAKE UP THE NEXT MORNING,
DO A MORNING SHOW.
638
00:38:14,893 --> 00:38:17,833
THAT WAS THE SCHEDULE
FOR YEARS.
639
00:38:17,829 --> 00:38:19,559
WE'RE NOW IN HAMBURG.
640
00:38:19,564 --> 00:38:21,564
THIS IS MUNICH BY NIGHT.
641
00:38:21,566 --> 00:38:23,866
BERLIN BY NIGHT.
642
00:38:23,869 --> 00:38:26,069
THE FIRST THREE YEARS
WE WERE THERE SO MUCH
643
00:38:26,071 --> 00:38:29,511
THAT AFTER A WHILE, WE ENDED UP
HAVING GERMAN GIRLFRIENDS.
644
00:38:33,011 --> 00:38:35,511
THAT MEANS
"IT'S SO GOOD TO SEE YOU."
645
00:38:35,514 --> 00:38:38,654
HOWIE B.
THAT'S ME, THAT'S ME.
646
00:38:38,650 --> 00:38:40,420
IF WE WANTED TO COMMUNICATE
647
00:38:40,419 --> 00:38:42,049
THE INTERNATIONAL
LANGUAGE OF LOVE,
648
00:38:42,054 --> 00:38:44,654
WE HAD TO LEARN SOME WORDS
REALLY FAST.
649
00:38:47,659 --> 00:38:49,589
THAT'S "WILL YOU GIVE ME
A BLOW-JOB?"
650
00:38:53,565 --> 00:38:54,955
WE COULD NOT GO ANYWHERE,
651
00:38:54,966 --> 00:38:57,126
COULD NOT GO OUT
BY YOURSELF.
652
00:38:57,135 --> 00:38:59,135
POLICE ESCORTS EVERYWHERE,
653
00:38:59,137 --> 00:39:01,837
EVEN IF YOU JUST
WANT TO GO OUT TO DINNER.
654
00:39:01,840 --> 00:39:06,440
YES, CAN WE HAVE
A TABLE FOR 400, PLEASE?
655
00:39:06,445 --> 00:39:09,005
I MEAN, IT WAS--
IT WAS CHAOS.
656
00:39:09,014 --> 00:39:10,854
OH NO, SHE'S ON TOP
OF THE ROOF.
657
00:39:10,849 --> 00:39:12,919
NO, NO!
658
00:39:12,918 --> 00:39:14,118
MY CAR!
659
00:39:14,119 --> 00:39:15,849
OH, MY GOD!
660
00:39:15,854 --> 00:39:18,624
UH, I GUESS WE'RE TAKING
HER WITH US TO MUNICH.
661
00:39:18,623 --> 00:39:20,593
UH, FIVE HOUR DRIVE.
662
00:39:20,592 --> 00:39:22,362
DON'T DO THAT, MAN.
663
00:39:22,361 --> 00:39:25,531
HEY, THIS IS GONNA
HAPPEN IN THE STATES, TOO.
664
00:39:28,899 --> 00:39:33,169
IN EUROPE, WE SOLD 14 MILLION
ALBUMS OFF OF OUR FIRST CD,
665
00:39:33,171 --> 00:39:34,841
AND IT NEVER CAME OUT
IN AMERICA.
666
00:39:34,840 --> 00:39:36,540
YOU KNOW, YOU'RE TELLING
YOUR FRIENDS AND FAMILY
667
00:39:36,541 --> 00:39:40,381
"YEAH, WE'RE HUGE IN EUROPE."
668
00:39:40,379 --> 00:39:41,639
REALLY?
669
00:39:53,124 --> 00:39:57,094
I MEAN, I'VE BEEN IN THIS
BUSINESS FOR OVER 30 YEARS.
670
00:39:57,095 --> 00:39:59,925
I GREW UP DOING MODELING
AND ACTING AND STUFF.
671
00:39:59,931 --> 00:40:03,171
I JUST WANTED TO PERFORM
ON STAGE FOR PEOPLE,
672
00:40:03,168 --> 00:40:06,968
ANY WAY I COULD.
673
00:40:06,972 --> 00:40:09,842
THIS HAS BEEN A LIFELONG DREAM,
AND HERE I AM
674
00:40:09,841 --> 00:40:11,541
STILL MAKING MUSIC
WITH THE BACKSTREET BOYS.
675
00:40:11,543 --> 00:40:15,453
YOU KNOW,
EVERYTHING STARTS SOMEWHERE.
676
00:40:15,447 --> 00:40:17,547
I WOULD SAY EVERYTHING FOR ME
STARTED RIGHT HERE.
677
00:40:24,422 --> 00:40:28,062
- HEY!
- OH, HOW ARE YA?
678
00:40:28,059 --> 00:40:29,929
I'M GOOD.
HOW ARE YOU?
679
00:40:29,928 --> 00:40:31,428
I'M GOOD.
680
00:40:31,430 --> 00:40:33,900
MY VERY FIRST ACTING JOB
WHEN I WAS STILL GOING HERE
681
00:40:33,899 --> 00:40:35,229
WAS AT LITTLE PALM.
682
00:40:35,233 --> 00:40:38,133
I DID SNOW WHITE,
BUT THEY PICKED ME TO BE DOPEY,
683
00:40:38,136 --> 00:40:39,896
BECAUSE I HAD TWO
SPEECH IMPEDIMENTS
684
00:40:39,905 --> 00:40:42,605
AND DOPEY'S-- AND DOPEY
WAS AN ACTUAL MUTE.
685
00:40:42,607 --> 00:40:44,837
SO I JUST HAD TO LEARN
LIKE LITTLE LIKE RAIN AND COLD,
686
00:40:44,843 --> 00:40:46,843
BUT I COULDN'T TALK,
687
00:40:46,845 --> 00:40:49,505
'CAUSE I HAD A STUTTER
AND I HAD A STUPID LISP,
688
00:40:49,514 --> 00:40:50,914
BUT, YOU KNOW,
I FINALLY GOT RID OF IT.
689
00:40:50,916 --> 00:40:53,116
I STILL HAVE THE STUTTER
EVERY SO OFTEN.
690
00:40:53,118 --> 00:40:55,618
- WHEN YOU GET NERVOUS?
- NERVOUS OR IF I'M TELLING
A LIE, USUALLY.
691
00:40:55,620 --> 00:40:57,090
OH, YEAH.
692
00:40:59,890 --> 00:41:01,190
BOTH OF YOU.
693
00:41:01,193 --> 00:41:03,633
- MWAH.
- I LOVE YOU.
694
00:41:03,628 --> 00:41:07,258
THESE ARE MY TWO OTHER MOTHERS,
LITERALLY, LITERALLY,
695
00:41:07,265 --> 00:41:08,995
GROWING UP, I MEAN,
YEAH.
696
00:41:09,000 --> 00:41:11,200
YOU STILL REMEMBER
YOUR MONOLOGUES?
697
00:41:11,203 --> 00:41:13,573
- I STILL REMEMBER--
DO ONE FOR US, A.J.
698
00:41:13,572 --> 00:41:15,542
WITH THE ACCENT? OKAY.
699
00:41:15,540 --> 00:41:18,980
"MANY MOONS
AGO IN A FAR OFF PLACE,
700
00:41:18,977 --> 00:41:22,207
LIVED A HANDSOME PRINCE
WITH A GLOOMY FACE,
701
00:41:22,214 --> 00:41:25,084
WE DID NOT HAVE A BRIDE.
702
00:41:25,083 --> 00:41:27,483
OH, HE SIGHED, ALAS,
703
00:41:27,486 --> 00:41:28,986
AND HE PINED, ALAS,
704
00:41:28,987 --> 00:41:30,947
BUT ALAS, THE PRINCE
COULDN'T FIND A LASS
705
00:41:30,956 --> 00:41:33,186
WHO WOULD SUIT
HIS MOTHER'S PRIDE.
706
00:41:33,191 --> 00:41:35,061
FOR A PRINCESS
IS A DELICATE THING,
707
00:41:35,060 --> 00:41:38,090
DELICATE AND DAINTY
AS A DRAGON FLY'S WING.
708
00:41:38,096 --> 00:41:42,196
YOU CAN RECOGNIZE A LADY
BY HER ELEGANT AIR
709
00:41:42,200 --> 00:41:46,040
BUT A GENUINE PRINCESS
IS EXCEEDINGLY RARE."
710
00:41:46,037 --> 00:41:47,197
BRAVO, BRAVO!
711
00:41:47,205 --> 00:41:48,665
BRAVO!
712
00:41:48,673 --> 00:41:50,873
I LOOK VERY MUCH FORWARD
TO WORKING WITH YOU
713
00:41:50,876 --> 00:41:52,206
IN THE NEAR FUTURE.
714
00:41:52,210 --> 00:41:54,040
THANK YOU.
715
00:41:54,045 --> 00:41:57,575
I SWEAR, HE IS-- YOU'VE USED
THAT TO HIT ON GIRLS.
716
00:41:57,582 --> 00:42:00,882
YES! I WAS JUST GONNA SAY
YOU DON'T KNOW HOW MANY GIRLS...
717
00:42:00,886 --> 00:42:02,146
YOUR WHOLE LIFE!
718
00:42:02,153 --> 00:42:03,953
HOW MANY GIRLS
I'VE USED THAT WITH
719
00:42:03,955 --> 00:42:05,315
I WOULD LITERALLY HANG OUT
WITH A BUNCH OF GIRLS
720
00:42:05,323 --> 00:42:06,993
AND I'D BE LIKE,
721
00:42:06,992 --> 00:42:08,532
"HEY, DO YOU GUYS
WANT TO SEE SOMETHING?"
722
00:42:08,527 --> 00:42:11,227
AND I WOULD STAND UP
ON THE BED OR ON A CHAIR,
723
00:42:11,229 --> 00:42:12,599
NO WONDER YOU REMEMBER
IT SO GOOD.
724
00:42:12,597 --> 00:42:14,027
YOU'RE BUSTED.
725
00:42:14,032 --> 00:42:15,572
I'M LIKE, NO,
I WAS GONNA CALL MYSELF OUT.
726
00:42:15,567 --> 00:42:17,997
THE DAINTY THING.
I TOTALLY REMEMBERED THAT NOW.
727
00:42:18,003 --> 00:42:19,573
IT'S NEVER GONNA GO
ANYWHERE.
728
00:42:19,571 --> 00:42:22,211
HE STILL SAYS IT
TO THIS DAY.
729
00:42:22,207 --> 00:42:24,337
HOW DO YOU THINK
I GOT MY WIFE?
730
00:42:55,973 --> 00:42:58,143
BY '97,
"WE GOT IT GOING ON,"
731
00:42:58,143 --> 00:42:59,683
"QUIT PLAYING GAMES"
732
00:42:59,678 --> 00:43:02,878
ALL BECAME HUGELY SUCCESSFUL
IN CANADA.
733
00:43:02,881 --> 00:43:05,621
AND THEN ALL OF A SUDDEN,
734
00:43:05,617 --> 00:43:08,987
IT JUST KIND OF RAINED
BACKSTREET BOYS ON THE U.S.
735
00:43:11,622 --> 00:43:14,062
FANS CALL IN,
"PLAY BACKSTREET BOYS,
736
00:43:14,059 --> 00:43:15,659
PLAY BACKSTREET BOYS."
737
00:43:15,660 --> 00:43:17,630
IT WENT FROM LIKE ZERO
TO 60,
738
00:43:17,629 --> 00:43:20,899
I WOULDN'T SAY OVERNIGHT,
BUT DAMN NEAR CLOSE.
739
00:43:20,899 --> 00:43:22,399
WE WERE COMING OUT
OF THE GULF WAR,
740
00:43:22,400 --> 00:43:24,230
AMERICA KIND OF
NEEDED SOMETHING
741
00:43:24,235 --> 00:43:26,365
THAT WAS A LITTLE
BIT MORE UPLIFTING.
742
00:43:26,371 --> 00:43:31,271
I THINK PEOPLE JUST
WANTED TO FEEL GOOD AGAIN.
743
00:43:31,276 --> 00:43:34,606
AMERICA, AT THAT TIME,
WAS OPEN TO THE IDEA
744
00:43:34,613 --> 00:43:38,353
OF FRESH-FACED YOUNG BOYS
745
00:43:38,350 --> 00:43:41,050
WHO COULD DANCE AND SING.
746
00:43:41,052 --> 00:43:42,892
THEY WERE OKAY
WITH TURNING THE RADIO ON
747
00:43:42,887 --> 00:43:45,217
AND JUST LISTENING TO IT
WITHOUT A CARE.
748
00:43:49,928 --> 00:43:53,958
THAT VIDEO, WE LOOKED
LIKE A BUNCH OF BEEFCAKES.
749
00:43:56,233 --> 00:43:58,943
WE WERE WET AND HAD OUR SHIRTS
OPEN AND EVERYTHING.
750
00:43:58,937 --> 00:44:02,437
I'M LIKE, "I DON'T KNOW--
NOT I DON'T KNOW.
751
00:44:02,440 --> 00:44:05,940
I KNOW THAT'S NOT THE FIRST
IMPRESSION I WANT TO MAKE
752
00:44:05,944 --> 00:44:07,684
IN THE U.S.
753
00:44:11,182 --> 00:44:12,382
BUT IT WORKED OUT.
754
00:44:20,225 --> 00:44:22,255
SOME OF US BOUGHT
THEIR FIRST HOUSES,
755
00:44:22,260 --> 00:44:26,230
SOME OF US CHANGED CARS
FROM HONDA CIVICS TO MERCEDES.
756
00:44:26,231 --> 00:44:29,671
YOU BECAME A ROCK STAR.
757
00:44:29,668 --> 00:44:34,398
YOU WERE LIVING THAT
ROCK STAR LIFESTYLE, YOU KNOW.
758
00:44:34,406 --> 00:44:38,236
I'M STILL A TEENAGER 18, 19,
LIKE LIVING THE DREAM, DUDE.
759
00:44:38,243 --> 00:44:40,913
I'M HAVING A FUCKING BLAST!
760
00:45:55,487 --> 00:45:58,447
DON'T BLOCK THE DOOR,
PLEASE.
761
00:45:58,456 --> 00:46:00,256
I WAS GONNA MAKE ME
A CUP OF COFFEE.
762
00:46:00,258 --> 00:46:03,988
WHAT IF YOU-- WHAT IF YOU
DID THAT AS A TAG,
763
00:46:03,995 --> 00:46:07,025
LIKE AFTER THE CHORUS?
764
00:46:21,446 --> 00:46:23,006
THAT'S COOL.
765
00:46:23,014 --> 00:46:24,184
PUT THAT DOWN
'CAUSE THAT'S--
766
00:46:24,182 --> 00:46:25,982
THAT'S A BETTER SECOND LINE,
I THINK.
767
00:46:25,984 --> 00:46:28,584
IT NEEDS TO BE, UH,
HEART WRENCHING,
768
00:46:28,586 --> 00:46:30,146
OR IT NEEDS TO BE DARK.
769
00:46:30,155 --> 00:46:32,085
OR IT NEEDS TO BE--
I DON'T KNOW.
770
00:46:32,090 --> 00:46:34,320
BUT THEN THAT CONTRADICTS
IF I'M IN THE SPOTLIGHT
771
00:46:34,325 --> 00:46:38,255
AND THEN YOU'RE WAITING
IN DARKNESS, NO?
772
00:46:38,263 --> 00:46:41,433
NO, BECAUSE THE DARKNESS
ISN'T NECESSARILY THE LIGHT.
773
00:46:41,432 --> 00:46:43,432
THE DARKNESS
IS THE EMOTION.
774
00:46:43,434 --> 00:46:46,044
WAITING IN DARKNESS,
I STOOD WITH SADNESS.
775
00:46:46,037 --> 00:46:47,997
THAT'S HOW-- THAT'S
HOW I TAKE IT.
776
00:47:03,020 --> 00:47:06,090
YOU KNOW WHAT?
I LIKE THE--
777
00:47:18,203 --> 00:47:20,243
LIKE SING IT MORE LIKE
OFF THE FUCKIN' BEAT.
778
00:47:20,238 --> 00:47:23,368
- YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN?
- THAT'S A GOOD IDEA.
779
00:47:30,348 --> 00:47:32,178
- SOMETHING LIKE THAT, YEAH.
- UH.
780
00:48:37,247 --> 00:48:39,547
BUT I MEAN, WE'RE NAIVE
TO THINK WE COULD COME HERE
781
00:48:39,550 --> 00:48:41,120
IN THREE WEEKS
AND CUT AN ALBUM.
782
00:48:41,119 --> 00:48:42,419
YEAH, I KNOW.
783
00:48:42,420 --> 00:48:44,290
I FELT LIKE
WE WE WERE GOING IN CIRCLES.
784
00:48:44,289 --> 00:48:46,319
WE WERE OPTIMISTIC--
- I DON'T THINK WE WERE NAIVE.
785
00:48:46,324 --> 00:48:48,094
I NEVER IN A MILLION YEARS
THOUGHT THAT WAS--
786
00:48:48,092 --> 00:48:49,932
- YOU'RE OPTIMISTIC.
- DON'T GET ME WRONG,
787
00:48:49,928 --> 00:48:53,928
GUYS, WE'RE ONE WEEK IN
AND HOW MANY SONGS DO WE HAVE?
788
00:48:53,932 --> 00:48:55,402
FIVE ALMOST.
789
00:48:55,400 --> 00:48:56,930
- THAT'S WHAT I'M SAYING.
- IT'S NOT BAD.
790
00:48:56,935 --> 00:48:58,225
- LET'S--
- NO, I KNOW--
791
00:48:58,236 --> 00:49:00,096
IT'S A SHOT.
LET'S JUST KEEP--
792
00:49:00,104 --> 00:49:01,944
I THINK WE'RE GETTING
THE CART BEFORE THE HORSE HERE.
793
00:49:01,940 --> 00:49:04,240
ALL RIGHT, LET'S JOIN HANDS.
WE'RE GONNA HAVE A BLESSING.
794
00:49:04,242 --> 00:49:06,182
COME ON.
THAT'S GOOD.
795
00:49:06,177 --> 00:49:08,237
REALLY, FOR REAL.
COME ON.
796
00:49:08,246 --> 00:49:09,376
GOOD TO BLESS THE FOOD.
797
00:49:09,380 --> 00:49:11,080
OH, DEAR LORD,
THANK YOU FOR THIS DAY.
798
00:49:11,082 --> 00:49:12,952
THANK YOU FOR THE BLESSINGS
THAT YOU BLESSED US WITH.
799
00:49:12,951 --> 00:49:14,121
THANK YOU FOR THIS CIRCLE.
800
00:49:14,118 --> 00:49:15,248
WE ASK THAT YOU BLESS
THIS FOOD
801
00:49:15,253 --> 00:49:16,553
TO THE NOURISHMENT
OF OUR BODIES
802
00:49:16,554 --> 00:49:18,324
AND BLESS THIS RECORD,
HALLELUJAH.
803
00:49:18,323 --> 00:49:19,963
IN CHRIST'S NAME WE PRAY.
AMEN.
804
00:49:19,958 --> 00:49:21,118
- AMEN.
- AMEN.
805
00:49:21,125 --> 00:49:23,585
LET'S TOAST.
HERE'S TO ANOTHER 20.
806
00:49:23,594 --> 00:49:25,494
YEP.
807
00:49:25,496 --> 00:49:31,166
AND THIS IS OURS.
- HOWARD.
808
00:49:44,382 --> 00:49:46,022
WHEN THE GROUP
FIRST STARTED,
809
00:49:46,017 --> 00:49:47,417
I WAS DOING A LOT MORE
OF THE LEADS.
810
00:49:47,418 --> 00:49:49,418
AND LITTLE BY LITTLE,
WHEN WE GOT WITH MAX MARTIN,
811
00:49:49,420 --> 00:49:51,620
OUR SOUND CHANGED,
SO THROUGHOUT THE YEARS
812
00:49:51,622 --> 00:49:53,792
I REALLY HAD A HARD TIME,
I STRUGGLED WITH THAT.
813
00:49:57,628 --> 00:49:59,358
I RESENTED THE SITUATION.
814
00:49:59,364 --> 00:50:01,264
I ALWAYS FEEL LIKE
WHY AM I ALWAYS HAVING
815
00:50:01,265 --> 00:50:03,325
TO BE PUSHED
IN THE BACKGROUND?
816
00:50:03,334 --> 00:50:06,344
I WANTED TO HAVE MY VOICE
HEARD JUST LIKE EVERYBODY ELSE.
817
00:50:12,510 --> 00:50:13,780
PERFECT.
818
00:50:13,778 --> 00:50:15,408
I GOT A LITTLE TWO
IN MY HEART
819
00:50:15,413 --> 00:50:17,183
ON THAT ONE PART THERE.
820
00:50:17,181 --> 00:50:19,221
WITH THE NEW RECORD
AND THE NEW DYNAMIC
821
00:50:19,217 --> 00:50:20,547
I TOLD THEM, I SAID,
YOU KNOW WHAT?
822
00:50:20,551 --> 00:50:22,051
IN ORDER FOR ME TO FEEL
COMFORTABLE
823
00:50:22,053 --> 00:50:23,423
BEING A PART OF THIS,
824
00:50:23,421 --> 00:50:25,251
I REALLY NEED TO BE ABLE
TO NOT BE IN THE BACK.
825
00:50:25,256 --> 00:50:27,256
I NEED TO BE UP IN THE FRONT
WITH YOU GUYS.
826
00:50:43,306 --> 00:50:45,266
YOU JUST GOTTA IT TWICE
AND YOU'RE DONE.
827
00:50:45,276 --> 00:50:47,106
YOU'RE BUTTER.
828
00:50:47,111 --> 00:50:49,651
THAT'S HOW YOU DO.
THAT'S HOWIE D.
829
00:50:53,518 --> 00:50:57,188
AT LEAST MY TOES LOOK SOMEWHAT
PRESENTABLE TODAY.
830
00:50:57,188 --> 00:51:01,558
NORMALLY, THEY'RE TOO LONG.
I COULD FUCKING CLIMB A TREE.
831
00:51:01,559 --> 00:51:03,189
IT'S VERY EMBARRASSING.
832
00:51:20,078 --> 00:51:22,848
CRAP! SORRY.
833
00:51:44,302 --> 00:51:46,642
A.J.?!
I'M HOWIE.
834
00:51:46,637 --> 00:51:50,907
I'M SINGING ALL THE LEADS
ON EVERYTHING FOR THIS RECORD.
835
00:51:50,908 --> 00:51:53,538
IT'S GONNA BE A GREAT
RECORD, DON'T WORRY.
836
00:51:53,544 --> 00:51:56,584
IT'S THE BEST EVER.
837
00:52:29,346 --> 00:52:31,146
HELLO THERE, MY FRIEND.
HOW ARE YOU DOING?
838
00:52:31,149 --> 00:52:32,479
GOOD, I'M GOOD.
839
00:52:32,483 --> 00:52:34,423
DO YOU REMEMBER
WHO THIS IS?
840
00:52:34,418 --> 00:52:36,188
THIS IS LITTLE HOWIE.
841
00:52:36,187 --> 00:52:38,187
YEAH, HOWARD
FROM DOWN THE STREET.
842
00:52:38,189 --> 00:52:41,489
I USED TO HAVE HIS MOM
GOING, "HOWIE, HOWIE."
843
00:52:41,492 --> 00:52:45,392
YEAH, COME IN, COME IN.
844
00:52:45,396 --> 00:52:46,856
TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF.
WELCOME BACK.
845
00:52:48,965 --> 00:52:51,295
WHEN I WAS BORN,
WE HAD NO CENTRAL HEATING HERE.
846
00:52:51,302 --> 00:52:52,972
I SWEATED MY BUTT OFF.
847
00:52:52,970 --> 00:52:55,540
SO THE FIRST THING I DID
WHEN WE MADE A LITTLE MONEY,
848
00:52:55,540 --> 00:52:57,540
I PUT CENTRAL HEAT
AND AIR IN THIS HOUSE.
849
00:52:57,542 --> 00:52:58,812
I WAS TIRED OF SWEATING.
850
00:52:58,809 --> 00:53:00,479
DUDE, LOOK AT THIS.
851
00:53:00,478 --> 00:53:03,208
- DID YOU WRITE THAT?
- I DID. ME AND MY DAD.
852
00:53:03,214 --> 00:53:05,814
- HOKEN HOWARD--
- HOKE D. HOWARD.
853
00:53:05,816 --> 00:53:08,246
HOKE D-- I THINK
I GOT A LITTLE CRAZY.
854
00:53:08,252 --> 00:53:11,422
I DECIDED I WANTED TO DO
MY AUTOGRAPH ON EVERYTHING.
855
00:53:11,422 --> 00:53:14,462
WELL, THAT'S CRAZY, I LIVED
MY WHOLE LIFE IN THIS HOUSE.
856
00:53:14,458 --> 00:53:17,858
IT'S BEEN A PART
OF MY LIFE FOR 39 YEARS.
857
00:53:17,862 --> 00:53:19,662
AND TO ACTUALLY
STAY HERE WITH YOU.
858
00:53:19,664 --> 00:53:21,834
I KNOW YOU HAVE.
YOU HAVE.
859
00:53:21,832 --> 00:53:24,402
DOWN THE STREET, ACTUALLY,
UM, WAS ONE OF MY FIRST KISSES
860
00:53:24,402 --> 00:53:25,902
WAS HIS COUSIN, CHELSEA.
861
00:53:25,903 --> 00:53:28,803
- MY NIECE, MY NIECE.
- YOUR NIECE.
862
00:53:28,806 --> 00:53:30,636
- THANK YOU, SIR.
- THANK YOU, KEVIN.
863
00:53:33,643 --> 00:53:36,383
AS A LITTLE KID
BACK HERE,
864
00:53:36,380 --> 00:53:37,910
I HAD A BUNCH OF RABBITS.
865
00:53:37,915 --> 00:53:39,915
IT STARTED OFF
WITH LIKE ONE
866
00:53:39,917 --> 00:53:41,517
AND THEN I THINK
WE HAD ANOTHER ONE,
867
00:53:41,519 --> 00:53:43,989
AND THEN LIKE THE NEXT YEAR
WE HAD LIKE 45 OF THEM
868
00:53:43,988 --> 00:53:45,518
'CAUSE YOU KNOW
THEY GET BUSY.
869
00:53:45,523 --> 00:53:47,323
MY DAD CALLED ME OUT HERE
AND SAID,
870
00:53:47,325 --> 00:53:49,485
GOT TO FINISH OFF
THE REST OF THE RABBITS.
871
00:53:49,493 --> 00:53:51,593
SO I DIDN'T KNOW
WHAT HE WAS TALKING ABOUT.
872
00:53:51,596 --> 00:53:52,956
OH, NO.
873
00:53:52,964 --> 00:53:55,434
SO I GOT MY FIRST TRUE
EXPERIENCE
874
00:53:55,433 --> 00:53:57,833
OF HAVING TO KILL A RABBIT.
875
00:53:57,835 --> 00:53:59,335
OH.
876
00:53:59,337 --> 00:54:00,997
I WENT AFTER THE ONE
THAT WAS THE MEANEST ONE,
877
00:54:01,005 --> 00:54:02,905
THE ONE THAT I HATED
THE MOST.
878
00:54:02,907 --> 00:54:04,407
HE HAD LIKE A SNAGGLE TOOTH
879
00:54:04,408 --> 00:54:06,238
AND I HATED THAT
BLACK RABBIT SO MUCH,
880
00:54:06,244 --> 00:54:08,044
I'M LIKE, IF I'VE GOT TO
KILL ONE OF THESE THINGS,
881
00:54:08,045 --> 00:54:10,045
YOU'RE THE ONE THAT'S GOING,
SO I'M LIKE TRYING TO HIT HIM
882
00:54:10,047 --> 00:54:11,507
AND HE'S LIKE JUMPING
ALL AROUND.
883
00:54:11,515 --> 00:54:13,575
I'M LIKE-- I'M TRYING
TO HOP ALL AROUND,
884
00:54:13,584 --> 00:54:15,854
AND THIS POOR LITTLE
RABBIT'S-- I COULDN'T DO IT.
885
00:54:15,853 --> 00:54:17,623
MY DAD'S LIKE,
GET IN THE HOUSE, SON.
886
00:54:17,622 --> 00:54:19,922
AND HE'D KNOCK 'EM OUT
AND JUST KILL IT.
887
00:54:19,924 --> 00:54:21,524
DUDE.
888
00:54:21,525 --> 00:54:23,525
- IT WAS-- IT WAS
- SOAK 'EM IN SALT WATER?
889
00:54:23,527 --> 00:54:25,557
- IT WAS BACK-WOODS STYLE, DUDE.
- YOUR MOM FRY 'EM UP?
890
00:54:25,563 --> 00:54:27,363
YEAH, AND I COULDN'T
EAT IT.
891
00:54:27,365 --> 00:54:28,555
I COULDN'T EAT IT
'CAUSE IT WAS JUST LIKE--
892
00:54:28,566 --> 00:54:30,466
IT WAS TOO HARD GOING DOWN.
893
00:54:30,468 --> 00:54:33,338
I WAS 12 YEARS OLD,
AND WE HAD TO, YOU KNOW,
894
00:54:33,337 --> 00:54:35,297
I'M SURE BEING IN THE COUNTRY
895
00:54:35,306 --> 00:54:36,906
YOU PROBABLY KNOW HOW YOU TAKE
CARE OF YOUR OWN ANIMALS
896
00:54:36,907 --> 00:54:38,667
AND STUFF LIKE THAT
AND I'D NEVER EXPERIENCED THAT,
897
00:54:38,676 --> 00:54:40,436
BUT MY DAD WAS FROM GEORGIA,
898
00:54:40,444 --> 00:54:41,884
AND HIM GROWING UP,
THAT'S WHAT YOU DID.
899
00:54:41,879 --> 00:54:43,309
YOU KNOW, THE ANIMALS--
900
00:54:43,314 --> 00:54:44,854
WHAT ARE YOU SAYING?
I LIVE IN GEORGIA.
901
00:54:44,849 --> 00:54:47,019
I AIN'T SKINNED
A RABBIT... YET.
902
00:54:47,018 --> 00:54:48,918
THAT'S CRAZY,
THOUGH, MAN.
903
00:54:52,455 --> 00:54:53,955
IN THE BEGINNING,
904
00:54:53,958 --> 00:54:55,818
I WAS HANGING
OUT A LOT WITH HOWIE.
905
00:54:55,826 --> 00:54:57,526
I WOULD COME OVER
AND STAY AT HIS HOUSE HERE.
906
00:54:57,528 --> 00:55:00,298
- WHICH IS KIND OF IRONIC--
- 'CAUSE YOU LIKED MY NIECE.
907
00:55:00,298 --> 00:55:02,028
THAT'S BECAUSE
I LIKED YOUR NIECE,
908
00:55:02,033 --> 00:55:06,503
NO, BUT BRIAN AND I, WE USED TO
GO PLAY BASKETBALL A LOT HERE.
909
00:55:06,504 --> 00:55:08,674
UM, THAT'S BACK WHEN
HE HAD THIS TRUCK
910
00:55:08,673 --> 00:55:11,343
THAT WE CALLED
THE BLEEDING BANANA.
911
00:55:11,342 --> 00:55:14,012
ME AND HIM DROVE DOWN
FROM KENTUCKY IN THAT THING.
912
00:55:14,011 --> 00:55:16,851
NO SHOCKS,
MY KNEES WERE IN THE DASHBOARD.
913
00:55:16,847 --> 00:55:19,877
IT WAS LIKE...
914
00:55:19,884 --> 00:55:21,524
DUDE, I HAD THE SPEAKERS
IN THE BACK.
915
00:55:21,519 --> 00:55:23,519
HE WAS BLOWING IT, MAN.
916
00:55:23,521 --> 00:55:26,491
I WAS A THUG...
917
00:55:26,490 --> 00:55:28,520
THERE WAS ONE TIME THAT
WE LEFT OUT OF LOU'S HOUSE,
918
00:55:28,526 --> 00:55:30,056
AND IT WAS LIKE
A FRIDAY NIGHT,
919
00:55:30,061 --> 00:55:32,031
WE HAD ALL BEEN PLAYING
AND WHATEVER.
920
00:55:32,029 --> 00:55:34,059
I HAD MY GIRLFRIEND,
AND BRIAN HAD HIS GIRLFRIEND,
921
00:55:34,065 --> 00:55:36,995
AND WE HAULED BUTT
OUT OF LOU'S HOUSE.
922
00:55:37,001 --> 00:55:39,131
THE NEXT YOU KNOW,
WE SAW THESE LIGHTS
923
00:55:39,136 --> 00:55:40,836
COME UP BEHIND US
AND WE'RE LIKE,
924
00:55:40,838 --> 00:55:43,368
"OH, MAN,"
AND WE WERE GOING FAST.
925
00:55:43,374 --> 00:55:44,974
IT WAS FAST,
LIKE KIND OF LIKE
926
00:55:44,975 --> 00:55:47,005
YOU WOULD HAVE GONE
TO JAIL FOR FAST-WISE.
927
00:55:47,011 --> 00:55:49,581
ALL WE DID, WE SAID WE WERE
AT LOU PEARLMAN'S HOUSE,
928
00:55:49,580 --> 00:55:51,410
AND WE GOT OFF.
929
00:55:51,415 --> 00:55:53,515
I KNEW AT THAT POINT,
THAT'S WHEN I REALIZED
930
00:55:53,517 --> 00:55:55,147
HOW POWERFUL LOU WAS.
931
00:55:55,152 --> 00:55:56,592
IN THE AREA, YEAH.
932
00:55:56,587 --> 00:55:58,087
HE DOESN'T HAVE THOSE
CONNECTIONS ANYMORE NOW.
933
00:55:58,089 --> 00:56:01,619
UH, NO.
THAT'S FOR SURE.
934
00:56:09,165 --> 00:56:13,595
AROUND 1995,
I CAME OFF THE ROAD
935
00:56:13,604 --> 00:56:15,974
AND LOU SAID, "COME HERE
I WANT TO SHOW YOU SOMETHING."
936
00:56:15,973 --> 00:56:20,513
HE SHOWED ME A VHS TAPE
OF THIS GROUP.
937
00:56:20,511 --> 00:56:22,911
THEY DIDN'T HAVE
A NAME AT THE TIME,
938
00:56:22,913 --> 00:56:25,413
AND I DIDN'T KNOW
BUT IT WAS A SHOWCASE
939
00:56:25,416 --> 00:56:28,046
THAT LOU HAD FINANCED,
940
00:56:28,052 --> 00:56:30,622
AND LOU HAD BEEN
WORKING WITH THEM.
941
00:56:30,621 --> 00:56:32,451
IT WAS ALMOST LIKE A BETRAYAL.
942
00:56:36,092 --> 00:56:37,662
YOU KNOW,
WHEN WE STARTED OUT
943
00:56:37,661 --> 00:56:39,131
WE'RE LIKE,
"YEAH, WE'RE A TEAM,
944
00:56:39,130 --> 00:56:40,960
WE'RE GONNA TAKE OVER
THE WORLD.
945
00:56:40,965 --> 00:56:43,695
AND THERE'S, YOU KNOW,
THERE'S NOBODY LIKE US."
946
00:56:46,436 --> 00:56:47,896
THEN YOU FIND OUT,
947
00:56:47,905 --> 00:56:50,165
WELL, ACTUALLY,
THERE IS SOMEBODY LIKE YOU.
948
00:56:53,977 --> 00:56:55,977
WE'RE MOLDING THEM
IN YOUR IMAGE,
949
00:56:55,980 --> 00:56:57,880
THAT'S WHAT THEY TOLD US.
950
00:56:57,882 --> 00:57:00,522
DAMN, DUDE,
I GUESS ONE WASN'T ENOUGH
951
00:57:00,518 --> 00:57:03,618
SO NOW YOU GOT
TO HAVE 15 BOY GROUPS.
952
00:57:03,621 --> 00:57:06,661
NEXT THING YOU KNOW,
IT'S LIKE, IF WE GOT TIRED
AND DIDN'T WANT TO TOUR,
953
00:57:06,657 --> 00:57:08,887
DIDN'T WANT TO DO A CERTAIN
TV SHOW OR WHATEVER,
954
00:57:08,893 --> 00:57:13,233
BOOM, N-SYNC WAS RIGHT THERE
PICKING UP THE PIECES.
955
00:57:13,230 --> 00:57:16,530
THEN, NEXT THING YOU KNOW,
JIVE RECORDS SIGNED N-SYNC.
956
00:57:16,534 --> 00:57:19,604
LOU BASICALLY CREATED
OUR COMPETITION.
957
00:57:29,680 --> 00:57:31,510
THANK YOU SO MUCH
958
00:57:31,515 --> 00:57:34,945
FOR ALLOWING ME AND THE FELLAS
TO REMAIN AT NUMBER ONE.
959
00:57:54,605 --> 00:57:57,905
BY 1998, WE'D SOLD
MILLIONS OF ALBUMS.
960
00:57:57,908 --> 00:57:59,608
WE'D BEEN TOURING NONSTOP.
961
00:57:59,610 --> 00:58:02,180
WE'D BEEN PLAYING
IN STADIUMS,
962
00:58:02,179 --> 00:58:05,209
YET, OUR BANK ACCOUNTS
DIDN'T...
963
00:58:06,649 --> 00:58:08,479
MAKE SENSE.
964
00:58:08,486 --> 00:58:11,946
LOU'S EXCUSES WERE,
"I SPENT A MILLION DOLLARS
965
00:58:11,956 --> 00:58:13,886
TO BREAK YOU GUYS.
966
00:58:13,891 --> 00:58:15,491
I HAVE TO RECOUP THAT."
967
00:58:15,493 --> 00:58:17,063
OKAY.
968
00:58:17,061 --> 00:58:19,861
"I AM YOUR MANAGER.
I GET A MANAGEMENT COMMISSION."
969
00:58:19,864 --> 00:58:21,204
OKAY.
970
00:58:21,198 --> 00:58:24,668
"I'M A ONE-SIXTH MEMBER
OF THE GROUP,
971
00:58:24,668 --> 00:58:27,298
SO I GET ONE-SIXTH
OF WHATEVER YOU MAKE."
972
00:58:27,304 --> 00:58:31,174
IT'S ILLEGAL.
YOU CAN'T DO IT AS A MANAGER.
973
00:58:31,175 --> 00:58:33,175
THERE WAS A DEFINITE
FOG SCREEN THAT,
974
00:58:33,177 --> 00:58:35,037
ONCE IT LIFTED,
975
00:58:35,045 --> 00:58:37,975
I THINK THAT'S WHEN EVERYBODY
RAISED THE EYEBROW, LIKE,
976
00:58:37,982 --> 00:58:40,122
"WHAT THE HELL'S
BEEN GOING ON?"
977
00:58:45,855 --> 00:58:49,085
THERE'S A LOT OF MEMORIES
IN THIS ONE PARTICULAR AREA.
978
00:58:49,093 --> 00:58:50,863
LOU'S HOUSE IS UP HERE.
979
00:58:50,861 --> 00:58:53,061
WE HAD A.J.'S BIRTHDAY
PARTY THERE.
980
00:58:53,063 --> 00:58:54,233
MY BIRTHDAY PARTY, TOO,
981
00:58:54,231 --> 00:58:56,971
MY 21ST THERE.
982
00:58:56,967 --> 00:58:59,537
- TO THE RIGHT--
WE'RE GOING
TO THE RIGHT.
983
00:58:59,537 --> 00:59:01,997
I WENT TO HIM AFTER
REHEARSALS ONE NIGHT,
984
00:59:02,006 --> 00:59:04,206
AND I-- I MEAN,
I BEGGED HIM,
985
00:59:04,208 --> 00:59:10,008
I BASICALLY BEGGED HIM
TO MAKE IT RIGHT.
986
00:59:10,014 --> 00:59:11,314
WE WERE BEING TAKEN
ADVANTAGE OF,
987
00:59:11,315 --> 00:59:15,245
AND, YOU KNOW, NOBODY
WAS LOOKING OUT FOR US.
988
00:59:15,252 --> 00:59:17,892
NOTHING WAS THE SAME
AFTER THAT MEETING.
989
00:59:17,888 --> 00:59:21,588
FOR ANY OF US.
990
00:59:21,592 --> 00:59:24,032
WE FILED THE LAWSUIT
AND THAT WAS THE BEGINNING
991
00:59:24,028 --> 00:59:26,858
OF THE END OF OUR RELATIONSHIP
WITH LOU.
992
00:59:33,337 --> 00:59:35,197
IN 2007,
LOU WAS ARRESTED
993
00:59:35,205 --> 00:59:39,005
FOR RUNNING A BIG
INVESTMENT SCHEME,
994
00:59:39,009 --> 00:59:43,109
ONE OF THE BIGGEST PONZI
SCHEMES IN AMERICAN HISTORY.
995
00:59:43,113 --> 00:59:45,683
AND TO FIND OUT HE'S BEEN
A CON MAN THIS WHOLE TIME,
996
00:59:45,683 --> 00:59:48,353
MAKES YOU THINK,
WAS ANYTHING EVER TRUE?
997
00:59:48,352 --> 00:59:50,322
ANYTHING YOU EVER SAID
TO US OR DID FOR US
998
00:59:50,321 --> 00:59:52,151
WAS EVER-- WAS IT ALL
REALLY TRUE
999
00:59:52,156 --> 00:59:55,716
OR WAS IT HALF AND HALF
OR WAS IT ALL BULLSHIT?
1000
01:00:00,296 --> 01:00:04,196
THIS IS WHERE LOU LIVED
WHEN HE WENT TO PRISON.
1001
01:00:04,201 --> 01:00:05,971
WHEN THE BANK POSSESSED
THE PROPERTY
1002
01:00:05,970 --> 01:00:08,370
THEY SOLD EVERYTHING IN HERE
PROBABLY TO PAY BACK--
1003
01:00:08,372 --> 01:00:11,172
I MEAN, $300 MILLION
I THINK HE OWED,
1004
01:00:11,175 --> 01:00:12,635
HE STOLE OR WAS MISSING.
1005
01:00:12,643 --> 01:00:15,343
SO I'M SURE
THEY TRIED TO SELL
1006
01:00:15,346 --> 01:00:17,876
AND SCRAPE UP ANYTHING
THEY COULD.
1007
01:00:17,881 --> 01:00:19,111
YEAH.
1008
01:00:19,116 --> 01:00:22,046
SO ANYWAY, THIS IS WHERE
THE OLD BASTARD LIVED.
1009
01:00:22,052 --> 01:00:25,022
- YEAH.
- RIGHT BEFORE
HE WENT TO PRISON.
1010
01:00:25,022 --> 01:00:29,392
NOW HE'S IN A WHAT,
4x6 WHATEVER THEY HAVE IN JAIL?
1011
01:00:29,393 --> 01:00:31,063
SO HOW DID THIS
ALL GO DOWN?
1012
01:00:31,061 --> 01:00:32,931
DID THE COPS JUST SHOW UP
UNANNOUNCED
1013
01:00:32,930 --> 01:00:35,060
AND JUST TAKE HIM STRAIGHT
FROM HERE OR WHAT?
1014
01:00:35,065 --> 01:00:36,895
NO, THEY DIDN'T GET
HIM FROM HERE.
1015
01:00:36,900 --> 01:00:41,340
THEY FOUND HIM IN FREAKIN'
INDONESIA SOMEWHERE.
1016
01:00:41,338 --> 01:00:43,408
I DON'T REALLY
WANT TO GO IN.
1017
01:00:45,975 --> 01:00:48,205
HI, KITTY, KITTY, KITTY.
1018
01:00:48,212 --> 01:00:50,382
HOWIE,
GET OUT OF HERE.
1019
01:00:50,381 --> 01:00:53,051
COME ON, BRIAN,
COME ON.
1020
01:00:53,050 --> 01:00:55,980
WANT TO GO UPSTAIRS?
1021
01:00:55,986 --> 01:00:57,316
- WANT TO?
- YEAH.
1022
01:00:57,321 --> 01:00:59,421
WHICH WAY, THIS WAY?
1023
01:00:59,423 --> 01:01:01,393
HEY, LOU, ARE YOU HERE?
1024
01:01:01,392 --> 01:01:04,692
WE'RE HERE, LOU.
WHERE'S OUR MONEY?
1025
01:01:04,695 --> 01:01:06,395
WOW.
1026
01:01:06,397 --> 01:01:08,097
I HATE IT.
I GOT TO GET OUT OF HERE.
1027
01:01:08,098 --> 01:01:09,668
I DON'T LIKE THIS PLACE.
1028
01:01:09,667 --> 01:01:12,467
I KNOW, RIGHT?
1029
01:01:12,469 --> 01:01:15,899
I MEAN, HOW CAN IT HURT
BUT THEN YOU STILL FEEL SORRY
1030
01:01:15,906 --> 01:01:18,736
AT THE SAME TIME,
IT DOESN'T--
1031
01:01:18,742 --> 01:01:20,382
YOU FEEL SORRY
FOR THE GUY,
1032
01:01:20,377 --> 01:01:25,407
BUT HE HAD EVERY OPPORTUNITY
TO MAKE IT RIGHT...
1033
01:01:25,416 --> 01:01:27,246
AND HE DIDN'T, YOU KNOW?
1034
01:01:27,251 --> 01:01:29,051
HE DIDN'T DO THAT.
1035
01:01:29,053 --> 01:01:32,193
THAT'S... THAT'S PROBABLY
WHAT HURTS THE MOST.
1036
01:01:39,062 --> 01:01:40,462
YOU'VE CREATED A CIRCLE
1037
01:01:40,464 --> 01:01:43,974
OF PEOPLE YOU BELIEVE
IS GONNA PROTECT YOU
1038
01:01:43,967 --> 01:01:45,967
AND THEN ALL OF A SUDDEN
IT COMES CRASHING DOWN
1039
01:01:45,969 --> 01:01:47,769
AND YOU'RE LIKE,
WHO CAN I TRUST?
1040
01:01:53,109 --> 01:01:56,179
THE REALITY'S
SAYING DRAW THE LINE.
1041
01:01:56,180 --> 01:01:59,510
PERSONAL BUSINESS,
THAT'S WHEN WE LEARNED.
1042
01:01:59,516 --> 01:02:01,346
WE EVENTUALLY BOUGHT HIM OUT.
1043
01:02:05,888 --> 01:02:07,718
IT WAS SOMETHING LIKE
27 MILLION DOLLARS
1044
01:02:07,725 --> 01:02:11,025
THAT WE HAD TO PAY HIM,
BUT TO BE RID OF HIM
1045
01:02:11,028 --> 01:02:13,898
AND TO BE ABLE TO HAVE
WHAT WE HAVE NOW
1046
01:02:13,897 --> 01:02:18,527
AND THAT FREEDOM AND TO NOT HAVE
POTENTIALLY LOST EVERYTHING,
1047
01:02:18,535 --> 01:02:19,995
WAS IT WORTH IT?
1048
01:02:20,003 --> 01:02:21,403
YES, IT WAS WORTH IT.
1049
01:02:24,507 --> 01:02:26,477
BACKSTREET BOYS RELEASED
1050
01:02:26,477 --> 01:02:28,307
THEIR SECOND ALBUM
"MILLENNIUM" TODAY.
1051
01:02:28,312 --> 01:02:31,952
AND, MY, OH MY,
THIS IS CRAZY.
1052
01:02:31,949 --> 01:02:33,749
THE DAY THAT WE RELEASED
"MILLENNIUM"
1053
01:02:33,751 --> 01:02:36,151
WAS A MIND-BOGGLING DAY
FOR US IN HISTORY.
1054
01:02:39,222 --> 01:02:40,762
THEY SHUT DOWN TIMES SQUARE
1055
01:02:40,758 --> 01:02:43,288
5,000, 6,000 KIDS
OUT IN FRONT OF "TRL."
1056
01:02:43,293 --> 01:02:44,393
IT WAS NUTS.
1057
01:02:44,394 --> 01:02:47,434
INCREDIBLE.
AMAZING.
1058
01:02:47,431 --> 01:02:49,401
THAT ALBUM WAS HUGE
FOR US.
1059
01:02:49,399 --> 01:02:51,399
AT THE TIME,
1060
01:02:51,401 --> 01:02:56,171
IT SOLD 24 MILLION
COPIES WORLDWIDE.
WE WERE ON FIRE.
1061
01:02:56,173 --> 01:02:58,543
RECORD-BREAKING
ONE MILLION-PLUS SOLD
THE FIRST WEEK OUT.
1062
01:02:58,542 --> 01:03:00,412
THE NORTH AMERICAN LEG
OF THE TOUR
1063
01:03:00,410 --> 01:03:02,080
BROKE EVEN MORE RECORDS.
1064
01:03:02,079 --> 01:03:04,149
ALL THE TICKETS WENT ON SALE
THE SAME DAY
1065
01:03:04,148 --> 01:03:06,978
AND QUICKLY RAN UP
A COOL $30 MILLION.
1066
01:03:14,223 --> 01:03:18,063
ARE YOU READY TO PARTY?
1067
01:03:21,098 --> 01:03:23,058
WHOO, YEAH, BABY!
1068
01:03:32,141 --> 01:03:33,511
IT WAS OFF THE ROCK.
1069
01:03:33,510 --> 01:03:37,080
I MEAN, WE WERE GODS
IN A TWISTED WAY.
1070
01:03:41,451 --> 01:03:43,991
AS A 17 YEAR OLD,
I WAS JUST LIKE,
1071
01:03:43,987 --> 01:03:46,047
"THIS IS DOPE.
THIS IS GREAT."
1072
01:03:46,056 --> 01:03:48,386
I CAN GET ANY GIRL I WANT.
THAT'S ALL I CARE ABOUT.
1073
01:03:48,392 --> 01:03:49,522
I CAN GET ANY GIRL I WANT.
1074
01:03:53,397 --> 01:03:55,427
I WAS JUST ENJOYING
THIS MOMENTUM.
1075
01:03:55,432 --> 01:03:58,272
I WAS ENJOYING
THIS EUPHORIA.
1076
01:03:58,268 --> 01:04:02,438
I MEAN, IT WAS-- IT WAS UNLIKE
ANYTHING WE HAD EVER FELT.
1077
01:04:12,082 --> 01:04:13,552
EVERYTHING
WAS GOING SO FAST.
1078
01:04:13,550 --> 01:04:15,920
IT WAS KIND OF LIKE
A BLUR.
1079
01:04:19,489 --> 01:04:21,919
THE WINNER IS--
- THE BACKSTREET BOYS!
1080
01:04:21,925 --> 01:04:23,455
- THE BACKSTREET BOYS.
- THE BACKSTREET BOYS.
1081
01:04:23,460 --> 01:04:26,130
BACKSTREET BOYS.
1082
01:04:38,175 --> 01:04:41,505
"MILLENNIUM"
WAS HIT AFTER HIT AFTER HIT.
1083
01:04:41,511 --> 01:04:43,251
WE WERE UNSTOPPABLE.
1084
01:04:58,562 --> 01:05:02,262
WE JUST BROKE
EVERY RECORD IN THE WORLD,
1085
01:05:02,266 --> 01:05:06,126
PRACTICALLY FOR ALBUM SALES
AND TOUR SALES
1086
01:05:06,136 --> 01:05:10,336
AND TOURING AND THE RECORD
LABEL KNOWS
1087
01:05:10,340 --> 01:05:14,180
THAT A YOUNG TEENAGE FEMALE CAN
CHANGE HER MIND PRETTY QUICK.
1088
01:05:14,177 --> 01:05:17,007
THEY WANTED TO STRIKE
WHILE THE IRON WAS HOT
1089
01:05:17,014 --> 01:05:20,454
AND, YOU KNOW, SELL ANOTHER
20 SOMETHING MILLION ALBUMS
1090
01:05:20,450 --> 01:05:21,580
AS SOON AS POSSIBLE.
1091
01:05:31,295 --> 01:05:32,925
WE CAME STRAIGHT
OFF THE ROAD
1092
01:05:32,930 --> 01:05:35,030
AND THEN WE WERE RIGHT
BACK IN THE STUDIO
1093
01:05:35,032 --> 01:05:36,532
FOR OUR NEXT ALBUM.
1094
01:05:36,533 --> 01:05:38,173
WE SHOULDN'T HAVE DONE THAT.
1095
01:05:41,471 --> 01:05:45,311
WE SHOULD HAVE
STEPPED BACK, RECHARGED,
1096
01:05:45,309 --> 01:05:48,009
GOT SOME PERSPECTIVE,
GOT SOME INSPIRATION,
1097
01:05:48,011 --> 01:05:49,411
AND THEN GONE
INTO THE STUDIO.
1098
01:05:51,948 --> 01:05:53,278
IN OUR RISE TO FAME
1099
01:05:53,283 --> 01:05:56,123
I HAD OPEN HEART SURGERY
AT 23 YEARS OLD,
1100
01:05:56,119 --> 01:05:57,449
YOU KNOW, IN 1998.
1101
01:05:57,454 --> 01:06:01,264
WE-- WE DIDN'T EVEN,
LIKE, CANCEL TOURS.
1102
01:06:05,261 --> 01:06:08,461
IT WASN'T ABOUT ME
AS A PERSON IN MY HEALTH.
1103
01:06:08,465 --> 01:06:10,195
IT DIDN'T MATTER
WHAT I DID.
1104
01:06:10,200 --> 01:06:12,270
IT DIDN'T MATTER
WHICH VERSE I SANG.
1105
01:06:12,269 --> 01:06:15,399
NOW WITH YOUR EYES
ONLY COME UP TO ME.
1106
01:06:15,405 --> 01:06:17,235
YEAH, CRAWL ON UP...
1107
01:06:17,240 --> 01:06:19,240
WE WERE A BIG STACK
OF CASH.
1108
01:06:19,242 --> 01:06:21,342
THAT THEY WERE GONNA
HAVE A PIECE OF
1109
01:06:21,345 --> 01:06:24,305
AT THE END OF THE DAY,
AND GO DO IT.
1110
01:06:41,365 --> 01:06:44,425
WE'RE GOING ON A PLANE.
THIS IS THE PLANE.
1111
01:06:44,434 --> 01:06:46,234
WE LOVE THE PLANE.
1112
01:06:46,236 --> 01:06:48,066
WE DID THIS
AROUND THE WORLD TRIP
1113
01:06:48,071 --> 01:06:50,541
IN 100 HOURS.
1114
01:06:50,540 --> 01:06:52,340
NICK, I LOVE YOU!
1115
01:06:55,277 --> 01:06:58,447
AS A $4 MILLION
PROMOTIONAL THING,
1116
01:06:58,448 --> 01:07:01,178
IT WAS BRILLIANT,
BUT, YOU KNOW,
1117
01:07:01,184 --> 01:07:04,594
THERE WAS A LOT
OF MONEY BEING SPENT.
1118
01:07:11,827 --> 01:07:15,297
I REMEMBER FEELING
A LITTLE OVERWHELMED,
1119
01:07:15,298 --> 01:07:18,098
LIKE, HOW LONG
CAN THIS LAST?
1120
01:07:18,101 --> 01:07:19,271
IS THE BOTTOM GONNA FALL OUT?
1121
01:07:19,269 --> 01:07:24,109
O-O-O-H MY GOD!
1122
01:07:27,510 --> 01:07:29,310
FOR "BLACK AND BLUE,"
1123
01:07:29,312 --> 01:07:31,482
WE GOT AN OFFER,
A CERTAIN AMOUNT OF SHOWS,
1124
01:07:31,481 --> 01:07:33,311
$100 MILLION.
1125
01:07:33,316 --> 01:07:36,376
I MEAN, WE WERE ALL LIKE,
"HOLY SHIT!"
1126
01:07:36,386 --> 01:07:38,046
THAT'S A LOT OF MONEY.
1127
01:07:41,590 --> 01:07:44,830
IT WAS SO EXTRAORDINARY
AND SO OVER-THE-TOP
1128
01:07:44,828 --> 01:07:48,798
THAT I DON'T KNOW I COULD
REALLY COMPREHEND IT STILL,
1129
01:07:48,799 --> 01:07:50,369
TO THIS DAY.
1130
01:08:12,456 --> 01:08:18,286
FROM LIKE '94
TO ABOUT 2002 WAS JUST NONSTOP,
1131
01:08:18,295 --> 01:08:23,095
ALBUM AFTER ALBUM
TOUR AFTER TOUR--
1132
01:08:23,100 --> 01:08:24,630
THAT WAS NINE YEARS
STRAIGHT OF TOURING.
1133
01:08:24,634 --> 01:08:27,844
WE WERE DONE.
1134
01:08:27,838 --> 01:08:31,108
ONE, TWO,
THREE, FOUR...
1135
01:08:43,319 --> 01:08:46,319
- OH!
- THANK YOU, THANK YOU,
THANK YOU.
1136
01:08:52,228 --> 01:08:54,258
'99 TO 2000,
THIS WAS MY HAVEN.
1137
01:08:54,264 --> 01:08:55,604
BECAUSE I COULD DO
WHATEVER I WANTED,
1138
01:08:55,599 --> 01:08:57,299
'CAUSE WE PRETTY MUCH
RAN ORLANDO.
1139
01:08:57,300 --> 01:08:59,570
EVERYTHING WAS COMPED,
COMPED EVERYWHERE WE WENT.
1140
01:08:59,569 --> 01:09:02,139
YEAH. I MEAN, FREE LIQUORS,
FREE EVERYTHING.
1141
01:09:02,139 --> 01:09:05,339
- WE'VE BEEN BEST FRIENDS
NOW FOR WHAT, 15 YEARS?
- YEAH, 15.
1142
01:09:05,342 --> 01:09:07,312
THIS HAS GOT A LOT OF HISTORY
FOR ME, GOOD AND BAD...
1143
01:09:07,310 --> 01:09:08,640
- YEAH.
- WITH YOU.
1144
01:09:08,645 --> 01:09:11,245
WE HAD TOPLESS BOWLING.
THAT WAS FUN.
1145
01:09:11,248 --> 01:09:13,648
THE GIRLS, REMEMBER THE GIRLS
ON THE BALL RETURNS?
1146
01:09:13,650 --> 01:09:15,450
- AHA, STRADDLING THE--
- JUST BOWLING AND--
1147
01:09:15,452 --> 01:09:17,852
YEP, WE WOULD JUST CALL
THE GIRLS OVER AFTERWARDS
1148
01:09:17,854 --> 01:09:19,494
AND THEY'D COME BY,
AND THEY'D JUST STRIP.
1149
01:09:19,489 --> 01:09:20,919
AND DO A LITTLE BIT OF THAT
1150
01:09:20,924 --> 01:09:22,624
- THEY WOULD DO THAT, BUT--
- PRETTIER.
1151
01:09:22,626 --> 01:09:23,926
PRETTIER
AND WITH GIANT BOOBS.
1152
01:09:23,927 --> 01:09:25,827
WHATEVER!
1153
01:09:25,829 --> 01:09:27,959
YOU DON'T HAVE BIG BOOBS,
SO IT DOESN'T WORK.
1154
01:09:27,964 --> 01:09:30,334
WHEE!
THAT'S SUPER FUN.
1155
01:09:30,333 --> 01:09:32,633
YOU KNOW, LIKE THOSE CLAW
VENDING MACHINES,
1156
01:09:32,636 --> 01:09:34,466
WE WON A BRITNEY SPEARS
DOLL OUT OF THERE.
1157
01:09:34,471 --> 01:09:36,201
- WELL, I WON.
- HE WON IT AND THEN--
1158
01:09:36,206 --> 01:09:37,936
YOU PROBABLY SPENT LIKE
$100 ON IT.
1159
01:09:37,941 --> 01:09:39,441
I SPENT A DOLLAR
AND I WON IT.
1160
01:09:39,442 --> 01:09:40,912
AND I WANTED TO BOWL HIM
FOR IT.
1161
01:09:40,911 --> 01:09:42,841
AND I GOT YOU ANNIHILATED
BY THE FIFTH FRAME.
1162
01:09:42,846 --> 01:09:44,846
'CAUSE I CAN'T DRINK
AND BOWL.
1163
01:09:44,848 --> 01:09:46,508
- IT'S THE ONLY THING THAT'S--
- AND I HAD A SHOT
1164
01:09:46,516 --> 01:09:48,376
AND I KIND OF THREW UP
A LITTLE BIT BACK IN THE CUP
1165
01:09:48,385 --> 01:09:51,485
BUT I STILL FINISHED IT
WITH A LITTLE BIT OF PUKE
1166
01:09:51,488 --> 01:09:52,948
AND BECAUSE OF THAT,
1167
01:09:52,956 --> 01:09:54,386
HE COULD NEVER DO SHOTS
EVER AGAIN.
1168
01:09:54,391 --> 01:09:56,361
- I THREW UP.
- YOU THREW UP LATER.
1169
01:09:56,359 --> 01:09:58,489
NO, NO, NO, I THREW UP
IN THE CUP, AND YOU DRANK THAT.
1170
01:09:58,495 --> 01:10:00,295
- OH, IS THAT WHAT IT WAS?
- YES, THAT'S WHAT--
1171
01:10:00,297 --> 01:10:01,957
IF IT WAS JUST YOU PUKED
THEN I COULD THEN-- THAT'S FINE.
1172
01:10:01,965 --> 01:10:03,825
- OH, SORRY.
- I THREW UP IN THE CUP
1173
01:10:03,833 --> 01:10:06,203
- AND THAT WASN'T-- THAT WAS--
- THAT'S A TWIST.
1174
01:10:08,537 --> 01:10:10,667
A.J. WANTED TO BE
THIS BAD BOY SO BADLY.
1175
01:10:14,543 --> 01:10:16,513
I THINK IN HIS OWN MIND,
HE THOUGHT HE WAS ROCK AND ROLL
1176
01:10:16,513 --> 01:10:18,013
NOT REALIZING
HE WAS IN A BOY BAND.
1177
01:10:18,014 --> 01:10:22,254
HOW'S EVERYBODY RIGHT DOWN
IN THE FRONT?!
1178
01:10:22,252 --> 01:10:23,822
TO ME THAT WAS
THE ONLY TOUR
1179
01:10:23,820 --> 01:10:27,320
I EVER DRANK ON STAGE
DURING THE SHOW
1180
01:10:27,324 --> 01:10:28,994
I WAS AT MY WORST
AT THAT POINT.
1181
01:10:32,361 --> 01:10:33,931
YOU IN THE--
1182
01:10:33,930 --> 01:10:37,000
I THINK HE WAS REBELLING
AGAINST THIS FACADE
1183
01:10:37,000 --> 01:10:40,440
THAT PEOPLE THOUGHT WE WERE
AND THOUGHT WE HAD TO BE.
1184
01:10:43,572 --> 01:10:46,472
I LOST SIGHT OF MYSELF,
WHICH IS VERY EASY TO DO
1185
01:10:46,476 --> 01:10:48,806
WHEN YOU'RE IN A GROUP.
1186
01:10:48,812 --> 01:10:52,412
YOU LOSE YOURSELF.
YOU LOSE YOUR IDENTITY.
1187
01:10:52,415 --> 01:10:54,815
IN BOSTON, IN 2001,
1188
01:10:54,818 --> 01:10:57,648
WE WERE SUPPOSED TO DO
THE FIRST PITCH
1189
01:10:57,654 --> 01:11:00,464
AT THIS SOFTBALL GAME,
OR BASEBALL GAME
1190
01:11:00,457 --> 01:11:02,587
UM, AND SING
THE NATIONAL ANTHEM.
1191
01:11:02,592 --> 01:11:05,262
I GET A CALL FROM
OUR ROAD MANAGER
1192
01:11:05,262 --> 01:11:08,302
THAT A.J. IS NOT COMING.
1193
01:11:08,298 --> 01:11:10,028
I WAS IN WHAT PEOPLE
IN THE DRUG WORLD
1194
01:11:10,033 --> 01:11:12,933
WOULD CALL A COKE COMA,
'CAUSE I'D JUST BEEN UP
1195
01:11:12,936 --> 01:11:15,866
FOR DAYS ON END
AND I JUST NEEDED TO SLEEP.
1196
01:11:15,872 --> 01:11:21,082
KEVIN, IN KEVIN'S KEVIN WAY
DID NOT LIKE THAT VERY MUCH.
1197
01:11:21,077 --> 01:11:24,807
HE WON'T ANSWER HIS PHONE,
HE WON'T ANSWER HIS DOOR.
1198
01:11:24,814 --> 01:11:28,024
SO I BACKED UP AND...
1199
01:11:28,018 --> 01:11:30,348
BUSTED IT OPEN,
I WAS AS MAD AS HELL.
1200
01:11:30,353 --> 01:11:33,053
KEVIN CAME TO THE OTHER DOOR
WHICH WAS DOUBLE BOLTED
1201
01:11:33,056 --> 01:11:34,556
AND I TRIED TO BUST THAT
THING IN
1202
01:11:34,557 --> 01:11:36,857
AND I COULDN'T
GET IN THERE.
1203
01:11:36,860 --> 01:11:39,060
UH, BUT I'M GLAD
THAT I DIDN'T.
1204
01:11:39,062 --> 01:11:41,002
I'M GLAD I DIDN'T
'CAUSE I WAS MAD.
1205
01:11:40,997 --> 01:11:42,927
I WAS ABOUT TO BEAT
THE SHIT OUT OF HIM,
1206
01:11:42,932 --> 01:11:44,832
BUT I WAS MAD.
1207
01:11:44,834 --> 01:11:47,344
TO THIS DAY, I WILL FOREVER
BE GRATEFUL TO KEVIN
1208
01:11:47,337 --> 01:11:49,467
BEING THE REASON WHY
I EVEN WENT INTO REHAB.
1209
01:11:49,472 --> 01:11:51,572
YOU KNOW, HE'S THE ONE
THAT MADE THAT INTERVENTION.
1210
01:11:51,574 --> 01:11:54,514
HE'S THE ONE THAT BROKE DOWN
MY HOTEL ROOM DOOR
1211
01:11:54,511 --> 01:11:57,081
AND EXCHANGED THE WORDS
THAT WE EXCHANGED
1212
01:11:57,080 --> 01:11:59,010
THAT WERE NOT NICE.
1213
01:11:59,015 --> 01:12:00,845
YOU KNOW, I MEAN,
1214
01:12:00,850 --> 01:12:04,820
I'LL NEVER FORGET HIM
SAYING, "YOU ARE DEAD TO ME."
1215
01:12:04,821 --> 01:12:06,051
THAT WAS IT.
1216
01:12:44,427 --> 01:12:45,987
I GOT A.J. OVER HERE
NEXT TO ME
1217
01:12:45,995 --> 01:12:47,825
PULLED UP IN IS HOT ROD.
1218
01:12:47,831 --> 01:12:51,401
HE THINKS HE'S A RAPPER,
I THINK.
1219
01:12:51,401 --> 01:12:52,631
AND...
1220
01:12:52,635 --> 01:12:53,625
STRAIGHT LINE.
1221
01:12:58,908 --> 01:13:01,008
HEY!
1222
01:13:01,010 --> 01:13:02,840
I'LL BE IN THE LINE
BEHIND A.J. RIGHT.
1223
01:13:02,846 --> 01:13:04,846
- TAKE A MENTAL NOTE.
- I'M TRYING TO GET THERE.
1224
01:13:04,848 --> 01:13:06,178
YOU KNOW,
NOBODY TELLS YOU WHAT TO DO
1225
01:13:06,182 --> 01:13:07,852
WHEN YOU GET TO THE TOP.
1226
01:13:07,851 --> 01:13:09,951
EVERYBODY IS SO QUICK
TO PUSH, PUSH, PUSH,
1227
01:13:09,953 --> 01:13:11,453
TO GET YOU THERE,
1228
01:13:11,454 --> 01:13:13,194
BUT THEY'RE NOT QUICK
TO HOLD YOU THERE.
1229
01:13:13,189 --> 01:13:15,459
THEY JUST WANNA
YOU KNOW WHAT?
1230
01:13:15,458 --> 01:13:16,618
NEXT.
1231
01:13:23,565 --> 01:13:25,025
YOU KNOW,
AFTER WE LOST KEVIN,
1232
01:13:25,034 --> 01:13:26,674
EVERYBODY THOUGHT
IT WAS OVER,
1233
01:13:26,669 --> 01:13:28,669
EVEN THOUGH THE FOUR OF US
KEPT GOING.
1234
01:13:28,671 --> 01:13:32,641
WE DID TWO ALBUMS.
WE DID THREE TOURS.
1235
01:13:32,642 --> 01:13:34,882
BUT FOR ME, PERSONALLY,
IT WAS JUST NEVER THE SAME.
1236
01:13:34,878 --> 01:13:36,478
LOOKING DOWN THE LINE
ON STAGE,
1237
01:13:36,479 --> 01:13:41,679
YOU SEE JUST THREE OTHER GUYS,
IT WAS JUST NEVER RIGHT.
1238
01:13:41,684 --> 01:13:43,854
YEAH,
GO TO THE RHYTHM.
1239
01:13:43,853 --> 01:13:45,693
OBVIOUSLY, THERE'S ALWAYS
GONNA BE DOUBTS AND FEARS.
1240
01:13:45,688 --> 01:13:47,888
I MEAN, THIS IS NOT JUST
A REGULAR TOUR.
1241
01:13:47,891 --> 01:13:50,691
THIS IS A BIG DEAL.
1242
01:13:50,693 --> 01:13:52,893
NOW THAT WASN'T RIGHT.
THAT RIGHT THERE--
1243
01:13:52,896 --> 01:13:55,596
BRINGING BACK
SOME OF THE OLD CHOREOGRAPHY
1244
01:13:55,598 --> 01:13:58,028
WE HAVEN'T DONE IN
15-PLUS YEARS.
1245
01:13:58,034 --> 01:14:00,444
YOU KNOW,
IT'S NERVE-RACKING.
1246
01:14:00,437 --> 01:14:01,997
I CAN'T EVEN REMEMBER
THE BEGINNING FORMATION.
1247
01:14:02,005 --> 01:14:03,165
RIGHT HERE.
- YO, MAN.
1248
01:14:03,173 --> 01:14:04,843
YOU... OUT.
1249
01:14:04,841 --> 01:14:06,441
WE GOT IT.
1250
01:14:06,443 --> 01:14:08,843
DON'T WORRY,
I'LL BE SWEET WITH YOU,
1251
01:14:08,845 --> 01:14:11,945
BUT I GOT TO BE HARD
WITH YOUR DADDY, OKAY.
1252
01:14:11,948 --> 01:14:13,848
YOU GUYS, ANY QUESTIONS
BEFORE WE MOVE ON?
1253
01:14:13,850 --> 01:14:15,850
YEAH.
IT'S JUST LITTLE DETAILS.
1254
01:14:15,852 --> 01:14:18,552
KEVIN HASN'T BEEN ON STAGE
WITH US IN OVER SEVEN YEARS.
1255
01:14:18,555 --> 01:14:21,255
I'VE HAD TWO KNEE SURGERIES.
1256
01:14:28,131 --> 01:14:31,531
AND THEN DEALING WITH
PROBABLY THE BIGGEST ISSUE NOW,
1257
01:14:31,534 --> 01:14:34,544
WHICH IS BRIAN.
1258
01:14:34,537 --> 01:14:36,897
BUT WE DON'T LIKE TO TALK
ABOUT IT.
1259
01:14:36,906 --> 01:14:39,106
AND I DON'T THINK HE LIKES
TO TALK ABOUT IT VERY MUCH.
1260
01:14:49,152 --> 01:14:51,022
WE'RE TALKING ABOUT TAKING
THIS THING AROUND THE WORLD.
1261
01:14:51,020 --> 01:14:53,290
IT'S NOT JUST 30,
40 SHOWS AND THAT'S IT.
1262
01:14:53,289 --> 01:14:58,559
I MEAN, THIS IS GONNA BE 80
TO 100-SOMETHING SHOWS OVERALL.
1263
01:15:09,873 --> 01:15:11,573
WE'VE DONE TOURS BEFORE
IN LESS AMOUNT OF TIME.
1264
01:15:11,574 --> 01:15:13,644
BUT FOR SOME REASON,
I'M A LITTLE SCARED MYSELF
1265
01:15:13,643 --> 01:15:15,543
THAT WE'LL STILL BEHIND
THE 8 BALL.
1266
01:15:15,545 --> 01:15:17,005
TIME-WISE,
ARE WE BEHIND RIGHT NOW?
1267
01:15:17,013 --> 01:15:19,213
ARE WE ON PAR
THE WAY YOU GUYS ARE?
1268
01:15:19,215 --> 01:15:21,215
I'M NOT GONNA, YOU KNOW,
SUGARCOAT ANYTHING.
1269
01:15:21,217 --> 01:15:22,717
- WE ARE BEHIND.
- OKAY.
1270
01:15:22,719 --> 01:15:24,949
WE ONLY HAVE 14 DAYS
OF REHEARSAL LEFT.
1271
01:15:24,954 --> 01:15:26,554
I'M HERE TO FUCKING REHEARSE
WHATEVER.
1272
01:15:26,556 --> 01:15:27,856
- OKAY.
- ALL RIGHT, BABY?
1273
01:15:27,857 --> 01:15:29,257
- ALL RIGHT.
- I'M HERE.
1274
01:15:29,259 --> 01:15:31,159
JUST MAKING SURE BECAUSE
WE'RE FUCKING LOSING TIME.
1275
01:15:31,160 --> 01:15:32,890
LOOK, I'M HERE, BABY.
I'M HERE.
1276
01:15:32,896 --> 01:15:34,196
WAIT, WAIT,
HOLD ON, LISTEN.
1277
01:15:34,197 --> 01:15:36,897
REHEARSING SATURDAYS,
EVERY SATURDAY.
1278
01:15:36,900 --> 01:15:39,030
LIKE, WE WERE GONNA
HAVE WEEKENDS OFF,
1279
01:15:39,035 --> 01:15:40,665
NOW WE GOT TO REHEARSE
EVERY SATURDAY.
1280
01:15:40,670 --> 01:15:42,300
I WAS ALREADY PREPARED FOR THAT.
1281
01:15:42,305 --> 01:15:44,605
WE'RE SO FAR BEHIND,
IT'S NOT EVEN FUNNY,
1282
01:15:44,607 --> 01:15:46,207
AND IT'S DISAPPOINTING
AND IT'S FRUSTRATING
1283
01:15:46,209 --> 01:15:48,579
AND IT PISSES ME OFF,
AND IT STRESSES ME OUT.
1284
01:15:55,918 --> 01:15:57,548
WE'LL MAKE IT SIMPLE.
1285
01:15:57,554 --> 01:15:59,294
ALL OF THEM, THAT'S A DOUBLE CD.
WE'RE DONE.
1286
01:15:59,289 --> 01:16:02,919
OKAY, NO, LET'S NOT TRY
TO DWELL ON SONGS UNLESS--
1287
01:16:02,926 --> 01:16:04,856
'CAUSE WE COULD BE
ON ONE SONG FOR AN HOUR
1288
01:16:04,861 --> 01:16:06,161
AND WE HAVE LIMITED TIME.
1289
01:16:06,162 --> 01:16:08,032
DEFINE
WHAT NOT DWELL MEANS.
1290
01:16:08,031 --> 01:16:10,701
THERE'S NO TIME LIMIT,
JUST DON'T DWELL
1291
01:16:10,700 --> 01:16:14,200
ALL RIGHT,
PLAY "BE YOUR SOLDIER."
1292
01:16:22,378 --> 01:16:24,208
THE CHORUS JUST DOESN'T
DO IT FOR ME.
1293
01:16:24,213 --> 01:16:26,883
- THE SONG IS GREAT.
- BUT AS A SUBJECT MATTER,
1294
01:16:26,883 --> 01:16:29,353
I LIKE WHAT THE SONG
IS SAYING, LIKE--
1295
01:16:31,621 --> 01:16:33,221
IT DOESN'T DO IT FOR ME.
1296
01:16:33,222 --> 01:16:35,092
I DISAGREE, I THINK THE CHORUS
ACTUALLY IS GOOD.
1297
01:16:35,091 --> 01:16:38,161
I ACTUALLY LIKE THE VERSES.
1298
01:16:38,161 --> 01:16:40,061
I HEAR WHAT YOU'RE SAYING
ON THE CHORUS.
1299
01:16:40,063 --> 01:16:42,663
- JUST THAT ONE LITTLE--
I HEAR YOU,
I HEAR YOU.
1300
01:16:42,665 --> 01:16:44,125
THAT'S THE ONLY THING
THAT BOTHERS ME.
1301
01:16:44,133 --> 01:16:46,373
BUT I THINK IT'S A GREAT SONG
FOR THE ALBUM,
1302
01:16:46,369 --> 01:16:48,639
- BECAUSE I LOVE WHAT IT SAYS.
- I THINK IT'S DEFINITELY
A CONTENDER.
1303
01:16:48,638 --> 01:16:49,938
I CAN SING THIS
WITH CONVICTION
1304
01:16:49,939 --> 01:16:51,309
BECAUSE IT MEANS
SOMETHING TO ME.
1305
01:16:51,307 --> 01:16:53,137
I'M NOT COMFORTABLE WITH
CHANGING THE CHORUS
1306
01:16:53,142 --> 01:16:55,082
OF THIS SONG.
1307
01:16:55,078 --> 01:16:57,908
NO, NO, NO, DON'T-- YOU DON'T
HAVE TO LIKE DO THAT TO ME.
1308
01:16:57,914 --> 01:17:00,284
JUST CALM DOWN.
YOU'RE GETTING FLUSHED.
1309
01:17:00,283 --> 01:17:02,353
NICK'S GETTING RED.
1310
01:17:02,352 --> 01:17:04,892
- IT'S GOING UP TO HERE.
- I'M TELLING YOU,
I'M TELLING YOU
1311
01:17:04,887 --> 01:17:06,287
THAT THIS IS A BIG SONG.
1312
01:17:06,289 --> 01:17:08,389
PEOPLE GET-- FUCKING,
IF IT'S NOT ON A RECORD,
1313
01:17:08,391 --> 01:17:09,891
WE COULD BE REGRETTING IT.
1314
01:17:09,892 --> 01:17:11,432
MY POINT IS IS
I STILL DON'T LIKE IT.
1315
01:17:11,427 --> 01:17:13,887
WHETHER YOU CHANGE IT OR NOT,
I STILL DON'T LIKE IT.
1316
01:17:13,896 --> 01:17:16,296
- I'VE HEARD YOUR POINT.
- I KNOW, AND WE
SEE YOUR POINT.
1317
01:17:16,299 --> 01:17:17,999
ALL RIGHT,
NEXT SONG IS
1318
01:17:18,001 --> 01:17:19,701
"SHOW ME WHAT
YOU'RE MADE OF."
1319
01:17:19,702 --> 01:17:21,972
SHOULD WE TALK ABOUT
THE SONG A LITTLE MORE?
1320
01:17:21,971 --> 01:17:23,641
NO. MOVE ON.
1321
01:17:31,279 --> 01:17:33,379
- LOOK AT YOU.
- YOU LOOK THE SAME.
1322
01:17:33,383 --> 01:17:35,353
I LOOK THE SAME.
OH, THANK YOU.
1323
01:17:35,351 --> 01:17:38,391
- HOW YOU DOING?
- YOU LOOK ABSOLUTELY GORGEOUS.
1324
01:17:38,388 --> 01:17:40,048
- THANK YOU.
- YOU LOOK BEAUTIFUL.
1325
01:17:40,056 --> 01:17:42,886
THANKS, SANDY.
THIS IS THE BACKSTREET BOYS.
1326
01:17:42,892 --> 01:17:45,362
YOU WERE SINGING WITH YOUR LOCAL
SINGING TEACHER
1327
01:17:45,361 --> 01:17:48,231
AND SHE SAID,
"I'VE GOT THIS GREAT KID.
1328
01:17:48,231 --> 01:17:50,901
WE NEED TO GET HIM DANCING
'CAUSE HE'S GOT A GREAT VOICE."
1329
01:17:50,900 --> 01:17:52,230
AND I SAID,
"OKAY, BRING HIM OVER."
1330
01:17:52,235 --> 01:17:56,935
AND I SAID,
"NICK, RIGHT LEG."
1331
01:17:56,939 --> 01:17:58,439
THE LEFT LEG,
I PUT THE LEFT LEG OUT.
1332
01:17:58,441 --> 01:18:01,241
OKAY, NICK, LEFT LEG,
AND THEN HE DID THE RIGHT LEG.
1333
01:18:01,244 --> 01:18:02,914
HE STILL DOES
THE SAME THING.
1334
01:18:02,912 --> 01:18:04,152
COME ON IN
AND SAY HI.
1335
01:18:04,147 --> 01:18:05,947
THEY'RE GONNA GO CRAZY.
1336
01:18:05,948 --> 01:18:07,348
- WE'RE GOING IN.
- LET'S DO IT.
1337
01:18:07,350 --> 01:18:09,120
COME ON IN.
1338
01:18:09,118 --> 01:18:11,188
I'VE BEEN DANCING SINCE
I WAS, LIKE, FOUR YEARS OLD,
1339
01:18:11,187 --> 01:18:12,447
- SO I--
- REALLY?
1340
01:18:12,455 --> 01:18:14,055
- BALLET FOR EIGHT YEARS.
- GOOD.
1341
01:18:14,057 --> 01:18:15,987
- JAZZ, TAP.
- WE COULDN'T GET HIM IN BALLET.
1342
01:18:15,992 --> 01:18:17,162
WE TRIED.
1343
01:18:17,160 --> 01:18:18,890
- YOU DID BALLET?
- EIGHT YEARS OF BALLET.
1344
01:18:18,895 --> 01:18:21,155
OKAY, IT WAS THE WEIRDEST THING
I HAD TIGHTS AND EVERYTHING.
1345
01:18:21,164 --> 01:18:22,964
I WAS THE ONLY BOY
IN MY BALLET CLASS.
1346
01:18:22,965 --> 01:18:24,395
SO MY MOM ENDED UP
PUTTING ME INTO TAP
1347
01:18:24,400 --> 01:18:26,300
AFTER EIGHT YEARS OF BALLET
'CAUSE I WAS LIKE,
1348
01:18:26,302 --> 01:18:28,302
"I FEEL A LITTLE WEIRD
IN TIGHTS.
1349
01:18:28,304 --> 01:18:30,714
I'M A LITTLE BOY
AND I'M SKINNY.
1350
01:18:30,707 --> 01:18:32,737
HEY, IT TAKES A MAN
TO DO IT.
1351
01:18:32,742 --> 01:18:34,242
THIS IS OUR SENIOR
DANCE COMPANY.
1352
01:18:34,243 --> 01:18:35,943
HI.
1353
01:18:35,945 --> 01:18:38,145
YOU WANT TO BACK UP A LITTLE BIT
SO THEY CAN SEE YOU?
1354
01:18:38,147 --> 01:18:39,477
I DON'T KNOW ABOUT NOW
I MIGHT ACTUALLY
1355
01:18:39,482 --> 01:18:41,152
COME ON, DO IT!
1356
01:18:41,150 --> 01:18:42,380
PERFORM, PLEASE.
1357
01:18:42,385 --> 01:18:44,485
IF I RIP MY PANTS,
I'M BLAMING YOU.
1358
01:18:44,487 --> 01:18:47,717
COME ON.
1359
01:18:47,724 --> 01:18:52,164
OH.
1360
01:18:52,161 --> 01:18:53,531
WHOO.
1361
01:18:53,529 --> 01:18:55,259
YOU'RE GONNA PAY FOR THAT
TOMORROW.
1362
01:18:55,264 --> 01:18:57,064
OH!
1363
01:18:57,066 --> 01:18:58,226
DON'T GET ME STARTED.
1364
01:18:58,234 --> 01:19:00,904
HE NEVER DONE THAT WITH US
IN 20 YEARS!
1365
01:19:00,903 --> 01:19:03,143
- THAT'S INTERESTING.
- YOU GUYS KNOW THE
"BACKSTREET'S BACK" DANCE?
1366
01:19:03,139 --> 01:19:05,109
ANYBODY KNOW THAT?
1367
01:19:05,108 --> 01:19:07,008
- AH, SEE, I KNEW
THEY DIDN'T KNOW THAT.
- TOO YOUNG.
1368
01:19:07,009 --> 01:19:08,179
THEY WEREN'T BORN YET.
1369
01:19:08,177 --> 01:19:10,177
FIVE, SIX, SEVEN, GO!
1370
01:19:28,197 --> 01:19:30,497
THEY GOT IT ALREADY.
1371
01:19:30,500 --> 01:19:32,000
YEAH.
1372
01:19:32,001 --> 01:19:33,971
GOOD JOB, BUDDY.
1373
01:19:33,970 --> 01:19:36,070
- SHUT THE FUCK UP
AND LET ME TALK!
- YOU SHUT THE FUCK UP!
1374
01:19:36,072 --> 01:19:37,472
LISTEN--
GUYS!
1375
01:19:37,473 --> 01:19:40,513
YOU SHUT THE FUCK UP.
YOU SHUT THE FUCK UP.
1376
01:19:40,510 --> 01:19:43,340
I SWEAR TO GOD, DON'T FUCKING
TALK TO ME THAT WAY.
1377
01:19:43,346 --> 01:19:45,506
I'LL TALK TO YOU
HOWEVER I WANT TO TALK TO YOU.
1378
01:19:45,515 --> 01:19:47,245
YOU DON'T GET RESPECT
OUT OF ME THAT WAY.
1379
01:19:47,250 --> 01:19:49,480
DON'T BE A FUCKING DICK
LIKE EVERYONE KNOWS YOU ARE.
1380
01:19:49,485 --> 01:19:52,015
- YOU DON'T WANT TO HEAR IT.
- YOU UNDERSTAND
WHAT I'M SAYING?
1381
01:19:52,021 --> 01:19:55,091
DON'T BE A FUCKING DICK.
DON'T BE A DICK!
1382
01:19:55,091 --> 01:19:56,961
TRUST ME, YOU DON'T WANT IT
FROM ME, BABY.
1383
01:19:56,959 --> 01:19:58,359
- TRUST ME.
- LIKE I'M SHAKING.
1384
01:19:58,361 --> 01:19:59,591
I'M NOT AFRAID OF YOU
ANYMORE.
1385
01:19:59,595 --> 01:20:01,525
DUDE, WHAT--
YOU WERE AFRAID OF ME?
1386
01:20:01,531 --> 01:20:05,301
NO, I'M-- HE KNOWS WHAT
I'M TALKING ABOUT, DUDE.
1387
01:20:05,301 --> 01:20:06,901
WHAT ABOUT FUCKING
VOCALS ON SONGS?
1388
01:20:06,903 --> 01:20:08,173
ARE WE GONNA TALK
ABOUT THAT?
1389
01:20:08,171 --> 01:20:10,071
ARE WE GONNA TALK ABOUT
THE FACT THAT
1390
01:20:10,072 --> 01:20:12,312
YOU DON'T NECESSARILY
SOUND AS GOOD AS YOU USED TO?
1391
01:20:12,308 --> 01:20:14,378
- THE DEMO VOICE--
- ARE WE GONNA TALK ABOUT THAT?
1392
01:20:14,377 --> 01:20:16,107
ARE WE GONNA TALK ABOUT THAT?
1393
01:20:16,112 --> 01:20:17,582
AND WE'LL TALK ABOUT
WHEN WE GET IN THE STUDIO
1394
01:20:17,580 --> 01:20:19,480
AND PRODUCERS COME TO US
AND TELL US
1395
01:20:19,482 --> 01:20:22,082
THAT THEY GOT PROBLEMS
BECAUSE OF YOUR FUCKING VOICE.
1396
01:20:22,084 --> 01:20:24,124
YEAH, 'CAUSE I CAN'T DO
YOUR JOB ANYMORE.
1397
01:20:24,120 --> 01:20:27,050
OH, NO, NO, NO, NO!
THIS IS THE TRUTH.
1398
01:20:27,056 --> 01:20:29,386
HOW ABOUT SPEAKING
FROM A PLACE OF LOVE
1399
01:20:29,392 --> 01:20:31,162
AND NOT A PLACE OF ANGER?
1400
01:20:31,160 --> 01:20:32,560
I'M NOT ANGRY.
I'M FUCKING BEING REAL.
1401
01:20:32,562 --> 01:20:34,302
BECAUSE EVERYONE ELSE
WANTS TO SUGARCOAT IT.
1402
01:20:34,297 --> 01:20:35,927
EVERYONE WANTS
TO SUGARCOAT IT.
1403
01:20:35,932 --> 01:20:37,362
LET'S FUCKING BRING IT OUT
IN THE OPEN.
1404
01:20:37,366 --> 01:20:39,526
YOU KNOW WHAT?
1405
01:20:39,535 --> 01:20:41,565
WHEN PRODUCERS COME UP TO ME--
STOP!
1406
01:20:41,571 --> 01:20:43,501
WHEN PRODUCERS COME UP TO US
AND ARE SAYING,
1407
01:20:43,506 --> 01:20:45,506
"WHAT'S WRONG
WITH BRIAN'S VOICE?
1408
01:20:45,508 --> 01:20:47,168
WHAT'S HAPPENING
WITH HIS VOICE?"
1409
01:20:47,176 --> 01:20:48,936
AND THEN YOU WANT TO
SING ON THE RECORDS, DAWG,
1410
01:20:48,945 --> 01:20:50,405
AND YOU SOUND GREAT
ON RECORDS,
1411
01:20:50,413 --> 01:20:52,453
'CAUSE YOU CAN DO
A FUCKING LITTLE BIT OF EDITING,
1412
01:20:52,448 --> 01:20:54,318
BUT WHEN GOT TO GO ON STAGE
AND SING THAT SHIT
1413
01:20:54,317 --> 01:20:56,147
AND WE GOT TO GO
DO WORLD TOUR,
1414
01:20:56,152 --> 01:20:58,222
I MEAN, THIS IS THE KIND--
THIS IS ALL I'M TRYING TO SAY.
1415
01:20:58,221 --> 01:21:00,521
BUT YOU TAKE THE GOOD
AND THE BAD, DAWG.
1416
01:21:00,523 --> 01:21:02,923
- NO, BECAUSE--
- YOU TAKE THE GOOD
AND THE BAD.
1417
01:21:02,925 --> 01:21:05,225
- WE'RE A GROUP.
- CAN YOU SIT DOWN
FOR A SEC, NICK?
1418
01:21:05,228 --> 01:21:07,228
- NO, I DON'T WANT TO SIT DOWN.
- WELL, HERE'S WHAT I THINK.
1419
01:21:07,230 --> 01:21:09,300
I JUST WANT SOMEONE TO REALLY
TALK ABOUT WHAT THE FUCK
1420
01:21:09,298 --> 01:21:11,198
- IS REALLY GOING ON!
- BUT TIME OUT.
SIT DOWN FOR A SECOND...
1421
01:21:11,200 --> 01:21:13,070
- NO!
- AND SHOW SOME
FUCKING RESPECT.
1422
01:21:13,069 --> 01:21:14,439
HOW ABOUT RESPECT ME
AND LET ME STAND UP?
1423
01:21:14,437 --> 01:21:16,137
I RESPECT YOU.
STAND UP THEN.
1424
01:21:16,138 --> 01:21:18,238
YOU'RE GETTING TWO
DIFFERENT ARGUMENTS HERE.
1425
01:21:18,241 --> 01:21:21,141
YOU'VE BUSTED YOUR ASS.
I APPRECIATE IT.
1426
01:21:21,143 --> 01:21:22,443
WE ALL APPRECIATE IT.
1427
01:21:22,445 --> 01:21:24,505
SOMEHOW IT GOT BLOWN UP
INTO AN ARGUMENT
1428
01:21:24,513 --> 01:21:26,453
BETWEEN YOU AND BRIAN
AND A COMPETITION
1429
01:21:26,449 --> 01:21:27,919
OVER LEAD VOCALS.
1430
01:21:27,917 --> 01:21:29,977
AND THERE'S A LOT
OF BAGGAGE HERE
1431
01:21:29,986 --> 01:21:32,186
FROM THE FUCKING PAST
20 YEARS
1432
01:21:32,188 --> 01:21:34,358
THAT IS COMING OUT NOW,
AND, YEAH,
1433
01:21:34,357 --> 01:21:37,117
WE NEED TO TALK
ABOUT BRIAN'S VOCAL ISSUES.
1434
01:21:37,126 --> 01:21:38,586
WE NEED TO TALK ABOUT THAT.
1435
01:21:38,594 --> 01:21:41,334
WE NEED TO FIND A WAY
TO MAKE IT WORK.
1436
01:21:41,330 --> 01:21:43,500
- AND THAT'S WHAT
WE'RE TRYING TO DO.
- ALL I'M SAYING--
1437
01:21:49,271 --> 01:21:51,071
THEY LOOK NICE
WITH THOSE JACKETS ON.
1438
01:23:35,244 --> 01:23:37,084
GREAT.
1439
01:23:37,079 --> 01:23:39,809
I WANT TO BE
AS SUPPORTIVE AS I CAN.
1440
01:23:39,815 --> 01:23:41,775
I MEAN, NOT ONLY ARE
WE GROUP MEMBERS
1441
01:23:41,784 --> 01:23:45,454
AND BUSINESS PARTNERS,
BUT WE'RE FAMILY.
1442
01:23:45,454 --> 01:23:48,394
AND, UH....
1443
01:23:48,391 --> 01:23:51,491
SO I HAVE YOUR BACK
AND I WANT TO HAVE YOUR BACK
1444
01:23:51,494 --> 01:23:53,164
AND I WANT TO BE SUPPORTIVE.
1445
01:23:53,162 --> 01:23:56,462
I THINK PERSONALLY,
I'M A LITTLE FRUSTRATED.
1446
01:23:56,465 --> 01:24:03,635
BECAUSE I FEEL LIKE UM,
I DON'T KNOW WHERE YOU'RE AT.
1447
01:24:03,639 --> 01:24:07,269
WHAT-- WHAT HAS HAPPENED
LATELY WITH YOUR THERAPY,
1448
01:24:07,276 --> 01:24:09,106
AND I KNOW YOU'RE LIVING IT,
1449
01:24:09,111 --> 01:24:11,451
BUT NOT A DAY GOES BY
THAT I DON'T THINK ABOUT YOU.
1450
01:24:11,447 --> 01:24:13,247
AND HERE'S MY THING.
1451
01:24:13,249 --> 01:24:15,079
YOU KNOW, I THINK
WE SHOULD PUT THE BRAKES ON.
1452
01:24:15,084 --> 01:24:17,084
BUT I DON'T WANT TO
STOP THE TRAIN.
1453
01:24:17,086 --> 01:24:19,416
THIS IS THE THING.
THIS IS A HUGE YEAR FOR US.
1454
01:24:19,422 --> 01:24:23,262
AND I HAVE TO BE IN
TIP-TOP SHAPE SOMEHOW, SOME WAY.
1455
01:24:23,259 --> 01:24:26,429
THE FRUSTRATING PART IS,
IS I'M THE ONE
1456
01:24:26,429 --> 01:24:28,459
THAT HAS TO LIVE WITH IT,
AND I'M THE ONE
1457
01:24:28,464 --> 01:24:31,104
THAT HAS TO HEAR
IT EACH AND EVERY DAY.
1458
01:24:31,100 --> 01:24:33,830
YOU GUYS, I COULD TALK TO YOU
TILL I'M BLUE IN THE FACE,
1459
01:24:33,836 --> 01:24:35,796
AND YOU'LL NEVER
UNDERSTAND IT.
1460
01:24:35,805 --> 01:24:37,295
I DON'T EXPECT YOU TO
UNDERSTAND IT.
1461
01:24:37,306 --> 01:24:39,166
WE'RE NOT TRYING
TO DO AN INTERVENTION ON YOU.
1462
01:24:39,175 --> 01:24:41,605
BUT IT'S ALMOST LIKE YOU--
LIKE, IN LIKE A PERSON
1463
01:24:41,610 --> 01:24:44,280
WHO'S GOING INTO REHAB
WHERE YOU ALMOST NEED
1464
01:24:44,280 --> 01:24:48,180
TO REALLY LIKE POSSIBLY HAVE--
TAKE THIS REALLY SERIOUS
1465
01:24:48,184 --> 01:24:50,184
AND HAVE SOMEBODY WORKING
WITH YOU, LIKE, EVERY DAY
1466
01:24:50,186 --> 01:24:52,516
LET'S STOP PERFORMING LIVE
UNTIL SOME OF THIS SHIT,
1467
01:24:52,521 --> 01:24:54,191
WE GET IT WORKED OUT.
1468
01:24:54,190 --> 01:24:55,790
LET'S LET YOU DO YOUR THERAPY.
1469
01:24:55,791 --> 01:24:59,331
LET'S LET YOU EXPERIMENT
WITH WHATEVER THE DOCTORS SAY.
1470
01:24:59,328 --> 01:25:00,858
TO BE HONEST WITH YOU,
LET'S FACE IT.
1471
01:25:00,863 --> 01:25:02,463
IT'S THE PRESSURE
THAT I PUT ON MYSELF
1472
01:25:02,465 --> 01:25:06,295
OF WHAT I WAS, WHAT I AM,
AND WHAT I'M GONNA BE.
1473
01:25:06,302 --> 01:25:08,202
BECAUSE THE WAIT FOR ME
AT THE BEGINNING
1474
01:25:08,204 --> 01:25:11,474
WAS I HAD TO FIX IT
FOR YOU AND FOR YOU
1475
01:25:11,474 --> 01:25:14,484
AND FOR YOU AND FOR YOU
AND FOR YOU AND FOR YOU.
1476
01:25:14,477 --> 01:25:16,177
THEN I WOKE UP ONE DAY
AND I THOUGHT,
1477
01:25:16,178 --> 01:25:19,408
"DAMN, YOU KNOW I REALLY
NEED TO JUST FIX THIS FOR ME."
1478
01:25:19,415 --> 01:25:24,375
YEAH.
- BECAUSE YOU CAN'T
FIX ALCOHOL ABUSE FOR ME.
1479
01:25:24,386 --> 01:25:26,286
- RIGHT.
- IT'S FOR YOU.
1480
01:25:26,288 --> 01:25:29,388
I APOLOGIZE THAT IF
MY BAD PERFORMANCE
1481
01:25:29,391 --> 01:25:32,161
TAKES THE STOCK DOWN,
WHICH IS TRUE,
1482
01:25:32,161 --> 01:25:36,801
BUT I CAN ONLY DO WHAT I CAN DO
TO BE BEST FOR ME RIGHT NOW.
1483
01:25:36,799 --> 01:25:38,629
I HAVEN'T HEARD NICK
SAY ANYTHING.
1484
01:25:38,634 --> 01:25:40,434
I'VE HEARD EVERYBODY ELSE
TALK.
1485
01:25:40,436 --> 01:25:41,936
WHEN IT COMES TO YOUR
POINT OF VIEW
1486
01:25:41,937 --> 01:25:45,807
ON FOR YOURSELF,
I COMPLETELY ACCEPT THAT,
1487
01:25:45,808 --> 01:25:49,578
AND I-- THAT IS-- THAT'S YOU
IT'S WHAT YOU GOT TO DO.
1488
01:25:49,578 --> 01:25:53,478
I THINK THAT THERE IS A 50/50
THING HERE, THOUGH, AS WELL.
1489
01:25:53,482 --> 01:25:56,622
I'VE GONE THROUGH THIS BEFORE
IN THIS GROUP, ALL RIGHT?
1490
01:25:56,619 --> 01:26:00,519
WHEN I WAS OVERWEIGHT,
WHEN I WAS DRINKING
1491
01:26:00,523 --> 01:26:03,923
AND DOING DRUGS,
WHEN I WAS BEING A MANIAC,
1492
01:26:03,926 --> 01:26:05,386
IT AFFECTED THE GROUP.
1493
01:26:05,394 --> 01:26:08,504
AND I GOT CONFRONTED
BY YOU GUYS.
1494
01:26:08,497 --> 01:26:11,397
EVERYBODY DOCKED
THOUSANDS OF DOLLARS
1495
01:26:11,400 --> 01:26:13,330
FOR NOT SHOWING
UP ON TIME.
1496
01:26:13,335 --> 01:26:14,895
I HAD TO GET BETTER
FOR YOU.
1497
01:26:14,904 --> 01:26:16,904
A.J. DID, TOO.
- A.J. HAD TO AS WELL.
1498
01:26:16,906 --> 01:26:18,966
WE'VE ALL HAD TO
IN DIFFERENT WAYS.
1499
01:26:18,974 --> 01:26:21,384
AND I'M PASSIONATE ABOUT IT
'CAUSE I'M STILL PISSED OFF.
1500
01:26:21,377 --> 01:26:23,437
BUT, NICK,
IT STARTS WITH YOU, PERIOD.
1501
01:26:23,445 --> 01:26:24,905
- IT STARTS WITH YOU.
- OF COURSE
IT STARTS WITH ME.
1502
01:26:24,914 --> 01:26:28,284
YES, IT'S REFLECTIVE,
BUT IT STARTS WITH ME.
1503
01:26:28,284 --> 01:26:30,254
SO THIS SHIT HAPPENS
TO BE ABOUT ME.
1504
01:26:30,252 --> 01:26:32,252
- SO LET IT START
WITH ME FIRST...
YES.
1505
01:26:32,254 --> 01:26:33,494
AND THEN LET IT FILTER.
1506
01:26:33,489 --> 01:26:35,459
I WANT YOU TO GET BETTER.
I REALLY DO.
1507
01:26:35,457 --> 01:26:37,517
I GENUINELY WANT
YOU TO GET BETTER.
1508
01:26:37,526 --> 01:26:39,486
ALL RIGHT?
I WANT MICHAEL JORDAN BACK.
1509
01:26:39,495 --> 01:26:41,225
I REALLY DO.
1510
01:26:41,230 --> 01:26:43,230
I ALWAYS FELT LIKE
IT WAS JORDAN AND PIPPEN
1511
01:26:43,232 --> 01:26:44,432
IN THIS GROUP,
AND I REALLY DID,
1512
01:26:44,433 --> 01:26:47,003
AND I THOUGHT YOU WERE
MICHAEL JORDAN.
1513
01:26:47,002 --> 01:26:49,302
AND I MISS THAT VOICE AGAIN.
I MISS IT.
1514
01:26:49,305 --> 01:26:51,505
AND I BELIEVE
YOU CAN HAVE IT BACK.
1515
01:26:51,507 --> 01:26:55,477
I BELIEVE YOU CAN.
I BELIEVE YOU WILL GET IT BACK.
1516
01:26:55,477 --> 01:26:59,207
AND I BELIEVE US AS A TEAM
WE-- THE FIVE STARTERS
1517
01:26:59,215 --> 01:27:01,475
THAT WE CAN DO IT
BUT WE NEED MICHAEL
1518
01:27:01,483 --> 01:27:03,423
AND I KNOW IT'S GONNA HAPPEN.
1519
01:27:30,846 --> 01:27:34,346
I USED TO PLAY IN THIS,
WELL, NOT IN IT,
1520
01:27:34,350 --> 01:27:36,320
BUT I WOULD GO
UNDERNEATH HERE.
1521
01:27:36,318 --> 01:27:38,588
I WOULD GO CRAWL ALL
THE WAY UNDERNEATH THERE
1522
01:27:38,587 --> 01:27:42,057
BACK THERE THERE WAS THIS
ALLIGATOR SITTING ON--
1523
01:27:42,057 --> 01:27:43,987
ON THE SHOULDER OR WHATEVER,
AND HE WAS LIKE HANGING THERE
1524
01:27:43,993 --> 01:27:45,863
SLEEPING, LIKE, SUNBATHING.
1525
01:27:45,861 --> 01:27:47,831
I GRABBED SOME ROCKS AND I
STARTED THROWING THEM AT HIM.
1526
01:27:47,830 --> 01:27:49,660
I HAD THIS OTHER KID WITH ME,
ALLIGATOR GOT PISSED,
1527
01:27:49,665 --> 01:27:52,495
AND HE STARTED CHASING US,
CAME AFTER US.
1528
01:27:52,501 --> 01:27:54,971
I JUMPED UP ON TOP
OF THIS LIKE RETENTION THING
1529
01:27:54,970 --> 01:27:58,270
AND I JUST WENT, OH,
DOWN, FELL IN BETWEEN IT,
1530
01:27:58,274 --> 01:28:01,884
CAME HOME, I WAS CRYING.
MY DAD STITCHED ME UP.
1531
01:28:01,877 --> 01:28:03,577
YOUR DAD STITCHED YOU UP?
1532
01:28:03,579 --> 01:28:05,449
YEAH, HE DIDN'T WANT--
HE DIDN'T BELIEVE SORT OF
1533
01:28:05,447 --> 01:28:07,547
IN LIKE HOSPITALS AND STUFF,
SO HE KIND OF
1534
01:28:07,549 --> 01:28:09,349
JUST BUTTERFLIED
THAT THING ALL UP.
1535
01:28:09,351 --> 01:28:10,951
AND THAT'S WHY
IT'S ALL TORN UP.
1536
01:28:10,953 --> 01:28:13,593
SEE THAT ORANGE
PUMPKIN PLACE?
1537
01:28:13,589 --> 01:28:15,359
THAT'S MY HOUSE.
1538
01:28:15,357 --> 01:28:16,887
- RIGHT HERE?
- THAT ORANGE THING.
1539
01:28:16,892 --> 01:28:19,432
- 216?
- 216.
1540
01:28:19,428 --> 01:28:22,098
IT WAS JUST LIKE-- IT WAS
A HOUSE FULL OF FEAR FOR ME.
1541
01:28:22,097 --> 01:28:24,027
WE WOULD BE LITTLE KIDS
AND WE WOULD HEAR MOM
1542
01:28:24,033 --> 01:28:26,103
AND DAD, LIKE, SCREAMING
AT EACH OTHER
1543
01:28:26,101 --> 01:28:28,001
AND THEY WOULD JUST
CONSTANTLY BE DRINKING
1544
01:28:28,003 --> 01:28:31,313
AND FIGHTING AND WE'D HEAR
GUNS GO OFF THE WINDOW.
1545
01:28:31,307 --> 01:28:32,667
YOU KNOW, OUT THE WINDOW,
SHOOTING,
1546
01:28:32,675 --> 01:28:34,305
AND-- NOT SHOOTING
AT EACH OTHER,
1547
01:28:34,310 --> 01:28:36,980
BUT THEY ALWAYS FOUGHT
OVER MONEY.
1548
01:28:36,979 --> 01:28:40,849
AND I WANTED TO BRING MY FAMILY
TO A WHOLE 'NOTHER LEVEL.
1549
01:28:40,849 --> 01:28:42,549
I WANT TO TAKE THEM
OUT OF HERE,
1550
01:28:42,551 --> 01:28:44,991
GIVE THEM BIGGER HOUSES,
BETTER THINGS,
1551
01:28:44,987 --> 01:28:46,587
AND ALL THESE, YOU KNOW...
1552
01:28:46,588 --> 01:28:48,818
I MEAN, HOW MUCH
CAN YOU GIVE?
1553
01:28:48,824 --> 01:28:50,464
ARE YOU LOOKED AT
AS A DOLLAR SIGN NOW?
1554
01:28:50,459 --> 01:28:52,389
ARE YOU LOOKED AT
AS... YOU KNOW,
1555
01:28:52,394 --> 01:28:54,334
WHAT ARE YOU LOOKED AT AS?
1556
01:28:54,330 --> 01:28:55,830
AND THAT'S WHAT SUCKS
BECAUSE BEFORE
1557
01:28:55,831 --> 01:28:57,861
I WAS LOOKED AT
AS A SIBLING IN MY HOUSE.
1558
01:28:57,866 --> 01:29:00,596
I'VE ACTUALLY BEEN ESTRANGED
FROM MY MOM AND DAD
1559
01:29:00,602 --> 01:29:02,342
FOR A WHILE.
1560
01:29:02,338 --> 01:29:05,608
I HAVEN'T SEEN THEM
IN MAYBE SEVEN, EIGHT YEARS.
1561
01:29:05,607 --> 01:29:07,837
IT JUST--
YOU SEE WHERE YOU CAME FROM.
1562
01:29:07,843 --> 01:29:11,613
YOU SEE WHERE YOU'VE BEEN,
AND... YOU QUESTION THINGS
1563
01:29:11,613 --> 01:29:13,553
AND YOU WONDER WHERE
YOU'RE GOING...
1564
01:29:13,549 --> 01:29:17,349
AND... I DON'T KNOW, MAN.
1565
01:29:17,353 --> 01:29:19,853
MOST OF THE KIDS THAT
I PLAYED WITH ON THIS BLOCK,
1566
01:29:19,855 --> 01:29:22,885
MOST OF THE PEOPLE THAT
I TRIED TO FIT IN WITH,
1567
01:29:22,891 --> 01:29:25,891
NOW ARE EITHER DEAD
1568
01:29:25,894 --> 01:29:29,664
OR SERIOUS DRUG ADDICTS
OR IN PRISON.
1569
01:29:29,665 --> 01:29:31,495
I WOULD HAVE TOTALLY
ENDED UP LIKE A LOT
1570
01:29:31,500 --> 01:29:33,700
OF THESE KIDS OUT HERE.
1571
01:29:40,842 --> 01:29:42,612
I HAVEN'T BEEN HERE IN,
I DON'T KNOW,
1572
01:29:42,611 --> 01:29:44,141
17 YEARS OR SOMETHING.
1573
01:29:44,146 --> 01:29:46,576
I'M, LIKE, NERVOUS.
1574
01:29:46,582 --> 01:29:47,982
OH, MY GOODNESS.
1575
01:29:47,983 --> 01:29:49,523
DO YOU REMEMBER THIS?
1576
01:29:49,518 --> 01:29:53,388
THIS IS CRAZY!
1577
01:29:53,389 --> 01:29:55,489
THEY GOT IT SET UP.
1578
01:29:55,491 --> 01:29:57,461
- OH, JESUS.
- THE FRONT ROW!
1579
01:30:00,595 --> 01:30:02,595
WHO'S THAT BOY?
1580
01:30:02,598 --> 01:30:05,998
THERE IS IS.
YOU SEE HIM?
1581
01:30:18,180 --> 01:30:20,210
I ALWAYS THOUGHT
SHE WAS SUPER PRETTY.
1582
01:30:20,215 --> 01:30:22,015
SHE WAS.
1583
01:30:22,017 --> 01:30:24,147
AND THEN I-- I WAS
THE BIGGEST NERD IN SCHOOL,
1584
01:30:24,153 --> 01:30:26,693
LIKE THIS WAS THE ONLY WAY
THAT I COULD GET ATTENTION
1585
01:30:26,688 --> 01:30:28,218
- FROM ANYBODY.
- BOY, DID YOU.
1586
01:30:28,223 --> 01:30:33,163
BECAUSE WHEN I WOULD WALK
DOWN THESE HALLS.
1587
01:30:33,162 --> 01:30:35,062
I WOULD GET PICKED ON A LOT,
AND PEOPLE DIDN'T LIKE ME.
1588
01:30:35,063 --> 01:30:36,633
I KNOW.
1589
01:30:36,632 --> 01:30:39,932
I WAS JUST THE WEIRD KID
IN THE SCHOOL, YOU KNOW, BUT...
1590
01:30:42,938 --> 01:30:48,178
I'VE HAD THIS FOR...
22 YEARS.
1591
01:30:48,177 --> 01:30:50,537
AND IT MEANS A LOT TO ME
THAT YOU'VE COME BACK
1592
01:30:50,546 --> 01:30:53,946
AND YOU'VE RECOGNIZED
YOUR TEACHER.
1593
01:30:53,949 --> 01:30:55,519
ABSOLUTELY.
1594
01:30:55,517 --> 01:30:57,977
- YOU KNOW I STILL LOVE YOU.
- I LOVE YOU, TOO.
1595
01:30:57,986 --> 01:31:02,486
SHE HONESTLY WAS ONE OF
THE MOST INFLUENTIAL--
1596
01:31:02,491 --> 01:31:05,761
I MEAN SHE KIND OF
RECOGNIZED ME, SO...
1597
01:31:07,862 --> 01:31:11,932
THANK YOU.
1598
01:31:11,934 --> 01:31:15,944
AND WE PUT IT IN A FORMAT
SO YOU COULD SEE IT NOW.
1599
01:31:15,938 --> 01:31:17,668
MAYBE SOMEDAY
FOR YOUR GRANDCHILDREN?
1600
01:31:17,673 --> 01:31:21,013
- YEAH. THANK YOU AGAIN.
- YOU'RE WELCOME.
1601
01:31:29,183 --> 01:31:34,193
I HAVE NO IDEA
WHY I'M CRYING.
1602
01:31:34,189 --> 01:31:39,859
I THINK IT HAS A LOT
TO DO WITH...
1603
01:31:39,862 --> 01:31:44,202
ALL THE BAD STUFF
THAT I HAD GONE THROUGH.
1604
01:31:44,199 --> 01:31:47,529
AND THERE WAS ONLY LIKE
A COUPLE OF LIGHTS
1605
01:31:47,536 --> 01:31:51,196
AND WHENEVER I'D GET ON STAGE,
1606
01:31:51,206 --> 01:31:54,606
IT WAS A WAY TO GET AWAY.
IT WAS A WAY TO ESCAPE.
1607
01:31:54,610 --> 01:31:56,510
IT WAS A WAY TO GET AWAY
FROM ALL THE STUFF
1608
01:31:56,512 --> 01:31:59,982
THAT I WAS GOING THROUGH.
1609
01:31:59,982 --> 01:32:03,082
AND YOU KNOW, I'M SO...
1610
01:32:03,085 --> 01:32:05,685
I'VE ONLY GOT, LIKE, A COUPLE
OF THINGS TO HOLD ONTO
1611
01:32:05,687 --> 01:32:09,017
OVER THE YEARS,
AND THIS IS ONE OF THEM.
1612
01:32:09,024 --> 01:32:11,894
AND WHEN I SEE--
WHEN I SEE THAT
1613
01:32:11,894 --> 01:32:15,064
AND WHEN I SEE THAT VIDEO...
1614
01:32:15,063 --> 01:32:17,203
IT WAS, LIKE, REMINDS ME
1615
01:32:17,199 --> 01:32:20,199
OF SORT OF, LIKE,
THE GOOD TIMES
1616
01:32:20,202 --> 01:32:22,972
AND THEN...
1617
01:32:22,971 --> 01:32:24,971
I DON'T KNOW,
I TRIED EVERYTHING I CAN
1618
01:32:24,973 --> 01:32:29,113
TO BLOCK OUT THINGS
AND JUST ELIMINATE
1619
01:32:29,111 --> 01:32:32,881
SHE WAS, UH--
SHE WAS MY ESCAPE,
1620
01:32:32,881 --> 01:32:34,611
AND SHE RECOGNIZED ME.
1621
01:32:34,616 --> 01:32:37,346
AND I REALLY...
I'M JUST HAPPY
1622
01:32:37,352 --> 01:32:40,592
I GOT THIS RIGHT HERE,
THAT'S ALL.
1623
01:32:40,589 --> 01:32:42,189
JUST HAPPY I GOT IT.
1624
01:32:46,360 --> 01:32:49,560
READY ON ONE,
TWO, THREE...
1625
01:32:49,565 --> 01:32:53,225
WE'RE GONNA LOOK RIGHT
OVER HERE.
1626
01:32:53,235 --> 01:32:56,965
ARE YOU READY?
1627
01:32:56,972 --> 01:32:58,612
THANK YOU.
1628
01:33:09,116 --> 01:33:11,376
IT'S WEIRD.
1629
01:33:11,386 --> 01:33:12,986
THESE DESKS
ARE STILL THE SAME.
1630
01:33:12,988 --> 01:33:14,218
STILL THE SAME.
1631
01:33:14,222 --> 01:33:17,062
- THIS IS MY CLASS.
- YES.
1632
01:33:17,059 --> 01:33:19,689
TOO MUCH EMOTION,
GOT TO ROLL.
1633
01:33:19,695 --> 01:33:21,655
- ARE YOU READY?
- YEAH, LET'S GO.
1634
01:33:21,663 --> 01:33:23,633
ONE, TWO, THREE...
1635
01:34:55,223 --> 01:34:56,893
KIDS, I TELL YOU.
1636
01:34:56,892 --> 01:34:58,962
YO, LOOK OUT THE WINDOW.
1637
01:36:14,936 --> 01:36:17,066
THERE WAS A LOT
OF GROUPS THAT CAME AND WENT
1638
01:36:17,072 --> 01:36:19,472
WHILE WE WERE DOING
OUR THING.
1639
01:36:19,474 --> 01:36:23,044
WE NEVER WENT ANYWHERE.
WE JUST KEPT ON GOING.
1640
01:36:23,044 --> 01:36:27,484
20 YEARS IS ALONG
FUCKING TIME FOR ANYBODY,
1641
01:36:27,482 --> 01:36:32,252
LET ALONE-- FIVE BUNCH OF DORKS
JUMPING AROUND ONSTAGE
1642
01:36:32,254 --> 01:36:34,324
SINGING AND DANCING.
1643
01:36:34,322 --> 01:36:36,992
THIS IS THE FIRST SINGLE
OFF OF THE BRAND-NEW ALBUM.
1644
01:36:36,992 --> 01:36:39,432
THIS IS CALLED
"IN A WORLD LIKE THIS."
1645
01:38:50,225 --> 01:38:52,455
A.J., TELL ME HOW
YOU'RE FEELING ABOUT THE TRIP
1646
01:38:52,460 --> 01:38:54,290
UP THE HILL?
1647
01:38:54,296 --> 01:38:57,096
THAT'S AS FAR
AS I'M GONNA GO.
1648
01:38:57,098 --> 01:38:58,328
WHATEVER!
1649
01:39:02,170 --> 01:39:05,200
DUDE, DO YOU THINK
WE SHOULD NOT DO THIS MAYBE?
1650
01:39:05,206 --> 01:39:06,406
WHAT ARE YOU
TALKING ABOUT?
1651
01:39:06,408 --> 01:39:07,938
IT'S PRETTY TOUGH.
1652
01:39:07,943 --> 01:39:09,243
YOU WANT ME TO GO UP FIRST
AND SHOW YOU?
1653
01:39:09,244 --> 01:39:13,014
DID I JUST TELL YOU
HOW SILLY YOU LOOK?
1654
01:39:13,014 --> 01:39:15,424
AND THAT WAS ALMOST MY FACE,
BUT IT'S TOTALLY WORTH IT.
1655
01:39:15,417 --> 01:39:17,147
WE DIDN'T HAVE ROPES
WHEN WE DID IT.
1656
01:39:17,152 --> 01:39:18,952
OH, MY GOD.
1657
01:39:20,288 --> 01:39:24,118
- GOOD JOB, D.
- HOLY CRAP.
1658
01:39:24,125 --> 01:39:26,755
HOO WHOO!
1659
01:39:26,761 --> 01:39:28,461
- GOOD JOB, CAMP.
- GOOD JOB, ROCK.
1660
01:39:28,463 --> 01:39:30,003
GOOD JOB, MAN, HEY,
1661
01:39:29,998 --> 01:39:31,458
- EVERYBODY, GOOD JOB.
- WE DID IT.
1662
01:39:31,466 --> 01:39:34,096
- WHOO!
- WE DID GOOD.
1663
01:39:59,494 --> 01:40:01,034
AND YOU KNOW WHAT, GUYS?
1664
01:40:01,029 --> 01:40:02,459
I THINK WE OWE IT ALL
TO THE FANS OUT THERE
1665
01:40:02,464 --> 01:40:03,534
FOR ALL THESE MEMORIES.
1666
01:40:05,433 --> 01:40:07,203
WE HOPE YOU GUYS
HAVE CREATED MEMORIES, TOO
1667
01:40:07,202 --> 01:40:09,142
ALONG WITH US.
1668
01:40:42,237 --> 01:40:45,367
Y'ALL READY TO PARTY
LIKE IT'S 1999?
1669
01:40:57,151 --> 01:40:58,621
YO, JUMP!
1670
01:40:58,620 --> 01:41:02,160
KEEP WORKIN'!
1671
01:41:09,497 --> 01:41:11,057
GOOD GOD!
1672
01:41:17,639 --> 01:41:20,609
HEY, FELLAS,
HAPPY 20TH ANNIVERSARY.
1673
01:41:21,876 --> 01:41:23,176
THANKS, BRO.
1674
01:41:23,178 --> 01:41:25,778
HAPPY 20TH, GUYS.
1675
01:41:25,780 --> 01:41:29,180
- COME HERE--
- OH, GOD!
1676
01:41:29,184 --> 01:41:32,554
WHO WOULD HAVE THOUGHT
20 YEARS AGO
1677
01:41:32,554 --> 01:41:34,454
WHEN WE BEGAN
THIS JOURNEY TOGETHER
1678
01:41:34,456 --> 01:41:38,116
THAT THIS WOULD BE
A STOP ALONG THE WAY.
1679
01:42:20,135 --> 01:42:22,535
BACKSTREET BOYS!
BACKSTREET BOYS!
1680
01:43:12,820 --> 01:43:14,590
LET'S GO NOW!
1681
01:44:22,557 --> 01:44:24,317
'CAUSE YOU KNOW THAT--
1682
01:44:27,362 --> 01:44:30,432
WAY BACK Y'ALL.